It's ugly to cry
It's been a week since I met Yan Shu.
She used to imagine the scene of meeting Yan Shu again, and she felt that she would go crazy, and the reason that was blocked in her heart like a boulder - the reason why he left.
She couldn't guess the years of accumulation for the so-called reason for leaving, like a huge circle.
Until Yan Shu appeared, she couldn't ask anymore. It's not that I don't want to ask, it's that there's no need.
A few days ago, Fang Zhao, the high-luxury endorsement, was pushed into the list of "stars to be exploded" in one fell swoop.
Several endorsements came to the door voluntarily one after another, to be honest, Fang Zhao is not the kind of person who is willing to take work as a life, but among the stars of the same age and coffee position, her shooting quotation is the lowest, and she is indeed not rich in hand, very not rich.
Her eyes were red, and she stared at the transfer record and WeChat for a long time.
Happy family: [Your brother just finished learning his driver's license, you can pay for her to buy a car!] 】
Happy Family: [I know you make a lot!] He's going to marry a daughter-in-law, buy him a good one! 】
Fang Zhao was born in a patriarchal family since she was a child, she was not treated well when she was a child, her parents ignored her, her grandparents would not even look at her, and she was instilled since she was a child: You are an older sister and you must let your younger brother.
She didn't know why there was such a big gap between the flesh and bones that fell from her body. I obviously have my parents but I haven't felt a trace of love that I should have.
Yirang has been letting for more than 20 years, and now he has to suck her blood when he gets married, buys a house and buys a car.
There is no her in the avatar of "Happy Family", and the three people in the photo are smiling happily.
After the account transfer, it was an endless marriage problem, because he was 28 years old and did not get married, Fang's mother absurdly took Fang Zhao to the hospital for examination, and the serious doctor would probably say: Your daughter is normal.
She didn't believe it, introducing blind dates was commonplace, only Fang Zhao knew that her mother wanted to make another deal for her.
She can only work non-stop, and only at work can she forget these unpleasant facts for a while.
It's inevitable that there will be difficulties on set.
For example, this time the male protagonist boycotted, he pushed the shooting without saying a word, and he couldn't find anyone to replace him during the temporary boycott, and now the whole shooting site is busy.
Fang Zhao and another actor co-produced a double magazine, and the partner boycotted Fang Zhao, who would be helpless.
Zhang Fang sighed helplessly and pulled her aside: "I said that I won't let you take this kind of shooting, okay, now it's a waste of time if something happens." ”
At the beginning, Fang Zhao wanted to take this kind of magazine shooting that was unknown in China, Zhang Fang did not agree in every way, this kind of shooting has little influence, and the general agent will not accept it, she wants to take Zhang Fang alive or dead, but she has to agree.
The reason for not letting her pick up is one of the accidents, and the perennial actors' boycotts are a major shortcoming.
Xiao Ya gritted his teeth urgently: "No! It's Sister Zhao's mother who asked her for money again..."
Fang Zhao raised his eyes, gave her a not-so-friendly look, and motioned for her to shut up.
Xiao Ya had always listened to Fang Zhao's words, and didn't say a word more.
"She's asking you for money again?" Zhang Fang held one of her arms with one hand: "How much did you ask for this time?" ”
"200,000." Her tone was very flat, as if she was saying something very ordinary, her expression had already betrayed her, and the feeling of forbearance and suppression was about to overflow: "My brother learned to drive a few days ago, and yesterday he asked me for money to buy a car." ”
Zhang Fang, a drama that was only seen in the TV series, couldn't believe that it really existed, it was what her artist experienced, Fang's mother went to the company to make a big fuss for a while, and after a fuss, Fang Zhao was charged with unfilial piety and ingratitude.
Zhang Fang didn't know how hard it took to settle it, the reason was just because Fang Zhao didn't pay for living expenses at home that month.
"Okay" Zhang Fang is also a mother, she really can't listen to this: "Sister knows, the girl must tell me in the future." ”
She didn't know how to comfort her, she just patted Fang Zhao's shoulder gently: "If you need anything, just tell Sister Fang." ”
“..........”
