"I persuaded you back then, but you never wanted to listen to me, and now you have tasted the consequences. Isn't the most favored person now a pure nobleman? Now that you are in Your Majesty's heart, I am afraid that you have long lost any place. ”

Xu Yan said lightly, I can't hear this, are you distressed or relieved?

In fact, for so many years, he has also had some resentment in his heart, but in general, love is greater than hate, otherwise he would not have stepped into this Fuling Hall at this moment.

"At that time, I was young and frivolous, and I felt that I should be the most special one in everything, and I always felt that as long as I was sincerely by His Majesty's side, then I could always have a few places in His Majesty's heart, right? However, I underestimated His Majesty's cruelty to me, and I also underestimated the existence of other people. Now I am completely the one who has been abandoned. ”

Concubine Ning smiled bitterly.

She could just see the moon outside the window from this angle, the moon was still so round, and after entering the palace, it was exactly the same as every moon he saw.

But her heart had changed, and she had made an unforgivable mistake.

I would guess that one day, this mistake would definitely be known to His Majesty, but I was vaguely expecting His Majesty to know about this mistake.

Concubine Ning couldn't fall asleep after going back, so she took a pen and wrote a few lines on the table, and after writing, she put it in an envelope and put the envelope into a small wooden box.

The next morning, when Jinxiu came to serve, he saw the small wooden box.

"If you ask this box to be sent to the palace, it will be said that it is a letter written by my own hand to Your Majesty.

Concubine Ning casually commanded, and was sitting in front of the dresser at the moment to get dressed. Although I'm not in the palace now, I don't know who to show even if I'm dressed up beautifully, but I just want to make myself decent.

"The master is still worried about Your Majesty."

Jinxiu sighed, I thought that the master would be able to come out of this emotional intelligence, but I didn't expect that in the end, I still worried about Your Majesty.

"I entered the palace for Your Majesty in the first place, how can I give up Your Majesty so easily now?"

Concubine Ning said helplessly, she didn't want it to be so easy, just like these troublesome feelings, all of them were let go, but how could it be so easy.

Hating a person means that you have great expectations for him in your heart, but you don't meet the expectations you want in your heart, so you will have resentment.

I just hope that His Majesty can change his mind, and I hope to be able to see my own good, but no, all of them, so there will be resentment.

can deceive others, but you can't deceive your own heart.

Her heart is still telling that she still cares about His Majesty, and she still wants to redeem His Majesty.

"Master rest assured, the slave and maid will definitely let people send all these letters to the palace, and the slave and maid also believe that Your Majesty will never ignore them."

Hearing these words, the pure nobles just smiled helplessly, in fact, there is a great chance that His Majesty will not look at it at all.

It is precisely because I have been by His Majesty's side for so long in the past that I understand each other's temperament very well, and they have already disliked themselves so indifferently, so what kind of feelings does it really mean?

That's why I feel wronged, resentful, and would rather make such a big mistake.

is afraid that he will not get a look from His Majesty, this taste will make him feel very aggrieved and helpless.

So I really want to do something shocking, as long as I can leave a trace in His Majesty's heart.

After packing up and dressing up, I went to the pure nobleman. After all, in the end, I have to live in the harem, and I know that I can't compare to before.

If you go down to the pure nobles again, you won't have any good results for yourself.

Didn't you notice that the food, clothing, housing and transportation that are sent to him now are much worse than before?

"Today, you are good-tempered, and you have lost a little bit of the yin and yang weirdness of the past."

The pure nobleman invited Concubine Ning to sit down, smiling faintly, obviously very satisfied with the current result.

Although she is generous, she will not forget how she was bullied by Concubine Ning in the past, and now she looks very good.

The people who bullied themselves in the past can only look up to themselves now, which is quite good.

"After all, they are all sisters of the harem, so naturally they want to get along in harmony, I just hope that Your Majesty can see a quiet and harmonious harem when you come back, which will also be good for Your Majesty's body."

The pure noble man smiled shallowly, and the whole person looked a lot quieter, quite a bit of the gentle appearance of the past.

"I'm glad you understood that."

The pure nobleman looked at Concubine Ning's face carefully, and always felt that she seemed to be a little different from before, not because of her appearance, but because she felt that her demeanor was a little different.

"Your Majesty is not in the palace, and I often have nightmares at night, always dreaming of my old age and decrepit appearance after falling out of favor, how terrible do you say this is?"

Concubine Ning hung her head slightly, and her tone became a little depressed, yes, this is what she is really afraid of.

She is still so young, she is still in her prime of life, and she is about to become an outcast, and it is hard to imagine what it will be like to be lonely after many years.

People need the company of others, and if they have entered the harem, they need the company of His Majesty, but now they have lost all this.

"Your Majesty is soft-hearted, and he has always been very good to the people in the harem, if you really know that you have done something wrong, Your Majesty is reluctant to be really indifferent to you."

The pure nobleman comforted expressionlessly.

