Chapter 3: Broken up
"Why do you blame yourself? Isn't he going to break up with you? You are not sorry for him if you are with me now. The blue-haired Ling Haoran grabbed her arm and shook it sharply, "You like me in your heart, don't you?
"No, I like Ling Haoran, how can I like you anymore?" Liu Hanyan said as he struggled in pain.
"Why can't it?" the blue-haired Ling Haoran forced her eyes into and asked, "You like both of us at the same time, it's just a light and a dark. And because of the strange moral standards, you resist me in the depths of your soul and dare not like me, which is why you behave so strangely. β
"You're talking nonsense! No. Liu Hanyan unconsciously covered his ears with his hands, "I only like Ling Haoran, it's all because of your haunting me, that's why I got it like this." β
"Okay. The blue-haired Ling Haoran sighed unconsciously, he didn't want to dwell on those details, "Then now that it's like this, what are you going to do?"
"Can you act as if what happened just now can't happen, and then turn back and leave?" Liu Hanyan suddenly raised his eyes and asked innocently.
"Of course not!" The blue-haired Ling Haoran once again held her shaved shoulders with both hands, and the strong he gradually returned, "Then why don't you just forget about Ling Haoran and be with me in peace?" I will spoil you well!"
Liu Hanyan held his head with painful hands: "Don't say it, you let me think about it quietly alone." β
"Okay. The blue-haired Ling Haoran looked at Chu Chu and couldn't help but nod slightly, "Then you go back to your room to rest and think about it." I'm gone, I'll come back to see you tomorrow. β
The blue-haired Ling Haoran said and resolutely turned around, then opened the door and left. He didn't want to push her too hard. If you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, let's take it step by step.
However, the main body still has to compete with the doppelganger for the same girl, what is this called!
Otherwise, just tell her the truth. Can't a person's two bodies be accepted together?
What's more, she really likes me a little bit. It's just that it's not as obvious and strong as the doppelganger.
Silly girl, I just want to spoil you. Is it bad to spoil you with multiple bodies?
In the evening, the cold air moved south, and the weather turned cold and cloudy. In the evening, there was a light sleet.
Liu Hanyan sat quietly in front of the window, thinking about her and Ling Haoran in front of a window of dim sleet.
"I really want to go on like this and never break up. This was the first love word he said to her when he took her slender hand at the beginning.
"I feel like you're more important to me than anything else. More important than my dad, more important than my mom, more important than going to graduate school. This is her nervous confession that she was attacked on the bus with the girl in the same dormitory.
On the train back to Jingnan from the capital, outside the dark glass window, there are snow elves fluttering with hexagonal petals and a vast world of ice sculptures. Because of the alternation of hot and cold inside and outside the car, the glass window formed a layer of mist, and it slipped into tear stains after a long time.
She couldn't help but stretch out her index finger and sketch childishly on the window: "Don't tear stains, tears are so ugly." β
Looking at her innocent and lovely expression, Ling Haoran unconsciously moved: "God releases snowflakes in the world to make you forget your troubles, the cold wind closes the window to let you ripple warmth, and the glass window turns water vapor into tears in the hope that you will grow up carefree." He looked at her tenderly with sea-clear eyes and whispered, his voice limited to the two of them.
"Let the heavens prove the earth, let the earth prove the heavens, may you have a light dance this winter!" she replied with a pun after a moment's pause.
"Later, we got married and bought a villa, which was decorated more novelly, luxuriously and beautifully, leading the new international trend. This is a love word he said a few years ago, and every word seems to be still in his ears.
......
The secret words of love that used to be warm and beautiful are now falling, and every word is like a hammer hitting her heart, and blood is splattered into shocking scars.
Haoran, why? Is our relationship so untested?
I love you, as before, don't leave me.
Liu Hanyan stretched out his slender hand towards the dark glass windowβa vague handsome portrait of Ling Haoran appeared on it, struggling to hold on, and it seemed to be praying for his love.
A girl who is only seventeen and a half, a very pure and confused age, how sincere, how infatuated, how attachment, and how reluctant to give up her first love......
If that person knows, how can she bear to be disappointed? If that person doesn't know, what should she do?
Late at night, Ling Haoran sat under the desk lamp in front of his desk, and there was a book about the graduate school entrance examination in front of him, but he didn't read a word.
In fact, the postgraduate examination in January has already passed the written examination, and it is said that he should be very relaxed this winter vacation and can spend more time with Liu Hanyan. However, now that he has come to this point, he is also very painful and helpless.
Sometimes, he doesn't know what to do next.
Suddenly, the phone rang, which seemed abrupt in the middle of the night on a light sleet day. He picked up the mobile phone on the side and looked at it, and it turned out to be Liu Hanyan's again.
He felt a little excited and a little painful in his heart, and he didn't know what to do. After struggling for a while, just as the call was about to be interrupted, he finally pressed the answer button.
