Chapter 3 What's Right for Me

"Hey, what's wrong?" Lin Qianxu, who walked out of the crowd, instantly felt refreshed, but he was still a little cold by the winter wind, and shrunk back.

There was no movement on the other end of the phone, and a few breathing sounds could be faintly heard.

Feeling that something was not right, Lin Qianxu's tone gradually became anxious: "Qu Yaosheng, is it you, what's wrong with you?" Speak! There was silence for about ten seconds, and the other side finally spoke.

Qu Yaosheng's voice was very soft, "I, I'm leaving." ā€

Feeling the helplessness when he said this, Lin Tianxu was actually very puzzled, because Qu Yaosheng was basically very calm. For three years in high school, they have been classmates and know each other well.

Although the teaching resources of high schools in the county town are not as abundant as those in big cities. However, students are also quite competitive, and the school's undergraduate online rate has always been among the top in the city. One of the great advantages of the school is that it does not distinguish between key classes and ordinary classes. Everyone is in the same teacher, regardless of their grades. Therefore, Lin Tianxu and Qu Yaosheng, who have a large difference in grades, can also be placed in the same classroom for three years

is different from Chen Tianrui and Yang Ruo. Qu Yaosheng is the best and most top-notch among them, and even the county is relatively top-notch. So she feels lucky to be able to make friends with him.

What's going on, I wasn't very calm in high school, so I haven't seen him sad or angry much. Why is the whole person weird today?

Eagerly asked, "Where are you going?" Is school in school? ā€

Without the calm answer he imagined, Qu Yaosheng's voice trembled a little: "Lin Tianxu, I'm leaving Qingcheng." My parents persuaded me to go to study abroad. I—I agreed," as if I was afraid that the person on the other side would be angry.

didn't think much about it, Lin Tianxu expressed his attitude very directly, "It's a good thing, study abroad!" Something I can't even think of. ā€

Indeed, I can't even think of it. The other is not only the difference between the two in terms of performance. There is actually a big difference in all aspects of family background and knowledge. So she wasn't surprised when he said he was going to study abroad. After all, all this was at his fingertips, but what was he upset about.

After thinking about the possible reasons, Lin Qianxu looked at the bustling crowd in the distance and said, "Are you reluctant to us?" There was still no sound there, but it was clear that the breathing was a bit heavier. This, she thought, is a rare thing.

The horn of the vehicle was very loud, and I don't know if there was a noise to the person on the other side of the phone. Lin Tianxu walked on the road, heading in the direction of going home, and just hung up the phone when he wanted to explain to her, there was a slight harsh sound of electricity accompanied by the sound of urgent explanation.

"Lin Tianxu, you remember, I will be away for five years, during this period, you-you must not forget me."

The noise on the other side of the phone became apparent, and she seemed to hear his father's stern reprimand. I vaguely heard my own voice.

I don't feel too embarrassed to continue listening, after all, it's rude to listen to the contradictions between other people's fathers and sons.

She shouted into the other end of the phone, "Well, we won't forget." I'm going to hang up first, I'm going home! Before I heard the other party's answer, don't cut off the phone.

I didn't think much about it, put away my phone and walked straight to home. Although he also thought he was weird, Lin Tianxu didn't take it seriously. After all, in her cognition, Qu Yaosheng has always been a little eccentric.

No one expected that this would be the only call between the two in the next five years.

On the outskirts of the city, the community where Qu Yaosheng's family is located.

Also in the county seat. However, because Qu Yaosheng's family is relatively special, he is different from Lin Tianxu and the three of them, and they live in a relatively high-end community villa.

The sky outside the house was gradually graying, and a few scattered birds flew across the sky of the eaves. It looks like it won't be long before it rains.

Inside, the gray-blue hue of the room was a mess, with books and papers scattered everywhere. Qu Yaosheng sat on the edge of the bed, staring straight at the conspicuous red paper on his desk.

The whole person exuded a very decadent feeling, the originally clear eyebrows also became very gloomy, and the broken hair in front of the forehead was messy, looking like it hadn't been taken care of for a few days. The curtains were also drawn, and there was no light from the outside.

The door was opened from the outside, "Xiao Sheng, it's time to figure it out, don't be angry with you, he is also for your good, come out to eat." After waiting for a few minutes and hearing no response, Qu Yaosheng's mother sighed and closed the door.

Qu Yaosheng actually didn't want to quarrel, it was not his habit to quarrel, he wanted to talk to his father well. But his father touched his bottom line and actually threatened him to go abroad with Lin Qianxu.

It was absolutely impossible for him to let Lin Tingxu see the content on the red paper, because he knew that if Lin Tingxu saw this content, the whole person would collapse. So he could only promise to go abroad, leave the city for five full years, and when he could change the status quo, he would be able to show her his heart.

Remembering what his father had said.

"Don't you see, where is she suitable for you!"

He couldn't figure it out, why Lin Tingxu was not suitable for him, just because of that incident?

"So what the hell is right for me?" laughing at himself, Qu Yaosheng knew that it was his own weak ability that allowed all this to be pushed away by others, and he couldn't be controlled by himself at all.

Dark clouds covered the already dark sky, and there was no moonlight, let alone starlight. The neighborhood of the suburbs is filled with silence and a sense of unbounded desolation. Just like Qu Yaosheng's mood now, but he knows that he must be strong and must have the ability to control his future in order to truly protect his beloved.

Qu Yaosheng didn't want to continue to compete with himself, but his heart still contracted uncontrollably and painfully, spreading densely......

Think about the possibilities.

After five years of absence, these more than 1,000 days and nights, will you meet countless new friends, will you start a relationship, will you continue your studies, will you be bullied, will you be... Get married and have children.

During the five years of studying abroad, he couldn't take the initiative to contact her. Because of going abroad in the future, his father will still monitor her until he graduates. And what is on that piece of paper will always be a threat.

The curtains were blown up by the wind, and it was dark outside, very dark, as if it would be engulfed as soon as it went out. The faint light shone on Qu Yaosheng's cheeks, illuminating the crystal tears in the corners of his eyes, which quickly slipped down and continued to pour out without interruption.