Chapter 302: Lack of Heart

"The noble man is the master of the slave and the slave, and whatever the master does, it is right. What's more, I know that it is indeed helpless to come to this point, after all, the master has suffered a great grievance, and the slave and maid are in the eyes and hurt in the heart. ”

Jinxiu came over and was very aggrieved, in fact, why did the master have to pay such a big sacrifice? Who doesn't want to be a favorite concubine who is favored by His Majesty, and who doesn't want to live this life carefree?

But God is really unfair, and he is reluctant to give his master a little bit of good luck, and there is no way to do it.

"Okay, with you by your side to understand me, I finally have a little comfort."

Ning Guiren smiled slightly, being able to have someone by her side and support her no matter what she did, she was finally able to have a trace of warmth in her heart, and not completely freeze into ice.

Hearing some movement outside the door, Ning Guiren knew that someone was coming, so he quickly got up and blew out a candle on the table next to him, and the room suddenly became darker again.

In fact, you don't need to have any candlelight in the room at the moment, it's good to be dim.

"Since Lord Xu is here, then the slave and maid will stay outside the door, and no one should come here if they want to come, so the master can rest assured."

Ning Guiren nodded slightly, the candle that had just been blown out, the room was almost dark, only another candle could see the figure, and the moonlight shining in through the window.

In fact, he didn't want the house to be too bright, because it wasn't something that could see people in the light.

Even if she makes this decision, she can't be completely blamed, the real blame should be Your Majesty, and Your Majesty has lived up to her sincerity, so why should she always think about Your Majesty!

Ning Guiren walked to the window and looked at the moon outside, this was a very remote corner of the palace, and the moon he saw seemed to be the same as the one in his palace, and it was no different.

Hearing the sound of footsteps behind him, Ning Guiren smiled slightly, feeling that the footsteps were getting closer and closer, and finally stopped behind him, and he could even faintly hear his breathing.

"I knew you were coming, and I knew that you would do whatever I said, and you would be the same as a few years ago, and there would still be no change, and in my heart, you will always be the one who loves me the most."

Ning Guiren didn't turn around, she still just stood quietly, she could feel the breathing of the person behind her, it sounded like it was very fast.

"I know you're coming, but I also know you're going to come reluctantly, and you think it's a mistake to have anything to do with me again. But you are still reluctant, because you still can't let go of me, and you still can't let go of the feelings of three years ago. ”

Ning Guiren looked up at the moon in the sky, maybe she would be punished in the future if she said something against her will, she knew that she was doing something very wrong now.

But it doesn't matter, let's go wrong like this, if she doesn't go wrong again, she will be suffocated to death by her own anger.

Why can she only be let down by His Majesty's sincerity, why can't she hurt His Majesty's heart fiercely, there has never been such a reason in the world.

She has never been a weak woman who will only be bullied, and whoever hurts herself will definitely have to pay it back a thousand times.

"You're right, you're right, you still know me very well, and you have made up your mind that I will come. Every time you win, you're just betting that I'll never be you. ”

Xu Yan took another step forward as he spoke, he had already touched Ning Guiren's back, and he didn't know why, after coming in, he smelled a faint fragrance, which was refreshing.

Smelling and smelling, he felt that his brain suddenly became a little unconscious, and yes, when he had never been awake in front of Ning Guiren, it seemed normal to be a little confused.

"yes, you're me, so do you think it's a good thing or a bad thing?"

Ning Guiren suddenly smiled, felt the approach of the person behind him, and felt that he was leaning on the other party's chest, and it was a fiery body.

At this moment, I suddenly felt that the whole person became extremely happy, if His Majesty knew what he was doing at the moment, would he be so angry that he would vomit blood, would it make his already weak body even more sick?

So why should I take care of Your Majesty's emotions, why should I pay attention to Your Majesty's body, Your Majesty has never cherished his sincerity, he is not worthy of it at all!

"Did you just want to say these things when you asked me to come over tonight? I've heard these words many times, and I don't have anything else to say to me. ”

Xu Yan's breathing suddenly and gradually increased, "Fuling Hall is an abandoned palace in the palace, as soon as I came in, I suddenly smelled a fragrance, but this place is just like someone has been hurriedly cleaned, how can it be like a fragrance?" ”

Xu Yan leaned into Ning Guiren's ear and asked, maybe he guessed what the reason was, maybe he didn't know that he was just asking, or maybe he didn't want to know in his heart, and he didn't seem to be wrong if he was wrong.

