Chapter 364

"My impression of me didn't change so easily, and no matter what I did, he wouldn't believe that I had completely changed. In his heart, I will always be a pampered and willful madman, I will always only bully others, no matter what happens, he will always only help another woman. It didn't show it before, and now it won't endure before me. ”

In fact, Chu Yi can see it most clearly after all, many times, she can understand this subtle feeling, and she can also feel the deep disgust in Xiao Zhi's eyes when she looks at her, as if she is such a dirty and dirty thing.

"When the queen was in Chu in the past, she was a noble princess, even if she was arrogant, it was all a matter of course, and there was nothing bad about it. Now that she is a queen and the master of the harem, although she wants to restrain her temper, she doesn't need to be as humble as those people. ”

Yuexiang followed behind her distressedly and persuaded in a low voice.

Seeing that Chu Yi still didn't speak, he could only say something else to divert his attention.

"I heard that Concubine Shen has been a little restless recently, and every time she comes to ask for peace, she must be the one who talks the most. In fact, compared to the concubine who is pregnant, except for the queen, she is the one who is unhappy.

Not to mention the last time there was Nuan Yu, it also made her realize how favored the concubine is now, coupled with the fact that she has deliberately favored the concubine in front of her recently, it seems that she must have accumulated a lot of resentment in her heart. “

"I naturally know, when I look at her eyes, I can see that when she was in the palace in the past, she was quite thoughtful, and now when she is in the harem, she will definitely be even more thoughtful."

After finishing speaking, Chu Yi suddenly remembered something.

"Let Concubine Qing and Concubine Xuan come over tomorrow, they will be silent on weekdays, but this palace may not be so peaceful when they look at them."

"Yes." Yuexiang nodded in response.

After the night grooming, Chu Yi sat in front of the dresser, and there was no one in the room at the moment.

At night, she prefers to be quiet, preferably alone in the house, with a comb and her hair. When he was in the palace, he kept the empty room alone day and night, and he was the only one.

Now when I go to the harem, I am alone in the empty room, and I am the only one who can hear my breathing in such a large hall.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps behind me. I thought it was Yuexiang, but when I heard the footsteps and Yuexiang's footsteps, it didn't seem to be the same, and my heart suddenly moved.

At such a late hour, there is only one person who can come here in the light.

Chu Yi's hand holding the comb was trembling slightly, and he wanted to pretend that he didn't hear it, but his excited heart couldn't calm down anymore.

"Recently, you seem to have really changed a lot, I thought you would be the same as before, and you would be revealed in a few days, but I didn't expect you to really change."

From the day she was crowned queen, it seems that it has been almost half a year, and what she said to Xiao Zhi is simply a handful. Every time I saw him, I couldn't say a few words.

Every time I look at my eyes, I have a deep disgust, but now I hear the tone of voice that seems to be less annoying, and I can even talk to myself well.

Chu Yi really felt helpless and cold, he didn't know what kind of person he married, but he knew that all his arrogant edges and corners had been slowly smoothed out.

"Why don't you speak? Don't you really want to see me on weekdays? Now that you're here, don't you want to turn back? ”

Xiao Zhi attached a hand behind him, he didn't know why, he actually came here by a ghost, he was just accompanying Chuxin, Chuxin had a child, he was more sleepy, and he was already resting at the moment.

But he didn't want to rest, so he came here inexplicably, maybe he heard about the harem recently, and the harem has been very quiet recently.

And Chu Chu said in front of him that Chu Yi has been very good to her recently, and many things have favored her in everything, and he has sent her a lot of things that make up for her, and when she heard this, she really felt that Chu Yi had really changed.

"I still remember when I saw you in the Chu State, I was so arrogant, I always like to raise my head high and disdain those humble people, even including me, I didn't expect that a person would change so much.

The you I saw today are so quiet, as if you are very similar to Chu Xin in the past, no wonder, after all, you are also sisters, so there will naturally be similarities. “

Chu Yi was still sitting quietly, without any movement, just listening to Xiao Zhi talking.

I'm afraid that as long as I speak, I will return to that kind of person, when I quarrel, the person who really hurts my heart in the end will only be myself.

"The concubine has a child, Your Majesty should go to accompany her more, women want their husbands to only be by their side, and they don't want their husbands to see other people."

After a long time, Chu Yi finally opened his mouth.

"From beginning to end, aren't you my rightful wife?" Xiao Zhi seemed to be in a good mood, he walked over, held Chu Yi's arm and pulled the person up.

"Whether it is the former princess or the current queen, you are my rightful wife, but many times I forget a little, and sometimes I remember."

Xiao Zhi's eyes were a little confused, and he didn't know if it was because he was unconscious or for some reason.

And Chu Yi acted as if he hadn't seen all this, just borrowed the slope to get off the donkey and gently leaned into Xiao Zhi's arms.

"I know I used to be so bad-tempered. But I liked you when I was very young. I just want you to stay with me, and later, I just want to be your princess and your wife, but your eyes are always on others.

At that time, I really felt very angry, I couldn't control my temper, but you seemed to hate me, so I put up with it.

I endure it slowly every day, and I know that you like Chuxin, so I treat her well and protect her, because I know that if you do this, you will feel at ease. “

Chu Yi approached Xiao Zhi's arms, closed his eyes, and said what was in his heart. It's true that I think about it this way, but sometimes I don't think like this, and I feel that my emotions have become extremely chaotic.

Today is not this kind of thought, tomorrow is that kind of thought, upside down, changing and changing, there is no fixed number, people's emotions are changeable, and I can't control it.

Under the light of the candlelight, Xiao Zhi's eyes became a little blurry, but the next second was extremely sad, as if he had just woken up from a dream, he took a step back slightly.

