What does it feel like?

Xiao Huan felt that he was no longer a person, but a machine.

When you're in the boot state, you feel like you're doing anything, because you're doing your job.

So whether it's facing a stranger or a mysterious source, he basically doesn't feel afraid now, because no one can stand up to his increasingly powerful and crazy machine.

But until, when he met this group of people from the Lost Island, he had a feeling of being completely restrained.

It seems that he is really just a machine, facing the fate of being closed, no matter how strong his strength is, he cannot resist the control from the source.

He was puzzled and powerless about the occurrence of such a thing.

Vision, hearing, and perception have been stripped away step by step, and now Xiao Huan only has the ability to think.

It was as if he was imprisoned in a huge black cage, unable to see anything, unable to hold anything, and unable to control anything.

The only thing you have is your mind, but unfortunately, this mind seems to have no external equipment, and it can only be empty and meaningless to run itself......

…… No, there is a little bit of something else.

At this time, Xiao Huan could feel Yang Jia's existence, and she could feel that she couldn't help but want to make a move again.

At this time, Xiao Huan didn't know why he could feel Yang Jia, maybe it was because of the platinum ring that the two of them were bound to each other, so Yang Jia still had a little bit of his residual consciousness, that little bit of consciousness, so that he could maintain contact with the outside world, although that little bit of consciousness was so light that it was almost negligible, but just like the people in the abyss, it was pitch black all around, and only a little bit of light could be seen, but this bit of light at least meant that the world was not so dark......

Xiao Huan used this little bit of consciousness to influence Yang Jia and warn her that she couldn't make a move.

Because he himself could feel that he was fighting against these people with silver suitcases, not against power, but against something deeper.

Yang Jia's shot will not have an effect, and will only be as deep as herself.

Of course, if you change to another person, in the current state, you are likely to panic, and you will not even be able to form your thinking, let alone think about others.

However, the ability to explode his mind gives Xiao Huan more time to calm down, even in the face of this sudden and incomprehensible attack, he can reluctantly let himself think hard and perceive hard.

With the little bit of consciousness left on Yang Jia's body, he perceived the outside world.

……

……

"Why isn't it over yet?"

At the same time, Xiao Huan at the level of reality stood silently in place, surrounded by the undulating spiritual tide.

Standing opposite him, the man with the suitcase in his hand couldn't help frowning, holding his fingers on the headset, and asked in a low voice, "Is the command to turn off the mind issued?" ”

"It's been sent."

At the end of the headset, a rustling voice sounded, sounding a little anxious: "The brain here has been successfully turned off, and he should also realize the stillness of his mind at the same time." ”

The person carrying the suitcase in his hand glanced deeply at Xiao Huan, and immediately shook his head: "Not yet." ”

"Closure is 99 percent, but it's still short of the last line ......"

"You think you're fighting hard, why can't you get through this last bit of progress?"

“……”

"Big ...... Presumably because he is somewhat different from other test subjects. ”

The person on the other end of the headset was also struggling to explain: "Maybe it's because he self-fed himself too much pain, or maybe, after all, he is a zero drug tester with a 100% source synchronization rate, so his resistance is stronger than that of other test subjects." ”

"However, it is clear that the progress has not stopped, it has been going."

"It's just that the speed of walking is a little slower......"

“……”

The man carrying the silver suitcase immediately asked, "How slow?" ”

“…… Stop that kind indefinitely. ”

“……”

"Hoo ......"

The two sides finally couldn't talk anymore, and the person carrying the silver suitcase immediately said: "What other way, increase the intensity." ”

"We can't stay in this chaotic spiritual world for too long."

“……”

"Of course there is a way."

The humanity on the other end of the headset: "The signal here has been confirmed to be sent and worked, and he has been shut down so many brain areas, which also means that there is no problem with the reception." ”

"Then the only thing we can adjust is the influence of the spiritual ocean on him."

"Then, increase the power output!"

