Chapter 327 Low self-esteem

So Chu Yi sent Yuexiang over and taught her well, you should learn the rules of the concubine, instead of always acting like a slave like before, but it will make people laugh.

And the original intention can only accept it with an open mind, after all, she really can't, many times when she wears this gorgeous concubine clothes, she always feels as if she has no confidence to hold it up.

In fact, this is also where she has the most inferiority complex, because compared to others, she really has nothing, she is indeed just a slave, and she has never seen anything good.

A lot of the time, it's strong, and in the face of others' kind of good shows and various yin and yang weird ridicule, I feel so angry when I go back.

I always threw teacups and all kinds of things, but there was still nothing I could do after I finished building them. Who made everyone a daughter?

Who has made people pampered since childhood, and has seen all the good things?

Who made himself just a slave and maid, who had never seen anything, lost from the beginning!

"The concubine should know her current identity, no longer the one who served tea and poured water in the past, don't always pose as a slave and maid in the past, otherwise I am afraid that I will not be able to support the current clothes, and it will really be a shame for Your Majesty and the queen!"

As soon as Yuexiang came in, she was mercilessly sarcastic, she was now the most trusted person around the queen, and she had some status to speak in the palace, not to mention that she was personally ordered by the queen to teach the concubine the rules.

Chuxin bit his lip vigorously, trying to resist the urge to talk back, no matter what, she is also a concubine, and she is not the slave who can be beaten and scolded at will in the past.

This Yuexiang relied on herself to be the queen, and it was too much for the people around her to yell at her.

But on the other hand, she also wants to learn the rules well, and she also wants to make a good appearance, but she also dislikes her past.

Not only dislike, but whenever others mention it intentionally or unintentionally, they will also feel inferior, which is the most disgraceful existence.

"The concubine doesn't have to feel unconvinced, if you really do a good job yourself, the queen doesn't have to send me to teach you the rules, like this, you should fight in front of everyone!"

Tsukika raised her head high and sarcastically shouted. What about the concubine who is sealed even if the other party is sealed?

His master is the queen, and he is still a head taller than the concubine.

"Yes, Bengong naturally understands, you don't need to say more about what to teach, Bengong will naturally study hard!"

Chuxin bit his lip hard, feeling a little uncomfortable, this is too much, a little ugly, but there is no way, the rules are indeed to learn hard.

In fact, I will feel ashamed in my heart, after all, now that I am a master, I can't be like before, and I behave like a slave.

Yuexiang is indeed teaching her the rules with her heart, but from time to time she is yin and yang, saying some sarcastic words, and many times the actions she teaches are really a little difficult, and if she can't do it well, she will take the board, either here or there.

Chuxin felt that many places on his body were red and swollen, and he could feel it, which was probably the person sent by the queen who was deliberately embarrassing himself, but he had no choice but to grit his teeth and endure it.

"The concubine's attitude towards learning is indeed very correct, and it can be seen that she wants to learn this rule well. The slave and maid are also relieved, the concubine who taught today can be regarded as average, and after the slave and maid are gone, the concubine must practice more. There are no other skills in these rules, practice them day by day, one at a time, and after practicing more, you will naturally get used to it, understand? ”

What should be practiced today is finally finished, Yuexiang looked at her original heart, as if she couldn't stand up, and the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked.

Today's practice is the most torturous rule, not to mention that the original intention is deliberately made the most painful posture, the whole person must be extremely tired.

But what is it? Is it so easy to be a master?

If you are not guilty, why should you be this concubine?

"Aunt Yuexiang is clearly embarrassing the mother, even the slave and maid watching from the side feel that the wronged mother is now a concubine, and she can be pressed by her identity, why should she be angry?"

After Yuexiang left, Chuxin really couldn't stand anymore, and suddenly sat down on the ground, feeling that his legs were so sore and painful, and his knees hurt terribly.

Seeing her fall to the ground, Ziyun, who was waiting closely, hurriedly came over to help the person up, helped her to sit down in the chair next to her, and knelt on the ground to rub her knees and calves for her, looking distressed.

"You don't understand, although I am a concubine now, I have nothing, I only rely on His Majesty's preference, not to mention that they don't like me in the first place, especially the queen taught me, the rules should also be, I can only shut them up if I learn the rules well."

Chu Chu sighed, a little helpless, who let his original background be just a slave?

