"Did you know that there is a kind of torture called pain...... In a strange place, I woke up from nightmares again and again, and my mind was full of bloody scenes and faces as white as paper...... Although, I also want to redeem myself, I know that is not right, but ......"

After many years, Leng Qinghe opened his heart for the first time.

"After waking up in the hospital, I no longer wanted to talk, I didn't want to eat, and in a short time, I began to lose weight, vomit, angina, insomnia...... I will wake up in the middle of the night and be unable to sleep, I will be so sad that I can't cry, all this will not disappear over time, but will become a vicious circle, and even ......"

Even when I'm happy, just thinking about it makes my whole mood suddenly darken...... will be full of despair of the world. ”

"Qinghe ......" An indescribable distress rolled from the bottom of his heart, rushed to his throat, and then blocked, making it so difficult for him to make a sound.

Speaking of these, she didn't shed tears, but her heart was full of holes.

Ji Qianheng's heart was like a knife, and he didn't want to listen to it anymore, but he wanted to know more......

"Shao Nian told me a lot of his story, it turned out that he also had so much pressure, he joked that he studied law, and if I needed a lawyer in the future, he could serve for free...... He also said that I am actually a fairy who has gone down to the mortal world, and I have suffered the suffering of family affection, which will make people feel tormented, and this calamity is destined to endure. ”

"He's really comforting......" The person who was saddened by the memories had his eyes slightly red: "Obviously he is living ......"

The person on the other side of the table suddenly got up, Ji Qianheng couldn't care about being angry anymore, hugged the person into his arms, and whispered distressed in her ear while caressing: "Qinghe, I'm sorry, I don't know ......"

How could God bear to let such a lovely girl suffer such an ordeal, she still clearly remembered everything between them, he was jealous, and only hated himself for why he was not by her side when she needed care and protection the most.

But it's more distress than jealousy.

I feel sorry for her on the other side of the world, and she is silently suffering from mental torture.

But he was very grateful to God for letting her break out of the cocoon into a butterfly and send her to him.

If that period of time is destined to be her calamity, then he hopes that for the rest of his life, he can become her happiest haven.

If she wants to......

The person in his arms is still immersed in his own world.

"He came to the hospital every day to talk to me...... Finally one day, I was amused by him, and the first time I smiled at him, he was as happy as a child...... After I was discharged from the hospital, he still came to accompany me whenever he had time, and even Uncle Jiang, who had always been very wary of boys, treated him differently and allowed him to come to me at any time. ”

"With him by my side, my mood gradually improved......

"He read a lot of books about psychology for me, and he said that he had studied the wrong major...... Do you think he's stupid? ”

"It's silly indeed......" he muttered along with her words.

"Gradually, I began to look forward to him coming to see me, and he was like a boy with a lantern, looking for a lost girl in the dark, and slowly, we ......"

Realizing that the circled arm tightened, Leng Qinghe retracted what he wanted to say.

"Why did you separate later?" Ji Qianheng was jealous, but he was trying to restrain himself.

"Because I don't want to drag him down."

Just like now she doesn't want to drag him down.

"He has a lot of burden, his family has too much hope for him, he can't be with someone like me, that will only affect his future...... I don't want to see him hesitant and conflicted because of me, so ......"

"So I proposed to break up."

"He agreed?" I didn't know if I should scold that stinky boy for a while.

"He agreed." The man in his arms sighed heavily: "But soon he regretted it again, but ...... I didn't give him a chance to regret it, though...... I didn't really want to lose him at the time......"

Everything is clear and straightforward.

I understood why Uncle Jiang cared so much about her emotions.

I understood why she was so upset and frightened, and so bound herself......

She was suffering from the loss of a loved one, someone pulled her out of hell, but personally pushed her into another predicament, making her experience the taste of loss again, and how much perseverance it took for her to get out.

"Later, Uncle Jiang said that he was not feeling well and asked me to go back to China to help take care of the business, he is just an old fox...... Where is the body is not feeling well, in fact, they want to trick me into returning to China, and then throw a lot of things at me. ”

"But in fact, I know that he was afraid that I would get sick again, so he deliberately arranged a lot of things for me, so that I didn't have time to think nonsense."

"Uncle Jiang is a good person." He is her savior, and from now on, he will be his benefactor.

"Yes, don't look at him like that, in fact, he is naïve like a child."

The only little family affection in his life made Leng Qinghe smile with relief.

