"All this is over, all the bad things have become memories, now that you stay here, everything will be fine, at least I have the ability to protect you."

Yuan Heng reached out and touched his heart, breathing slowly.

"I understand, thank you." Chu Xin looked up at him and said with a smile.

"But I have something to tell you, I wonder if you'd like to hear it? It's about the Northern Qi side, and it's about Xiao Zhi. ”

Yuan Heng suddenly hesitated for a moment, but still planned to say it.

"What's the matter?"

Chu Xin suddenly had a bad premonition inexplicably, Yuan Heng would never talk to himself like this on weekdays, but now that he said this, it means that there must be something big.

"Now His Majesty the Northern Qi is critically ill, and it is all the affairs in the palace managed by Xiao Zhi, the king of Xiang, as long as His Majesty the Northern Qi dies, then the position of the throne will only belong to Xiao Zhi.

He is proud of his life now, everything is fine, you know this news, can you feel unhappy? “

Yuan Heng looked at Chu Xin quietly, not letting go of any expression on the other party's face.

Sure enough, he saw a moment of despair in Chu Xin's eyes, yes, what desperate news this is.

"It's not fair, it's really unfair, is Xiao Zhi finally going to get everything he wants now, he's finally going to get it!"

Chu Xin suddenly cried and laughed.

"I've known him since I was a child, and at that time he was working as a proton in the Chu State. He said that he would never be a proton for the rest of his life, and that one day he would also control the fate of others. Now, he's succeeded, and he's finally succeeded! ”

Chu Xin gritted his teeth when he said these words, he really hated it, he hated his former self.

If she could turn back time, she would definitely go back to her childhood and kill Xiao Zhi with her own hands.

I died once because of him, Xiao Zhi didn't pay for his life, but he was getting better and better, why is God so unfair?

"Well, you don't have to be like this, there are a lot of unfair things in the world. Why don't you and I guess who his queen will be? Didn't you hear that King Xiang and Princess Xiang have been at odds all along? ”

Yuan Heng wanted to divert the topic.

"Naturally, it will be Chu Yi."

Chu Xin looked at the ground calmly, but the tears in the corners of his eyes were still slowly flowing.

She is really desperate, why is Xiao Zhi still so proud?

"If you stay with him at the moment, do you think he will make you queen?"

Yuan Heng asked again.

"No, of course not. His affection for me wasn't so deep in the first place, and I couldn't help me with anything. Maybe if I had stayed with him, he would have been tired of me. ”

Chu Xin laughed self-deprecatingly.

"A lot of times, I feel like I used to be so stupid. How can I believe that a person would have such deep feelings for me? Why does he think that his promises will never change for the rest of his life? What a cold-hearted man he was! ”

"Some people's hearts are very cold and hard, but some people's hearts are very soft, and people are different."

Yuan Heng inexplicably refuted this sentence.

At this moment, Chu Xin was in disappointment and self-deprecation, and did not find that this sentence was wrong.

This is really not good news for her, since she found out, she feels so sad.

I don't eat well, I don't drink well, I don't sleep well, and when I am by Yuan Heng's side, I don't take care of him as seriously as before, and I am often stunned and in a trance.

Admit it, she was affected by the news.

"You've been feeling a lot lost since I told you the news. Now it seems that I regret it a little, as if I shouldn't have told you this news. ”

Today's Yuan Heng looked very good, he was reading a book, looking at Chu Xin who was standing beside him Mo Mo, and smiled slightly.

"Even if you don't tell me, the news will spread everywhere, and I will naturally know, but it doesn't matter if it's the difference between earlier and later."

Chu Xin rubbed the ink casually and sighed heavily, this kind of taste is really torturous.

"When I stayed by his side as a side concubine, I felt as if I was being wronged every day. I can't wait to see me, she always tries her best to embarrass me.

And what about Xiao Zhi? Naturally, he was on his side. Now it seems that I am a superfluous existence, and I should not have mixed with it at all! “

Chu Xin really became more and more angry the more he talked, maybe he subconsciously knew that Yuan Heng was an extremely gentle person, so he couldn't help but have a little bit of a small temperament in front of him.

"I know that these men are all negative men, and when they like it, they will say some nice things and coax them. When you don't like it, you will be thrown aside and bullied! ”

Chu Xin's ink movement became bigger and bigger, and even ink splashed on Yuan Heng's sleeve.

