"Your Majesty, from now on, let's not be angry. I know that I am changing my mistakes, so can Your Majesty try to like me a little bit? You don't need to like a lot, just like a little! ”

Chu Yi asked in a humble whisper, like a flower that had fallen into the dust.

Xiao Zhi still didn't speak, or maybe it was early in the morning, he didn't really wake up, he just hugged Chu Yi and fell asleep again, and he didn't know whether he heard it or not.

Chu Yi blinked, a little disappointed, but that's all, it can be regarded as satisfaction, after all, it can be regarded as an unexpected joy to be able to get so good.

It's just that if you want to get your husband's attention, you still need to be good to another woman, who says it's not a grievance?

Sometimes, she herself thinks that if she was young, she wouldn't be so angry, wouldn't it be better not to marry the man she is now?

But inexplicably a little reluctant, maybe they once loved and hated, but they still have to be entangled, even if they die, they will be buried together.

In the past few days, I was in a bad mood at the beginning, I was always suspicious, and I always felt that I lacked a lot of security.

Part of it was that he felt that everyone was going to harm him, and on the other hand, Xiao Zhi took a little time to accompany Chu Yi.

So every night in the dead of night, when she woke up. When I think of the person who only accompanied me in the past, and I also went to accompany other women, I can't help crying and crying, or maybe after being pregnant, my emotions have become extraordinarily sensitive.

So this kind of add-up, the body is also affected, just like sometimes when I sit up suddenly, I feel that my stomach suddenly hurts, but it is only for a moment, and after the pain, it is gone.

So she didn't pay too much attention to it, after all, what she was sad about in her heart was something else.

And Chuxin looked at him like this, and he was even more worried, he would have known that he wouldn't have said those words in front of his mother, or maybe he would have known that it would be good to wait for the child to be born safely.

"Your Majesty has been accompanying the queen for three days in a row, has what you said come true? Could it be that Your Majesty has a queen, and I really don't matter to him? ”

As soon as she finished drinking the medicine, Chuxin began to be depressed again, and she also knew that after being pregnant, her emotions became very sensitive.

But now I always feel like I have a needle in my heart, I can't swallow it in my breath, I can't vent it, I really don't know what to do.

"The slave maid persuaded her to say these words in front of Your Majesty, after all, Niangniang is the person who spends the most time with Your Majesty every day, and Your Majesty will more or less listen to what she says.

Niangniang just said too many good things about the queen in front of His Majesty, so the relationship between His Majesty and the queen gradually reconciled. ”

Ziyun helplessly took the medicine bowl, and sighed, she was also anxious for her master.

His master is too simple and kind, he doesn't know how to get along with the relationship in this harem, how can he really become a sister? Not to mention that the mother and the queen did not get along from the beginning.

Listening to this, her original intention was even more lost, and she touched her bulging belly again and again, and she always felt uncomfortable.

I don't know how I should face the queen, on the one hand, I have been taken care of so much, and now I think about these inexplicable, I really have some revenge.

But on the other hand, I can't deceive my heart, I just don't want the relationship between His Majesty and the queen to reconcile, if the two of them are really reconciled, then wouldn't I get less love?

As soon as I thought about this, I felt my stomach start to hurt again.

"Niangniang, don't think about this for now, after all, you are still pregnant with a child!"

Seeing Chu Chu's brows gradually wrinkled, Ziyun also regretted it to death, he knew that he didn't talk so much, and he didn't say it at such a critical moment, if he wanted to say it, he would have to wait until the child was born safely!

"Help me to the bed."

Chuxin looked very weak, and said weakly, and when he was lying in bed, he felt better.

Or maybe the tingling pain in my stomach just now is just an illusion on my part, maybe it's a pain in my heart, right?

She didn't want the relationship between His Majesty and the Queen to be reconciled, and even wanted them to become the point where they quarreled at every turn in the past, because in the past, when the relationship between His Majesty and the Queen was not good, most of the things were by her side, and His Majesty's attitude towards herself would be very good.

Now that His Majesty's attention has been taken away by a small half, his side has become cold, and he really feels that life has no taste.

"Actually, it's not your fault, even if you don't say it, these problems will happen sooner or later. When I was able to stay with His Majesty, every day I wondered, was this a dream? Where do I deserve so many blessings?

But then every day I was told that it was true, that it was not a dream. Later, when I got used to it, I was reluctant to leave this life, and I felt that all this should be mine. “

After lying on the bed, Chuxin finally felt a lot more comfortable, plus there were so many gardenias in the hall, smelling the fragrance of these flowers, I really felt comfortable.

Maybe I'm really getting more and more greedy, the more I get, the more I want.

I thought I was sorry for the queen, and I enjoyed so much of the queen's goodness, but now I was still secretly arranging the queen in my heart.

In detail, she didn't think she was a good person.

"Why do you say that? Every woman in the harem wants to get His Majesty's love, even the queen wants His Majesty's love, if she doesn't want to get it, then why should the queen change herself like this?

Since Niangniang has this blessing, why should she let it out? You have to hold it tightly in your own hands! “

Ziyun sat on the edge of the bed, covered Chuxin with a quilt, and persuaded in a low voice.

"Actually, looking at the queen's attitude, the slave maid always felt a little uneasy in her heart, so let the slave maid say another bold word, when the queen was the princess of Xiang, her reputation was not very good, they all said that she was the most jealous, and the means of people were the most strict, the slave and maid didn't believe that she would become so good, and all this was done just to please His Majesty!"

Ziyun began to complain in a low voice again, after all, he used to serve in the palace, and he hadn't heard of this princess Xiang.