“……”

With this suggestion being put forward, at this time, the island hidden outside this world, deliberately maintained a connection with the shepherd, a group of scientific researchers in white coats, also immediately busy, they adjusted the surrounding computers, and all these computers, and all the computers, and connected to the surrounding rows, almost boundless transparent glass tanks, glass tanks, all of them are brains one by one, forming a huge and strange human brain matrix, countless currents, transmitted between these brains, play a role.

"Mr. Shepherd, this is the only time you can visit the facilities on the island, so I hope you can see it as well."

Another person, standing in front of this human brain matrix, explained lightly to the shepherd who came over the line: "The Black Forest has always controlled the world, never gave up, and never lost its advantage. ”

"You should know that our world has given birth to its own will, and it has been divided into twelve paths."

"It's just that what is often misunderstood is that the will of the world was not born of itself, but is part of our plan to upgrade the world."

“……”

The shepherd watched all this in shock and greed, and couldn't help but ask: "What about Dante and Hell......"

"They also possess fragments of the will of the world."

The guide said lightly: "Some of them did grab it, but there are also some that the Black Forest deliberately let them find." ”

"Why?"

The shepherd suddenly wondered: if the Black Forest really had such a great privilege, how could it allow others to obtain the fragments of the will of the world?

If you give it to someone else, won't you be complete anymore?

"The will of the world does not need to be complete, but needs to be constantly eliminated and some impurities expelled."

The guide said coldly: "So, we don't mind that some of the fragments of the world's will are obtained by others, of course, we must also admit that those two madman organizations still have some of their own abilities." ”

"They've been talking about this part of the terms since they started fulfilling their contract with the Black Forest to help keep the woman in captivity."

"After discussion, the Black Forest leadership decided that it would not hurt the overall situation, and they would be allowed to get it."

"It's just that whether it's the four pieces in the hands of Dante's organization or the three in the hands of the Hell organization, it doesn't matter, because the Black Forest has always held the five most important ......."

“……”

"Five?"

The shepherd was slightly surprised, this was a little different from what he thought.

And the guide, who was unusually calm, said the key to the matter: "That's right, the mysterious guide codenamed the Compass of Destiny that appeared in Black Gate City has always been under the control of the Black Forest. ”

"It was sent to the city of Black Gate to cooperate with you and guide the Pioneer Project."

"So, part of the discussion you had with your men earlier was right, the Black Forest never gave up on the World Upgrade Plan."

"It's just that it's a little different from what you think, not only did we not give up, but we never stopped."

"Even if the out-of-control mental resonance plan caused us to lose a lot, and it was true that the scene almost got out of control, we never stopped."

“……”

"This ......"

The shepherd's lips twitched.

He had once been disappointed in the upper echelons of the Black Forest, believing that the old guys, frightened by the mysterious power controlled by the strangers, were bound and could not do anything.

How can such a Black Forest be worthy of the pattern that changed the world in the first place?

It wasn't until now that he suddenly realized that the group of people who let him down was just the director of a branch, and even, they were deliberately placed there to attract attention, the real Black Forest executives, who had never let themselves down, and even made themselves feel fear, that was a group of people who almost ruined the whole world, but did not hesitate to continue their own research the next day, they were paranoid, arrogant, cold-blooded, they only had their own ambitions and plans in their eyes, and they didn't even consider the consequences of failure......

Or maybe it's just that the Black Forest had too much influence on the world, leading to the reality that no one can restrain them?

"If it ......"

He took a long time before he slowly spoke: "Or you really have been paying attention to all this and mastering all this, what is the meaning of the existence of the laboratory in Black Gate City?" ”

"The previous Pioneer Project, why did you ...... Will you give me the right to do so? ”

“……”

The guide listened to his words, and suddenly there was a little silence, and he said after a long time: "We also had a period of uncertainty, and we need some bold people to try more. ”

"This ......"

As if sensing his hesitation, the shepherd suddenly understood, and exhaled deeply:

"So you were also confused and scared?"

"The Pioneer Project was authorized to us because you were overwhelmed by all this chaos during that time?"

