Even if he didn't want to admit it, everything Chu Yi had slowly quietly left some traces in his heart.

Even if you don't like it and don't want to accept it, sometimes you do think about it inexplicably.

It's like he knows that Chu Yi likes the fragrance of jasmine, and his hair is smeared with jasmine sesame oil, he doesn't want to know this, he doesn't want to remember this, but he just knows, he remembers, because they are husband and wife after all.

After being silent for a long time, he finally walked in, and after seeing the person inside, he was slightly stunned for a second, and he always felt as if he saw another person through this person.

Chu Yi got up slowly, in fact, he had just seen Xiao Zhi's shadow, and knew that he had been standing outside for a long time, and he didn't know why he didn't come.

Chu Yi was wearing a light blue skirt at the moment, her hair was simply pulled up, and she didn't bring any golden hairpins, just an ordinary hosta, and the whole person looked very plain.

"Sit down."

Xiao Zhi was silent for a long time, spit out two words, and suddenly felt that he didn't know how to get along with Chu Yi.

Is it like lying down in the Chu Palace when I was a child, or swallowing my anger when I was in the palace, or like the two of them quarreling when they were just crowned queens?

There is no such husband and wife in the world.

Recently, I saw all the changes in Chu Yi in my eyes, and for a while, my brain seemed to have become a little confused. He seems to really have some confusion about how husband and wife should get along.

"This drunken duck used to be my favorite food, can Your Majesty try it too?"

Chu Yi didn't know a trace of worry in Xiao Zhi's eyes, picked up chopsticks and put a drunken duck in his bowl.

In fact, she is still not used to eating the food here in Beiqi, and the appetite she has cultivated since she was a child suddenly changed places, how can she really get used to it completely?

It's just that there is no way, there is really no way, I can only adapt to everything in Northern Qi, eating habits, weather and climate can only be slowly and slowly used to it.

There are no people I am familiar with, no relatives, no friends, only Yuexiang really feels sorry for herself, but in addition, there is no one else, even her husband is slowly becoming a little stranger.

"Your favorite scent is jasmine, and it's nice to be able to smell it every time you come here."

Xiao Zhi didn't move his chopsticks, just looked at Chu Yi, in fact, he knew this jasmine fragrance at first, but he didn't want to know and didn't want to remember.

However, these memories inexplicably exist in his mind, he just remembers, that is, he knows.

In the end, it is a husband and wife, and some of the other party's sexual habits will be slowly engraved in their hearts after all, even if they don't like it, even if they don't want to remember it.

"yes, my favorite is the jasmine scent, especially when I apply these oils to my hair, I feel that my hair is fragrant."

Chu Yi touched the hair next to her ear a little shyly, her hair was very long and beautiful, as rich and smooth as black satin.

She has been a pampered princess since she was a child, and she enjoys the best of everything, but she suddenly thought of Chu Xin, and Chu Xin's hair was a little dry and yellow.

Chu Xin grew up in the cold palace since she was a child, and she didn't come out until many years later, and she didn't live the life of a princess like herself.

"What's wrong? Wasn't it just a pleasure? Why did your face change suddenly? ”

Xiao Zhi had a little doubt, could it be that she praised her, and she was still unhappy?

"It's just that I suddenly mentioned hair just now, and I remembered Sister Chu Xin, her hair is also very long and beautiful, but ah, the ends of her hair are a little dry and rough."

When I think of the hard life she spent in the cold palace for so many years when she was a child, I feel a little emotional. She is my sister, I should be very good to her, and I should not always be angry with her, angry with her, I was really a bad sister in the past. ”

Chu Yi shook her head in shame, and now she said all these thoughts generously, there was nothing to hide, and there was nothing to mention.

"Why did you mention her all of a sudden?"

Hear this name that is both familiar and unfamiliar. Xiao Zhi was suddenly a little stunned, he hadn't heard this name for a long time, let alone said it from Chu Yi's mouth.

Thinking of the past of the three of them, I also felt a little funny.

"I remember that in the past, you hated her the most, and you always wanted to embarrass her in front of me, intentionally or unintentionally, and you just wanted to see if I would help her. Or do you really regret it now, really change, and really feel that you did something wrong in the past? ”

Xiao Zhi's gaze suddenly became cold in an instant, and his eyes stared directly at Chu Yi, unwilling to miss every expression on his face.

I just want to see the person in front of me clearly, whether he is pretending to be acting, or whether he really knows that he is wrong.

Not only because of the surprise caused by the mention of this name, but also because of the doubts of what Chu Yi has done these days, can a person really become so thorough?

Maybe it can be acting, it can be acting for a day or two, but it's been several months, from winter to spring, can a person really act for such a long time?

If it's just a question that arises by herself, it doesn't matter, but Chuxin always talks about Chu Yi's goodness in front of him, and how good Chu Yi is to her, listening to it day and night, these words are also remembered in his heart.

This is a very wonderful feeling, even if he doesn't like Chu Yi and doesn't have any love for him, but they have been husband and wife for so long, everything Chu Yi has, he will actually remember in his heart.

"Now I don't want to say anything to you, and I don't want to pretend to do anything, what I say is true, the longer I stay in Northern Qi, the more I miss my relatives and friends. But who else will care about me sincerely except Yuexiang who is left with me now?

Chu Xin, she is my own sister, our blood is thicker than water, what are those contradictions in the past? But if I can be more generous and accept her words, then I will have another relative in Northern Qi, and I will not feel so lonely every day. “

Chu Yi's hand hidden in his sleeve clenched his fist tightly, and his sharp nails pierced deep into the palm of his hand, feeling that some blood had oozed out.

I really hate my current self, and I have to pretend to be another person to get a little bit of my husband's attention.

