Sure enough, many people wrote to me one after another, or came directly to the door, telling them about their practical difficulties, so I wrote a newsletter about the deeds of some people whose difficulties were quite prominent, and published them in newspapers, appealing to social organizations, enterprises, and institutions to donate, and indeed solved the practical difficulties of some people. I still have a lot to do in my life. My life is like a bud on Mo, and when everyone is about to see the light of my flower, my life may be coming to an end.

Xiaomin's face was filled with rare pride when she talked about her experiences. I said, Xiaomin, don't sell it. I've been with you all day long, and I'm all too familiar with what you're talking about. Tell me what happened down here. Xiaomin said unhurriedly, I just want to share my feelings with you at that time, what? Don't you like to hear it? I say, love to hear it! Love to hear it! Big beauty, I want to hear the following, what did that person do to you?

Xiaomin cleared her throat and continued, when the proposition "my whole life" was still floating in my mind. The car stopped suddenly. At this time, the slight autumn breeze brought all kinds of smells, the smell of silt, the smell of rotting wood, the smell of engine oil, ............, but I also came from somewhere the smell of flowers, cinnamon, chrysanthemum - what made me most excited was that I actually smelled chrysanthemum. I was also born in September, and chrysanthemums are my flower of fate. When I was a child, in the big garden in front of my grandmother's earthen house, the most common ones were yellow chrysanthemums. Whenever the golden autumn season, the golden chrysanthemum is already very eye-catching, and the golden sun will add color to it. At night, the chrysanthemums were bathed in the moonlight, and I was also bathed in the chrysanthemums lying in my grandmother's arms. I didn't seem to be asleep, and my grandmother tried to find a way to lull me to sleep. Grandma said that what flowers are the most beautiful in spring? I said, orchids. Grandma said, what is the most beautiful flower in summer? I said, peony. Grandma said, what is the most beautiful flower in autumn? I looked at the chrysanthemums in a garden and said with a smile, isn't that? Chrysanthemums. Grandma asked again, what is the most beautiful flower in winter? I said, snowflakes. I fell asleep in the middle of a question and answer with my grandmother. Sometimes I tell my grandmother that I like chrysanthemums the most. Grandma asked, why? I say, there are too many flowers in spring and summer. Flowers and flowers are quarrelling, in autumn, many flowers have fallen, chrysanthemums are beautiful! Grandma said that this girl is really interesting. When I was in elementary school, I had acute encephalitis and had a fever that didn't go away for three days, and then the first thing I saw when I woke up was a bouquet of chrysanthemums on my desk, and I said, chrysanthemums...... ...... flowers, my mother said with tears in her eyes, Xiaomin, your grandmother told you to put a bouquet of chrysanthemums in the ward. I laughed, and Mom and Dad laughed and wept. Now I choose to come to this big city, in addition to Qin Yong working here, there is another important reason, that is, not far from this city, there is a famous Jushan in the province. Whenever I have free time on autumn weekends, I always spend an hour or two in the mountains. Sitting among the chrysanthemums, I feel like a chrysanthemum, and as long as I can keep my heart quiet enough, I can hear the sound of the flowers blooming.

I said, why do you sentimental people like chrysanthemums so much? Isn't autumn a sentimental season, and chrysanthemums are born in the middle of it? Just like Li Qingzhao's sentence "Mo Dao does not kill the soul, the curtain is swept by the west wind, and people are thinner than yellow flowers", I am afraid that only she can think of it. Xiaomin said, in fact, the yellow flowers are also thin, the chrysanthemums in the bleak autumn wind are open, and the agarwood has been kept by the poet alone, they are all the same loneliness, how can they not be thin?

I knew that Xiaomin was often obsessed at such times, so I quickly diverted the topic. I said, Xiaomin, you love chrysanthemums, not only do I know, but which of our classmates doesn't know! Hurry up and get down to business, what will that man do to you?

Xiaomin said, how can I talk so much when I talk to you, you look at me, I forgot what I should say. At that time, I was pleasantly surprised by the smell of chrysanthemums, when the man pulled me out of the car and tied me to a tree. At that time, it should have been after midnight, and the city's night market must be full of lights, singing and dancing. Those red men and green women who indulge their youth must still be eating supper. But there was no sound except the rustling of the leaves in the wind, and the footsteps of the man walking back and forth, and the occasional sound of the man smoking. I was amazed that there was such a quiet place not far from the metropolis. Suddenly, the man stopped and stood in front of me. I was really scared. I wonder if I trust someone too much, and if this person really has any bad intentions, I don't have the strength to struggle at the moment. When I think about it, I regret why I didn't jump out of the car and run away just now.