"Through this unique test subject, to break the situation that made you anxious, through him to advance the Noah Project, until now I even see the hope of success......

"But since you've all chosen to believe it before, why are you meddling now?"

“……”

The guide turned his head coldly and glanced at the shepherd on the screen, as if he had a strong disagreement with what he had just said.

But for a while, I didn't know what kind of words to use to shut him up.

"I see......"

But in the face of his eyes, the shepherd had a vague sense of sudden realization: "You don't believe him after all, because you are getting closer to the possibility of success, and you are more and more worried." ”

"I'm worried that there will be variables, so I want to control him more deeply......"

“……”

"Hoo ......"

It was only at this time that the guide sighed softly, noncommittal, and only responded lightly: "Those test subjects, after all, are just a group of crazy people, how can people believe it?" ”

"Noah's plan must be successful, so the execution of the final plan must be reliable."

“……”

"Hehehehehe......"

When the shepherd listened to his words, he knew that his guess was confirmed, and for a moment, he did not know what kind of emotions were surging in his heart, and he could not help but smile bitterly, and slowly, word by word, asked:

"If that's the case, then I have a question......"

"Is it more dangerous to believe in a madman, or is it more dangerous to try to control a madman completely?"

“……”

This sudden question suddenly caused the guide, as well as those who had been following the subject's recovery plan, to suddenly fall into deep thought.

In the laboratory, the air was condensed, and the silence was terrifying.

After a long time, someone seemed to vent, and shouted with all his strength: "Increase the indoctrination of the spiritual ocean into him." ”

"Complete the recovery of the Zero tester!"

"Immediately, immediately!"

"Even, directly at this time, forcibly adjust him!"

“……”

The huge human brain matrix began to release the signal that turned off Xiao Huan's thinking ability, and it fully gathered the power of the five world will fragments, affecting the entire spiritual ocean, overwhelmingly converging towards Xiao Huan.

All the forces have only one goal, to influence Xiao Huan and completely shut him down.

……

……

"It turned out to be the power of the will of the world?"

When the surging and huge power struck Xiao Huan, Xiao Huan also had some enlightenment in his heart.

He didn't know what was going on on the Lost Island and what he was doing, and he didn't even know how he was shut down, and the consciousness left in Yang Jia's mind was not enough for him to complete such a large and precise observation, but now that he only had his thinking ability still running, he could feel the huge spiritual power around him, trying to influence and change himself, and in this unlimited and extended time, he ruled out all kinds of possibilities, and began to slowly realize the problem......

I don't understand how the original principle was realized, but I can understand how the will of the world now affects me.

The will of the world wants to shut itself down, but it is very simple.

The world can pinch us into any shape at will, and will not accept your personal confrontation.

You can be a person with low self-esteem, or you can be a proud person who can be decent and confident and take anyone in stride, or you can be inferior and shy and unwilling to face the people around you.

But that's not what you look like.

Because the power of the world, starting from a young age, starting with genes, shaping you little by little.

A confident and calm person, if he has changed his life environment since he was a child and experienced the environment that others need to go through, he may also become a person with low self-esteem and sensitivity.

Our family background, our growth environment, even our appearance, and even our genes are all given to us by this world.

That "I".

There is nothing to praise about "me" in the pure, true sense of the word.

Today's Xiao Huan feels the change of the world to himself, and he doesn't know where the world got his original data, at least it knows what kind of frequency and state it can achieve in order to be closed, so it can use a variety of abilities and methods to try to complete the transformation of itself, and I have to admit that this method is very effective for itself, and now in addition to the ability to explode thinking, it can prolong this process, and there is no way for it to ......

I have been squeezed into the deepest part of this world, and I am still sinking.

If you can't escape the will of the world, you can only let it go.

I can even feel that in this sinking process, my past experiences and memories have begun to become distorted.

He doesn't know, is the self that has been changed in the past still himself?

……

……

"The people who lost the island finally couldn't help but take action......"

In another place, the hidden operation of the Lost Island was still detected by some people with special perception abilities.

