You've been missing for more than three years, and at this point, the flowers are withering and the leaves are all over the ground. A dull and lively season is coming to an end. You also quietly left at the end of the strong crossbow of that "autumn tiger" weather, just like at a grand banquet, everyone is still immersed in the atmosphere of joy and celebration, but you don't know where you went.

Where the hell have you been? In the places you used to cherish the most: your hometown between the mountains and rivers, your grandmother's house in the countryside, your favorite chrysanthemum mountain, your closest relatives and friends' homes, or on the mountain you shouted loudly, or the ............ by the flowing water you sighed, these places have been searched, but you still have not seen your fragrance.

Do you know? Has our world changed much in the three years or so that you have been away? Except that the chrysanthemums in the chrysanthemum mountain in front of us are still so golden and dazzling, we have all changed. I was defeated in the struggle of the unit, and the new leader demoted me from a section chief of the head office to a small staff member of the branch after the reshuffle of personnel. The eccentric Zhang Xiaomi gave up the stable treatment of a civil servant and went to the sea to set up a wedding company, and her career was booming. But she didn't plan her marriage, the prince charming, whom she was proud of, fell in love with a woman ten years older than him, and Zhang Xiaomi left an eternal mark on his face before the divorce. The person we hate the most is your husband Qin Yong, less than a year after you left, he took the hand of a young model who is more than ten years younger than him, and recently he also shamelessly sent wedding invitations to our classmates! Many of his classmates were torn apart when they received his invitation. I've seen the tender model who held hands with Qin Yong, where does she have your charm! But now that I think about it, Qin Yong should have found a woman like that in the first place, maybe it was our classmates who were wrong all the time, and we shouldn't have been so stubborn to let you and Qin Yong walk together. There are also a few classmates who are not married have also found someone to talk to, they all know that I have the best relationship with you, and they also give you one when they send me an invitation, and I already have several invitations in my drawer! They are all convinced that you will attend their wedding. At that class reunion, everyone deliberately reserved your seat, and how many classmates looked at your seat from time to time, and when you were mentioned, everyone did not cry.

At this moment, the yellow flowers are still the same, but it is difficult to find your trace among the flowers, the mountains are lonely, only occasionally there are birds chirping and the sound of the wind. The chrysanthemums of September dye the chrysanthemum mountain golden yellow. It's this time of year when you're sure to be the first to get a sneak peek. The golden chrysanthemums and your bright smile, coupled with the golden sunshine, are simply the most luxurious pictures in the world.

I sit alone among the flowers and miss you. We formed a strong friendship during our four years of college, and we both said that one must have one's own secrets, but there were almost no secrets between us. We spend all day together talking about everything, from what we used to study in school and what we do when we go into society, to what we feel, whether we are happy or sad, and even the details of our relationship. If people call the relationship between the best women girlfriends, then we are the best friends of girlfriends. You often say that you have lived a lonely life, and if there is no one like me to talk to, you don't know how tired you will be. The reason why we can become friends is that you often hang on your lips, you say that I am a person with excellent character, and you say that there are very few people like me who are "bewitched" by traditional culture. And we all have the same hobby, we both love literature. We often discuss issues together. For example, what do you mean, "You have friends from afar, and you are happy"? I casually said: Isn't it also very happy to have friends from afar? You say, "Wrong, why Confucius looked forward to distant friends was precisely because he was too lonely and too difficult to love in the place he was in at that time!" I was awakened by your words, and I couldn't help but praise you. You ask me, which one do you think is the most beautiful love poem in ancient China? I said that I like Liu Yong's "Butterfly Loves Flowers", which made people haggard for Yi, and never regretted it when the clothes and belts gradually widened, and wrote the pain of lovesickness. You said that you like it, and I like the song "Pu Jia" in "The Book of Songs: Qin Feng" the most. I said, what's so good about that, one person loves another, and he looks for it, but he still doesn't find it. You say, this is precisely the ultimate beauty of love. You also say that true beauty is hard to come by, and if the woman is really found by the man who walks by the water, then she will also be captured and kidnapped, just like a delicate flower that is plucked and put in a vase, and the flower will soon wither. Every time I debate with you, you always leave me speechless, and I can't help but be amazed by your intellect.

