At that time, it was already a loss

She said she also liked to read Sartre's novels, especially "The Fly," which she loved the most. She thinks that in the novel, the prince Orestes took away the flies that stifled people's free thoughts, which is just an ideal ending, and the flies in reality cannot be taken away, not only can they not be taken away, but they are full of flies, which makes people feel a kind of fear, in such an environment, who can really be themselves?

There are a few pear trees growing in the corner of the north square of the campus, and when it is still "a pear blossom with spring rain", we hugged each other and took a group photo under the flowers. Watching the flowers bloom like a thread and then fall like snow, we know that the most beautiful times are always short-lived, and soon the pear trees bear fruit, and everything in the world bears fruit, and so do we. Soon we were leaving school and going our separate ways.

We all went home first to be with our families. Xiaomin said that not long after she went home, about a week or so, Qin Yong also came to her house by magic, carrying a few large bags of things, Xiaomin's parents saw a young man standing at the door of the house and said that they were looking for Lin Xiaomin, so they hurried to find Xiaomin. Xiaomin said that she was also a little surprised to see Qin Yong, and hurriedly explained to her parents that he was her college classmate. Her parents were stunned for a moment, then hurried to welcome him into the house. Qin Yong said, uncle and aunt, I don't know what you like to eat, so I took it upon myself to bring our Anhui souvenirs, hoping that uncles and aunts will not dislike them. Xiaomin's mother said, where, where! Young man, it's good that you can come from so far away in Anhui. Xiaomin, a child, has a stubborn temper since she was a child, and we are afraid that she will offend her teachers and classmates at school! Having classmates come has dispelled our concerns. Qin Yong said, uncle and aunt, Xiaomin is very individual, but she is not unsocial, she is very popular in school, and teachers and classmates like her very much. Xiaomin's parents said, that's good, you sit down first, after walking such a long way, I'll get you something to eat first. With that, he went to the kitchen and went to Zhang Luo.

After Xiaomin's parents left, Xiaomin said to Qin Yong, how did you find this place? Qin Yong said that when I was in school, once I gave you a letter from my family in the guard room, which had the address of your home on it, and I had already remembered it. Xiaomin said, I have never mentioned you in front of my parents, why did you come here without consulting me? Qin Yong said, I don't know you yet, if I had told you in advance, I would definitely not have seen you so early. Xiaomin said, it's still the same sentence, you don't really understand me, are we re-examining ourselves and each other? Qin Yong said, I have asked myself countless times in my heart, and it is hard for me to imagine how I would spend my life without you. As he was talking, Xiaomin's parents had already brought the food to the table, and Xiaomin's mother greeted Qin Yongdao, young man, you are in a hurry, we also made a few dishes at random, let's eat them while they are hot. Qin Yong said, Uncle and aunt, I'm here to trouble you, you can eat too. So the four of them began to eat. During this period, Xiaomin's parents learned about Qin Yong's family situation, and Qin Yong answered them one by one modestly. Xiaomin's mother said, "Our mountainous area is not as prosperous as your city." Qin Yong said, Auntie, you are humble, when I didn't come here, I said that you are a small Jiangnan in the northwest, and after you came, you really lived up to your reputation! Like the past two days, we are so hot, you are still so cool, no wonder you Xiaomin is so good, it turns out to be related to the climate of the mountains and rivers here! Xiaomin's mother said that we Xiaomin are serious and hard at everything, we can be sure of this, but the temper is too twisted, I remember when she was young, her father said that he would plant a few trees in the chrysanthemum yard behind, she refused to live or die, it was raining that day, she stood by the flower yard and drenched in the rain, how could her father beat her! still depends on her, so in the future, you will have to bear more with you classmates! Qin Yong said, Xiaomin loves Ju, and her classmates all know it, so only such a girl has ideas and personality! Xiaomin later told me that when she heard her mother say "when I was with you classmates", her face changed suddenly, and she knew that her mother was delicate, thanks to saying "with you classmates" instead of "with you", otherwise I don't know how embarrassing it would be!

After Qin Yong left, Xiaomin's mother said to Xiaomin, Xiaomin, from the first time we saw that young man, we felt that you were a good match! That young man is good-looking, and he speaks in a measured manner, he is a very good person, how long have you been talking together? Xiaomin said that he and I are just classmates. Xiaomin's mother said, don't avoid this question, the man should get married, the woman should get married, you have finished reading the book now, of course it is best for the girl's family to have a job to do, but it is more important to find someone who can be entrusted with his life, I think that young man is capable and sincere to you, you are still very suitable. Xiaomin said, Mom, do you think he can really be entrusted with his life? Xiaomin's mother said, it's up to you to make your own decision. Xiaomin said, Mom, radish and cabbage, each has its own love, just like we love chrysanthemums so much, I can't say what's good about chrysanthemums, I just like it so much, but that person really can't find anything wrong, but I just don't have that kind of heart. Xiaomin's mother said, Xiaomin, my precious daughter! How can I not know what kind of woman we are, but, there are some things, you can't always hang up, your father and I have not been introduced, for so many years, we have not lived a good life together, Xiaomin, sometimes, you have to believe in fate! When Xiaomin heard her mother say this, she only bowed her head and said nothing. Xiaomin has also asked me more than once, she said, do you believe in fate? I said, "I believe that some people meet the right people at the right time, and some people never meet in their lifetimes." Xiaomin said, it seems that I belong to the latter kind of people! I said, Xiaomin, how can you say that, Qin Yong has met you! Xiaomin often shook her head and was silent at this time.