In fact, this is the truth that she deeply understands, because she really feels that His Majesty is really a very soft-hearted person.

"Then I hope it is as you say."

Concubine Ning said a little perfunctorily, she didn't believe this, these were just words to comfort herself, and she only believed in the feelings in her heart, that is, she felt that she had suffered indifference.

"In a few days, I want to go out of the palace to Fu'an Temple to incense, I want to dispel the bad luck on my body, and I want to wait for His Majesty to come back and see a brand new me, do you say this is good?"

After finishing speaking, Concubine Ning looked up at the pure nobleman, and it was really different from before. When a person is down, and when the scenery is proud, those are two things.

Now that the status of her and the pure nobles has all changed, what to say and do, you have to seek the meaning of the other party.

"Fu'an City is not far away, if you want to go, you can go. It's also good to burn incense and worship the Buddha to calm your mind. ”

The pure nobles are allowed, anyway, it's not a big deal, it's not a big deal if you want to burn incense and worship the Buddha, I just hope it's true, and it's good to know that you've done something wrong.

After getting permission, Concubine Ning went back, but the moment she went out, her face changed, she became extremely disdainful, and there was a deep resentment in her eyes, she was really fed up with the days of bowing her head in front of pure nobles.

"Give her a little face, she really pretended to be in front of me, and her high-minded attitude is really disgusting!"

After going back, Concubine Ning complained in a low voice, really angry and gritted her teeth.

"Although I was mentally prepared when I went, but when I really asked in a low voice, I really felt very aggrieved, when did I bow my head to her again?"

Concubine Ning sat with an irritable face, waving her hand in the face of the tea handed over by Jinxiu, and she didn't have any thoughts at all.

"The master doesn't have to worry about this anymore, anyway, he has already been allowed, isn't it good? Tomorrow we will have the opportunity to leave the palace, and this has already achieved our goal. ”

Although her heart was not happy, but now this is not the most important thing at all, Concubine Ning sighed heavily, closed her eyes and rubbed her temples.

Sometimes, I do know that what I did was wrong, but I can't help but do it, I have already embarked on this path, and there is no room for regret.

What's more, her heart really hurts, why can she only hurt by herself? Ask others to follow you in the pain. Even if that person is someone who once loved dearly.

Long.

"Ma'am, what's the matter? Why are you always sad these days? ”

Su Hua stood by the window, looking in the direction of the study, frowning, reluctant to speak for a long time.

"Tomorrow the adults are going out again, I just want to be with me, but the adults don't want to."

Su Hua spoke lightly, his tone sour.

"Maybe it's because adults are busy with affairs, and it's not convenient for my wife to be by my side."

Lamei whispered comfort.

"Okay, you go out, and let me be alone for a while."

After Lamei went out, the room suddenly fell silent. But Su Hua felt upset, she was really uneasy, and she always felt as if something terrible was going to happen.

It is because of the existence of that woman in the palace, so every time Xu Yan enters the palace these days, she is waiting with her eyes open, but whenever she comes back late, her heart beats very fast.

As soon as I heard that Xu Yan was back today, I hurriedly went to the study with a blank eye, but it seemed that Xu Yan was just as indifferent to her.

"I wonder what's going on these days? Or maybe I'm doing something wrong? Why do adults seem to be cold to me? ”

Xu Yan, who came back today, looked much calmer. And facing Su Hua beside him, he really couldn't mention any interest in comforting, after all, his eyes were now full of the existence of another woman.

"You need to know who you are."

Hearing such an indifferent sentence, Su Hua's eyes immediately moistened.

Once, she was just a servant girl next to the adult, but she looked a little similar to that woman, so she became a lady.

When I hear this sentence now, I really feel very aggrieved.

"I don't like people around me to talk so much, just stay quiet and don't make too much trouble."

Xu Yan coldly warned.

He doesn't like the women around him to have so many crooked thoughts, so it's good to be by his side quietly. What you want will naturally give.

"Adults see the person they care about the most, so they naturally don't care about the people around them."

Su Hua muttered aggrievedly, in fact, this was what he was talking about.

"Isn't that what it looks like these days? He said he was very busy, but was he really that busy? Are the affairs of the palace so difficult to handle? Or did the heart start to mess up when I saw that woman? ”

"What are you talking about?"

Xu Yan's face suddenly changed, yes, he was a little weak-hearted.

It's not that I don't know what I've done, so I become shocked all the time, even if I say this, I can think of what I have done with Concubine Ning these nights.

If these things are spread, they will inevitably discredit themselves, and they may all be at risk of losing their lives.

But he couldn't control himself, so he did it without hesitation, just because he couldn't refuse Concubine Ning.

"Presumptuous, that's not what you should have said!"

seemed to be a little annoyed and angry, and spoke louder to Su Hua.

In fact, he is a humble gentleman on weekdays, and he never has such a time when he is angry and corrupt, but at this moment, he is too weak-hearted.