There is a more important reason why we can become friends, which is that every time you share your story and feelings with me, you have to add a sentence that you are not allowed to tell others! And I was able to keep my mouth shut. Originally, I wanted to seal your story in my heart forever, but this time you are too young sisters, and your whereabouts have not even been told to you, the best friend in the world, I really want to scold you, it was you who broke my trust first. And at the moment I was sitting in the chrysanthemum bush, and my heart couldn't calm down for a long time. Your life is like this golden chrysanthemum, it was once so brilliant, how can I bear to let you disappear without a trace? In the past, when you and I talked about the movie "Rouge Buckle", you said that the two swore to be a couple in love, the dead woman witnessed the beauty of love, while the undead man was empty. You say that one should be one's true self. You do be true to yourself, and the people of the world think you are neurotic and treat you as something else. I can't let the world laugh at you vulgarly and superficially, so I have to live up to your trust in me and tell your story. But when I really wanted to write about you, I realized that even I, your best friend, didn't fully understand you. "Zhuang Shengxiao dreams of butterflies", Zhuangzi dreamed of butterflies and became one with butterflies, I hope I can also become one with you in my dreams, let me know what you are thinking in your heart, but this is just an extravagant hope! I can only write your story with my mediocre pen and ink, after reading your story, if anyone can really explore your deep heart, then I can be counted as having found someone in this world who can understand you.

Your seemingly peaceful life actually hides too many twists and turns of the heart, where should your story begin? Come to think of it, let's start with the kidnapping you suffered. Because it was this event that led to the reversal of your fate.

After graduating from university, you worked as a reporter for a municipal evening newspaper. Because of the unique perspective of your articles, coupled with the fact that your writing is also very sharp and funny, and can touch on the hot issues of people's livelihood, you soon became a well-known name in the province. When someone calls you that, part of it is half-joking. Because "name" and "famous prostitute" are homophonic, you hate it very much. That's why people who know only call you Xiaomin. On one occasion, Xiaomin braved the heavy rain to interview a flood-stricken county while the county magistrate was sitting in his office. Xiaomin asked the county magistrate what the disaster situation was in the county and what relief measures were in place. The county magistrate answered the question, and slowly rambled on the instructions of the municipal leaders and the disaster relief plan, Xiaomin repeatedly asked how the disaster situation is now, and the county magistrate actually said that he would wait for someone to report! Xiaomin said that when I arrived, I had already heard that the flood had washed away dozens of homes and that six people were missing. Is it important for people's lives and property to be instructed by superiors and disaster relief plans? At that time, the county magistrate looked angry, but he was speechless. In this interview, there were also TV reporters, and the camera recorded the questioning process completely, and later planned to delete this scene of Xiaomin's questioning, but because the county was really ineffective in disaster relief at that time, it was criticized by the city leaders. And Xiaomin's message about the county magistrate has gone viral, so it was broadcast on the TV station later. This incident went viral on the Internet, making you a famous name all over the country. Xiaomin's husband Qin Yong was extremely angry when he heard about this, he said that those who understood Xiaomin thought it was her nature, and those who didn't know thought that Xiaomin was putting on a show. Did he also say that the instructions of the higher authorities were not important? Isn't a disaster preparedness plan important? Natural disasters and man-made disasters can not be immortal. Xiaomin argued at the time, "What would you think if those who were swept away by the flood had your loved ones among them?" Qin Yong knew that arguing with Xiaomin like this would not lead to results, so he had no choice but to do it.

Qin Yong and Xiaomin and I are all college classmates. After graduating, Qin Yong first worked in a township land management office. He is usually diligent and meticulous in his work, and he is the only college student in the township who graduated from a prestigious school. Therefore, every time the county came to inspect the land work, the town asked Qin Yong to be responsible for receiving and reporting, and the county leaders saw that Qin Yong was working seriously and steadfastly during the field inspection, and they were very satisfied with the work he had done. Qin Yong also added some monuments to some disputed lots, clarifying the nature of the land. As a result, there has been a marked improvement in the land work in the township. The county leaders saw that this young man was handsome and handsome, and he spoke well and measuredly, and soon he was directly promoted to the county as a section chief. After Qin Yong arrived in the county, his work was even more conscientious, not only the document theory, but also the field investigation. Shortly after he was in the county, he cooperated with the Municipal Commission for Discipline Inspection and the Supervision Bureau to investigate a major land violation case in the county. The county's Land Resources Management Bureau took advantage of its position to privately apply for a "state-owned land use certificate" for its own department without going through the formalities for land supply, and built a magnificent comprehensive office building and a luxurious and unique residential building for workers. This was a typical case of land violation in the whole country at that time, and it was a self-theft by using the power in his own hands, and it was completely "my territory, I am in charge".