It turns out that all this can really find an answer?

It turns out that the normal life that I have been longing for before is actually hopeful to find?

Xiao Huan's heart was full of complicated emotions, and he stood on this viaduct leading to the unknown outside the city and finished smoking this cigarette.

Then, he sat back in Yang Jia's car, the previous confusion had been swept away, and his eyes seemed a little bright.

"Let's go back......"

Yang Jia only glanced at Xiao Huan lightly, and then started the car.

It seems that after this conversation, both of them seem to have become a little more relaxed.

It's just that Xiao Huan can still see that Yang Jia seems to have something on his mind.

He didn't want to ask, but he just wondered if she felt guilty about herself for not telling herself that she had a choice to continue living as an aboriginal besides being a stranger?

It's not really necessary.

Didn't you say that you wouldn't be angry with a woman who was willing to let herself hide behind you?

Besides, I can't beat her......

Of course, as a man, he still has a temper.

For example, Xiao Huan is now thinking in his heart, anyway, it is impossible for him to pay back those hundred points......

On the way back, the two of them chatted slowly, including Xiao Huan's experience that night, and some things he doubted.

It wasn't until I returned to the interior of this bustling and sprawling city that it gradually quieted down.

Looking at the city, it feels strange.

There are tall buildings, light rails passing through the city, countless pedestrians and vehicles, dazzling neon, all of these should be the scenes seen by normal people, at least at this time, I look at it from this angle, I can't see the creeping appearance of the city, I can't see those twisted and distorted creatures, and the perspective of myself and the aborigines at this time is exactly the same.

It is even said that the two sides are living in a huge vanity appearance.

The only difference is that the understanding of the world is different, right?

……

……

Xiao Huan asked Yang Jia to send herself to the hospital, after all, she still had to take care of her mother.

And after Yang Jia learned about him, she didn't say anything, and bought some fruits and nutritional products at the 24-hour convenience store downstairs, and sent them with Xiao Huan, but her mother hadn't woken up at this time, but she couldn't see such a scene.

This also made Xiao Huan have new ideas.

Yang Jia's understanding of the world is deeper than herself, and she is far firmer than herself.

However, she paid more attention to the etiquette with the aborigines than herself, whether it was the first time she went to her home or this visit.

In a way, this also seems to be an act of tearing?

Or, is it her philosophy of survival?

After sending Yang Jia away, Xiao Huan stayed in the hospital and decided to do his part.

In fact, this time he followed Yang Jia to see the truth of the city, and in his heart he was more inclined to the truth that strangers firmly believed.

However, in my heart, I can't let go of the family relationship with my "mother".

She couldn't ignore her care for herself, and even if the theory of the aborigines was only one percent likely, she didn't dare to miss it, maybe everything on the surface was not important, only her inner feelings were the most important......

This feeling is so real, I need to care.

On the other hand, in fact, it is best to buy my mother now.

In this way, he can have such a family relationship permanently, and he doesn't have to worry about the terrifying appearance of his mother after his points are cleared one day, but Xiao Huan can't accept it in his heart, he deeply understands that whether it is bought or the "pollution" in another set of theories, it is an act that distorts his mother's own emotions and will.

It's a very delicate idea.

Everyone wants the relationship to be pure, and Xiao Huan longs for his mother's care for him.

But I don't want my mother to care about me, but it is the will of the city, or the mother through distortion.

"Don't worry too much, you can go home and get some rest."

While thinking about these questions, a girl's voice sounded next to her: "I asked the doctor, your mother is fine, she just needs a good rest, she won't wake up tonight, you can come back tomorrow and help her buy some nutritional supplements." ”

Xiao Huan looked at her concerned eyes, and was stunned for a moment before remembering that this was the nurse he had asked for when he had just left.

…… Her bank card is still with her!

It seems that she really took it to heart, which made Xiao Huan, who had calmed down, feel a little embarrassed.

At some point, if you stay in the identity of a stranger for a long time, although you will not be like a hellish organization, you will treat everything as your plaything, enjoy and destroy it at will, but occasionally you will have a feeling of subconsciously dominating and manipulating others.

To put it bluntly, there is still a lack of respect for the aboriginal individual.

"Thank you, ......"

He whispered thanks to the little nurse: "I had something urgent to leave just now, so I can only ask you." ”

"It's okay......"

The little nurse pretended to be checking the things at hand, and said casually, "Is it appropriate to take care of the patient......

"By the way, is the girl who just delivered the fruit your girlfriend?"

“……”

"Girl?"

