Chapter 382
Maybe it's because of Ning Guiren, because the person who has died has had too many contradictions.
Or maybe it was because he saw that Ning Guiren was too pitiful in the past, and he tolerated her a little more, but he didn't expect that this tolerance had hurt the pure nobleman.
Now he didn't realize it, but he realized it, but he didn't know what to do, and he didn't want to hurt anyone from beginning to end.
Although there are not many women in the harem, he also hopes that everyone is good, but it seems that he has failed everyone.
Until now, she can't forget Ning Guiren's eyes, after drinking the poisonous wine, there was relief in her eyes, but more hatred.
Until death, are you still hating yourself and regretting it? Maybe it's regret, if only she hadn't been allowed to enter the palace in the first place, maybe so many things wouldn't have happened later.
The harem has never been a good place, and what's worse is that his body is weak, and he doesn't have so much energy to put in the harem, so he will definitely not be able to take care of everyone.
"I don't need Brother Ah Heng to say, I will definitely talk to her every day, I really like her, she is like a sister, anyway, I am not familiar with the people in this harem, but I do like it."
Hanyu nodded perfunctorily, in fact, the person she really liked was Yuan Heng, and she always thought that it would be good to be able to stay by Yuan Heng's side every day.
It's just a pity that there are other people in this harem after all, they are all people who can accompany Yuan Heng justifiably, and their own names are not righteous.
So, one day somehow there will be some hostility towards pure nobles, and sometimes I don't understand my emotions, and it takes a long time to understand what it feels like.
She doesn't like Yuan Heng, every woman around her thinks that they have snatched Yuan Heng away, and there is no place for herself around her, so how can she be happy and like it?
The two of them walked side by side, not noticing that someone behind them saw it, and that person was Chu Xin.
Actually, she came to deliver something, but the person who served there said that His Majesty had gone outside the Imperial Garden, so he followed and looked for it, but he didn't expect to hear this.
Chu Xin frowned and turned to leave, thinking about what was going on and what it meant on the way, especially this cold jade, which really made people feel a little vigilant.
I always feel that this innocent and cute little girl is not as kind as she seems on the surface, and this is always coming over day after day, which is really inexplicable.
"Brother Ah Heng, you see, this sachet was given to me by a pure nobleman, and the spices contained in it are really fragrant!"
Han Yu suddenly tore off a sachet hanging from her waist, "This is when I went to greet the pure nobles a few days ago, the pure nobles gave it to me, at that time I gave her some rouge gouache, and she gave me this sachet back, Brother Ah Heng, don't you see this sachet is very beautiful?" ”
Hanyu smiled happily, and her eyes turned into crooked crescents.
"It's really good, and the fragrance is very fresh and elegant, which is the taste she likes."
Yuan Heng took the sachet and put it on the tip of his nose and sniffed it carefully, it was indeed the familiar fragrance of orchids.
"It turns out that Brother Ah Heng knows her so well? It's just some scents, and you know it's what she likes! ”
The smile on the corner of Han Yu's mouth suddenly disappeared a little, and he regretted saying this a little.
I really feel that I am sick, and I obviously don't like that woman, but I can't help but always mention these things in front of Yuan Heng, intentionally or unintentionally.
Maybe I want to get a negative answer, I want to know that Yuan Heng doesn't like her so much, and say that I don't like that woman, but it seems that I am disappointed every time.
Every time Yuan Heng behaves, yes, I like her, I just like her, I remember every little thing she likes.
"That was also given to me by my sister of the pure nobleman, and it wasn't given to you, so give it back to me!"
Yuan Heng pouted, snatched the sachet as if angry, and then sent it back to his waist.
She didn't want this sachet to be held in Yuan Heng's hand all the time, she just felt sour.
Yuan Heng just smiled dotingly, yes, Hanyu will always be so innocent and cute, and he will always like to mess around like when he was a child.
Han Yu was the Fei who returned to Yongning Palace with a belly full of anger, and Cui followed behind with a puzzled face, not knowing what happened to this little master.
"Didn't you just go to see Your Majesty? Why did you come back in a rage? ”
"Jade, you go down first, I don't need you to serve here, I have some things I want to do alone."
Hanyu squeezed out a smile and made Jade retreat, and then she closed the door herself, ripped off the sachet from her waist, and threw it on the ground.
I still felt puzzled, and stepped on the sachet a few times.
"Why hasn't she been here for the past two days? Didn't you come every day some time ago? ”
Chu Xin looked puzzled, and brought some pastries over, not blaming her for thinking so much, she really felt that Hanyu was really too strange, so strange that it made people feel a little inexplicable.
"Isn't it good if she doesn't come? Every time I see her, I don't know what to say, sometimes, I look at her smile, I really feel cautious, obviously I don't like me, but I make a look that I like me very much, and when I hear that she is in front of His Majesty, she always mentions me. ”
The pure nobleman was painting, and when the last sentence was mentioned, the brush in his hand trembled slightly.
If you count it seriously, she and Your Majesty haven't seen each other for more than two months, and they haven't seen each other since Ning Guiren is gone.
If you say you don't want to meet, it doesn't seem right, to be precise, you don't dare to meet, you don't know what to do after you meet, what to say, so everyone just hides and doesn't see it.
"It's better for the noble person to meet Your Majesty tomorrow, no matter how much resentment there is, it should dissipate. Noble, don't be emotional, you and Your Majesty are not ordinary people's husband and wife, Your Majesty is the biggest master in the palace, if you don't like the master in the palace, then our life will slowly be difficult! ”
Chu Xin put down the pastry, walked to the pure nobleman, and persuaded in a low voice.
This is the experience she has gained before, whether it is when she was a princess in the Chu State or when she was a side concubine in the palace, her own life, food, clothing, housing and transportation are all based on whether the biggest master likes her or not.
