Chapter Ninety-Two: Remember

Lumian was stunned for a moment, looked at the seat opposite the seemingly unoccupied, and replied politely:

"Hello."

At the same time, he remembered a strange word that his sister Aurel had once said and explained:

"Expert Consultation"!

Although I am not surrounded by invisible "psychiatrists", there are two of them, and they are also undetectable...... Lumien muttered inwardly.

The lady across from him didn't say anything more, and Susie's tone became more relaxed and brisk:

"You seem to be very impressed with the newspaper incident, which means that it has had a good effect?"

"Yes."

Lumien replied calmly.

He's been able to confront the wound in his heart instead of closing it up, otherwise he'd try to avoid touching "Red Boots" Franca, as she always mentions Aureor.

Of course, the resulting mood swings are inevitable.

Susie turned the conversation back to her original track:

"If you want to further confirm what abnormal coincidences have been made during this period of time and find the corresponding source, I can help you. I'm not going to look through your memories directly, but I'm able to wake them all up and make them appear in chronological order before your eyes, and of course, it doesn't involve the ones that are hidden by the subconscious, those are too dangerous, would you like to try?"

Lumian didn't hesitate at all:

"Okay."

After perceiving the coincidences on and around him, he would think back to the experience of this time from time to time, and deliberate on the corresponding details, and now it was just a better way.

"You put your body completely against the back of the couch, relax, and close your eyes." Susie's soft voice unhurriedly reached Lumian's moon.

He had just changed his sitting posture before he could adjust his mental state, and when he closed his eyes, the "volcanic eruption" suddenly appeared in his mind.

This "hit" him off guard and made his subconscious unable to make an effective block.

Magma and smoke erupted like points of light, each of which contained a scene.

The large number of points of light arranged linearly in chronological order makes it seem as if Lumien is seeing a play in which he is the protagonist.

It is reflected in a fleeting gesture, but yet maintains the clarity and completeness of every detail.

Lumian suddenly had the feeling that his brain was racing rapidly, the temperature was rising rapidly, and white smoke was about to rise.

He saw every scene, remembered every detail, strung them together, looking for something out of the ordinary.

Suddenly, he frowned tightly and whispered with a slightly painful expression:

"I discovered, I discovered, the memory of the last time I prayed for the gift, before I returned to the Golden Rooster Hotel, that memory, is gone!"

Lumian's eyes widened, and the muscles of his face were visibly distorted.

The memory that should have existed was blank!

At this time, a soft female voice came into his mind:

"Is it no longer there, is it gone, or have you forgotten it, ignored it?"

It came from the lady across from him, but not with the same smile as before, but with a slight lightness.

It lit up in Lumien's mind like a bolt of lightning, illuminating all the dark corners of the subconscious.

Lumian's expression became more and more painful, he couldn't help but bury his head and said with great difficulty:

"I, I see, I see, I'm talking to, I'm talking to the angel sealed inside me! He called, He called Themipolos! ”

Lumian finally remembered what he had forgotten, the contamination of the seal on his left chest was essentially a fatalistic angel named Themipolos!

He had wanted to ask the "magician" lady if he could use the angel and how to circumvent the negative effects he might have, but then he forgot about it completely.

"This is the contamination of the seal in your body?"

Susie didn't seem too surprised, and her voice was still calm.

Lumian subconsciously exhaled, raised his hand and touched his forehead, which was already covered with dense cold sweat.

He replied truthfully:

"Yes, he tried to lure me out of the seal, but I refused, and I forgot about it after that. It's, it's so weird, Termipolos is sealed in my body, and I can't escape, but I still have been unknowingly affected by him!"

"It's normal, and you can't underestimate any angel, even if he's sealed." Susie used explanations to dispel Lumian's instantaneous fear, and the unknown is the most frightening.

She further said:

In ancient times, angels were also called "slave gods", which meant that they already possessed the essence of some gods, and even if they were sealed, they could exert some influence on the outside world in some way. Did you think that with the seal of that great being, the pollution in your chest was closer to the gift, as long as you followed the right process and came at the right stage, except that it would be more painful when bearing the power, and there was a certain risk of getting out of control, there would be no other problems?"