“..........”
Just when several people thought that this shooting had to be postponed, there was good news on the set.
Someone else was found to take over.
Back on the set, the three of them were almost stunned.
The person who replaced him is Jiang Jue, Jiang Jue is the top stream in the circle in recent years, one hit drama after another, the junior grade has won a lot of awards, and the star standing with him is traffic.
How many people crammed their heads to work with him.
The top performers will also accept this kind of shooting?
Fang Zhao pinched his thigh meat unconvinced.
"Tear-" The real pain made the eyes squint uncontrollably.
Seeing people coming, Jiang Jue politely said goodbye to the film director and went to talk to Fang Zhao: "Teacher Fang." ”
Fang Zhao looked at him, and didn't dare to shake back the hand of friendship stretched out by the top class, Zhang Fang pushed and whispered to her, "What are you doing." ”
Hearing this, Fang Zhao reacted and shook his hand back in embarrassment: "Teacher Jiang! ”
"It was a bit of an excitement to meet for the first time."
"I'm glad to meet you, too." Jiang Jue smiled and his grim face was a little softer: "Let's go and shoot." ”
The set was very bright, with huge fill lights everywhere.
The theme of the double shoot is the wedding of dreams.
Without exception, it is literal, both of them have to wear wedding dresses.
Jiang Jue is nothing, the little star outside the 18th line shoots magazines with the top stream, wishful thinking? Just the spittle of fans can drown her.
Xiao Ya kept muttering: As soon as the magazine came out, her sister Zhao was going to be on the black hot search again.
The film director and makeup artist all felt that Fang Zhao's facial features were too perfect, and her face was a masterpiece of God, and she couldn't replace the little daughter-in-law who had just married and was nourished by love.
The makeup artist spent a lot of time on this face, and in the end, her outstanding facial features were polished off by cosmetics and became fleshy.
Fang Zhao changed into a fishtail dress with a wide skirt, a coiled ball on his head, and a star-shaped pendant on his chest.
She stared calmly at the sun-like flashing lights in front of her, her whole body glowing.
The whole shoot was a great success, and there was no mistake.
"Sister Zhao, you are beautiful today!" Xiao Ya kept boasting: "You are simply my goddess!" ”
Fang Zhao rubbed his face: "Come on, don't pat yourself..."
"Why did Jiang Jue take this shooting?" Zhang Fang thought about it all the way, but didn't come up with any reason.
Xiao Ya: "It doesn't matter how he took over and filmed him with Sister Zhao!" ”
Fang Zhao stretched out a finger and put it on Xiao Ya's forehead: "Ya, you don't want your boss to be exposed on the Internet, you can't talk nonsense." ”
“......”
Happy family: [You remember to go on a blind date. 】
Happy family: [If you don't go, you wait for me!] 】
The news came in time and not in time.
The driver just sent her downstairs to the community, and the news came uninterestingly, even if she went upstairs, she could not go at all.
Fang Zhao irritably lifted her bangs to the top of her head, staring at the dark blue curtain covered by the sky, she paused, hit Didi, and followed the address sent by Fang's mother all the way.
The final address was relatively remote, and Fang Zhao stared at the red signboard "Zhangjia Mutton Soup Restaurant" and had a feeling that he wanted to leave immediately.
She reluctantly stepped in, and according to Fang's mother's description, she was wearing a gray suit, blue sneakers, and a mole on the corner of her mouth.
There weren't many people in the store, and she quickly locked down the person in the center of the store.
Looking at his back, Fang Zhao's heart was ominous, her steps moved slightly, slow as a rock, and when she saw that person's face, her whole person froze in place and didn't want to move forward.
Fang Zhao didn't know how old he was, looking like he was 40 years old, his body was wide and fat, and the gray suit was pitiful on his body, and the only three remaining hairs were fixed on the top of his head by hairspray. There is a greasy mutton soup on the mouth.
She pulled her legs and tried to run, but the man stopped her first: "It's you!" ”
"The blind date!"
