"I don't want to owe anyone anything, I just want everyone to be well, but right now, no matter which one it is, I can't take care of it."

Yuan Heng was short of breath, and it seemed that his body was starting to hurt again, and he was still doing well, but now he could only lean on Chu Xin weakly.

A thin layer of sweat quickly appeared on his forehead, and now he was not only in physical pain, but also felt that his heart was full of holes.

He may really be a piece of shit, and he doesn't deserve to sit in this position at all, and he doesn't deserve to be their husband at all.

"Okay, okay, it's all my fault, I know you're sick, I shouldn't have complained to you at all, just treat what I said before as nonsense, don't think about it anymore, let's live my body first."

Chu Xin was a little anxious, and took Yuan Heng's shoulders and let him lean on himself.

The only person who can make decisions for himself has become sick like this, and he should not make matters worse now. No matter how you say it, take care of your body first, otherwise how can you make decisions for yourself?

And when he heard the news, if he said it now, he was afraid that he would really vomit blood from anger, and now, he really didn't know what to do.

"I'll just say I'm a stupid waste, but as long as my body is better, I can call the shots for you, but as long as my heart is not so soft, I won't give in to Ning Guiren again and again, and I won't let everyone fall to this point."

Yuan Heng squinted his eyes slightly, leaning weakly on Chu Xin, he was blaming himself for being so incompetent until now.

"Don't blame yourself, although I'm really complaining, but it's not all your fault, human nature is innate, and you can't change it toughly, you are soft-hearted, you will feel sorry for everyone, this is your advantage, don't blame yourself anymore."

Chu Xin sighed, comforting softly, and blamed himself for being really angry, complaining, but forgetting that Yuan Heng's body was so weak that he couldn't stand the stimulation at all.

After getting off the sedan chair, he went back to Yuan Heng's bedroom directly, and Chu Xin followed directly by his side, and the palace people helped Yuan Heng to lie on the bed and then retreated.

And Chu Xin's knee was still in a terrible pain, so he knelt directly on the edge of the bed and talked to Yuan Heng.

"You said that you took me away directly, what will happen to Ning Guiren? Will she still come to you? What would you do if she was still pestering? Can you punish her with a ruthless heart? ”

Chu Xin propped his hands on the side of the bed and looked at the person lying in front of him, the two of them were so close, and he clearly saw how painful Yuan Heng was when he started his illness.

His eyes were closed tightly, his breathing was a little short, and his forehead was full of sweat.

"In the past, I always said that people should accept it, but now that I see you like this, even I feel a little unfair for you. Why are you born with so many diseases? It's really unfair! ”

Chu Xin whispered, and he didn't know if Yuan Heng had listened to it, the physical pain was the most painful, and he had suffered a lot of torture from Ning Guiren these days.

Especially when I knelt on the side of the bed every night, my knees hurt so badly that I didn't even feel sleepy, so I passed night after night.

When you can get up and go back to your house every morning, you're probably the happiest.

"You said, you are so soft-hearted, you are reluctant to expose the true face of Ning Guiren, you know that including this child is just a game set up by herself, but you still give her all the dignity, you let me stay by her side and let her go out to scold at will. You have also grounded a pure nobleman, can you think of how wronged she is in her heart, you are such a fool, and now you blame yourself for this? ”

Chu Xin couldn't help but choked up aggrievedly, whether she felt sorry for herself, whether she felt sorry for the pure noble, or she felt sorry for Yuan Heng, she couldn't tell the difference.

I only know that the torture of these days has left traces in my heart, whether it is Ning Guiren's harsh words, or Jinxiu's slap at every turn, I feel very wronged.

Except when did I suffer such a grievance in the cold palace when I was a child, can anyone rush forward and slap themselves?

Yuan Heng was in a daze, and suddenly heard Chu Xin's cry, and only then did he feel that his head was so bad that he couldn't hear anything clearly.

But now that he came to his senses, he heard the crying, turned his head slightly, and sure enough, he saw Chu Xin lying on the side of his bed crying quietly, crying as if he was really wronged.

He wanted to reach out and touch her head, to say sorry, but he didn't even have the strength to reach out, and he couldn't say anything when he opened his mouth.

Yes, it's not that he doesn't know what his congenital disease looks like, once he starts the disease, he is weak, just like a wasted person.

Sometimes I really think that I have fallen asleep and just don't wake up again, Nanliang doesn't need a crippled king.

When Chu Xin woke up, it seemed that it was already dark, and there were already candles lit in the hall, looking at the bed, the bed was already empty, but he didn't expect that his body was covered with a fluffy blanket, and even a thick blanket was placed under his body, no wonder he always felt that he felt a lot warmer when he woke up.

"Why don't you just let me go? This is your dormitory, and it wouldn't be like me if I fell asleep here. ”

Chu Xin got up tremblingly, his knees were still very painful, and he folded the blanket and put it on the side of the bed.

In fact, I wanted to say that I would move her to another palace, so that I could fall asleep in bed, so I sat on the edge of the bed like this, and I really felt uncomfortable when I woke up.

After getting up, I saw Yuan Heng sitting on a chair, and there were many thick folds on the desk, and it seemed that he must have been busy for a while.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have complained to you so much, I know that you feel worse than anyone else, and I should take care of your body, many times, I have a little temper when I speak in front of you, and I'm not good."

Chu Xin walked up to him and apologized in a whisper, and felt that he was really a little inexplicable, how could it be normal to be in front of anyone, how could he not help but have a little temper in front of him?

Could it be that it is also because he knows that Yuan Heng has a soft heart and a good temper and does not take care of it, so he vents his temper so unscrupulously? When did you become so bad?

"These are the wound medicines sent by the Imperial Doctor, they were sent by the Imperial Physician Song, knowing that his medical skills are the best, and the wound medicine sent is also the most useful."

