Chapter 161: Mourning is greater than dying
Some things can't be escaped after all, Wang Lun stood outside until the sun rose again, and finally staggered into the room.
Miss Cui sat on the ground with the dead child in her arms, humming a lullaby softly as if she was obsessed, if it weren't for the blood-soaked clothes on the child's body, if it wasn't for the blood stains on Miss Cui's hands and around her, it would be as if the child was really just asleep.
Mrs. Wang knelt on the ground, stretched out her trembling hand and tried to touch the child's little face, but finally closed her eyes and took it back.
"Daughter-in-law......."
Before Mrs. Wang finished speaking, Miss Cui hurriedly raised her finger against his lips and gently "shhh
"Wan'er fell asleep, she finally fell asleep, you can't wake her up!"
Mrs. Wang's eyes widened, and then she realized that Miss Cui couldn't stand the blow of the child's death, and fell asleep as a child like a self-deception.
Mrs. Wang said softly: "Since the child is asleep, will you give her to me?" I said before that I would buy clothes for the first birthday party for my children, but I don't worry about others doing it, but I'm afraid that I will have to bother you. ”
Miss Cui seemed to think about it, nodded and said, "I almost forgot about it, but fortunately, the clothes are already half done, the child is for you, and I will do it." ”
Miss Cui treated the child as if she were the most precious person in the world, gently put the child in Mrs. Wang's arms, and saw that there was a red mark on the child's face, and immediately reached out to wipe it, but she didn't want her hands to be full of blood, and the more and more the traces were wiped.
But Miss Cui seemed to be confused, desperately wiped the blood on the child's face, and muttered: "Wan'er, I'm sorry, my mother has soiled your little face, just wipe it, just wipe it......"
Mrs. Wang held the child's stiff but still fluttering corpse, watching Miss Cui's movements, she couldn't hold back any longer, and the tears that had long been filled in her eyes fell wildly.
After a long while, Mrs. Wang eased up, and at this moment, the face of the child in her arms seemed to be as rosy as if she was alive because of the repeated wiping and the rendering of bloodstains.
Mrs. Wang held Miss Cui's hand, forced Miss Cui to look up at herself, and comforted: "Daughter-in-law, the child is asleep, I will ask someone to fetch water to come over and help Wan'er scrub, can you go and make the clothes in good condition first?" Tomorrow is the first birthday banquet, Wan'er is waiting to wear it! ”
Miss Cui nodded in a panic and said, "Yes, yes, tomorrow is the first birthday banquet, Wan'er is waiting to wear it!" ”
However, after kneeling on the ground for a long time, Miss Cui was already paralyzed in her legs and feet, and she couldn't stand up after trying several times, which made her even more flustered.
In the end, it was Mrs. Wang who held the child in one hand and helped Miss Cui with the other, sent the person to the door, and handed it over to the maid who Miss Cui had been serving by her side.
"Look after Madame, let her do needlework if she wants to, but be sure to let her eat, and be careful not to let her find a short-sightedness."
The maid nodded with red eyes and took Miss Cui from Mrs. Wang's hand.
When the two of them were out of sight, someone came forward and said, "Lord Taifu, the ministers in the palace have come to urge you to enter the palace." Miss...... It's been a day, and it's supposed to be ready for the funeral. ”
Mrs. Wang hugged the child in his arms tightly, shook his head and said, "There is nothing in the court that requires the presence of the official now, but have you found any trace of Prince Rui?" ”
"No, my subordinates suspect that Prince Rui may have been hidden elsewhere by the traitor."
"That's it, there's no point in living or not, there's no need to waste energy looking for him. Don't let people bother the official today, and let people organize the funeral for Wan'er tomorrow! ”
"Taifu, according to the rules, children under the age of one cannot be buried in the main grave, they should be buried casually on a hill. Miss ......"
Mrs. Wang glared at the past, and said with a hideous face: "The official's children can be buried wherever they want!" ”
The subordinate no longer dared to say more, and bowed down and retreated.
Because of the hot weather, Wan'er already had a slight smell of corpses, and Mrs. Wang held the child in her arms, sat on the steps of the door, and gently pressed her face against the child's face.
"Wan'er, I don't know how the system defines you, and what the system will do with you after you die. But to say a thousand things and ten thousand, it is indeed your father who gave away your life with his own hands. Do you hate your father? ”
"I still remember the way you looked when you were born, a little red ball, and your head was still pointy, and I thought you were ugly at that time."
"Later, when you grew up, you went from knowing how to cry, eat, and sleep, to smiling at me and reaching out for me to hug. Unfortunately, I'm not a good father, I've been very busy, and by the time I come back, you've fallen asleep most of the time. A lot of the time, I can only kiss your smiling face, and I feel happy. ”
"You don't dislike me as a stranger, it seems that you always know that I am your father, and occasionally when I come back, you will ask me to hug me when you are not sleeping."
"I obviously know that you are just a flash in the pan, and it is a matter of time before they are separated, but I can't help but be close to you and invest in your feelings, and now it is also self-reaping."
"Wan'er, after you leave the game, no matter how much it costs, I will take you away from the game company, so that you can become an independent new human and grow up happily slowly. And your mother, when the time comes, our family of three will be able to live happily together. ”
"Wan'er, don't worry, it will be soon."