Now that she is a queen, the relationship with Her Majesty is not good, and they are not a loving couple, and now they are just maintaining an illusion, and one day, this illusion will definitely be torn apart!

"Actually, I also know that when I was with His Majesty when I first came, I was worried every day."

At that time, I was indeed tortured by the queen, and I bit my lip at the beginning, thinking about those times, I couldn't help but have some small resentment.

At that time, the queen also slapped herself, and she hit her very hard, even if her face was swollen, how could such a woman be liked by men? So during that time, it is no wonder that the relationship between His Majesty and the Queen was not good at all.

"Okay, okay, you step back first, let me sleep well, I always feel a little uncomfortable."

Chu Xin rubbed his forehead vigorously again, and really felt that his head was getting more and more painful.

In the past few days, I always feel uncomfortable in my body, either dizziness or stomach pain.

If Ziyun has a stomach, he can only hold it down first, and can only retreat first.

It's just that her uneasy feeling is getting deeper and deeper, and she always feels as if something must be happening.

During the day on this day, Chu Yi asked the people in the flower room to send a lot of gardenias, saying that the concubine likes gardenias, and it is not easy to cultivate gardenias in the palace.

It also cost a lot of money to buy gardenias outside the palace, and everyone in the palace saw it in the eyes of the people in the palace, and they all knew how good she was to the concubine.

"Yuexiang, you said it should be time too, right?"

Chu Yi was holding scissors and was pruning a pot of flowers, as if he had thought of something again, so he asked in a low voice.

Yuexiang's eyes have been staring at the pruned flowers, and when she suddenly heard this question, she was also stunned, and then reacted quickly.

"If I calculate the time, it should be almost time."

Yuexiang smiled and nodded, the smile in her eyes was almost about to overflow, you can imagine how relieved it will be when it really happens.

Why should the queen take care of a sick concubine like a slave? Why should we suffer such grievances?

"Do you think I'm going to go too far? In the end, it is also His Majesty's child, he is so looking forward to the birth of this child, if this child is really gone, he should be very sad, right? ”

Chu Yi's hand holding the scissors suddenly stopped, her eyes were a little downcast, and unlike Yuexiang, she didn't have much joy.

She has passed the age when she can do bad things at will, and she will never feel weak, and sometimes the people who harm her will also feel weak and guilty, not to mention that this is such an innocent little life.

"Niangniang's heart has really softened recently, sometimes I don't know if the words I persuaded Niangniang to say in the past are right or wrong?"

Yuexiang was stunned for a moment, a little disapproving.

"Niangniang, you must know that you and the concubine have never been good friends, don't really regard her as your good friend just because you have been acting for a few months, do you really think that the concubine will thank you sincerely? I can see the situation from the beginning to the end, and the concubine will never really thank the mother! ”

Thinking of the scene that day, Yuexiang felt distressed and angry.

Anyway, in her opinion, except for Chu Yi, everyone is uneasy and kind, and everyone deserves to die.

"Really? Are you saying that she is afraid that she has other thoughts about me, and is no longer so simply grateful to me? ”

Chu Yi suddenly smiled, took the scissors and began to prune the pot of flowers again, cutting off all the flowers that he was not used to seeing little by little.

In fact, aren't the people in the harem just like these flowers? If you can't get used to it, why can it bloom?

Why can it bloom so well? There can only be one master in the harem.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm just saying that if I really can't see it, then I won't let her do this. Because from the beginning to the end, I didn't want his child to be born. The first child in this harem should have come out of my belly as a matter of course, so why should it be her turn? He's just a lowly slave! ”

When the last sentence was spoken, Chu Yi only had one of the most beautiful flowers left, and after cutting it, she threw it on the ground casually, as if it was really an insignificant flower, and let her tear and trample it.

What she enjoys is this feeling of being on top, this is what she looks like in her bones, but it really hasn't changed.

Unexpectedly, this day passed, and there still didn't seem to be any good news, and Chu Yi felt very bored waiting and waiting.

It was not easy to read all the account books in the palace in the study, and the last time I did find that someone was filling their pockets, and they were checked out one by one, and they were rectified.

Unexpectedly, it was a little delayed, and instead of seeing the original intention of being sick, he was reprimanded by Xiao Zhi.

In fact, I really felt so wronged that day, just like when I was a child, when I was reprimanded by my father and mother when I was a child, I would cry aggrieved, which was a kind of grievance that emanated from the bottom of my heart.

"What's wrong? What are you thinking? How do you look sullen today? Could it be that something is happening in the palace again? ”

Feeling his hands on his shoulders, Chu Yi quickly came back to his senses, blinked, smiled and shook his head.

"Why have you come to accompany me these days? Why don't you go and see the concubine? She needs your company more than I do! ”

Chu Yi blinked, and suddenly felt a kind of weakness of heart for no reason, in fact, when people do bad things, they will be weak and afraid, this is a very normal emotion, right?

"You took good care of her, and I was really relieved. I just feel as if I have neglected you too much, and everyone in this palace says that His Majesty and the Queen have a harmonious relationship, which is a good thing. ”

When he said the last sentence, Xiao Zhi seemed to have a hint of a smile.

Chu Yi stared at him again and again, feeling that the smile should have been wrong, the two of them used to have made such an ugly noise.

All the ugly words can be said, and the two of them have already made a fuss beyond recognition, even if they are reconciled, but at a certain moment in their hearts, they will still remember those things in the past.

After thinking about it, I could only sigh helplessly, not knowing what to do.

"What's wrong? I look like you're very worried about it today, what's wrong? ”