Lumian was silent, and for a while he had more or less similar thoughts.

"You have to remember that in something like this, the manifestation of the curse is not weaker than that of the gift, or even stronger."

Susie admonished:

"I don't know how Themipolos influenced you, but based on his belief in fate, I suspect that he mainly caused some change in your fate. You don't have to worry too much, after all, he is sealed, and the influence he can exert is very limited, and you can avoid this problem to a large extent by checking your status from time to time and repeatedly asking whether you should do something or not. ”

"Okay." Lumian took out a pen and paper and scribbled a memo. The memo is about asking the 'magician' lady about Themipolos.

He was worried that after he finished his treatment, he would be influenced by the angel in the realm of fate and forget about the corresponding things.

Putting away the pen and paper, Lumian exhaled slowly:

"After remembering the incident of Themipolos, my whole person is much more relaxed and steady, and it seems that my spirituality is still aware of it."

"I can feel that you're in a better state of mind than you were just now." Susie affirmed Lumian's words.

Lumien asked, "Two ladies, do you think that Suzanne Matisse has been completely eliminated by the official extraordinary, and do I still need to look for clues from the old pigeon cage theater to prevent her from attacking again?"

Calculating the time, Mr. Eve, the landlord of the Golden Rooster Hotel, should start to run out of bad luck now.

Susie smiled softly:

"The audience is not good at divination."

The "invisible" lady, who sat opposite Lumian, said with a slight smile:

"Lady Magician is an expert in divination, didn't she tell you the answer, or did you not read what she was trying to do?"

Didn't say ah.... Lumien recalled the reply of the "magician" lady to the matter of Sujuana Matisse.

Suddenly, he froze: Ms. "Magician" was telling him all about how to solve Suzanne Matisse's problem and suggesting that he seek help from Mr. K. This is interpreted from another angle, that is, she did not consider the possibility that Suzanne Matisse has been completely eliminated! In her opinion, this problem will flare up again!"

Wouldn't that be too subtle? Or, she felt like it was an obvious thing and didn't bother to stress it again? Lumian muttered a few words, nodded and said:

"I know the answer."

While answering, Lumian had a certain association according to the title and attitude of the "psychiatrist" opposite to the "magician" lady, could it be that they were also members of the secret organization codenamed Tarot cards? Which card is their respective card?

After a slight adjustment, Lumien asked about his mental state:

"The thought of meeting Louis Lund makes me anxious, excited, and excited, and I can't control my performance, is this a serious psychological problem?"

Susie replied in a soft voice:

"It's actually normal, everybody behaves similarly when it comes to the things they care about the most, you're just a little bit aggressive. If you don't react like this, I'll suspect that you're having a more serious psychological problem and have shut up all your emotions. What you need to do now is not fear and fear, but control them. ”

This is normal.... After being reassured by Lady Susie, Lumian was no longer as anxious as before on the issue, and his mental state became more stable.

He asked thoughtfully:

"Control?"

How to control it?

Susie replied:

"The easiest way is to always remember that you can't overdo it, and as soon as you have a similar reaction, immediately calm your mood and ease your state by taking deep breaths."

This is easy to say, but it is very difficult in practice, human beings are very difficult to have reason when they have emotional outbursts, and there are few thoughts that you have to control yourself, and when you regain your sobriety, mistakes have often been made. And I can help you set a trigger point that will remind you of what I'm saying now once your emotional response has exceeded a certain limit, helping you to regain your senses and try to control yourself.

It's a short-term solution, and in the long run, it's up to you, but of course, when you get used to looking at yourself when you're overly emotional, the problem will be simpler.

"Would you like to give it a try?"

"Okay." Lumian does not reject the help of external forces.

Susie's voice somehow became ethereal and illusory, and she seemed to say a lot, but Lumian didn't remember a word, and could only recall the final epilogue:

"The trigger point has been set, and if there is no accident, it can last for two weeks, just in time for the next treatment, and then decide whether to make up for it according to the situation."

Lumian let out an "um" and examined his mind and mental state.

After more than ten seconds, he asked a little frightened and a little expectant:

"Can you try to awaken more subconscious memories?"