His voice was very loud, and the whole store looked at it in unison, and Fang Zhao subconsciously tightened his hat and sat down involuntarily.
She wasn't used to being watched by so many people off camera, so she offered to open a box with him.
"What? Do you think you're a TV star? You also open a box. ”
"I'll tell you! Don't try to scam me out of a penny. ”
Fang Zhao hung his head and didn't want to say a word, in the end, this box was opened at her expense.
Seeing that person Fang Zhao was a little bitter, Fang's mother was getting worse and worse to find someone, at first she was just looking for someone of the same age, and she watched the person who was on a blind date with her gradually detach from the trajectory.
It's hard to even know each other if you're not in the same world, let alone fall in love.
"Let me tell you about my situation," he took a sip of mutton soup and continued: "I am 46 years old, I have a daughter, an annual income of 800,000, two houses and a car..."
"I can give 500,000 yuan as a bride price, and the only requirement is to find a virtuous daughter-in-law to give me a son...."
Every word burned her heart like a flame.
Fang Zhao, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly got up, her eyes staring sharply at the Mediterranean Sea opposite: "I'm sorry for wasting your time." ”
"I'm just coping with my parents."
When the words fell, she left in the scolding, and left in the scolding countless times.
Fang Zhao was numb, and she walked on the road in despair.
A cold wind blew with a chill. The biting chill blows on the cheeks of the people.
I don't know when it rained in the dark night, the raindrops were so big that it hurt to hit the top of her head, and she couldn't breathe in the rain and still in the deep sea.
The rain slid into her collar and tried to devour her alive.
Fang Zhao didn't have the slightest idea of hiding.
The shadow swept overhead, blocking out the raindrops that had ravaged her, and the raindrops ran down her hair to her toes, a position that lasted for a long time.
Fang Zhao tilted his head slightly and faced a black umbrella.
"Stupid?" Familiar voices floated overhead.
She paused for two seconds to look eagerly at the owner of the umbrella, and when she turned around, the cynical face behind her also looked at her.
Fang Zhao didn't say a word, she always kept the same movement and looked at the same person until her eyes were red and her eyes were filled with tears.
Yan Shu's company was nearby, and he simply brought people to the company.
The company was pitch black with a hint of coldness.
The person who was brought back sat quietly at his desk.
"Wait." Yan Shu's tone was commanding.
After a while, he found a relatively large towel and handed it to the soup chicken, the soup chicken was completely drenched from head to toe, and his hair was drenched by the rain, Lou Lou looked sloppy, Yan Shu couldn't help laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" Fang Zhao wiped it repeatedly on the top of his head.
"Isn't it funny?"
Yan Shu coughed lightly twice, and his eyebrows tightened: "It's okay." ”
"I just wanted to ask." Fang Zhao said, "Why are you there?" ”
He handed the hot water to Fang Zhao: "Drink it." Then he said lightly, "Passing by."
"Oh."
Fang Zhao was holding the glass, and it didn't take long for Fang's mother's phone call, she probably guessed that the man would sue.
The towel was casually put on Fang Zhao's head, and after a moment of deliberation, he took it: "Hey." ”
Fang's mother: "Are you intentional?" Deliberately messing up the blind date isn't it? ”
Her nose was sour: "Mom! ”
"What do you mean! What did you find for me, he.... He can be my father. ”
"Is your daughter so casual? Do you think I'm worthy of anyone! ”
Fang's mother: "You're embarrassed to talk about others!" You're 30 soon! I see who wants you. ”
"I think you're crazy in the capital! Don't you know how many people gossip in your hometown! ”
"Xiao Li's conditions are so good, why are you just not satisfied....."
Seeing that Fang Mu's words were becoming more and more hurtful, Yan Shu glanced at Fang Zhao, who was trembling all over, and then quickly pulled out his mobile phone and pressed the red button.
The air froze instantly, and only Fang Zhao's slight sobbing sound could be heard.
"Isn't that going to be fine?" The corners of Yan Shu's mouth raised, and his expression was contemptuous: "Fang Zhao, crying is really ugly." ”
Fang Zhao sniffed and smiled bitterly.