Just like now, when he was saying these words just now, he obviously felt Xiao Zhi, and his eyes slowly became gentle, he must have looked like Chu Xin now.

Isn't Chu Xin just a pitiful person? Isn't it cowardly to speak so gently to people? Isn't it always the sacrifice of one's emotions to cater to others?

But I didn't expect that one day, I would become like this, the arrogance and arrogance of the past were all gone, and all of them were smoothed out by these hard lives.

That night, Xiao Zhi stayed, perhaps because he couldn't help but feel a trace of pity in his heart.

No matter how good the Northern Qi is, it is also the hometown where he grew up, and he is very familiar with everything here, even if he went to the Chu State and stayed for so many years, this place is still engraved in his memory.

But for Chu Yi, this is a completely strange place, with no relatives and no friends.

How pitiful it would be if you couldn't even get the love of your husband.

When lying on the bed, Chu Yi still didn't fall asleep, and he still felt that all this had an indescribable feeling.

It was already late at night, Xiao Zhi was already asleep, and she turned to look at Xiao Zhi.

Fengyi Palace is very large, but at night it will become very cold and you will feel very lonely.

In the past, every night I looked forward to my husband coming over, being able to accompany her and hug her, but now that people are really here, I don't feel as happy as I imagined.

Because of all this, I know very well in my heart why she can get it by pretending to be another person, and if she exposes her true nature one day, then this trace of good will disappear immediately, and Xiao Zhi will return to the time when the quarrel was unrecognizable.

"What's wrong? Why haven't you fallen asleep so late? ”

Xiao Zhi was in a daze, turned around and hugged Chu Yi into his arms, and he didn't know whether he regarded the person in his arms as his original intention or who he was.

At night, he is already accustomed to doing this, and he has no sense of security at the beginning, so he can only give him a sense of security.

When I sleep at night, I often hold people in my arms and comfort them quietly, looking forward to the safe birth of my original child.

I will want to watch a child with my own bloodline grow up slowly, and I will treat him well, and no longer repeat the loneliness of my childhood.

"I'm thinking about Chuxin's body getting heavier and heavier, and many times I walk with her, and I get tired after walking for a while."

Chu Yi didn't feel a trace of sleepiness, although he was hugged into his arms, he still couldn't feel warm, even if his body was so close, his heart was still so far away.

Sometimes, I don't know what to say, and I talk to my husband about other women, and only then can I have something to say, what a sad thing it will be.

Xiao Zhi fell asleep again in a daze, didn't speak again, and couldn't hear what Chu Yi was saying.

And Chu Yi also noticed it, and he didn't speak anymore, and the other party couldn't hear what he said, and he couldn't answer, so what's the use?

Many times, I'm afraid I can't figure out what kind of feeling I feel about my original intention, right?

Sometimes when I look at the face that looks like my sister, I always inexplicably think of the past, thinking of the time when the two sisters were in the Chu State, but now things are different and everything has changed.

The sky was bright, and Chu Yi woke up quickly, to be precise, he didn't sleep well all night.

When she woke up, she felt that there was still a warmth around her, and it seemed that the people around her still hadn't left, which surprised her.

Usually, every time I wake up, the people around me have long since left, why did I stay today?

Suddenly feeling that the people around him moved, Chu Yi panicked and immediately pretended to be asleep.

"I just saw you wake up, why are you pretending to be asleep?"

Xiao Zhi stretched out his hand and hugged Chu Yi in his arms, he also felt that this feeling was very wonderful, he would always accompany Chu Xin in ordinary times, and when he woke up every morning, Chu Xin would always pull himself and not let him go.

And after getting pregnant, her original intention was to become more and more sleepy, and sometimes she woke up, but she didn't.

But in the final analysis, he and Chu Yi are a legitimate and righteous couple, why are they a little unaccustomed to sleeping together now?

"I just feel a little strange, usually, I stay alone in the house, Fengyi Palace is very big, and the house that belongs to me is also very, sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night with a nightmare, I am the only one in such a big room, at that moment, I am really afraid in my heart."

Chu Yi opened his eyes slightly, a little unmoved, and felt that the person holding him from behind felt goosebumps on his body.

It's strange, it's so strange, it's been a long time since I've had it.

For a person who is about to die of thirst, and suddenly gets a glass of water, the reaction of the person is that he can't believe it, he can't accept it.

"Yuexiang is the person you brought from the Chu State, she is loyal to you, whatever you need, she can naturally do it for you."

After saying this, Xiao Zhi suddenly regretted it.

How can this be said from his own mouth, but there is a little yin and yang weirdness?

The original intention was to comfort Chu Yi, didn't she always say that she was very unfamiliar with everything in Northern Qi?

There are no relatives and friends of hers here, maybe Yuexiang is someone brought by Chu Yi from Chu State, and having someone she is familiar with by her side should be able to comfort her a little.

"What does this mean? Are you saying that she has done a lot of bad things for me in the past? Or are you as bad as me, so deeply remembered, even if I try my best to change and make amends, but it's all in vain? ”

Chu Yi really misunderstood this meaning, and as soon as he moved, he broke away from Xiao Zhi's embrace and closed his eyes.

"That's not what I meant, you're really misunderstood."

Xiao Zhi subconsciously wanted to explain, but he didn't know what to say, because the two of them were so strangers that they couldn't even quarrel like before.

If people haven't spoken for a long time, they don't even know what to quarrel about.

From this angle, Xiao Zhi could only see Chu Yi's back, as well as the long, long hair, smelling the faint fragrance of jasmine on the hair, and felt that his heart suddenly softened a little.

"You know, I didn't mean that, I just want to say that Yuexiang is the person you brought from the Chu State, and she is also the person who has taken care of you since she was a child, no matter what, her heart for you will not change. If you feel depressed in your heart, having Yuexiang by your side can be regarded as comfort. ”