I used to read what the book said, and I wondered if it would distract him.

"Yan Shu, don't think about anything else, I'm here, I'm here."

Yan Shu looked up with difficulty and saw her sink headlong into her shoulder and neck.

Fang Zhao's arm hung in the air, wanting to touch him but didn't dare: "Yan Shu, you relax." ”

"There's nothing to be afraid of."

The clouds disappeared from the sky, and the scimitar hung with a blue cloth.

"I'll tell you a secret"

"Do you listen?"

Fang Zhao felt his temperature, and the scent of flowers was on the tip of her nose.

The man on her shoulder hummed softly.

"Actually, I have a dream." When she said her dream, she had a light in her eyes: "I want to act." ”

"Be a good actor."

He lifted his eyes and exhaled, "That's good." ”

"Really." Fang Zhao smiled bitterly: "I don't dare to tell others for fear that they will laugh at me." ”

"Hopefully you'll succeed." A simple sentence gave Fang Zhao the courage to choose this dream again.

Fang Zhao: "Where are you going to college?" ”

"I don't know." Yan Shu said: "Maybe it's the capital." ”

"I also want to go to the capital, which is a big city." Fang Zhao said: "If I can, I still want to go to the capital to work in the future.....

Yan Shu finally had the courage to look out the window, and now, he was about to reach the highest point of the Ferris wheel.

He looked back and looked at Fang Zhao: "Fang Zhao, let's get along." ”

Fang Zhao's heart jumped, and his expression changed visibly: "You.... Say what? She asked rhetorically.

"I said, I like you and want to be with you."

In the past two days, he has been listening to the girls in the class saying that when the couple kisses at the highest point of the Ferris wheel, they will go on forever.

Yan Shu half-squinted and leaned up, pecking Fang Zhao's lips dryly, he had never kissed anyone, so this kiss was stiff and green.

The full moon was reflected in the window, and they were intimately intertwined in the square, and he could even feel Fang Zhao's visibly nervous expression and his trembling body.

After a few seconds, Yan Shu parted his lips.

When he raised his eyes, Fang Zhao's pupils shrank and stared straight at the person in front of him, his heartbeat almost out of control.

The scare is not light.

He was sick and had been in a period of agitation.

Yan Shu felt like he was crazy.

Half a moment later, Fang Zhao tilted his head and put his lips back together, Yan Shu's scalp tightened, and the sweet taste of marshmallows went straight to his taste buds.

A layer of tears appeared in Fang Zhao's eyes, and the entire cockpit was filled with an ambiguous atmosphere.

A few minutes later, Fang Zhao's waist hit the sharp corner of the cabin door, she shrank her body violently, leaned her head away, and lazily tilted her head on Yan Shu's shoulder, and said in a slurred voice: "Don't kiss." "The waist that was hit by a sharp corner was protected by Yan Shu's hands.

Her lips were red and bloodshot with a tingling sensation, and her eyes and earlobes were flushed.

Yan Shu: "Did it hurt?" ”

"No, it doesn't hurt."

At the magical age of 18, impulsiveness far outweighed thoughts, and he kissed her at the top of the Ferris wheel, so she kissed her again.

"Yan Shu, that's my answer."

“.............”

"Fang Zhao, do you like the sea?"

"Okay."

"Let's go see the sea after the college entrance examination."

The hatch opened, and Fang Zhao's legs were weak, and he walked out tremblingly holding on to the hatch.

And what about Yan Shu? He got out of the cockpit expressionlessly, and he didn't even shake it for a moment, looking more energetic than someone who wasn't afraid of heights.

Fang Zhao reasonably suspected that this person was a liar, a liar who cheated on kisses.

"Don't get dizzy?" Fang Zhao asked unconvinced.

Yan Shu shook his head, and suddenly a force poured up from his stomach, and he retched for a while and covered his mouth.

"What's wrong with you?" Fang Zhao asked.

"I want to throw up." After speaking, Yan Shu hunched over and went to find the bathroom.

Fang Zhao: "........" she snorted coldly.

Hey, are you going to throw up just after kissing someone?

After the college entrance examination.

Rooftop.

Under the neon light, he looked at the girl's bright face, and he couldn't help it, leaving a fine kiss on the cheek.

The kiss was light.

He said, "Fang Zhao, I'm leaving." ”

"Will be back."

The girl's hair was glowing under the neon light, and a smile rose at the corner of Fang Zhao's mouth: "Okay." ”

The sentence "will come back" made Fang Zhao wait for 10 years.

-

Yan Shu didn't tell anyone that he was coming to Nancheng, including his grandmother.

He glanced at his watch, the time was fixed at half past ten in the middle of the night, and he didn't know if his grandmother was resting, Yan Shu knocked on the door with some supplements he had bought earlier.

After knocking several times in a row, no one in the house answered.

Probably grandma is resting, Yan Shu thought.

He glanced at the green door in front of him and pushed it down, and with a creak, the door opened unexpectedly.

He didn't use much effort, the door was unlocked.

Yan Shu licked his lips and stepped in, and in front of him, the small courtyard had hardly changed.

He sat on the bench, and there were green plants that his grandmother loved very much, Yan Shu's eyebrows tightened, and these green plants all died.

He touched it with his hand, and the leaf wilted and hung down quickly.

