Chapter 320: Heart Death
It's been seven or eight days, and Ning Guiren still goes over to see him day by day, not caring at all about everyone's ridiculous eyes, even if he is turned away every time, it doesn't matter, he continues to pass day by day.
Even the pure nobles don't want to say anything more, since they are willing to ask to see, then go. Whether you want to see her or not, that's Your Majesty's business, and you can't be the master yourself.
On this day, he was chatting with Chu Xin, and the pure nobleman always felt that this Ning nobleman was too inexplicable, and he was always turned away from the door again and again, so he didn't care about his face and dignity at all?
"It's just that there is really no way to do this, only in this way can you make Your Majesty soft-hearted, as long as you are soft-hearted, you can see it."
Chu Xin also knew that this was just another bitter ploy.
The last time he used blood as medicine, wasn't it to hurt his body to gain Yuan Heng's mercy?
From this point of view, the bitter meat trick is really the most effective, I'm afraid that if it is a few days later, Yuan Heng will see Ning Guiren if he is soft-hearted.
"But I think Your Majesty really doesn't want to see you, it's been seven or eight days, Your Majesty doesn't care at all, I'm afraid that if I stick it again, I will make myself a joke for everyone."
The pure nobleman sighed with emotion, in the past, it was Ning Guiren's sole favor in the harem, but now it has fallen to this point, which is really embarrassing.
In fact, if Ning Guiren was still the same as before, and no longer used these conspiracy methods, they could still coexist peacefully, and they could also get His Majesty's love, why did they have to make things look like this?
Chu Xingang wanted to refute what he was saying, but when he saw Hexiang hurriedly running over, and seeing that her face was not good, he knew that there would probably be nothing good.
Sure enough, Hexiang said dissatisfiedly, Fang Cai Yuanheng had already let Ning Guiren in, and it seemed that this bitter plan had really taken effect, and it made him soften his heart again!
At this moment, the noble people in the hall knelt on the ground, telling their grievances word by word, and they were still crying while talking.
It's really too aggrieved, he has come over again and again in the past few days, he forced himself not to care about the ridicule of those people, and forced himself to just see His Majesty, but now that he finally came in, it seems that you didn't get what you wanted.
"Seeing that His Majesty is in good health, then I will be relieved. As long as I can meet His Majesty in person, it will finally be complete. ”
After finishing speaking, Ning Guiren raised his head and looked at Yuan Heng aggrievedly, and at this moment Yuan Heng was just picking up the pen and drawing a picture by himself.
If you look closely, it is the orchid that is being painted, it is not that he didn't hear what Ning Guiren said, but now he really doesn't feel anything anymore.
This is a very terrible fact, when I saw Ning Guiren in the past, I couldn't help but feel pity, but now in the face of his grievances, I really don't feel anything.
He is not like this when facing others, whether it is facing pure nobles or facing Chu Xin, there are all kinds of emotions, but only in the face of Ning Guiren, this heart has completely cooled down.
"When I was in the palace, it wasn't that I didn't receive a letter from you, how did I reply to you at that time? So for now, these are the replies. ”
Hearing this, Ning Guiren's heart suddenly cooled in half.
The reply in the letter is nothing more than to make yourself safe, don't cause so much turmoil, it seems that you are accusing yourself of being jealous, but is it all your own fault?
If you are the only one in the harem, who will you be jealous of? Is it so good that a pure nobleman is? Didn't she use any means?
This clearly shows that His Majesty is partial, and only blames all the faults on himself, while the pure nobleman is good at everything, and he speaks to her completely, which is unfair, but it is really unfair.
"I still remember that I personally cut my hand and shed so much blood, and most of the bowl of medicine that Your Majesty drank was my blood. I wanted His Majesty's health to improve, so I believed those inexplicable sayings, and using blood as medicine is my greatest sincerity. But who in the harem now would dare to make such a big sacrifice?
Do pure nobles dare? Where is her love for His Majesty? Do those cheap sugar pills? Anyone in the Imperial Dining Room can make something a thousand times better than this.
I have paid such a big sacrifice, Your Majesty can turn a blind eye, the pure noble person just made such a cheap thing, but Your Majesty loves her so much, does Your Majesty really dare to say that it is fair to me? “
Ning Guiren stretched out his hand and pulled open his sleeves, the scars on his hands are still so scary, no matter how much medicine he applies to lighten the scars during this time, it is useless, because the opening was too deep at the beginning.
The pain of that day was unforgettable, but he endured these pains and shed a large bowl of blood, just to let His Majesty see his mind, but after all, it still seemed to be useless.
"I've never asked you to do that, I've never let anyone please me in such a way that they hurt themselves, you don't have to."
Yuan Heng put down the brush, after all, he sighed, in fact, after what happened, he also felt a little ashamed, how could he be able to accept such a sincere heart from others?
He also ordered to compensate Ning Guiren, but there seemed to be no other way.