If only she could be a noble princess like the queen, then when would she be so angry?

It's just sometimes. Seeing the queen's eyes looking at her, she was really a little flustered, how could she have such a deep resentment?

As a queen, she should have tolerated so many concubines in the harem, could it be that she knew it on the first day? It's just vexatious.

"The mother is really guilty."

Ziyun sweetheart massaged the red knees, but it was really distressing, no matter what, now that she was named a concubine, it was impossible to be beaten and scolded as casually as before, right?

"Yuexiang is the person next to the queen, and every move represents the queen's meaning, why do you think I have to put up with him? Do you think it's Yuexiang who wants to embarrass me? It's the queen who wants to embarrass me! ”

Chuxin sniffed hard, it seems that the events of that day offended the queen too much, and it seems that he was really completely hated.

But what does it matter to her? It is the holy decree that His Majesty wants to write to make himself a concubine, which is the love that His Majesty gives himself.

If the queen can't get it, she can't get it, and it's useless to blame herself.

"The slave maid thinks that the queen is not a generous person, I'm afraid there will be trouble in the harem in the future."

When Ziyun was in the palace in the past, she hadn't heard of the name of a princess, who was jealous and arrogant, but now that she is a queen, it seems that there has been no change at all, and it is no wonder that Your Majesty does not like her.

In the next few days, Yuexiang came over every day, and every day she used the most severe attitude to reprimand the original heart, and the original heart, every time she gritted her teeth and endured it, and she had to endure it.

It's a sincere desire to learn all the rules well, and I don't want to be looked down upon by others anymore.

I also want to learn how to be a concubine, how to be a master, I want to get rid of everything in the past, and I want to forget my former identity.

Therefore, she is also the most taboo to mention the matter of charging money in front of the person who is waiting, if anyone dares to mention it, it will definitely be pulled down and beaten on the board.

In the final analysis, I still have no confidence in my heart, and I feel that those things in the past are too embarrassing, so I never want to hear them, and every time I hear this, I will always be inexplicably angry.

Chu Yi manages the harem and is well-informed, so she naturally knows what kind of virtue Chuxin is in private, and when she heard this, she just smiled disdainfully.

What was the origin of the past? Do you really think that everyone doesn't know? Do you think it's okay to cover your ears and steal the bell like this?

Chu Yi was pruning a pot of flowers at the moment, and the scissors in his hand were all pure gold, flashing under the light of the candlelight, seeing that the shed flowers had been pruned by him.

Aren't these flowers like the women in the harem, the obedient ones will stay, and the disobedient ones will be crooked, so they will naturally be reduced.

And it is necessary to subtract them all mercilessly, and not to be soft-hearted, lest it bring more people to harm, and it will become a greater evil.

"It seems that her weakness is this, don't look at how hard she pretends to be calm on weekdays, but ah, this is always a hurdle in her heart that she can't pass, the people under her identity are like this, he is like this, Chu Xin is also like this, isn't it all like this?"

Chu Yi's hand holding the scissors suddenly stopped, and when he mentioned Chu Xin, there was always a different taste in his heart.

I can't tell if it's my throat or guilt, I always feel a little inexplicable, plus I think of the things she gave herself at the beginning, and I still put it well, I always feel that there will be a day when it will be useful in the future.

"The queen is talking about those people with low status, who want to climb up when they are full of energy, but the queen was born above the clouds, which they can't reach in their lives, and this is the biggest gap."

Yuexiang watched Chu Yi grow up, but she really regarded it as a treasure in the palm of her hand.

In the past, she was a noble princess when she was in the Chu Kingdom, and now she is the queen and the master of the harem.

"Yuexiang, when did you say Your Majesty would get tired of your original intention? Do you need to find a stand-in that is more similar to her? ”

Chu Yi put down the scissors boringly, held her chin with her hand, and muttered to herself, she was also thinking about whether to do this, but if she found a more similar stand-in, wouldn't she still become her enemy?

I'm afraid it's going to be even more troublesome.

"The slave maid thinks that no matter how much it doesn't matter if you don't have the original intention, it is also a slave and maid who will not be able to turn over any storms in the future, if you find another woman, I am afraid that some people will not be able to grasp it, it is better to keep the original intention."

Yuexiang thought about it and thought about it, and still vetoed the idea. In the past few days, I have been teaching new rules, and I can see that she was originally a slave, and she didn't dare to play any concubine in front of her.