The two leaders of Dante's organization and the inferno organization also seem to be struggling: "Do we choose to help him, or take the opportunity to complete our plan preparations?" ”

"We gave him a chance."

The elder president of Dante's organization said lightly: "At that time, if he chose to join us, we were even willing to leave a seat for him, but he didn't do anything after all. ”

"Then we have no other choice."

"Let's go......"

"This world has always been like this, and the only thing we can do is to escape ......"

“……”

"That's it?"

In Black Gate City, the woman in the white dress looked out the window, her own power was joining in a huge reorganization, she was unwilling, but she could not disobey this order.

Just as people have always been driven by desire, so is she.

But she was really reluctant, she could feel that the child was becoming a different person, and she couldn't help but think of him at the beginning, sat on the sofa, faced herself, and muttered:

"Why, no one is trying to help her?"

“……”

What a naïve idea......

It's a pity that the world is spitting naïve, and it has never been willing to give this naïve a chance.

……

……

I vaguely felt that the pressure around me was getting bigger and bigger, and Xiao Huan was sinking deeper and deeper, so deep that even Yang Jia couldn't perceive it.

In this endless sinking space, he didn't know if he had hallucinated or not, as if the darkness around him had come to life and turned into huge flesh and blood, they were swollen and crowded, spread out in front of him layer by layer, and he seemed to be a part of this huge flesh and blood, and this huge gap made him face this huge flesh and blood, without the slightest ability to resist, he could only become a member of it, completely controlled by it, to carry out any command it gave him......

Until he suddenly heard a sigh: "You're here too......"

Xiao Huan felt a familiar aura, and when he was thinking, it seemed that his vision had also produced a slight light, and he saw an old man.

At first, he didn't think about it, but gradually, this familiar breath began to take shape, and finally, he realized who he was seeing.

This old man in a white suit with a pale face looked at him with deep and weak eyes.

Xiao Huan remembered that he had seen him once, when he had inherited the contract of the elder lord of Black Gate City.

He was the dead president of the city of Black Gate.

"So, this is where the dead are headed?"

He looked at the old president, hesitated slightly, and thought curiously.

"It's a cage of despair, but it's not a place for the dead."

The elder sighed in a low voice: "In the spiritual world, there is no concept of death, in the race, the spiritual power of all people will be gathered in one place, so the people who die in reality will continue to exist in the spiritual ocean, until time is getting longer and longer, so long that no one remembers him, so long that he can no longer affect anyone, he will gradually erode and become a part of this huge ocean, but it still exists, but it has lost its self-consciousness......"

Listening to his words, Xiao Huan gradually remembered the advice he gave him when he first met him.

At that time, those words, in my opinion, didn't even mean anything, what so-called don't forget hope, what was once my self may be wrong......

Now, Xiao Huan understands why he said this at the time, but it is useless.

"So, you, who have been trying to escape before, have always been just a chess piece in the hand of the Lost Island, so you said that you can't escape?"

Xiao Huan looked at him, and his voice suddenly seemed to be a little ridiculed: "But you still said let us escape, so what's the use?" You already know what you're fighting against, and you still think we can win? ”

"You also erased half of the information in the Ten Commandments of the Stranger, what do you want to express?"

"You say we can finally escape, but how?"

“……”

"I did fail, and I failed badly."

The elder's voice was low and weak, and he choked and said: "I once wanted to take people out of this strange world, back to our familiar, normal world, but I found out that I was wrong, we were just living in fantasy, and it was so difficult to escape from fantasy, so I also thought about it, I want to end this, I want to take that big ship, go to the end of the mystery, close the singularity, and let me, and all those who are willing to believe in me, really get rid of this endless pain......"

"But it's also hopeless."

The elder said slowly: "We are too weak, in front of the will of the world, we are just a part. ”

"The trigger was pulled, and he didn't know that he was about to shoot a murderous bullet."

"I don't understand why my plan to save people turned out to be a murderous journey, so I also thought about ruining all these plans......"