"God treats me really well......" The soft voice revealed a hint of exhaustion: "The important people who have appeared in my life have been let me see again, but ...... He's changed a lot. ”

Ji Qianheng...... It turns out that everyone has changed......"

"yes, it's all changed." The deep sigh was accompanied by indescribable feelings, comforting the uneasy people at the same time, but also comforting himself, Ji Qianheng reluctantly spoke: "So, when did you meet again?" ”

"Just today?" The person in his arms raised his head, and his dark eyes turned: "Ji Qianheng, are you jealous?" ”

"What do you say?" He didn't want to deny it at all, the jealousy was about to make him explode.

"I don't know when he came to City C, I don't know how he knows what I want to do, and I don't know that he's been protecting me."

It's like protecting her all the time.

What she wanted to do, he probably already knew.

He was really stupid, and what she said at that time, her perverse behavior, he should have deduced a long time ago.

How ridiculous, he said that he would protect her well, but in the end she was still hurt, and it was not he who appeared by her side in time......

"Ji Qianheng, let me give you a birthday gift." The clenched fist was placed in the palm of his hand, and when he spread it out, a tiny bug appeared in his palm, "Although there is still some time before your birthday, I still sent it in advance, I think you will like it very much." ”

"Qinghe......" she choked uncomfortably.

Her expression was very flat, unaffected in the slightest, she went alone for such a dangerous thing, what should he do if something happened.

I can't imagine it, I'm still scared, what does she think......

"That Chen Shaozhen is not smart enough, do you really think that if you destroy a bugging, I won't have a second one?" She sneered: "Since I am prepared, I have no intention of returning empty-handed, I know that you lack some key evidence, this should be useful." ”

"Why?" Letting go of the person in his arms, he really needed space to take a good break, "Just because you read the information I put in the study and know that I am investigating him, so you want to get involved in danger in order to help me, regardless of the danger?" ”

"What's that look on your face?" Leng Qinghe stroked the man's frowning eyebrows: "It's not all for you, I actually know all the things he did." ”

She tried to explain, but she didn't want him to feel guilty, she didn't like to see him frowning.

"Maybe I can't see those innocent lives ruined physically and mentally, but I happen to know that you have been investigating him, that is, pushing the boat down the river, with your hands, he can be regarded as the most hated opponent except for Shengshi, in fact, I am just thinking about myself."

"You're risking your life to push the boat?" Ji Qianheng was almost speechless, how could he believe that she was for herself!

"Don't talk so badly." Leng Qinghe disagreed: "I have my own way to get out." ”

"What's the solution?" Ji Qianheng's emotions gradually got out of control, and he almost ...... when he thought of that man He wanted to kill.

"Isn't that nice? You got everything you wanted. Leng Qinghe was still indifferent.

"You know what I want?" From beginning to end, she didn't understand what he really wanted.

"Once this thing is successful, it will make you go straight to the top." Leng Qinghe analyzed lightly: "This case will be a sensation, and you Ji Qianheng will also become the righteous quarterly inspection in the minds of many people, you will become a hero, your future is just around the corner, what's wrong?" ”

Oh, sure enough, she didn't understand anything.

"Qing He......" The dark eyes stared at her eyebrows, and her indifferent expression deeply stimulated him: "Do you think I did this to be able to rise to the top?" ”

"I didn't say that." Feeling the coldness around him, Leng Qinghe suddenly wanted to escape: "I'm tired, I want to rest......"

Ji Qianheng grabbed the person who wanted to escape, "If Si Shaonian doesn't show up today, what are you going to do?" Was it willingly slashed in the face? Or was he ...... Are you so careless about sacrificing yourself? ”

I'm really glad that none of this happened, otherwise, he would never have forgiven himself for the rest of his life.

"Unless I die, all he gets is a corpse." As if he was saying something innocuous and insignificant, his tone was so flat that it made people smack.

"In this world, there is really no one you care about?" He was angry, and his chest was uncomfortable: "What about Uncle Jiang?" What about me? What about the other people who care about you? In your heart, is it really less than a star and a half? ”

"I ......" Leng Qinghe looked at the angry man in a daze, not understanding why he was suddenly like this.

"Do whatever you want, have you thought about our feelings? Everyone who cares about you is trying their best to protect you, but you never take yourself seriously, don't take your safety seriously, which makes me feel that all the care for you looks like a joke! ”

Ji Qianheng ...... "Seeing him so angry for the first time, Leng Qinghe was stunned.