Yan Shu carefully placed the painting in the living room of his home, and everything in the canvas made Li Ying feel extremely uncomfortable: "Why do you spend so much money to buy such a painting. ”

He stared at the canvas silently, and said softly: "This painting looks like me." Isn't it?" he tilted his head to look at Li Ying: "There is no logic, contradictions, no humanity, and it violates ethics....... Sickness everywhere. ”

Yan Shu is crazy and pitiful, he used to yearn for freedom, and when he had it, he found that the end of freedom was countless mountains, bottomless oceans.... No one can truly be free.

He needs to be free and loses his power, and if he loses power, he loses his value.

He had a hard time in Los Angeles, and during severe depression he could even lie in a hospital bed like a living dead for a month or two.

During the restless period, the mad dog that others can't hold on..... Suicide after suicide and resurrection again and again, until he was numb to the point of lying from sunrise to sunset, he had no human rights in the cold hospital room.

Returning to the capital, the troublesome things continued, and every grass and tree he saw here could evoke all kinds of memories for him, Countless sufferings and sorrows came to his heart, and every time he recalled it, his whole body hurt and trembled, and he wanted to vomit nauseously.

He can only use his work to constantly numb himself, keep himself busy, and be so busy that he has no time to think about anything else.

On the workbench lit up in the middle of the night, his brain often swells to the next second, but he can't stop, and once he stops, he will be pushed to the bottom again.

The busiest bar on Jingcheng Street.

In the bar, Yan Shu and a group of men and women sat in the luxury booths.

"Yan, have you been busy with work lately?" "I also made a bet with Rio that you wouldn't come today," Delph said. ”

Yan Shu put down his bottom-up wine glass and hummed softly: "It's very busy, I've been working overtime in the past few days." ”

"That's right, Yan is no better than the sick kid before" Rio said across a table: "Yan is now a big boss, of course he can't compare with our idle people." ”

Delph: "Exactly. ”

He was wearing a black suit with a dark shirt underneath, and the neckline was unbuttoned with three buttons, and his figure was slender and straight, and his face did not reveal any expression.

A hot redhead snuggled up to Yan Shu and filled his glass with wine: "Yan, how much have you drunk just now." ”

Yan Shu tilted his head and naturally collapsed on the sofa, his hands on both sides, he hooked his hand, and the redhead immediately handed over the wine glass.

They were all Yan Shu's college classmates in Los Angeles, and they invited him to dinner after they came to China.

"Jessica, are you wearing such hot clothes to seduce Yan?" Rio laughed and quipped.

"Rio! What are you talking about, we are friends with Yan!" After speaking, her red bandeau skirt rubbed against Yan Shu's body.

The flickering neon lights lit Yan Shu in a trance, and the music shook the wine glass slightly.

But in this noisy environment, his face looked a little bored.

The wine was swallowed by Yan Shu, and he quietly took his arm out of Jessica's chest.

"Still say no" Rio pouted and shouted over and over again: "Jessica likes Yan!" ”

"Jessica likes Yan!"

"Jessica likes Yan."

"Shut up! Don't be unreasonable" Jessica frowned and stepped forward to scuffle with Rio: "Rio, you're really stupid like this!" ”

"Don't make a fuss, Yan has a girlfriend." Delph couldn't stand it and poked mercilessly: "And the two have been together for a long time." ”

In an instant, Jessica was dumbfounded, although she didn't say it, everyone knew that Jessica liked Yan Shu when she went to school: "Yan, do you have a girlfriend?" ”

Yan Shu smiled, and didn't prevaricate them like prevarication, after all, these people were his best friends in Los Angeles: "Almost." ”

"But I haven't caught it yet."

Hearing this, Rio immediately sighed: "Look, Jessica, Yan has no shortage of suitors like you..."

She glanced at Rio fiercely and then rushed to Yan Shu and grabbed the corner of his clothes: "Yan, you won't be trying to attack me for a random fabricated reason, right?" Yan Shu's face still doesn't look like a lover's face.

"Jessica, I don't have to lie to you." He looked at Jessica's deep eyebrows: "I do have someone I like very much, I like very much." ”

The smile of midsummer that year became the only spiritual pillar in this decade.

He liked her, uncontrollably.

When the others left, Li Ying stared at the crooked beer bottles on the Yan table, all of which were high-level foreign wines.

He didn't know what was going on the other day, he always knew that his boss was weird.

Glancing over the booth, a drunkard slumped on the booth couch with messy hair and an empty wine glass in his hand.

Li Ying took a closer look, the strong smell of wine penetrated into his nostrils, and he was stunned again when he just wanted to lift the person up.

had an idea, and then privately rummaged through Yan Shu's phone address book and found the phone number in the collection column, Li Ying knew that his boss would keep that person's phone number.