"Of course, I still haven't made it."

"For one thing, so many people believed me, and I couldn't bear to see their disappointed expressions."

"Second, the world wouldn't allow me to do that, so they killed me and imprisoned me forever in this desperate world."

“……”

"In that case......

Xiao Huan looked at the face that was vicissitudes of life and was not real, and said in a low voice: "Why didn't you just tell me to give up at the beginning?" ”

"Why do you promise me that you will be able to escape?"

“……”

"Because ......"

The elder's answer seemed a little difficult and unreal: "If you despair at the beginning, you will really sink into the abyss." ”

"That's the way the world is......"

"If you give up struggling, you will sink into the abyss, and if you keep struggling, you may eventually sink into the abyss, but in the end, you still have to be slower than others......"

“……”

"So ......"

Xiao Huan listened and listened, and suddenly a spirit seemed to be sober.

He realized once again that there was no elder around him, and there was no darkness that had turned into flesh and blood, only his own consciousness, which sank into the deepest part of his mind.

Because his brain is being transformed, his current self has fallen into deep despair.

Did the elder really talk to him, or did he just know him and try to have a spiritual exchange with him?

This exchange didn't seem to have changed anything, but it all made him feel a strong unwillingness, he almost tried his best, feeling some of the residual consciousness he left in Yang Jia's place, and through this consciousness, observing himself in Yang Jia's eyes, he didn't seem to see any difference, but in the chaotic mental turbulence, the person carrying the suitcase was approaching him step by step, and whispered, saying some demagogic words: "Zero, don't fall into this hypocritical self-touching again." ”

"You need to recognize reality so that you understand that some things will happen eventually."

"Like, this little boy starving to death on the street."

"For example, the woman who became a stepping stone to the world's upgrade plan......"

"Go for it......"

“……”

He said slowly: "Don't fight against this world, no one can fight against this world, we just need to recognize this world and become one of her......"

In Yang Jia's perspective, he seemed to be moved by the words, and he was subconsciously nodding his head.

Yang Jia was probably frightened by this scene, she didn't know that she was no longer herself, she was just hesitating, worried, not daring to speak, and not daring to touch herself at this time.

"yes......"

He suddenly sighed in a low voice: "This world has always been like this. ”

"There will always be a little boy who will starve to death on the street, there will always be a man who will be drowned in life, and there will always be someone who will collapse in a café because of some reasons from others, holding painful memories......"

"What about the rotten little girl?"

"What about a male patient who is suffering and a female nurse who is dying in despair?"

“……”

He thought to himself, and in reality, he seemed to be saying it involuntarily: "The world has always been like this, and it doesn't accept change." ”

"We can only do something if we adapt to the world."

"Or, run away."

“……”

"Huh?"

The man carrying the suitcase also seemed to be slightly stunned, and suddenly his face was happy, and he could feel that Xiao Huan's spiritual world seemed to be changing rapidly towards the method he was looking forward to.

"Progress has started again......"

At the same time, the researchers on the lost island were also very excited: "Although it has not been 100% closed, the adjustment to him has received unexpected results......

"Is the experiment really going to succeed?"

“……”

They stared at the screen tightly, not daring to breathe, just full of nervous anticipation.

"Did you really change him?"

Even the shepherd, who was now connected to them, had a slight change in expression.

He didn't know how to describe his feelings, indeed, he was a person from the Black Forest, and he should stand on the side of the Lost Island, and even said that the Lost Island was willing to connect with him, which meant that his previous work had been recognized by them, and they were absorbing themselves, and only by echoing them and identifying with them could he join the Lost Island, which is the real Black Forest, but he didn't know why, seeing that the Zero Drug Tester was being reprogrammed, he actually felt a lot of sadness in his heart......

"But ......"

Similarly, when everyone was full of hope and watched the appearance of a brand-new, controlled, and real executor of Project Noah, Xiao Huan let out an imperceptible murmur:

"I really don't like this kind of world......"

“……”

"What?"

