Although the wounds healed over time, the questions in my mind about what I wanted and what I wanted continued to expand. The consequent effect of not having a goal is to fall into the dilemma of not being motivated. When school started, I was completely open.

I was skipping classes before the winter break because I developed a habit of being lazy. Even with the identity of a senior in high school, and in the environment of facing the college entrance examination, I still don't have the slightest pressure, and it is simply another extreme state compared to before.

Of course, I skipped the Saturday morning class and read comics at home without any psychological pressure, and before I knew it, it was noon. I prepared lunch casually, nibbled corn and coped with it.

Subconsciously picked up the mobile phone that was calling at hand and pressed the answer button. "Crooked, what are you doing?" A coquettish tone that was both too familiar and a little unfamiliar came to my ears.

"What's wrong? Suddenly called. I'm reading comics, don't you say that this "It's Very Cute Anyway" is weird and interesting. ”

"Can you come and stay with me?"

The girl's sweet voice stimulated my brain, and the expression on my face was completely out of my control, and if I looked in the mirror, my mouth was probably more curved than the crescent moon at this time. Because of shyness, I choked up when I spoke, "Ah, what's that?"

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"It's so cute, poetry for nothing! Can you call me brother in this tone!! ”

"Don't generate electricity here! If you don't come, forget it, I'll go home. ”

"Go, go, go, fly over!!"

"Okay, be careful, stupid."

I almost bounced up from the sofa, quickly washed and dressed, and then ran to a high sea street.

Although it has been about a month since the end of the year, the weather is not very warm before the spring equinox, and I can't help but sigh at the wisdom of the ancients.

When the familiar figure came into view, it gave me an unparalleled sense of security. I walked towards her who noticed me. The cherry bead haircord I gave her earlier tied her half-tied and half-loose hair, and she was wrapped in a cotton coat so that she didn't have to worry about the cold at all.

"Let's go." As she spoke, she reached for her school bag.

Seeing her snapping and coming over, I couldn't help but joke, "Miss me?" ”

"Well, I miss you." Shibai's whispered and blunt answer made me silent.

After that, Shibai followed me wordlessly until we reached the door of the game hall.

"Shibai, do you want to try pitching?"

"Okay."

I exchanged the card I had made in this game hall for some game currency.,And then I worked hard with Shibai, who was suddenly full of energy.。

"Oh, someone told me to play this, and it didn't turn out as good as me."

"emmmm, there is no way, this is my brother's bearing, I must make my sister feel a sense of accomplishment and improve my sister's self-confidence."

"Ah, yes, yes, my brother is the best, it's strange, I don't want to find a reliable excuse."

Although it was the yin and yang weirdness in the mouth, the "brother" exhaled with a sweet voice still made my heart move.

While having such a "normal" conversation as our brother and sister, we walked towards the exit of the game hall. Unexpectedly, I met a figure with a long impression. I and Shibai's elementary school classmate - Tong Ye, I have the impression of being an extroverted and noisy person, it is said that his high school grades are also good, and he will take some time to play basketball, and he also has a girlfriend, which belongs to the level of half of the current charge, to be honest, I don't like to be close to people, but as a child, I prefer to express myself, so I barely blended into the ranks of excellent students. I wanted to pretend I didn't know, but I was accosted by him.

"Are you, Riki Soi?"

"Oh, well, Tong Ye, you're here, it's a shame that you can still recognize me at a glance." Start your business model right away.

"Playing poetry? When I saw you two together, I thought I was wrong. I dare to be sure when I see it in person, but I didn't expect the two of you to be together. ”

"Ahh Shibai echoed on the side, and I don't know if she didn't listen to Tong Ye's words carefully, obviously seeing the two of us as a couple.

Because it's very troublesome to explain, and we may see each other once in our lives, and Shibai didn't care about it anyway, so I didn't want to bother to say anything.

"You two play, I won't bother." is worthy of being a man who can be called full in this academic environment, and sure enough, his emotional intelligence is very high.

Walking out with Shibai without a word, snowflakes had already begun to fall in the sky. Snowflakes are a rare occurrence at the end of February, and the spring equinox has not yet arrived, as if it were a foreshadowing for this snowfall.

Although we were reticent and only reminded each other to be careful when crossing the intersection, we tacitly marched towards Wuzhou Lake, one of the few artificial lakes in the city.