At this moment, I only heard the man say, Lin Xiaomin, today really wronged you, a big reporter. I was amazed that this person knew me better. I asked, how did you know my name and occupation? The man said in a very gentle tone, Actually, I'm still your fan! I've read most of your articles. I used to be more fond of literature. It's just that my family is poor, and I didn't go to school after I finished high school. My father died in a car accident when I was in elementary school, and the perpetrator has never been found. My mother is also nearly 70 years old, and she has a serious coronary heart disease, which requires heart bypass surgery, and now she is lying in the hospital, and she needs 100,000 yuan for surgery. If I don't get enough money together in three days, my mother will leave me forever. The man spoke, his voice choked slightly. I couldn't help but feel compassion at that time. I said, you can borrow it. The man said, who will believe me, I am a person who has been in prison. When I heard the man say this, I couldn't help but shudder again. The man went on to say that the wife of a friend of mine had been raped. My friend had a crippled leg, and the beast saw that my friend could not do anything to him, and took advantage of my friend's wife countless times. When I found out, I took care of the animal, and I beat one of his legs and disabled him. Later, I spent several years in prison for it. When I was released from prison and wanted to find a job, the employer rejected me when they heard that I had a criminal record. Now, when the owner of a coal mill saw that I was fit and could drive, he asked me to deliver coal to him, so that we could barely make ends meet for our mother and son. I didn't want to tell you this, but I saw that you seemed to be afraid of me, and thought I was a terrible scoundrel. After listening to my story, I hope you don't worry anymore.

I couldn't help but breathe a long sigh of relief when I heard Xiaomin tell me this. I said, Xiaomin, it seems that this person is really not a bad person. If you had said it earlier, you wouldn't have let me hang my heart for you for so long. Xiaomin said, I really want to have three long and two short, will I still sit here and chat with you? I said, yes, maybe we're too sisters, I'm used to worrying about you. Tell me, what happened next?

Xiaomin added some water to my teacup, and she took a sip of water, and then continued, I accused the man at the time, you shouldn't have beaten that scoundrel, you should bring him to justice. Who knew that the man said loudly in the same tone of indisputable voice as before, Do you think that you can think deeply about everything, and you can hesitate? Wu Song killed his sisters-in-law Pan Jinlian and Ximen Qing, did he hesitate? If others hesitate at all, is he still Wu Song? You people, sitting in the office all day long, talking calmly, doing things without leaking, against your own nature, I don't know how many lies you have said, how many things you have done against your will! Let's just talk about your man Qin Yong, speaking is better than singing, but who doesn't know the dirty things he did!

Xiao Min stopped abruptly when she said this. I saw that she looked puzzled, so I said, Xiaomin, what's wrong with you? Xiaomin said, what do you think of Qin Yong? I said, he's as good as you are among our classmates! Xiaomin, what's wrong with you?

But I told you, don't tell anyone else. I said, when did I tell outsiders what I shouldn't have said? Xiaomin said, the man said that Qin Yong was stepping on someone else's shoulders to climb up, otherwise how could he have happened to the private office building and family building of the Land Bureau as soon as he arrived in the county?

I said, Qin Yong shouldn't be that kind of person, right? Xiaomin, haven't you usually talked to Qin Yong? Xiaomin said that I never talk to him about work. I said, okay, okay, even if this matter has something to do with Qin Yong, there is nothing wrong with Qin Yong. The Land Bureau's practice is illegal in the first place, and if the whole country wants to do that nonsense, won't it be a mess. Tell me, what happened to the person who kidnapped you next?

Xiaomin went on to say that the man coughed twice because he spoke too quickly and loudly, which irritated his throat. At this time, it was a deathly tranquility. I thought this man was speaking with an unstoppable momentum, and there was no turning back. Unlike Qin Yong, who speaks slowly, gently, and elegantly, many words are applicable everywhere, just like a big table placed there, it is difficult for others to overturn it, but I always have the upper hand every time I argue with Qin Yong.

I said, you see that you are cheap and behaved, that is Qin Yong who let you. You see you're telling me your story, why did you divert the conversation again?

Xiaomin said, there was silence for a while, and the man said, I'm sorry, I was a little excited just now, the kind of person I said shouldn't include you. I said, I'm not angry with you anymore, I think people like you look like real men. The man said, "I don't know where someone said that in a few hundred years, men will disappear from the face of the earth!" Do you believe it? I say, men's masculinity is now degraded, but at least you are not included among these people, right? The man said, "It's over!" We are now in the relationship between kidnappers and kidnappers, you are not afraid of me, and you still praise me like this. I said that there are very few people in this world who can truly abide by their own nature. Because there are too many dummies in this world, real people are often regarded as different and not tolerated by society. The man said that everyone has a truth, but in this world, it has been faked.