"Every time His Highness goes to see His Majesty, he always only asks me to wait outside, in His Majesty's heart, is my position so heavy?"

After going back, Chuxin couldn't help but feel a little shy, but he didn't expect that in His Highness's heart, he was actually a person who could be trusted so much.

"Your place in my heart has always been very important, not to mention that only you can really rest assured."

Xiao Zhi looked at her with a smile, how could he not see what he wanted at the beginning?

If you want to be high and high, and you want to live a prosperous and rich life, then you can only stay by your side and have all this.

"So, you don't always feel insecure on weekdays, just stay by my side with peace of mind."

Xiao Zhi suddenly changed his usual cold attitude, and at this moment, he was so gentle with his original heart, holding her in his arms, and comforting her carefully word by word.

Knowing that Chuxin's heart was not stable, especially after being slapped by Chu Yi, he was even more insecure, and it was precisely because he knew that he would comfort him so gently now.

This feeling is like making up for regrets, what I didn't do to Chu Xin before, now it's all back to my original intention.

"Thank you Your Highness for being so kind to me, in fact, there is a sentence that I have said countless times, and I always can't believe that all this is true, how can I have such good luck to be able to get such a deep preference from His Highness?"

Chu Xin had already been moved to tears, shrunk into Xiao Zhi's arms, and closed his eyes happily.

I really feel that I feel safe now, even if I am slapped in the face, it is nothing, because I always know that His Highness is biased towards himself in his heart.

…

Late at night, Chu Xin woke up from a nightmare, she dreamed of the past, dreamed of things in Chu when she was a child, and dreamed of things in Northern Qi.

Whether it was Xiao Zhi's sweet promises or Chu Yi's humiliation, it made her feel so painful, and she really felt painful.

Coupled with the news I heard a few days ago, the whole person was like being beaten with a stuffy stick, and I couldn't vent my courage.

All the people he hated who had hurt him were still alive and well, and they were living better than before, which was really bad news for him!

After waking up from the nightmare, I no longer felt sleepy, and I lay on the bed tossing and turning, as if I couldn't sleep at all.

Is it true that you can only stay in Nanliang for the rest of your life in the future?

Can all the past really be written off? Can all those deceptions, betrayals, humiliations, embarrassments, and even the fear of death be forgotten?

If these can be forgotten and tolerated, what is the meaning of her life? Is it true that if you are alive, you can only be bullied by others, and you have no power to fight back? Then he shook his head and smiled bitterly.

Yes, isn't she just such a person, who can stand behind her and become her confidence?

When I went to take care of Yuan Heng on the second day, I was dark and green now, and my spirit was not good, obviously because of lack of sleep.

After waking up in the middle of the night, I never fell asleep again, to be precise, I didn't have any intention of sleeping.

"What's wrong with you? It's been a few days, and you're still obsessed with that news? Are you really in a bad mental state these days? Are you going to take care of me, or am I going to take care of you? ”

Yuan Heng looked at Chu Xin and smiled slightly.

His spirit has been much better in the past few days, but he didn't expect Chu Xin to be like his whole person collapsed, did the news he said that day hurt her so much?

"Why do you make fun of me? There are many things that cannot pass the level in your heart. I just mind, I'm still complaining about the past, complaining about why I'm so stupid, and why they bullied me so much. ”

Chu Xin pouted and muttered in a low voice, now she seems to have a little temper in front of Yuan Heng, maybe subconsciously you know, Yuan Heng is a very gentle and tolerant person.

"Not everyone is so bad, not everyone's heart is so cold, not everyone will hurt you, at least, I have never hurt you."

Yuan Heng suddenly defended himself with some grievances, whether it was the few times he saw him when he was a child, or leaving Chu Xin in Nanliang, he thought that he had done a good enough.

"Is it true that people will only remember what they are missing, who will only remember who hurt them, but will not remember those who are good to them?"

Yuan Heng looked at her quietly, and suddenly felt a little disappointed.

"Of course not, why do you say that? I naturally remember anyone who is good to me, I remember my mother, my sister, and you, and pure nobles, they are all very good to me, and I naturally remember them all in my heart! ”

Chu Xin raised his head and immediately retorted.

She's not a white eye, how could she not remember someone who was good to her?

"In this case, there are people around you who are good to you, and the pure nobles you often talk about are afraid that they are also remembering you at this moment, so your life is not so miserable. These are the words that you loved to comfort me the most, and now that I give them back to you, will you listen to them? ”

Yuan Heng suddenly thought of something as he spoke, he got up and grabbed Chu Xin's hand and led her to the desk.

Chu Xin was still puzzled, not knowing what he was going to do, he felt that his hand was gently held by Yuan Heng, and he dipped the brush in some ink, and began to paint on a blank piece of paper.