At the reality level, the commissioner who was staring at Xiao Huan tightly frowned: "You don't like it?" ”

"Does the world need you to like?"

"What can you do?"

“……”

Xiao Huan remained silent, and then, as if he had been turned off countless brain regions and adjusted, he suddenly walked in one direction.

That's where the dead little boy was.

He saw the little boy through Yang Jia, and tried to control his body with the power of the spiritual ocean.

He walked step by step, slowly, towards the little boy, and when he performed this action, three eyes began to slowly split out on his body, which was his insight eye, his own thing, the brain on the lost island, with the same structure as him, but without these three eyes, that brain, what can be done is to let Xiao Huan be closed, but in the case that Xiao Huan is not completely closed, it can't stop his control of these three eyes.

And these three eyes, gradually, overlapped.

So, in the dark red vision, the little boy in Xiao Huan's eyes was starting to rewind his life, and he gradually woke up, holding his chin.

The blood on his head began to slowly seep into his wounds, and the movie in the glass window began to play again.

The owner of the video store also slowly woke up with the flow of time, opened his eyes, and looked at the world in confusion.

"How so?"

On the lost island, everyone was suddenly taken aback, looking at the data on the screen, the data that had been advancing rapidly, and even coming to an end, were now declining wildly.

At the practical level, Xiao Huan is also walking faster and faster, more and more naturally.

The little boy and the boss in his eyes have gone back to the time when they just got acquainted with each other and started watching movies together.

This is just a retrospective of the past time using the eyes of the insight, which is not real, but Xiao Huan is in this retrospective time, his steps are becoming more and more firm, and he slowly walks to the little boy's side, standing softly, so the little boy who squatted outside the glass window on the side of the street, and the owner of the video store, there is one more him, he also watches the movie quietly, the little boy and the video store owner both saw him, one wanted to slip away quietly, and the other wanted to stand up and greet this unexpected guest.

"Take it and buy something to eat!"

Xiao shouted at the little boy who wanted to slip away, handed him a bill, then turned to look at the owner of the video store, and said softly, "If I were you, I would invite him into the store." ”

"After all, dying alone on a recliner will leave a lot of regrets."

“……”

The owner of the video store was stunned, he didn't understand why this strange guest would say that.

But inexplicably, the words he said to himself actually made his heart move, as if he really had the regret he said.

"Gone!"

Xiao Huan greeted with a smile, took out all the money on his body, bought the video that was playing, and then put it back in the boss's hand, and said with a smile: "Give it to him for me!" ”

When he turned away from this time, this gray world began to be infused with brilliance.

Gradually, more and more pedestrians walked into this world, and the sunlight above their heads began to spill into this world.

The owner of the video store holding the film looked at the little boy who was standing on the corner of the street, helpless, and suddenly made up his mind and greeted him with a smile: "Come here, child, sit on the sofa and watch...... Will it sweep the floor? ”

This was originally an illusory time regression, but when Xiao Huan left, it became a real scene, and gradually synchronized with reality.

At this moment, even Yang Jia's eyes widened and looked at Xiao Huan in disbelief:

She didn't understand, how did this be done?

……

……

"Reality Reset, Dominate ......"

And not far away, the person who saw this scene with his own eyes, the person with the silver suitcase in his hand, looked even more pale, and shouted in a deep voice: "This is unreasonable, the will of the world cannot be opposed......"

"yes!"

Xiao Huan stood on the street, under the sun, slowly turned his head to look at him, and said, "The will of the world is indeed irreversible. ”

"But I'm also a member of the will of the world......"

"Even if I only occupy a very small percentage of the countless people in this world, I am also influencing the will of the world......"

"This world may be indifferent and terrible, but I can always use my own insignificant things to make up for the lack of this world, right?"

“……”

As he spoke, he laughed and said, "There is too much pain in this world, I don't like it." ”

"So, I want her to have more, something nice."

"You can spit, you can not understand, but I think only you, plus me, can truly represent the essence of this world, right?"

Nine thousand words, I feel like I'm good again!!

(End of chapter)