Yuan Heng put down his pen and pointed to the small wooden box on the side, Chu Xin opened the small wooden box, and sure enough, it was filled with bottles and cans of medicine.

"What's the matter, let me be tortured by the nickname for so long, it can be regarded as being able to make her angry, right? Have you felt a little less guilty about her? ”

Chu Xin opened a box of ointment and smeared it on his wound as he spoke, in fact, he really wanted to say the dream words he heard in the past few days at this moment, but he could only take care of Yuan Heng's body, as if he was already crumbling, and he really couldn't suffer any blows.

What's more, the dream words she heard were very limited, and she didn't know who the man who was with Ning Guiren was. If you say it rashly at this moment, if you are bitten back by Ning Guiren, won't things get more and more messy?

"Her body was completely wounded and she would never have children again. Every day I look at the hatred in her eyes, but I don't know what to do. ”

Yuan Heng's gaze fell on the wound on Chu Xin's hand, and it was obvious that he was full of guilt in his heart at this moment, and he always felt as if he was either sorry for this or that.

What if he just wants to make everyone seem to be bad for everyone? What is all this going to do?

"I don't know what your relationship with her was in the past, I remember that when I first came here, I heard all the good things about Ning Guiren. It is said that she is gentle and kind, and treats people gently.

But to me, she's not like that, and do you know how much I've been tortured these days by her side? Not to mention the physical pain, the mental damage alone feels terrible to think about. I know that Ning Guiren has suffered a great sin.

She's sick, she's really sick, she just wants everyone to suffer with her, and her words are so bitter and mean, sometimes even I feel unhappy when I hear it, let alone you? “

After applying the ointment to the wound on his arm, he felt a hot pain again.

Chu Xin gritted his teeth and endured it.

"Growing up, I didn't know there would be such a soft-hearted man as you, I just saw that those men were so cold and ruthless. My father can keep me in the cold palace for so many years, and the person I marry will not save me from death. But when I saw you, I suddenly felt that I didn't know if it was good or bad for you to be so soft-hearted and let yourself be tortured! ”

As she spoke, she put the ointment in the box and put it away, there were a lot of ointments sent, I think it should have been sent by Ayun from the medicine garden, she should be very worried about herself, right?

"Don't you go over these days, don't you notice that you're getting thinner and thinner now? I don't know what kind of past you and Ning Guiren have had, I only know that if you continue to get along, it will only make both of you unhappy! No one can fill the resentment in Ning Guiren's heart, and you are not in good health, how can you fill her heart?

Seeing that Yuan Heng still didn't speak, Chu Xin was really anxious, and he didn't know why there were such fools in the world.

walked over and grabbed Yuan Heng's arm, "If you don't listen to me, just treat it as if we have known each other since childhood, and treat it as if it was for your own body." Could it be that there is only one woman in your harem, Ning Guiren? Isn't the pure noble not yours? Don't you care about her at all? ”

Chu Xin was both aggrieved and helpless, feeling aggrieved for the pure nobles. What happened that day made it clear that each of them knew the truth in their hearts, and they still let it happen, or gave Ning Guiren enough face.

Ning Guiren just took a nap, but as soon as she woke up, she got bad news, and Jinxiu was waiting on the side, waiting for her to wake up, thinking about what to say later?

"Do you mean that Your Majesty took people away, or did you take them away personally? Didn't tell me? ”

Ning Guiren frowned, his eyes full of anger.

Okay, things are really getting more and more interesting, I know that Chu Xin will definitely not stay in his palace with peace of mind, I thought that I should have done something in the first few days.

But I didn't expect it, at the beginning, I was obedient, but now I want to complain in front of His Majesty while I have relaxed my vigilance.

"Why did Your Majesty take her away? How so? ”

Ning Guiren got up and sat on the bed, pinching the quilt in his hand vigorously, he really felt like a stone was pressed in his heart, and he didn't feel happy no matter what.

Could it be that His Majesty's patience with himself has run out so quickly? Have you begun to pity the people around the pure nobles again? Is all this love and black again?

"It must have been that fox who used some means to seduce Your Majesty again! I knew that I should have called someone to kill her on the first day she came, so that I could feel relieved! ”

Jinxiu was also very angry when she learned the news, why did His Majesty actually take people away on this day?

"Enough is enough, what's the use of you talking about it now? She is already by His Majesty's side, and when the time comes, she will slander me in front of His Majesty, and my image in His Majesty's heart will be ruined! ”

Ning Gui was so angry that he yelled, feeling that his heart was full of resentment, and he couldn't vent it.

I don't know what I'm going to do, but I know that I'm really angry, I hate all the people in this palace, I hate the people who praised the high and the low, and I hate the people who humiliated me with those ugly words.

But the person she hates the most is Your Majesty, a pure nobleman, it is they who have failed her heart, and it is they who have made themselves pay such a big price.

My body is already injured, I won't have any more children, I will never have children again, even if I want to make up for my first child, the opportunity is gone.

Speaking of this, Ning Guiren could only cover his face and break down and cry, and Jinxiu could only be in a hurry, and he didn't know what to do.

In fact, Ning Guiren has been like this many times, every time he talks and talks, he always cries in the end, as if no one can comfort him.

"It's just that you take people away, and you may not be able to say anything, not to mention that now when Your Majesty feels most sorry for you, you won't be deceived by a few words!"

Jinxiu could only go to the arm of the noble man and comforted him softly.

"It's not this, it's not this!"

Ning Guiren let go of his hand, and his face was already full of tears.

"I can't get His Majesty's heart anymore, I can't get his love anymore, I don't have confidence in the future, I have nothing!"

Ning Guiren's face was already full of tears, maybe it was what Chu Xin once said, she was already sick.