"Did you see that? Did you see what she just looked like? With a happy face and no resentment, she has become so generous now, and she really doesn't care about those humiliations, it turns out that a person has enough love and can really not care about anything! ”

Chu Yi looked at Yuexiang and asked unwillingly.

"What did you say to me before? You always say that you want me to endure, you want me to endure, I know that I have to endure now, but in the end, what else can I get? My husband has one beloved person after another, maybe soon, after the concubine gives birth to a child, my position will be completely unkept, who knows if something more terrible will happen in the future?

You let me endure until the end, I have nothing, are you worthy of my mother's explanation? Mother said that you should dedicate everything to me, everything must be considered for me, are you worthy of her now? “

"Everything the queen taught is the fault of the slave and the slave."

Yuexiang felt a pain in her heart, knelt on the ground, and every time she saw Chu Yi's questioning eyes, she felt both guilty and uncomfortable, it was all her own fault, it was all her own fault.

It's all incompetent, and I can't help anything!

If she could, she really wanted to end her original intention with a cup of poisoned wine, but in this case, if she died, it would be forgotten, but this would definitely implicate the queen, and there would inevitably be a bigger quarrel between the queen and your majesty at that time.

If His Majesty is angry, he will abolish the position of the queen. It's really not worth it!

What's more, the queen has no confidant in Northern Qi, only she really loves her and loves her, if she dies and the queen's position is gone, then she is really helpless in Northern Qi!

Tonight's Fengyi Palace is still very unpeaceful, Chu Yi was originally angry and returned to the palace, and a little bit of the size was enough to make her collapse.

And Yuexiang knelt on the ground and persuaded for a long time, kneeling until her knees were swollen, and finally persuaded her.

But she can only blame herself for being so incompetent, why she can't be of any use.

Late at night, Chu Yi couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning in bed, so he got up and lit a candle, and then sat in front of the dresser and opened a small box at the bottom.

I opened the small box, and there was another balm in a small gold box, and I stretched out my fingers, gently smeared a layer, and then slowly wiped it on my hair, and after a while, the fragrance of the jasmine became more and more intense.

When she smelled it, she already felt very enjoyed, it seemed that the prescription of this house was really useful, and the balms made were so extraordinary.

This fragrance is fragrant and strong, if there is none, and most importantly, if you smell too much, you will slowly become addicted, you want to smell it every day, if you can't smell it one day, then you will go crazy.

But now, even if I put on this ointment, it is still useless.

Because the most important person hasn't come here yet, it's already thankful that he can come two or three times a month.

More often, this Fengyi Palace is like a cold palace, don't look at the fact that there are so many palace people who are busy on weekdays, but they are all afraid of themselves, they are afraid of saying more to themselves, and they can't wait to hide away after finishing their work every day, except for Yuexiang, no one cares about being close.

So a lot of times, I feel like I'm going to be driven crazy, like a taut string that will break at any moment.

But on weekdays, she has to pretend to be intact, only she knows in her heart that this string will definitely break, just wait for a while.

Let's see exactly when, this taut string immediately breaks.

After applying jasmine balm to her hair, Chu Yi lay back on the bed again, and it was already late at night, so she fell asleep deeply, unable to think about anything else.

In a blur, I suddenly woke up again, and I felt as if someone was lying next to me.

It's no wonder that she is so sensitive, but these days, she has been sleeping alone in such a big bed, but whenever there is more people lying around, she can immediately feel it.

Who else can lie down beside him now? It's nothing more than Xiao Zhi, but it's so late, why did he come over again?

Is he really willing to leave his heart and soul behind and come to him?

Chu Yi turned around carefully, trying not to make any noise or movement, and sure enough, the person lying next to him was really Xiao Zhi, and he seemed to be asleep.

Yes, he is really tired and tired every day, most of the time he will only accompany his original heart, he can have three or five days in a month, he can see that he is already good, and he is willing to come three or five days a month, just to give his queen a face.

Chu Yi got closer to Xiao Zhi, Fengyi Palace is very big, this bed is also very big, and he is alone every night, he is really lonely, so lonely.

No matter how good Yuexiang is, there are some things that she can't accompany her all the time, and she can't empathize with herself after all.

I just want the love of my husband, in this strange place, it is clear that the husband she marries should be everything.

However, I imagined all this too much for the better, right?

After waking up, I couldn't sleep, maybe because there was an extra person lying next to the bed, and I felt a little strange.

Whether it was in the palace or in the harem, most of the time she fell asleep alone, and now that there was suddenly one more person around her, she really felt a little unaccustomed.

Sometimes, after a long time of loneliness, one more person really feels uncomfortable.

Originally, I wanted to call Xiao Zhi over, but now that the person is really here, I feel that it is not a good taste.

Because people are here, but the heart will not be in herself, what she wants is never like this, people are absent-minded.

What's more, why Xiao Zhi came over today, he knows very well in his heart that this jasmine fragrance is definitely of great use. On the other hand, it may be vaguely aware of it in the heart.

In this life, she will not get her husband's true love again, if she doesn't have her husband's love, but now she is in a foreign country.

The place where she grew up is the Chu State, and only the Chu State has relatives and friends who love her, but there is nothing here.

She doesn't like the cold weather here, she doesn't like the harem where there is always fighting, and she doesn't like a Chu Xin who looks like Chu Xin's original heart, and she really thinks it's a very ironic thing to see Chu Xin live so well.

I didn't sleep all night, maybe I had too much on my mind. In the early morning, the sky was slightly bright, and in a daze, I could feel that the people around me had woken up.

