Chapter 136: The Psychologist's Mental Illness
"He really loved me......"
Xie Ting seemed to be seeking recognition, and looked at her for a moment, hoping that she would give a heartfelt answer.
Gu Shicheng opened her mouth and wanted to refute, but she didn't, but asked, "Do you think so?" ”
Xie Ting shook his head slowly, "When my father was alive, he was very kind to me, although my mother left early, but the home she left behind was also warm, and their old friends were also very good to me, I have enjoyed the love of my brother and sister over the years, and I never felt that my spirit was missing anything." ”
Gu Shicheng listened to this and knew that she was still sensible, and in these days of isolation in the hospital, she had no interference from outsiders, she thought a lot about herself, and she was basically sober.
It seems that Hang Jing and Jiang Ran are not wrong.
"If that's the case, do you know why it's like this?" Gu Shicheng then asked, hoping that she could give her an accurate answer, and don't tell her that because of a trivial matter, she felt unprecedented warmth.
She's going to be.
"I ...... I don't need such cheap love from him, but I don't know why, I've been trapped in it for so long. Xie Ting shook her head, she really didn't know her reason.
Gu Shicheng sighed, if he didn't understand, outsiders gave examples...... I'm afraid it's not going to work.
She thought of the time when she was broken up by Jiang Yanshu, she didn't humbly beg, even if she didn't have love, she had enough love, she didn't need a man who wanted her to bow her head and bend her waist.
Maybe this kind of concept of love can't be applied to ordinary people, but she Gu Shicheng will definitely not regress in this regard, she is strong, and she can't allow anyone to break her bones.
Gu Shicheng reached out and rubbed Xie Ting's head, "Listen, do you like the feeling of being with him?" ”
Xie Ting's eyes showed a hint of sadness, "I don't like it." ”
Gu Shicheng hummed softly and encouraged her to continue.
"I sometimes think that he is really suitable for me, after all, after being together for so long, there are some things that I know, but no." Xie Ting recalled those sad old things and peeled off the cocoon for himself.
Gu Shicheng hugged her with one hand, rested her head on his shoulder, and gently gave her strength.
"He always pulled me back to reality with a word, and let me know how unreliable and ...... my ideas are Childish, stupid! I once complained to him about something half-truthfully and tried for him to comfort me, and he said......"
Xie Tingyu smiled, didn't cry, just felt sad, "He said, how to say it, it's your own choice." ”
Gu Shicheng sighed, staying for a long time does not mean that he understands you, but will be conceited, I understand you, and ignore to think about what you need now.
"Just one sentence, I'm calm, I don't want to talk." Xie Ting leaned on Gu Shicheng's neck, feeling the little bit of temperature, and the warm fragrance came out of his skin.
Gu Shicheng patted her back gently, "It's all over, you won't see him again in the future, which school do you still go to?" ”
Xie Ting shook his head, "Drop out." ”
Gu Shicheng flicked her forehead, "Nonsense, what kind of study do you want to quit, I'll ask Anya to help you transfer your student status back later, as an exchange student, go to the top university and study your history." ”
"Okay, sister is so nice." Xie Ting leaned on her.
Gu Shicheng asked again, "So, do you want to let him go?" ”
“…… Maybe ......" Xie Ting was a little tired, she had just thought about it so much, she was not sure.
Gu Shicheng didn't force her, "Don't worry, think about it slowly, we haven't done anything to him yet." ”
Xie Ting raised his head, "Didn't he suffer an Internet explosion?" ”
“…… He felt like he was on fire. Gu Shicheng said speechlessly.
Thank you: ......
Gu Shicheng pulled a storybook from the bedside table with his backhand, "Such a person has no shame, and he won't respect you." ”
"I know, and later, I understood...... When sex was, I realized that all the games I had before were ...... Spoil yourself, if he says a word, I will ...... There is no bottom line, but when I have a bottom line, he keeps grinding and soaking, and I still compromise. ”
There was no tenderness in Xie Ting's eyes, and there was only self-deprecation.
Gu Shicheng shook his head, it's not a good thing to be upbringed too well, at this time, it should be said, send him to hell!
After Xie Ting fell asleep, Gu Shicheng found Xie Zhao in the room full of smoke smell, "Brother, why are you smoking again?" ”
"She still wants to let that person go, you know?" Xie Zhao's originally clear voice was now hoarse.
Gu Shicheng looked at the scarlet flickering on his lips, "She doesn't think like that now." ”
Xie Zhao was about to put the cigarette in his mouth, but he looked up in disbelief, looked at her, and coughed for a while, "Ahem, cough...... ...... vomit"
"Brother, give me the cigarette!" Gu Shicheng squatted beside him and stretched out his hand to continue.
Xie Zhao shook his head, covered his mouth, pushed her hand away with the hand holding the cigarette, and extinguished the cigarette on the wall.
"The biggest failure in my life is the name of a psychologist." Xie Zhao relieved himself, and his first sentence was to mock himself.
Gu Shicheng's heart tingled, "Brother, it's not like this, you ......"
"Don't say it, Shicheng, I, I might have to open a little ...... Diazepam tablets, or duroxetine hydrochloride, no, preferably fluoxetine. ”
Xie Zhao looked out of the window with blank eyes, and the thirty-four-degree sun outside the window couldn't shine into his eyes.
Gu Shicheng stood up and sighed, "Brother, I will help you resign first, let's cultivate at home first, or go out to travel, and take your time." ”
Xie Zhao didn't reply, all his original plans and various murder plans he had prepared fell apart when Xie heard that he was going to let He Xinyi go, and they quarreled, but there was no result, he didn't want to do any more careful plans, he only had one thought-
It was best for He Xinyi not to appear in front of him in his life, otherwise, he would only rush up and stab him, he could imagine how happy he was at that time.