What feelings, all have to be behind, even if the pure nobles are angry now and don't want to see Yuan Heng, it is understandable, they have been hiding for so long, and it should be enough.
If the days go a little longer, if there are other rumors in the palace, it will be over.
"You mean to say that the clothes sent yesterday are not as good as the soft ones, not even the ones that were given to Hanyu, and the things that were sent to me are not as good as them."
The pure nobleman stopped, and he didn't have the heart to paint any more.
In fact, when I first entered the palace and was not welcomed, wasn't my life good? With His Majesty's love, those days naturally got better, and all kinds of things sent over were the best.
Once this is not favored, there is no love, and the things sent will be so perfunctory, haven't you understood it yet? Do you still want to gamble on the moment?
"Noble people don't always immerse themselves in their emotions, they will feel wronged, they will feel resentful, these are normal, because I have felt this way before, but at that time, I always took care of being immersed in my emotions like the current nobles, and life was not easy.
I don't want your noble person to be like me in the past, since these emotions make you feel bad, then give it up, no longer love with sincerity and sincerity like before, as long as you can make your life good, that's fine. “
Chu Xin felt a pain in his heart, gently grabbed the arm of the pure nobleman, and persuaded him bitterly.
She knew it would be some cruel words, but she was cruel, could she be cruel to fate? Can you be cruel to the precarious days you will face in the future?
It's only been a month now, and the things sent have begun to slowly perfunctory, what if it takes another month?
I really can't imagine what such a day will be, I'm really afraid of that kind of precarious day, not enough to eat and wear.
Yes, she does have a bit of selfishness, the current pure nobleman is equivalent to her master, if the pure nobleman falls and has a bad life, then how good can she be?
I will never forget the years in the cold palace when I was a child, it was really too painful and terrible, and only when people live and live well can they have the heart to think about those feelings and loves.
If you don't have enough food and clothing, you will die the next moment, why should you think about this?
"Later, you can go with me to the kitchenette to make some pastries, and I'll deliver them tomorrow."
The pure nobleman suddenly smiled, picked up the brush and started painting again, it was obvious that she was subdued and agreed to what Chu Xin said.
Even if she suffers this sin herself, why should the people around her bear it with her? The things that she, the master, received became a little perfunctory, and what Chu Xin and Hexiang received must be even worse.
If you say that you were young when you first entered the palace and were not sensible, it would have been okay if you were fiercely suppressed by Ning Guiren at that time, but now that you have experienced so much, do you still think you don't know?
Now that the person who pressed on his head is gone, if he is like before, then he will really be a waste.
This kind of perfunctory life is not easy, food, clothing, housing and transportation are compared with the past, but all of them are a lot worse, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the people around you.
That night, the pure nobles still couldn't sleep, and in the afternoon, they made pastries with Chu Xin and them, but this time the mood of making pastries seemed to be a little more different than before, no longer that kind of sincerity, but a little more different calculations.
I used to think that people's sincerity is the most important, but now I feel that this sincerity can be changed anytime and anywhere.
The sky was bright, and Jade brought hot water and was about to go in to serve, but she didn't expect to hear shouts inside as soon as she walked to the door.
Jade's heart tightened, and she hurriedly put the hot water on the ground, pushed open the door and hurriedly ran in, for fear that something would happen to Hanyu.
This master has only lived in the palace for less than half a month, and if something happens, His Majesty will definitely blame himself for not serving well.
"What's wrong with Miss Hanyu? What's wrong? ”
Jade ran in a hurry, and she was about to burst into tears.
But I saw Hanyu sitting on the edge of the bed with his hands covering his face, crying all the time in his mouth.
"You go away, you go away, you all want to hurt me, I feel that this palace is a terrible place, no one likes me, everyone wants to hurt me, it's terrible here.
Han Yu covered her face and cried loudly, her voice was no longer as crisp as the bell before, but now it was a little more depressed.
Listening to this crying voice, it's really pitiful, Jade just can't figure it out, who wants to harm her in this harem?
I could only sit on the edge of the bed and carefully touch Hanyu's arm.
"With Your Majesty here, no one dares to harm you, why don't you take the slave to see Your Majesty at this moment, and let Your Majesty make decisions for you if anything happens!" What the hell is going on? ”
Jade stared at Han Yu's face carefully, although Han Yu was covering her face with her hands, she still saw some clues from the gap between her fingers.
The originally white and tender little face has a large area of redness and swelling, and there are even some blisters growing on the red and swollen areas, which looks really terrible.
With only such a small gap, it can be seen so terrifyingly, I can't imagine what it will look like when this hand is taken down.
"Miss Hanyu, what's wrong with your face? What the hell is going on? Wasn't it all good yesterday? How did it suddenly end up like this? ”
Jade is very scared, not to mention that this face has become like this, it is indeed quite scary, let's just say that if Your Majesty blames it, then the first one will blame herself, what should I do? What can I do?
This Hanyu girl has only lived in the palace for less than half a month, how could such a terrible thing happen? Who is responsible?
But Miss Hanyu is so innocent and cute, who has the intention of harming people?
"I don't know why my face is like this, I wake up in the morning and it feels like my face hurts and itchy! As soon as I looked in the mirror, I found that it was like this, Jade, what do you say this is? Am I going to be an ugly monster in the future? ”
Han Yu let go helplessly, and sure enough, there was indeed a large area of redness and swelling on the white and tender face, but what was even worse was that there were some blisters growing on the redness and swelling, and there were even a few blood marks, which were scratched out with fingernails at a glance.
"Miss Hanyu, don't scratch your face first, if you scratch it, it will be even more serious!"
Jade had to quickly take out a handkerchief from her sleeve and gently wipe the blood from Hanyu's cheek.