I couldn't figure out what I wanted, and I felt my hand being grasped, scratching it on the paper. After a few strokes, I saw the general shape, which turned out to be an orchid.

"You have told me several times that this orchid picture you drew when you were a child has helped you a lot, so now I will draw another one for you. I just want you to know that no one's life is completely dark, there will always be a few rays of sunshine, and there will always be a few people who are good to you. ”

Yuan Heng gently held Chu Xin's hand and whispered softly in her ear.

In fact, this is a very wonderful feeling, I don't seem to be a weak patient in front of Chu Xin, it seems that I can help her several times.

"Sometimes I feel like it would be very rewarding for me to be able to help you. Everyone thinks I'm weak, and it's just that I'm a useless waste, but in front of you, I'm a little more confident. ”

Yuan Heng said this sentence very lightly, and Chu Xin felt that he had not heard it clearly.

Seeing that an orchid picture was finished, Yuan Heng let go of the hand holding her.

Chu Xin picked up the picture and looked at the orchids outlined one by one, as if he had returned to the time when he was a child.

At that time, it was this orchid picture painted by Yuan Heng, which solved his urgent need, but he really felt lucky, why did he happen to meet Yuan Heng to help him?

"You're right, I really shouldn't give up on myself anymore, and the people I meet are not all cold-hearted people, you are very good to me, and pure nobles are also very good to me. I hope to recuperate in the palace as soon as possible, I'm afraid that the pure nobles have been waiting for us in the palace for a long time! ”

Chu Xin put away the orchid picture, and still didn't forget to keep the pure nobles on his lips from time to time.

"In front of me, you always like to mention pure nobles, and you mention it over and over again, do you think that after only a month or two of coming to the palace, I will forget her?"

Yuan Heng put down the brush, and suddenly felt a little unhappy.

"Could it be that in your heart, I am such a cold-hearted and ruthless person?"

"Naturally not, I have never thought of you like this, on the contrary, you are the most gentle in my heart."

Chu Xin hurriedly denied it, "I just think that he cares about you very much, she is very good to you, women like a person, they shouldn't be willing to share it with other people, let alone let other people get involved." ”

When he said this, Chu Xin actually recalled his past memories.

At that time, she was just a side concubine, and she had to be suppressed by Chu Yi all the time.

What's more, if you really want to talk about it, Chu Yi is the wife who really worships heaven and earth, and she is just one more and no more, and one less and a lot less, in fact, what is it?

"You've thought about everything for her, and you seem to really like her."

Yuan Heng sat down and looked at him quietly, not knowing what kind of taste it had.

He can feel the love of the concubines in the harem, but sometimes he suddenly feels a little more bored.

What he hates most is that others treat him as if he were a waste.

He's a human being, he's a real person, not a waste who can only be served by others.

He knew he was weak and would get sick from time to time, but so what? It doesn't need to be carefully cared for all the time.

In fact, it's good to be like Chu Xin, don't treat yourself like a patient.

What do you mean by that? She is now my master, and it is natural to think about her own master. What's more, when pure nobles were not favored in the past, weren't they also bullied? Did you notice her at that time? ”

Chu Xin couldn't help but feel a little more resentful in his words, wasn't the pure nobleman he saw at that time being bullied by Ning Guiren? Where was Yuan Heng at that time?

"You're blaming me for her?"

Yuan Heng suddenly couldn't help but smile slightly.

"I couldn't have noticed the things in the harem all the time, not to mention that Ning Guiren was gentle and dignified in front of me at that time, how could I have thought that she would bully others like this in private?

Now don't I know her true face? So let the pure nobles manage all the things in the harem, so that they won't be bullied anymore, isn't that enough? “

Yuan Heng really felt a little funny, but he didn't expect Chu Xin to always be quite resentful of himself because of the affairs of pure nobles.

Always blames myself for not treating him well, not thinking about him all the time, how can this be so inexplicable? Why aren't other women like this in front of them?

"Today, you are really talking more and more strangely, the pure noble person is your concubine, I think about your concubine, are you still unhappy?"

Chu Xinfang just got the orchid picture, and he felt warm in his heart, but now looking at Yuan Heng again, he became angry, as if he had been a little inexplicable in the past few days, and he wanted to quarrel a few words from time to time.

Obviously, Yuanheng is such a gentle person, why is it that sometimes the words he says are so annoying?

"I didn't mean that."

Yuan Heng seemed to be a little aggrieved, and he didn't know what to say to explain, in fact, he couldn't explain his current mood himself.

The pure nobleman is indeed his concubine, and he knows that he has done a lot for himself, and he will indeed be good to him, and he has already given her the right to manage the harem, so it should be enough.

It's just that Chu Xin still complains a lot about himself, doesn't he feel that he is not good enough for pure nobles?