During this time, I was also struggling with the direction of my work, and the hot weather in July made me very bored. Xiaomin called me and said that she was also very lonely and asked me to go to her place to escape the summer, saying that her hometown was a natural summer resort, and she missed me very much after being separated for so long. How can I withstand her temptations! So he ran away thousands of miles to find her. Xiaomin picked me up early at the county bus station, and when I was about to arrive at her house, Xiaomin pointed to the white-walled and red-tiled house under the shade of pear trees and plum trees, and said to me that it was her home. Xiaomin's parents received me warmly, and I said in my heart, no wonder Xiaomin often likes to talk to me about her parents, it turns out that they are as affectionate and sincere as her. I also had a good taste of the scenery of Xiaomin's hometown. I saw the endless mountains in the distance verdant, and there were often clear streams lingering at the bottom of the mountains, we talked about the old days under the shade of bamboo shadows and trees, and there was really no feeling of stuffiness at home. The most beautiful thing is the moonlit night in Xiaomin's hometown, where she and I will find a secluded place where a stream caresses our little feet, listen to the splashing water, and watch the sky pass through the clouds alone. At such times, Xiaomin often said to me that in this world, there will always be people who understand her, such as this winding stream, such as the moon hanging alone in the sky, such as my ...... who stirred up the water with her feet with her. But I asked myself more than once in my heart, do I really understand her?

Just when Xiaomin and I were still immersed in the scenery of her hometown, Qin Yong suddenly called, saying that his work had been settled, and he first reported to a township land management office, Qin Yong said that he could have worked in the county, but his father repeatedly suggested that he should work at the grassroots level, saying that he should have a good experience while he was young. Qin Yong's intention on the phone was to let Xiaomin work in the same place with him, and as for the work, they were responsible for implementing it to ensure that Xiaomin was satisfied. She said that I grew up on the land of my hometown, and now I want to repay my parents and fellow villagers in my hometown. Qin Yong couldn't resist Xiaomin, and when he was in a hurry, it happened that a girl from Anhui was about to get married, and invited most of the classmates, of course, me, Xiaomin and Qin Yong were indispensable. The girl specified that she wanted Xiaomin to be her bridesmaid, saying that Xiaomin was the school flower, and her bridesmaid was not Xiaomin's genus. Xiaomin pushed and gave in a few times, and the girl was a little angry, and in the end she had to accept it. I think when Qin Yong heard the news, he didn't know how happy he should be! Sure enough, when I was planning with Xiaomin how to catch up with the happy event, Qin Yong also came all the way. July and August at the southern foot of the Qinling Mountains are also the rainy season, and it happened to rain heavily in those days, and when Qin Yong appeared in front of me and Xiaomin, his whole body was soaked. The rain washed Qin Yong's hair into strands, crisscrossing his head, and he had long since lost the hairstyle he had deliberately dressed up; His trouser legs were covered with mud, as if he had done something bad and was being chased by the police. Xiaomin and I saw Qin Yong's embarrassed appearance, and we didn't feel a little funny. After Qin Yong saw the two of us, he said excitedly, just right, the three of us are walking together, I am anxious these days, I didn't expect it to be another village, this time I see Xiaomin, don't you go to our Anhui? Xiaomin pointed at me and said, I'll just go with my best friend, it's so far away, and it's raining so hard, why are you so troubled! I said, don't say that, Xiaomin, you are such a big beauty, how can I be your bodyguard, Qin Yong is here just in time, let him protect you well!

Because the Anhui girl's wedding date was approaching, the next day, me, Xiaomin and Qin Yong took the train to the southeast. When I arrived at the girl's hometown, there was already the Anhui girl and the classmate who came early to answer there, and sure enough, most of the students in the class came. The classmates met, shook hands, hugged each other. Although they were separated for a short time, everyone felt like they were separated by three autumns. Zhang Xiaomi teased the girl who was going to get married, you are really quiet and moving like a rabbit! I see you quietly in school, and you will be determined for life as soon as you leave school! The girl said, life is not like this, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai accidentally fell in love with each other, Dong Yong and the Seven Fairies fell in love at first sight, I have been in college for four years, no one accidentally fell in love with me, and I didn't love me carefully; In these years, love at first sight is unreliable, I see that he is basically consistent with my height, physical appearance, education and personality, so I will have a speed dating! Speaking of Dong Yong and the Seven Fairies, everyone immediately thought of Qin Yong and Xiaomin