Dr. James is Yan Shu's personal doctor, he is a well-known psychological counselor abroad, and to put it bluntly, he is a psychiatrist.

He probably knew what his parents were doing with Dr. James, just to see how he was recovering, because he had cyclothymic disorder.

Cyclothymic disorder is a bidirectional mental illness that combines manic episodes and depressive episodes.

At the onset of the disease, there will be two extreme levels of emotional heightenedness, excitement or low mood, and fatigue and sluggishness.

Depending on the severity of the condition, the two emotions can be repeated, alternate, intermittent, or timed.

There is no difference between seizures and normal people.

He has been diagnosed with cyclothymic disorder for more than five years, and has undergone a lot of treatment, and now he can basically control it.

A month ago, Dr. James suggested that it would be better to recover in a quiet place, so Yan Shu offered to come to his grandmother's house, and they agreed that there could be no sick children in the school, so his father, a wealthy businessman, donated a library to the school in order for him to go to school.

A quiet place needed for diagnosis, Yan Shu brought James to his room.

He and James sat facing each other.

"Okay, Yan, we're friends, don't be nervous." In order to be a private physician, James specialized in learning Chinese, but it was not very standard.

"Did you make new friends when you went to a new school?" He asked casually like a chat.

Yan Shu's head was empty, and Fang Zhao's shadow suddenly appeared in his mind, he raised his head and thought, "Yes." ”

"How did you meet your new friends?"

"Then it rains, she lends me an umbrella."

"OK, so are there any special hates in the class?"

He shook his head without thinking: "I don't know the people in the class very well. ”

"These days......."

asked a few questions one after another, and James eagerly went to report to Yan's father and Yan's mother: "Yan's state is still OK, it seems that you were right to send him at the beginning, as long as you take medicine on time, I believe it will be fine in half a year." ”

Yan Shu listened through a door to James's brisk voice and his mother's crying of joy.

In fact, he did get much better, and he hadn't had a seizure in the past few weeks in Nancheng.

In the yard, grandma was watering the flowers, he subconsciously went to look at the rabbits he brought, and the lime floor was empty: "Grandma, did you see what I brought last night?" ”

The person who heard the words of watering the flowers put the watering pot: "Something? Those two rabbits? ”

Yan Shu nodded.

"That rabbit, your dad said it was too dirty, let me give it away...."

He stopped talking, staring straight at the place where the rabbit had been placed last night, and was silent for a long time.

At ten o'clock in the middle of the night, Yan Shu couldn't sleep over and over, and his parents didn't feel very comfortable in the past few days.

He had just had a nightmare about his dad throwing away the rabbit he had brought him so many times.

Yan Shu finally stood up, there was an indescribable and inexplicable metaphor in his heart, and he took a big sip of the glass of water in front of the bedside table.

It was cool at night, so he specially found a black coat to put on his body, and crept out.

The street lights are still not extinguished, and Yan Shu's black coat with one hand in his pocket blends with the night.

The 24-hour supermarket on West Street caught his eye, and he stared at the light of the store for a long time.

After a pause, Yan Shu made the god send a god to step into the supermarket, the front desk was full of all kinds of cigarettes, and he lifted his eyelids: "Buy a box of cigarettes." ”