Thinking that it might have been too long since he had drunk water, Yan Shu got some water in the water tank and poured it on the flowers.

When he had done this, he walked into the house, where the lights were not turned off, and his grandmother was sitting on the sofa.

The scarf around his neck was hung on a hook by Yan Shu, and he moved his lips when he saw that his grandmother didn't say anything: "Grandma, why don't you go to sleep so late." ”

The gray-haired man sat quietly on the sofa without saying a word.

Yan Shu was surprised and stepped forward to check, the traces of time were engraved on her face, and her grandmother's eyes were dull: "Grandma, I'm back." ”

"Who are you?" She said slowly.

His heart trembled, and his throat felt like something had been stuffed, and when he thought back to that sentence carefully, he couldn't say a word: "Grandma... I'm Xiaoshu... I'm Xiaoshu."

may be the name engraved in her heart, hearing this name, she grabbed the corner of Yan Shu's clothes violently: "Xiaoshu? Xiaoshu, why are you here now! ”

"It's been a long time since school was out."

"What did you say?" Yan Shu's expression was stunned, and the whole person stiffened in place: "Grandma." ”

"Xiaoshu, next time you have to go home from school" She got up with difficulty: "I haven't eaten yet, grandma is going to cook." ”

With a flash of his nose, he pulled the corner of his grandmother's folded clothes: "I have eaten with my classmates." ”

"You don't have to." His eyes were astringent: "Grandma is a few years today." ”

Facing Yan Shu, she smiled: "Silly boy, don't you know this? 12 years! Going to school is stupid. ”

"Okay, I see" Yan Shu squeezed a strong smile: "You go and rest." ”

Grandma obediently went to the bedroom.

Grandma is not normal, he forced himself to accept it.

Yan Shu looked at Yan in the bedroom, and walked around the living room, there was a layer of dust on the table and cabinets, and she used to be uncomfortable when she didn't dare to do housework.

He smiled bitterly, he hadn't asked his grandmother for so many years, why did he become like this when he came back.

She is 70 years old this year, and she is an elderly person who lives alone, and she has many complications when she is old, so she should have been taken care of, but what makes Yan Shu clear is that his parents should not have been to Nancheng in recent years and do not know about this situation.

Yan Shu called James.

James: "Oh, Yan, what's the matter with the call?" ”

Yan Shu: "James, my grandmother seems to have a disease that forgets others. ”

The other side was stunned: "What are the main symptoms?" ”

Yan Shu: "Speaking and acting are relatively slow. ”

Yan Shu: "The memory is incorrect, and when I came back, she thought I was in school, and seemed to think that it was 10 years ago. ”

James: "Your description, it seems that my grandmother must have very typical Alzheimer's disease. ”

Strict to be expected.

James: "Yan, do you know how long she's been in this condition? ”

He lowered his eyebrows and pressed his temples: "I don't know." The tone was weak and remorseful.

James: "The longer Alzheimer's disease is delayed, the lower the subsequent cure rate, I recommend taking the elderly to the hospital in time......"

They can't get rid of their grandmother's current situation, and they usually neglect the elderly, don't pay attention to it, and unintentionally make exceptions, which will cause a catastrophe that is powerless.

As soon as James's phone hung up, Yan's father called.

Ask him why he didn't come to the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

Yan Shuyun lightly mixed with a sarcastic smile: "I haven't eaten Chinese New Year's Eve dinner for so many years." ”

"It shouldn't be too bad."

Yan Shu contacted the psychiatric department of Nancheng Central Hospital, and the psychiatric department did not go to work on the first day of junior high school, which means that my grandmother had to delay for 1 day.

God didn't let him live a full year, and he was and still is.

After the scribbled New Year's Day, the department began to work, and Yan Shu hurriedly took people to the hospital.

The hospital corridor was quiet, and the incandescent light above his head made Yan Shu a little dazzling.

"Xiaoshu, where are you taking me here?"

"Grandma, I'll take you to meet a friend of mine." Yan Shu pressed his grandmother's shoulder: "You can have a good chat later." ”

At the entrance of the psychiatric department, Yan Shu tilted his head and sat on a cold chair, and the familiar smell of disinfectant water in the hospital made him shrug the tip of his nose.

For a long time, he felt that he was back in Los Angeles again, the corridor that could not be seen at a glance, and the gloomy atmosphere was cold in the hearts of people who looked at it, and he was afraid that his grandmother would be like this in the future, and he couldn't control himself from thinking badly.

"Someone got into a car accident."

"Quick! Fast! ”

"Send to the operating room!"

There was chaos ahead, and the nurse doctor pushed a bed past him quickly.

The wheels creak against the ground.

Yan Shu looked at the person on the hospital bed, his face was covered with blood, and his eyes were full of helplessness and disappointment for the world.

And the eyes are still fresh in my memory, and I was sent to the operating room again and again for rescue.

The New Year is supposed to be a reunion, peaceful, unpredictable, unpredictable, and you never know what will happen next.

A few minutes later, the doctor inside told him to go in.

Grandma sat quietly on the side, and when he went in, she didn't know him anymore.

It was as if something had struck him in his heart.

"You just said that the old man is not 70 this year, right?"

Yan Shu nodded slowly.

Doctors are accustomed to this condition, and this disease is more common in people around 70 years old.

"From what I know, she does have a very typical Alzheimer's disease, which is Alzheimer's disease."