The snow is falling, and the scenery gradually becomes snowy during the half-hour journey. When you arrive at your destination, whether it's the lakeside, the lake, or the wooden bridge over the lake, it's all covered with a layer of screen.

After all, this snow is a small episode in the warming temperature, and our clothing is naturally thin compared to this weather.

There are not many people on the lakeside, perhaps because this kind of scene reflects the loneliness and helplessness of the human race, Shibai still speaks intermittently about uneasiness.

The girl's uneasiness and confusion aroused the desire to protect in my heart, and I subconsciously got closer than ever, and the hands that gently touched each other from time to time once again contributed to the wordless scene.

But my heart was tormented more than ever, and my feelings were bent repeatedly.

The anxious heart and the unconsciously glimpsed Shibai's frozen pale and reddened fingertips, which finally made me ignore the fear of being hated, and let the desire to protect me grab Shibai's fingertips.

Shibai, who was attacked by my sudden movements, reflexively withdrew his hand, and because of the force I deliberately controlled, Shibai easily broke free, but I still resolutely grabbed Shibai's entire palm. It seems that he is mentally prepared, and Shibai silently accepts the status quo.

There is no doubt that the girl's hand is delicate, and there is a feeling of softness, and if you are specific

It's like a balloon filled with gel.

At this time, my face was already red to the root of my ears, and I glanced at Shibai in an extremely shy mood, and my frozen pale face was visibly red.

As a period of time passed without feeling the change, I carefully threw out the excuse I was going to use to hold hands at first.

"Are your hands still cold?"

"Hmm... OK. ”

"Shibai's hands are so soft, isn't there more meat?" Looking at Shibai's extremely shy face, I still couldn't help but tease her.

"Badass, stupid!" Shibai walked quickly in front of me and patted me on the shoulder with idleness, but never let go of the other hand, "Why have you held other people's hands for so long, and your mouth is not considerate at all!" ”

I stepped up a little bit, "Okay, good, wrong, wrong." I wanted to touch my head, but my empty hand was too shameful to lift.

There were umbrellas that were usually used to shade the sun, so we sat on the upper and lower chairs.

"I'm sweating a lot." Shibai's voice became smaller and quieter.

But I'll understand it right away" Ah, Shibai's hands are sweaty, it's okay, I'll lick it clean. ”

"Shhh was scolded by Shibai again and slapped his chest.

As if guided by the inexplicable emotion of "let go of your hand and you can't hold it anymore, and if you let go of your hand, Shibai will disappear", inadvertently, I gently and forcefully squeezed Shibai's hand, and unexpectedly she also shook me back hard.

The snow gradually subsided as time passed imperceptibly, but the sky remained dark. Because of the height difference, Shibai happened to be able to lean on my shoulder easily. In order to hide my confusion, I had to take out my phone with my empty hand and scroll through the news to divert my attention, maintaining the movement of wrapping Shibai's hand while trying to keep Shibai's shoulder without moving.

"What will happen to us in the future?" In the quiet time, Shibai's murmur suddenly came.

With a little silence, even if it was a lie, I still firmly said: "It will get better and better, as long as you work hard, everything will be as you wish." Then, as if to make up for his lies, "At least I'll be with you all the time." ”

"Hmm... It was faint, but it reached me, probably like her thoughts.

Even though the snow has stopped, the surrounding snow is greedily absorbing the heat. As if urged by the cold air, I subconsciously glanced at my watch, and it was not too early.

Take the initiative to get up, even if you are reluctant, you have to let go of your hand and go to clean up your things.

"Let's go, poetry in vain, I have to go to class tomorrow."

No response was received, and instead a hand was shaken.

Walking on the road, due to shame and excitement, I didn't dare to look directly at Shibai for a while, and could only glance at Shibai frequently, who was also silent.

was discovered by Shibai: "What are you doing, your hands are still cold, you can't help me warm up, if it doesn't work, I'll warm it myself!" ”

While grabbing his sister's hand, he couldn't help but say, "You're too cute, aren't you, what a textbook tsundere." ”

"Hmph, I'm going to warm myself up."

"Don't be angry."...

Along the way, even though there were sometimes bickering and sometimes silent, the two hands were never separated.