Seeing such an affectionate Wang Lun, the live broadcast room finally became harmonious.
[It turns out that Wang Wang planned to do so, so affectionate]
[I even plan to live with these two new humans for the rest of my life, woo, what kind of peerless love is this]
[I'm so worried that the game system will directly recover the data after Wan'er's death, and there will be no way to extract people]
[And Miss Cui, I think her current state is no longer normal, can she recover?] 】
[According to the psychological analysis, Miss Cui's current state is a reaction to refusing to accept reality after suffering a major stimulus, and whether she can recover still needs psychological treatment, but this is system data, and it is impossible to speculate how it will develop in the future]
[To be honest, I think Miss Cui thinks that Wan'er is best alive until the end of the game, so that after Wang Wang extracts the data of the two of them, she can forget the pain at the beginning]
[It makes sense, when you say that, I don't want Miss Cui to return to normal. This kind of pain is not something that any mother can bear. 】
[But there is still more than a year before the game ends, can Miss Cui really be deceived by Wangwang? 】
[I didn't expect that one day I would be worried about the problem of my brother at home not being able to coax his wife, I really admire myself for being tolerant]
[Because Wang Wang and Miss Cui are really funny and good]
On the second day, even if Mrs. Wang was unwilling, he had to bury Wan'er, who had already begun to show signs of decay.
Mrs. Wang didn't know if Miss Cui knew that Wan'er was dead, he only knew that before she wanted to bury Wan'er, Miss Cui stayed up all night and made an extremely gorgeous costume, which could just be used for Wan'er's burial.
Looking at the number that was obviously larger than Wan'er's figure, Mrs. Wang closed her eyes.
Only the clothes of the dead need to be much larger, otherwise they can't be worn, as Miss Cui, who knows the child's body shape and size best, actually knows very well in her heart that Wan'er is dead.
Miss Cui insisted that the day of the burial was the day of the first birthday ceremony for Wan'er, and Mrs. Wang thought of the words of the next person and understood that Miss Cui was afraid that Wan'er would not be able to bury the main grave of the Wang family, so she also acquiesced in such a move at the moment.
Because the child is still young, Mrs. Wang and Miss Cui have no intention of letting people attend the funeral or the first birthday ceremony that Miss Cui insists, and the Taifu Mansion is exceptionally quiet today.
Miss Cui hugged Wan'er, who was wearing a dress, and walked through the first birthday ceremony with tenderness on her face.
After the end, Miss Cui looked at Mrs. Wang and said softly: "I stayed up all night yesterday, and I'm a little tired today, so Wan'er will leave it to you to take with you!" ”
Mrs. Wang knew that Miss Cui didn't want to witness Wan'er's funeral, and as long as she didn't see it with her own eyes, she could think that something had not happened. But now, he could only nod his head slightly.
However, when Mrs. Wang finished handling Wan'er's funeral and returned to the house, she received the news that Miss Cui had taken poison.
Mrs. Wang immediately ran to the bedroom of the two, and she didn't care about the shoes she had run away.
When he arrived, Miss Cui, who was lying on the bed, was still alive although black blood had flowed from her mouth and nose.
"You're here, I thought I couldn't wait for you. I'm afraid that I'll die too late and won't be able to catch up with Wan'er, so long, she is such a small person, how scared she should be! ”
Mrs. Wang didn't have time to reply to Miss Cui's words, so she stuffed the antidote pill that she had bought from the mall into Miss Cui's mouth.
However, Miss Cui made up her mind to accompany the dead child, so she refused to swallow it at all, but spit out the antidote pill with great resistance.
In desperation, Mrs. Wang had no choice but to step forward and pinch Miss Cui's mouth open and stuff the pill in.
The effect of the pill was almost immediate, and tears oozed from the corners of Miss Cui's eyes, and she asked, "Ahem, ahem, why did you save me?" Wan'er is on the road alone, how scared should she be when she is so young? And I can't face you at all, let alone myself. I asked myself over and over again for the past two days why I had told you that the thieves were in the room. Wang Lun, why is it Wan'er who died, not you! ”
Mrs. Wang's hand was clenched tightly, she took a deep breath, patted Miss Cui's back, and took the person into her arms despite Miss Cui's resistance.
"Daughter-in-law, do you believe me? After waiting for more than a year, I have the ability to resurrect Wan'er, and our family of three can live together forever. ”
Miss Cui's eyes widened, looked at Mrs. Wang, and said with a smile: "My father has been dead for more than half a year, and I haven't seen you resurrect people, why are you talking nonsense here?" Wang Lun, you just want to stop me from dying, but sooner or later you will regret it. I only feel disgusting when I see you now, and one day, I will not be able to help it, slash you, and avenge Wan'er! ”
Mrs. Wang hugged Miss Cui in her arms and said softly: "I am willing to die in your hands." Daughter-in-law, you will still be my daughter-in-law in the next life, Wan'er will also be our child, I never lie to women, especially you. In a little more than a year, I will definitely be able to keep our family of three together. ”
"Together" is such a beautiful and gentle word, Miss Cui slowly closed her eyes in Mrs. Wang's arms, let her indulge in this moment, she was tired.