The palace people outside hurriedly came in to serve, and after a sparse sound of dressing, it was quiet again in an instant.

Yes, this is the normal quietness of Fengyi Palace, especially quiet.

Not to mention that at night, in the huge palace, she could only hear her own breathing, and she spent countless quiet nights like this.

got up and had breakfast, and then went to the side hall again, and saw that Shen Minghui's lips really disappeared a little, and it was not as terrible as after being beaten just now.

"Hongu looks at your mouth and seems to have gotten a lot better, so don't worry. The palace instructed the imperial doctor that the medicine left behind was the best, and he would never dare to be shoddy, and the wound would not leave any traces. ”

Seeing that Shen Minghui still looked aggrieved, Chu Yi could only comfort softly again.

Recently, her emotions have been really well controlled, whether it is to Chuxin, or to Shen Minghui, or to other concubines, she can speak well and gently.

Many times, she imitates Chu Xin, imitates Chu Xin's every move, and imitates her demeanor.

To restrain the pampered and willful appearance of himself in the past, he forced all his previous tempers down until he became another person.

Shen Minghui could only nod, it was still a little difficult to speak, every time she spoke, the wound on her lips would always be pulled, it was too painful.

For the past two days, she has been drinking light porridge, and every time she drinks porridge is like torture, but she can't go without eating anything every day.

"Actually, Your Majesty came last night, and I originally thought that I wanted Your Majesty to come and see you when I got up today, but Your Majesty was in too much of a hurry, it doesn't matter, there will be a time in the future, Your Majesty will come to see you after all."

Chu Yi blinked, in fact, he was comforting Shen Minghui with these words, and he could be regarded as comforting himself.

After all, she is also the queen, no matter how she is, she has to give herself some face, and Shen Minghui and them are really pitiful, and it is not bad to see them once a month.

"The queen doesn't need to comfort me, I know very well what it looks like. Since His Majesty had been here last night, he was reluctant to come and look at me, which means that he did not want to look at me, and did not want to care whether I was good or bad. Just like when he was in the palace, he didn't want to come back to see me, and he didn't like me all the time. ”

In the past two days, Shen Minghui has lived outside the side hall of Fengyi Palace, her mouth has been injured, and she has no heart to dress up.

At this moment, her face was pale, and most of the redness and swelling of her lips had disappeared, and she looked plain and pitiful.

"Many times, you can empathize with this palace, and some words can only be said to you, this palace will feel better."

Or maybe these words reached Chu Yi's heart, she looked at Shen Minghui's eyes with a little less coldness, thinking about whether she was sorry for her this time, such a humiliating and torturous punishment was indeed a bit too much.

I'm just sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm afraid I'll be even more sorry for her in the future.

After a few more words of soft advice, Chu Yi went back to his room and sat on the chair with his head down, exuding a feeling of loneliness all over his body.

"Is the queen soft on her?"

Yuexiang really knows Chu Yi best, and from a few words of dialogue, you can feel what all this is for.

"What's the use of me not being soft-hearted? What has already been decided, no matter how soft-hearted you are, you will do it. What's more, compared to being soft-hearted towards her, it's still more of my hatred for my original heart. ”

Chu Yi stretched out her hand and rubbed her forehead, she hadn't slept well all night, and now she felt like her head was hurting again.

She is still really young now, it is when she is young, but she feels that her whole spirit has been drained.

It's like the leaves on a tree in autumn, which are about to fall.

…

Chu Xin felt that he had finally had a good night's sleep. The person who often stirred up waves in the harem is finally gone, and everything is slowly getting better.

As soon as I opened my eyes, the sky was slightly bright, and after waking up at the right time to wash and groom at will, I went to the house of the pure noble.

And the pure nobleman had also woken up, and was sitting in front of the dresser, combing his hair with a comb.

"You don't have to come to serve me so early, just have a good rest, you must have suffered a lot when you were on her side, right?"

Speaking of that person, the pure nobleman's face was still a little unnatural.

It's a good person, if you say no, it's gone, and I really feel a little cruel, not to mention that the cup of poisonous wine was fed by His Majesty himself.

I once thought that people who were so good and soft-hearted in their hearts would have such a ruthless side.

It's okay, I didn't see this side with my own eyes, and I didn't have this impression in my mind, maybe in a few days, she would slowly forget about it, right?

"Noble, is there something on your mind these days? Or is it because of Ning Guiren's death? Is it because of these? Can't bear it? ”

Chu Xin asked worriedly, he seemed to have been so soft-hearted before, but slowly this heart became hard.

Ning Guiren has tortured himself no less, and those harsh words still make him angry when he thinks about it now.

What's more, this poisonous wine was fed by Yuan Heng himself, which shows that his patience with Ning Guiren has also reached the limit, and it is impossible to endure it forever.

"I just didn't think that the poisonous wine was really fed by His Majesty himself, what would she think when she drank that cup of poisonous wine? Is it true that the wine handed over by the person you love is so willing? ”

The pure nobleman was a little melancholy, thinking that she was too sentimental, but I felt that there were still some indescribable feelings.

"It doesn't really matter if it's your own hands or not, because Your Majesty doesn't need her anymore, but because of her existence, it has become a kind of pressure. Your Majesty, in the end, Your Majesty, he will not really be soft-hearted to tolerate anyone.

When people reach their limits, they will still make ruthless actions. So I want to persuade the nobles not to put all their hearts into it, or to set aside a good love for yourself, this is what I have always wanted to persuade the nobles. “

Chu Xin felt a pain in her heart, in fact, this was what she had buried in her heart for a long time.