The explanation must always be made clear, and you can't always avoid it so unclearly.
"Hey......" When the phone was finally connected and the familiar voice came from his ears, Liu Hanyan found that he was so excited, and his hand holding the phone was trembling.
"Haoran, it's me. It took her a moment to speak, and then tears fell, "I miss you." β
"......" Ling Haoran was suffocated. An affectionate choked "I miss you" had too much impact on him, and every word hit his heart like a daughter.
But he still tried to maintain the iron wall in his heart, and then said coldly: "I'm sorry. We've broken up, don't say those things to me anymore. β
Liu Hanyan's heart suddenly burst into blood and fell into the ice cave, but she was unwilling.
She heard her own mechanical voice, and asked stupidly, "Why? Why did it become so fast?"
"I used to be naΓ―ve and ignorant. Ling Haoran gritted his teeth and hardened his heart and said, "Originally, it is nothing that your family is poor, but you are a stepmother, a half-brother, and you live with your uncle, so such a family is too complicated." I'm sorry, but I think there is some truth to what my mom said. β
Then, his voice was even colder as ice: "I think, I have made it very clear, I hope you don't bother me again in the future!"
This is...... Don't even ordinary friends have to do it?
Liu Hanyan's heart was shot bloodied by his cold words, and finally sank into the 10,000-year-old ice cave.
All hope and luck are gone, he has indeed changed his mind and is going to break up with himself!
Her phone slipped out of her hand without any instinct, and she passed out on the bed in the dark.
Not long after, the blue-haired Ling Haoran suddenly appeared in her room. He pityfully bent down to help her take off her coat, then put it in the middle of the bed, and pulled the quilt to help her cover it.
"Hey, you are wronged, why does it have to end like this?" the blue-haired Ling Haoran really didn't understand, "I was going to tell her some of the secrets. Of course, only before Professor Wise woke me up, there were some incredible secrets in the part of the doppelganger that you knew. I think that should be enough, as long as she understands that the two of us are the consciousness of the same person. Doppelganger consciousness, are you stupid or not?"
Looking down and seeing Liu Hanyan trembling in her sleep, she was very unstable, and the blue-haired Ling Haoran leaned down unconsciously and reached out to hug her. "Silly girl, don't be sad, you still have me. β
Liu Hanyan gradually settled down in his warm embrace.
The next day, Liu Hanyan didn't get up until more than ten o'clock in the morning, and unexpectedly, Yuan Shaowen didn't go out, but sat in the living room watching TV. Because the volume was turned off very low, Liu Hanyan didn't feel it in the room.
"Little smoke, come here. Seeing that Liu Hanyan finished washing, Yuan Shaowen put down his folded legs, patted the sofa next to him in a slow tone and said.
"What are you doing?" asked Liu Hanyan in a slightly hoarse voice. However, he still sat down obediently.
"Tell me, what's going on?" asked Yuan Shaowen, staring at her obviously red and swollen eyes.
"It's fine. Liu Hanyan shook his head in disguise, but lowered his eyes and face with a weak heart.
"I'm crying so much that my eyes are red and swollen, and my voice is hoarse, is this okay?" Yuan Shaowen's voice suddenly raised twice, and he asked rhetorically, "Do you still treat me as a relative?"
"......" Liu Hanyan's nose was sour, and his lowered eyes unconsciously floated bright again.
Yuan Shaowen didn't feel a pain in his heart, his voice softened again, and he held her shaved shoulder with one hand and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Yes, it's because of Ling Haoran, he doesn't want to associate with me anymore. Liu Hanyan couldn't help twitching his shoulders and said, "I really like him, I didn't expect it to be like this suddenly." β
The romantic and beautiful first love she was looking forward to, but she didn't expect it to end like this.
"Oh......" I see!
Yuan Shaowen's hand unconsciously increased and said, "You have already started, or does he reject your wishes?"
"It's been half a semester now. Liu Hanyan wiped her tears with the back of her hand and sobbed.
Seeing this, Yuan Shaowen's heart fluttered, and he quickly pulled out a few tissues and handed them to her: "I'll look for that kid later!"
"Don't!" Liu Hanyan took the tissue and shouted, "Forget it, why bother asking him to force it." The result will not change, but will be despised by him. β
"Then what are you going to do?" Yuan Shaowen took her to his chest with pity. He has also fallen out of love and knows the heart-wrenching pain of breaking his liver and intestines.
"I don't know what to do?" Liu Hanyan leaned sideways into his arms, sobbing and crying while wiping his tears, "Yesterday's empty teacher, he was chasing me." Actually, I don't know if Ling Haoran has any misunderstanding between me and Teacher Kong. β
Oh my God! Yuan Shaowen couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
That's complicated enough!
He wants to protect her, and wants to protect her in his arms from being bullied or hurt by anyone, but can he really protect her?