"A man's mouth will actually say some fancy words to deceive women, he once deceived me with these words, didn't he also deceive Chu Yi?

When he married Chu Yi as a concubine, didn't he still coax him? Now that his position is stable, and he and Chu Yi are gradually at odds, I will wait for who the next woman he wants to coax with rhetoric will be! “

Chu Xin was really angry, he was really angry, and the movements in his hands were getting bigger and bigger.

In the end, I suddenly felt that my hand was grabbed by the other hand and stopped moving.

"Are you done venting?"

"What?"

Chu Xin still didn't react, and looked at Yuan Heng who was holding his hand in a daze.

"These days, have you vented all the anger in your heart? It's me who told you this news, and you should vent in front of me. ”

Yuan Heng let go of Chu Xin's hand, he looked at the ink on his white sleeves, which looked very abrupt, and he could only smile helplessly.

"Actually, I just rely on your good temper and won't punish people, so I dare to do this in front of you. What's more, what's the use of me being angry at you? Wasn't it all my own stupidity? It's not that you hurt me, it's that you help me. ”

Chu Xin hung his head and looked very lost, look, he couldn't find anyone even if he wanted to be angry, but he only dared to go to the person who was good to him.

"Actually, I'm not respectful at all in front of you, but I rely on your good temper to behave nonsense, many times, you can punish me, this is in Nanliang and not Chu State, I'm not a princess, just a slave who serves people."

Chu Xin muttered in frustration, feeling that his life was really a failure.

Even if they were killed once, it still seemed that there was still no way to take revenge, but they could only watch the enemy pass by.

"Like you said, I'm a soft-hearted and good-natured person, and I'm very generous to those around me. Then the same is naturally true for you, so you lose your temper in front of me, and I don't blame you. Indeed, I will only feel distressed. ”

In the last sentence, Yuan Heng said very lightly, so light that Chu Xin didn't seem to hear it.

"What the hell am I now? Can I just survive? Was my life a mistake? Or maybe he should have died in the cold palace in the first place? If I knew that my life would be so difficult, I would rather not live! ”

Chu Xin choked aggrievedly, there will always be a day when people will be crushed by things.

Although he has been pretending to be strong for so long, he was completely defeated after hearing the news.

"I've never been a strong person, even if my face is ruined and my leg is crippled, I've never been so desperate. But now I feel like I can't hold on anymore! ”

Chu Xin was already choked up and speechless, and his tears were like small raindrops, falling one drop after another.

I really feel that it's so boring to live, even if I hit my head and die, forget it!

"You didn't persuade me like that before, how did you come to yourself like this?"

Yuan Heng reached out and held Chu Xin's arm, "In my opinion, you have always been a strong person, seeing you like this, I really regret telling you the news!" ”

As soon as Yuan Heng was in a hurry, he couldn't help coughing, but at this moment, he couldn't care about it at all, so he could only take a few deep breaths and press down like that painful and itchy feeling.

"Actually, it doesn't matter, it's all okay, you have said it countless times in front of me, everything has passed, you don't have to care so much, it's still good for you to stay here. I will be your biggest supporter, and you can stay here quietly. ”

Yuan Heng endured the pain and comforted softly.

But Chu Xin still didn't listen to it, and already felt that his emotions were about to collapse, and he was still crying aggrieved.

"When I sent Imperial Doctor Song's father and daughter back to bring you back, I asked people to check your background. I knew your identity at that time, but I still tolerated it, and I was willing to let you stay in Nanliang.

I know that the pure noble person is a very good person, and if you stay with her, you will not be wronged. I've got you the best of everything. God will never be so cruel to you, and you will not be surrounded by ruthless and unrighteous people. “

After saying such a long sentence, Yuan Heng felt that his heart and lungs began to hurt again.

He let go of his hand, covered his mouth, and fell into a cough again, he really hated his useless body.

If you are healthy, you can make it clear to Chu Xin, instead of just pausing after saying a few words.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, I feel like my heart is going to be coughed out.

In the next second, he felt that someone was gently patting his back, and Yuan Heng breathed rapidly, feeling that he was finally better.

"Or maybe it's because I've taken care of you these days, when I hear your coughs, I always subconsciously worry, and I can't even care about my own grievances."

Now Chu Xin's voice is still a little choked, and the tears on his face have not been wiped away.