Gu Shicheng coughed twice because of the smell of smoke, and Xie Zhao woke up, "I'm sorry, I smoked too much, it's not good for you, let's go out." Xie Zhao stood up, and the gentlemanly and considerate Xie Zhao seemed to be back, "If I don't go out again, I will be pickled like salted duck eggs." ”
Gu Shicheng knew that he hadn't, the successive blows were too big, the rule of law was an insurmountable shackle, and it was also a red line to protect everyone's happiness, which could not be touched, but this time, he moved his mind, but because of external factors, he was forced to go back.
A psychiatrist wants to find someone to prescribe fluoxetine, if people know, it will be the biggest failure of his career, he will lose his social status, and with it, the patient's former reputation will be backlashed, and the world's strange vision.
Gu Shicheng can't gamble, she must use the existing public opinion advantage as quickly as possible to complete Xie Zhao's resignation, and then use the fastest speed to send him abroad, go to the United States for a period of time, and avoid all the things that may affect him.
Gu Shicheng stood at the door of the Poetry and Book Hospital, looking back at the hospital shrouded in the setting sun, where she sent away many of her henchmen, partners, friends, and even ...... Enemy, she has reached the point where she cannot afford to lose.
Xie Zhao and Xie Ting are not in good spirits, her relatives are at a low point, and she has to use everything she has to protect them.
*
Nam Van Lake.
The evening wind was refreshing and pleasant, and when it blew over, it only stayed on Gu Shicheng's skirt for a while.
Gu Shicheng walked along Nanwan Lake, and suddenly became very confused, 707 was solved, Xie Zhao and Xie Ting's affairs abroad were also completed, and the secretary who replaced Anya also had it.
She still took over the Jiang family's business, the Jiang family really didn't have suitable manpower, and when Anya and Jiang Zhenshan got married, the share that belonged to her would naturally be moved.
She suddenly has no goal to move forward, a life that is content with the status quo, which she originally hoped for, but now loses its charm.
"Mom—"
Gu Shicheng turned his head suddenly, and was pleasantly surprised to find that Jiang Yanshu and Jiang Ran walked over holding hands, Jiang Ran broke free from the hand he was holding and ran wildly all the way, "Mom! Mom—"
"Baby, I'm here." Gu Shicheng squatted down, and Jiang Ran bumped into the gentleness in her arms.
Jiang Yanshu stared at her with starry eyes, "I knew you would come here." Nam Van Lake, your spiritual harbor. ”
Gu Shicheng got up, chuckled and stretched out her hand, under the light of dusk, her eyebrows and eyes were picturesque, as if she had seen her for the first time, Jiang Yanshu forgot what she said again, she only remembered to stretch out her hand.
Walking out of a distance, in the satisfied eyes of the old ladies, Jiang Yanshu asked, "I just looked at your back and felt that you were thinking about something bitter and hateful, is my feeling wrong?" ”
"There's nothing wrong, it's my fault." Gu Shicheng doesn't like to worry about small things, and usually likes to admit mistakes first, and then explain slowly.
Jiang Yanshu deliberately teased her, "It can't be that my Zhaozhao has taken a fancy to some amazing monuments, right?" ”
"That's not true, you can worry about Zhou Huai, he likes those, I'm afraid that one day the police will come to the door and say that my assistant has dug someone's thousand-year-old grave." Gu Shicheng also smiled and spoke.
Jiang Yanshu smiled and rubbed Jiang Ran's head, he wanted to rub Gu Shicheng's head, but this was outside, Gu Shicheng didn't have a preference for being coquettish outside. He had no choice but to give up.
"I was still thinking just now, why the ordinary life is not attractive, it turns out that my attraction is not coming." Gu Shicheng turned his head and looked at the long shadows of the three of them being stretched by the sunset.
Jiang Yanshu will be surprised by Gu Shicheng's romance every time he comes to this time, Gu Shicheng generally doesn't say love words, and when he says it, he is sultry.
"Zhaozhao, I'm blushing." Jiang Yanshu looked at the sunset in the distance and said softly.
Jiang Ran withdrew his hand, covered his ears and ran forward, his father's voice was too greasy, what is the difference between this and coquettishness? That's what grandma said, coquettish and cute!
Gu Shicheng was about to chase him, but Jiang Yanshu grabbed her, "Don't worry, it's not that no one is looking at him." ”
Gu Shicheng glanced at it, "I forgot." ”
"Let's follow him slowly, we haven't walked in a long time." Jiang Yanshu took her hand and secretly changed her posture again, asking for ten fingers to be interlocked.
Gu Shicheng asked suspiciously, "Didn't we walk home from the ancient river last time?" ”
Jiang Yanshu pouted, "You are embarrassed to say, that's all leftovers, you walked with others first, and then me." ”
Gu Shicheng shook his head, when he was affectionate, who would correct his little temper, let him go.
"I'll be with you today." Gu Shicheng shook the hand the two were holding.
Jiang Yanshu and her were next to each other, "Today is not just to accompany me, there is also a Jiang Ran." ”
Stepping on the sunset, the family came to dusk and went home with the first quarter moon.
Jiang Yanshu held the sleeping Jiang Ran with one hand and Gu Shicheng with the other, and the two talked and walked halfway up the mountain of the Frost Order Garden.
At the door, I saw the long-awaited flaw.