"What scent? How come I haven't smelled it? ”

Ning Guiren turned around pretending to be puzzled, raised his head slightly, and looked into Xu Yan's eyes.

The two of them were standing by the window at the moment, and the moonlight was shining in, and they could faintly see each other's faces through the moonlight.

"Or are you confused, in my heart you will always be so confused, but I just like your confusion. Being with you now is like going back in time three years ago. It was the happiest time for me, and if I could do it all over again, I don't know how happy I would be. ”

Ning Guiren's words were extremely ambiguous, or the atmosphere in the room tonight was ambiguous.

"But you didn't decide to enter the palace resolutely, how many times I told you, you never listened. In fact, at that time, you no longer had me in your heart, whether you were for glory, wealth, status, or you really had Your Majesty in your heart, you had already abandoned me three years ago. ”

Obviously, Xu Yan was still a little awake at this moment, and he was not completely confused, smelling the fragrance as if it was slowly getting stronger and stronger, and he felt that his brain seemed to be slowly becoming more and more unconscious.

Looking at the person in front of him, it was like going back to the time of several years ago, he had dreamed countless times, but after waking up, it was still empty.

"So you're blaming me now?"

Ning Guiren's tone suddenly choked up, "Just assume that you are blaming me, do you have a clear conscience about me?" The lady Suhua next to you has also been with you for two years, and there is already another woman by your side. ”

Maybe people are selfish, until now when talking about this matter, Ning Guiren still has some bad tastes, she doesn't want any women to appear around Xu Yan.

"You've already entered the palace, why can't I have another woman? Or are you blaming me for this now? ”

Xu Yan lowered his head and asked softly.

"Well, tonight's timing is not easy to come by, I don't want to tell you that this is too embarrassing, and more importantly, you can be by my side now."

Ning Guiren suddenly smiled and shook his head, stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Xu Yan's waist, and rested his head on his chest.

She really couldn't get used to it, but it wasn't the time to talk about it, because there were other more important things to do.

"Don't forget who you are now, as long as one person breaks in at this moment, I'm afraid you and I will end up in this life."

Although Xu Yan said sober words, his mind was getting more and more confused, and he couldn't help but reach out to hug Ning Guiren, obviously he was really confused.

"The moment you walk in, haven't you already made your choice?"

Ning Guiren said lightly, he could only say that he was right in all this, and he never regretted what he was doing at this moment.

And Jinxiu is guarding outside, and a heart is pounding.

In fact, she doesn't know whether her decision is wrong or right, but the master's heart is too unhappy, too wronged, so what's not to do with it?

She has been by her master's side since she was a child, and everything exists for the master.

At the moment, no matter what the situation inside the house is, you just need to guard the door outside.

Late at night, when Xu Yan returned to the house, she didn't expect Su Hua to be still in the house, and she hadn't fallen asleep yet.

"Why did you come back so late?"

Su Hua waited for a long, long time, even if it was late at night, she still didn't feel sleepy, because she was really uneasy tonight.

"It's nothing, the affairs in the palace are really busy, and I accidentally delayed it, you don't have to wait for me after such a late hour, just rest by yourself."

Xu Yan took a deep breath and sat down with a strong composure, his head was covered with sweat.

In the hurry of coming back just now, the whole person was like a thief, and even so weak that he didn't dare to look at Su Hua's eyes.

All this that happened in the palace just now was like a dream, did he really do it? Did he make such a big mistake?

I don't know why, but after I went in, I smelled a vague fragrance, and I felt that my brain was confused.

That's it, since this mistake has been made, it is useless to think about it.

Regret it? He didn't seem to regret it.

"I'm really worried about adults, so I just want to wait for them to come back."

Su Hua took a handkerchief to wipe the sweat on Xu Yan's face, and he didn't know why, the feeling of uneasiness was getting deeper and deeper, and he always felt that something terrible must have happened tonight.

"What happened tonight?"

Su Hua thought so in his heart, and asked like this by the way.