"When you love others, you should also love yourself. I don't want to see the people in the harem become different because of jealousy, you are all beautiful and lovely people, and I will always remember you at your best. Why don't you think about how much you've changed? ”
In fact, Yuan Heng also has something to say, if you are selfish, everyone likes beautiful people, and they all like the best side of a person.
But what has become of Ning Guiren now? There is always endless resentment between the eyebrows, and every time I speak, I am faced with one question after another.
How can people bear this? Maybe letting him in this time was another mistake he made.
"Your Majesty is so ridiculous that you are saying this!"
Ning Guiren suddenly couldn't help but laugh.
"If His Majesty's attitude towards me remains the same, how can I become what I am now? I can still maintain the gentle and indifferent appearance I had at the beginning. Just like the pure nobleman at this moment, because she already has all the love of His Majesty, she is naturally not afraid of anything. But she robbed me of everything, whether it was Her Majesty's love or the power to manage the harem, it all became hers, how could I sit still? ”
After finishing speaking, Ning Guiren couldn't help but sneer, he really felt that all this was ridiculous.
Sometimes I really feel why I like such a man for some reason? I always say that I am the most gentle and soft-hearted, but why am I not soft-hearted to myself?
A lot of methods have been exhausted, whether it is hard or soft, all of them have been exhausted, why is this heart still not hot?
Of course, she can understand what His Majesty means by what she said, and she also wants to be decent and self-respecting, but the current situation no longer allows her to be so dignified.
"In the two months since I went to the palace, the affairs in the harem have been handled by pure nobles, and they have been handled very well, have you ever asked?"
Yuan Heng finally sighed, walked over, and personally stepped forward to help Ning Guiren up, but that's all, there was no more touch.
"At that time, I only cared about grief, and I didn't have the energy to deal with this matter at all, not to mention that the pure nobleman was already more like the master of the harem than me, so she simply handled it herself."
Ning Guiren lowered his head, his tone was a little choked, there are so many troublesome things in the harem, he doesn't want to care about it anymore, doesn't Ning Guiren like to do it? Just let her do it herself.
"I remember that you were also gentle and well managed, and at that time you were dignified and generous, and everyone liked you, and I liked you too. Do you think you are the same as you were before? ”
Yuan Heng still intends to know and reason, and say many things as gently as possible, not wanting to hurt Ning Guiren's heart anymore.
Indeed, he is a soft-hearted person, and he also knows that Ning Guiren is just a bitter trick, so he waits outside the door again and again.
But there was no way, this trick seemed to be very effective, and by the time it was seven or eight days, he finally let people in.
"But at that time, Your Majesty had only me in his heart, and there was no one else."
Ning Guiren raised his head, in fact, there was only one thing he wanted to say, he wanted His Majesty to abolish the pure nobleman, but he really couldn't accept the existence of that woman.
After all, he is also unknown, and the pure nobles have not made any big mistakes now, so if he says it like this, I am afraid that it will deepen the bad impression of himself in His Majesty's heart.
It's just that I really can't help it, I really don't like that woman.
If he knew that such an inconspicuous woman would become a big problem for his henchmen, then he would definitely solve it as soon as possible, instead of gradually raising tigers to cause trouble, and finally surpass his position.
"I don't like women who are so thoughtful, it's good to be simple. Once upon a time, you were really good, very good. Yes, when I see you now, I can't help but think back to you in the past, but it's a pity that you seem to have really changed, and you can't go back to the way you were at the beginning. So I don't want to see you anymore now. Go back, and don't appear before me again. ”
When Yuan Heng spoke, his hands held the shoulders of the pure nobleman. Looking at her, her tone was gentle, but the words she said were so cold.
"Okay."
Ning Guiren looked up at Yuan Heng slightly, his eyes moist. Unexpectedly, he didn't mess around, but nodded obediently.
"It's just one more thing, the seventh day of the next month is my birthday, can Your Majesty accompany me on my birthday at that time? Your Majesty can rest assured that it is just a day's time, and you will not waste too much of Your Majesty's time. ”
Ning Guiren has lowered his posture very much, and he is already approaching the attitude of begging for others.
Yuan Heng nodded after all, after all, he was already like this, and it was too ruthless to do it.
If this can make Ning Guiren think about it, it will be very good.
But the moment Ning Guiren went out, he wiped the tears on his face vigorously, and the whole person became very cold.
It seems that I still think too well, and I always think that as long as I lower my posture and admit my mistakes, I should be able to ask for His Majesty's forgiveness, right?
I didn't expect it, it was just one time, and I humiliated myself again and again, and I didn't know what I had become in the end.
No one likes to be humiliated, and no one likes to beg again and again, so at this moment, his fantasy heart should also die, right?
When she went back, Ning Guiren asked everyone to step down, and she was really in a bad mood now.
Sitting in front of the dresser, he took out the box that was pressed at the bottom, which was something that Xu Yan sent that day. Maybe these things should come in handy.
In fact, what really chilled her was His Majesty's words, and she didn't even want to say some perfunctory words of comfort on the surface, and directly said such cold and ruthless words, how did Your Majesty bear it?