It's really easy to control, and there's nothing to be afraid of.

Chu Yi nodded in agreement.

"The first emperor has been dead for so long, everything that should be done has been done, and everything has gradually returned to calm, but why does Your Majesty still look very busy, why hasn't he been here once?"

Chu Yi looked out the window and asked in a low voice, he was already used to the life in this palace, looking out the window was not the same as the palace at all, he had gradually gotten used to it, why didn't Xiao Zhi come once?

"Why hasn't the queen put it down yet?"

Yuexiang was distressed and helpless, I thought I had experienced so much, I should have figured it out myself, why did it happen that in the dead of night, it started sad spring and autumn again?

"Don't get me wrong, that's not what I ever thought. Since Your Majesty is so busy and can't take care of me, then what I do, he shouldn't know, right? ”

Chu Yi blinked, his expression was a little unnatural, and he quickly denied it, in fact, only he knew that this was what he meant.

It's a wonderful feeling, like taking the wrong path, but you can only go wrong to the end, there is no room to turn back, and now you have sat in this position, so how can you turn back?

In the next few days, Yuexiang went to Chuxin as usual and taught her the rules, still in a snarky tone, still deliberately embarrassed.

But what I didn't expect was that Chuxin actually endured it all, even if the palms of his hands and knees were all red and swollen, he could grit his teeth and endure it.

It's not for anything else, it's just to fight for breath, in order to get rid of his former identity, and to make himself look like a concubine.

I hate others talking about my former identity, but if you want others not to say it, then you can only do it yourself and get rid of the identity of a slave completely.

On this day, after learning the rules and returning to her life, Chuxin finally breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that her knees really hurt and couldn't stand it.

Ziyun fell to the ground and gave him medicine, looking at the red and swollen knees, but he really suffered a great sin.

"Aunt Yuexiang is obviously deliberately embarrassed, why did Niang Niang endure it like this?"

Ziyun said distressedly.

Even she felt a little too much to stand on the side and watch.

"I don't know I'm deliberately embarrassed, but it's good." Chuxin whispered, and when he said the last sentence, the corners of his mouth smiled slightly.

Now she is dressed in fine clothes, gold and silver, and she does not look like a slave at all.

Recently, he has been pampered and treated well, and finally raised a little bit of nobility for him. Between words, every move can be regarded as having the appearance of a concubine.

On the one hand, I am willing to learn the rules, and I think it is good to work hard, but on the other hand, it naturally has other meanings.

"Mother, what does this mean?" Ziyun asked suspiciously. In the next second, I heard a eunuch shouting outside that His Majesty was coming, and I quickly understood what Niangniang meant.

"What's wrong with you? How did you get such a bad injury to your knee? Who would dare to hurt you now! ”

Originally, his face was expressionless all the way, but as soon as he came in, he saw the injury on Chuxin's knee, and his face immediately changed.

Chuxin hurriedly let Ziyun finish the medicine. Arrange your dress to cover your injured knee, obviously reluctant to say more.

But the more he looked, Xiao Zhi kept asking.

"What the hell is going on with the talk? Whoever bullies you again, I can make decisions for you, don't always be silent. ”

This is what Xiao Zhi wanted to say to someone a long time ago, and he didn't say it before, but now he said it so easily to his original heart.

"Your Majesty, don't worry too much, these are all things I should do, just let Aunt Yuexiang, who is next to the queen, teach me the rules. The rules are a little difficult, but I'm too stupid to learn, so I became like this, but it's nothing. ”

Chu Chu leaned on Xiao Zhi's arms as he spoke, and as the days passed, he really became more and more dependent on him.

Sometimes I think about it as if I did something good in my previous life, so I have such good luck in this life to be able to get all the favors of this man.

"I know that the queen will never stop. I thought that these were the peace of the harem, and nothing happened to him, because he had changed his temperament, but he didn't expect her to be difficult to change by nature! ”

As soon as Chu Yi was mentioned, Xiao Zhi's eyebrows were a little more disgusted, and he gently hugged his original heart in his arms, and he couldn't help but think of the time when he was in the palace in the past.

At that time, I had already put up with this woman many times, and there was no need to put up with it too much now.

When Chu Yi received the reprimand on the second day, he was still a little incredulous, and the eunuchs beside Xiao Zhi could only smile and retreat after passing on the words, where can he care about Chu Yi.