"Fang Cai was originally there to see the concubine, and I saw that she became a little drowsy, and after falling asleep, I felt fine, so I came here. Seeing you become so quiet again, always seeing you, but as if I saw another person, in fact, if you look closely, your back seems to be very similar to her. ”

Xiao Zhi was also completely awake at the moment, he took a step back and stared at Chu Yi's face carefully.

If you look at the face, it doesn't seem to be similar to Chu Xin, but just looking at the back and looking at the long hair hanging down, it really feels very similar, maybe it was a little blurry for a while.

"Just now His Majesty said that I am a sister to her, and it is normal for sisters to be similar. If my sister is still here, she is my only relative and friend here, and I can talk to her from time to time. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Yi's face was yearning, and there were some tears in his eyes, and he looked really sincere, not fake.

"You've really changed, and when you mentioned her in the past, you were always exposed. But now you are so quiet, tell me, can a person really change so much? Or is everything you're doing now acting? What exactly do you want to do? I can't see through you. ”

Xiao Zhi reached out and touched Chu Yi's face and muttered to himself, he really couldn't see through the person in front of him.

"How can it not change? Once upon a time, when I was going abroad, it was my home, where there was my father, queen and mother who loved me, and everyone held me and coaxed me, and my temper naturally became extremely anxious. But now that I am in this strange place, where there are no relatives to me, no friends to me, and even the only husband I can trust who is so cold to me, how can I not grow up? ”

Chu Yi smiled slightly as she spoke, knowing that her appearance must be very similar to Chu Xin, in fact, every time she bullied her in the past, she always looked like she would endure even if she was about to cry.

I didn't expect that I need to learn from him consciously or unconsciously, which is really a bit ironic.

Xiao Zhi didn't speak, but there was a hint of unnaturalness in his eyes, in fact, this was quite right, he seemed to be a little too cold to him.

"It's been really hard for you to take care of the concubine recently, and now that the concubine has a child, I think you need the child more than her."

The smile on the corner of Chu Yi's mouth suddenly froze, she really didn't like this kind of feeling of being sympathetic and pitied, what she got was never love from the heart, it was just that she was pitiful and charitable.

On the second day, when Chu Yi woke up, the people around him had already left, and he seemed to have slept well that night.

Yuexiang had already prepared hot water with someone, so she waited for Chu Yi to get up, and when she heard movement inside, she hurriedly smiled and went over.

"The slave and maid are really happy for the queen, His Majesty really stayed here last night, and the slave and maid said that the efforts made during this period of time will eventually get results!"

Yuexiang smiled with joy on her face, but she really felt happy, she watched Chu Yi grow up, and she only hoped that she could really get better and better.

"I kind of know, he just doesn't like pampered women, how to make people love, he likes it."

Chu Yi couldn't laugh, just like usual, after getting up and sitting in front of the dresser to wash, Yuexiang dressed her up.

"The slave maid thinks the queen's hair is so fragrant, as if it has more than the smell of jasmine oil."

Yuexiang put a hairpin in it, smelled the fragrance in her hair, frowned slightly, felt a little strange, and sniffed it hard, as if she didn't smell it anymore.

"What's so strange about it, I just mixed the sesame oil I sent and used it for a while, but I think it's still the most lovely jasmine fragrance."

Chu Yi blinked, not wanting to talk about this topic again.

Hair is naturally fragrant, Xiao Zhi smelled this fragrance last night, it seems that it is really a little different, it seems that the thing given by Chu Xin is really very easy to use.

"Jasmine has always been the queen's favorite, if you like anything else, the slave is really a little unaccustomed to smelling it!"

Yuexiang smiled softly, sometimes looking at Chu Yi, she was really like her own child, even if this child was once so pampered and willful, even if she was so disobedient, but after all, she grew up watching herself, and she was only willing to put all her energy on her.

"Actually, think about the time you have been with me, it's been a long time, my mother often says that you are the most effective in doing things, and now I also feel that there are many and complicated things in this harem, but fortunately, you can help me share some of them.

It's just that now it seems that I shouldn't always deal with it by myself, and it's time to find a few competent assistants! “

Chu Yi looked at himself in the bronze mirror and reached out to touch his hair.

The smell should have dissipated after a night, but in fact, I couldn't sleep at all last night, and I always felt that all this was a little delicate.

People like Xiao Zhi will also be affected by these fragrances, and when they look at his eyes, they know that they don't know what they are talking about.

After today's greeting, Qingyun and several other concubines were all stayed.

It doesn't matter if the others don't know, only Qingyun is still a little worried.

It's not that she doesn't know how excessive and arrogant Chu Yi was when she was in the palace in the past, it was as if she was going to scare herself out of the psychological shadow.

"I really don't know what the queen did when she left us behind, if you don't feel comfortable in your heart, do you want to lecture?"

The first person to speak was Concubine Yun, and obviously she was also a little pampered.

And Concubine Xuan didn't speak, but she didn't refute either, obviously, this was also what she meant.

Looking at Qingyun pinching the embroidered handkerchief in his hand vigorously, he seemed to be very nervous.

"My sister looks like she's scared, and I've been in the palace for a relatively short time, far from my sister staying by the queen's side, my sister is so scared, what's wrong?"

Concubine Yun asked curiously, when she entered the palace, she was still the queen of the princess at that time, and her temperament became cold.

Concubine Xuan is the same, she has never seen Chu Yi really get angry and use her heart for others.

"Or persuade the two sisters to become queens? Don't talk nonsense, although the queen doesn't talk to people often, but now she has left a few of us behind, I'm afraid there is something else. ”