Xiao Huan was stunned for a moment, only to realize that she was referring to Yang Jia, and shook his head with a smile: "No, she is mine...... Schoolmate. ”

"Okay......"

The little nurse's cheeks were slightly red, and she said, "What do you do?" ”

"Me?"

Xiao Huan thought for a while and wanted to talk about the dock, but he reacted again and said with a smile: "I'm watching the scene at the bar." ”

“？”

The little nurse was stunned.

Such a quiet, delicate and beautiful boy is actually an underworld?

But after thinking about it, I was actually a little happy again: "In the future, I will use more places for myself......

urged: "You hurry up and go back to rest, just come back tomorrow." ”

After all, the job of cutting people is also very tiring, and it is not okay not to take a break......

……

……

Under the persuasion of Xiao Hu's gentle paragraphs, Xiao Huan agreed.

I have already paid the medical bills, and it is really useless to continue to stay here, but I should go home and prepare, bring food to my mother tomorrow, and think about hiring a nurse, so after thanking the little nurse again, I walked out of the ward.

Look at the time, it's almost dawn now......

The night is withdrawing from this world little by little, as if everything experienced last night is just an illusion.

Xiao Huan took a taxi back home, washed up, lay down on the bed, and slept for a few hours.

I don't know why, after all this strong conflict, I actually have a sense of calm in my heart, and my attitude towards the world doesn't have to be as alienated and entangled as before, Xiao Huan's concern for his mother is taken for granted, and when he returns home, the three painful dogs that have been with him all the time, as well as the record player, are also very reassuring.

He remembered Yang Jia's explanation on the way back to the city:

"That's just a mental shielding ability, they can easily coax you in this way, but it can't be applied to me, because I can easily buy any native, and I also have the ability to exceed their shielding limit......"

"It's just that this part of the aborigines, too, is also very smart, and they are hiding."

"We have been preventing us from finding their information, and we have purchased them at designated points."

"It's just that the people of the Black Forest, although it is true that many times they instinctively regard us as their worst enemies, we don't need to take them too seriously, just as an alternative malice that the city has given us that cannot be eliminated."

"The most important thing is to solve the rotten kingdom and inherit the contract of the elder leader."

"And, get what he left in his safe."

"How much time do we have to prepare?"

"The countdown has begun, and those frightened strangers are also deliberately feeding the aberrant creatures on the side of the Rotten Kingdom, and every day we drag on, we will face a more terrifying Rotten Kingdom, which has little impact on me personally, but Soft, Little Four, and ...... You, the increase in pressure brought about by this procrastination, will be a terrifying number. ”

"In that case, then I will give you a guarantee as soon as possible."

“……”

Thinking of the imminent Rotten Kingdom, Xiao Huan's mind gradually settled down before falling asleep.

There are indeed huge mysteries and unknowns in this world, but as long as you have a direction in your heart, it doesn't seem to be so confused, right?

You can always get back the life you once longed for.

……

……

What Xiao Huan didn't know was that after Yang Jia left the hospital, his face also looked a little calm.

She sat in the car again, slowly walking through the city that still looked brilliant in the middle of the night, her face was gloomy, as if she was walking outside the world, she was also thinking about any detail of the communication with Xiao Huan, and after a long time, she took out the phone.

When the phone rings in the room with only one brain and a myriad of pipes and wiring.

There seemed to be a faint sigh.

"Mr. Ye, maybe you are hiding something from me?"

Yang Jia's voice appeared in the room: "I don't want to discuss anything else, just to determine one problem: if he is really just an ordinary awakened person, the special mobile team of the Black Forest will not appear in front of him in three minutes......"

"Moreover, they did not appear for anything, according to my understanding......"

“…… It's more like trying to convince him to believe their interpretation of the world. ”

“……”

The gentle electronic voice seemed to pause for a moment before it sounded: "I do have some questions that I haven't discussed with you. ”

"But that's because I can't make an accurate judgment either."

“……”

Yang Jia's voice couldn't hear joy and anger, and said softly: "What? ”

A gentle electronic voice said, "He may have woken up four years ago, and he woke up earlier than you." ”

"And the first time evidence of a so-called 'mother' was found in the Black Forest was four years ago."

“……”

Yang Jia's voice suddenly became a little nervous: "What does this mean?" ”

"There's not enough clues for me to analyze the answer."

"But perhaps the key is that the Black Forest is preventing him from waking up," said a gentle electronic voice. ”

"Still, it caused his awakening!"

(End of chapter)