206. Each has something to worry about
The two of them withdrew their hands at the same time, and they both brought out a pool of blood, splashing each other's faces.
Then the two separated for a distance, each put away the Dao weapon, and slowly fell.
Hua Xie took Wang Xizhou back, and the latter took a pill and swallowed it, and then took Hua Xie's outstretched hand.
Right now, Wang Xizhou is seriously injured, his spiritual power is almost exhausted, and he is extremely weak, even if he wants to be strong, he doesn't have the heart to support it. It's better to save some effort, lest you use too much force, faint, and be carried back, which will be even more unsightly.
Bai Gu asked, "Brother Wang, are you okay?" ”
"Xizhou's current situation, it's hard to say it's okay." Wang Xizhou smiled bitterly, "But don't worry, it's good to raise it for a while." Thank you for your concern. ”
Wang Xizhou took out a small white pill, crushed it with his fingers, and applied it to the wound on his chest. In the blink of an eye, there was no more blood.
Now in this situation of tigers and wolves, let's stop the bleeding first, and then talk about anything else, the soldiers will block it, and the water will cover it, and then find a way to solve it.
Bai Gu patted Bai Xiaoxiao, who had retreated several steps into his arms, and smoothed it on her arm.
Even if Bai Xiaoxiao is not disgusted with Wang Xizhou, and the relationship has become much more familiar with each other during this time, Bai Xiaoxiao is still young and timid after all, and he still can't accept the bloody scene.
Especially the blood that was slowly flowing out of the living flesh, Bai Xiaoxiao was especially afraid.
What's more, Wang Xizhou is less than ten steps away from her now, and it's good that Bai Xiaoxiao wasn't so scared that she cried.
The previous nearly ten years of life in Lingding Lane brought Bai Xiaoxiao a shadow that was not small.
As long as there is blood, it means that someone will die.
Aunt Zhang, who is a neighbor, has lung disease and has no money to treat it, although she has a few medicines from Lao Liu. But as the days went by, Aunt Zhang also dragged it to a very serious extent, and vomited blood and died at the end of the year.
Ah Yue also has a very serious lung disease, although she was snatched away by the bastards and froze to death at that time, but Ah Yue also vomited a lot of blood before her death. Bai Xiaoxiao stayed in the same bed with Ah Yue, and she helped wipe the waste blood that Ah Yue spit out every day.
In addition, there are also the uncle of the Wang family who was bitten off his thigh by a mad dog and died in bed for more than a month before being found, and the uncle of the Zhang family who fought with people in order to grab a bite of food and was stabbed to death with a knife, these are all bits and pieces that left a "deep" impression on Bai Xiaoxiao.
In Bai Xiaoxiao's concept, as long as there is blood, it is going to die,
So when Bai Gu was seriously injured and covered in blood, Bai Xiaoxiao was very flustered and scared.
She was afraid that Bai Gu would die like that, and she was afraid that she would be alone again.
She didn't want to lose Bai Gu.
Although he was scared in his heart, the concern and worry in Bai Xiao's heart still overcame the fear of blood.
She offered to wash Bai Gu's body in the inn of Turtle Sleep City, and to take care of Bai Gu's bedside.
She stayed by Bai Gu's bedside, day and night, intermittently telling Bai Gu stories and heartfelt words, as if the closer she spoke, Bai Gu could hear more clearly and wake up faster.
As long as Bai Gu wakes up, she will not lose Bai Gu.
As long as Bai Gu can be kept alive, Bai Xiaoxiao will do everything she can, as long as she can do it.
If you can't do it, try to do it.
Bai Gu is her only relative, her everything. She couldn't live without Bai Gu, and she couldn't lose him.
Bai Xiaoxiao is only white and lonely.
So when Bai Xiaoxiao was dragged by Wang Xizhou to have breakfast, ready to go back to the room to wash his face, and then continued to stay in front of Bai Gu's bed, but after entering the door, he heard Bai Gu's familiar voice, and when he looked up and saw Bai Gu standing by the window and bathing in the sun, Bai Xiaoxiao was not happy at first, but only panicked.
Because in the story, the dead will remain in the world in the form of a god-man bathed in light, and will completely dissipate after seeing the last look of their loved ones.
Bai Xiaoxiao was really afraid that Bai Gu was dead, afraid that it would be the last time she saw Bai Gu.
If Bai Gu hadn't taken the initiative to speak, Bai Xiaoxiao would have really scared herself to death.
Bai Xiaoxiao is afraid of blood, very afraid, even afraid of her own nosebleed - she is afraid that she will die of some disease, and she may infect Bai Gu who gets along with her day and night.
Bai Xiaoxiao is not afraid of death, but she is afraid that if she dies, she will also affect Bai Gu.
I've been dragging my brother down for so long, if I die, my brother might be a lot easier, right? Since this is the case, if you want to die, you have to die simply, don't die, you have to burden your brother, then you will be too sorry for my brother.
Bai Xiaoxiao hoped that if she died, she would be left with only relaxation, not tears, illness and debt.
She would rather Bai Gu be ruthless and indifferent, and not even pile up a grave for her after she died, not even give her a piece of paper money to burn, and she didn't want Bai Gu to cry in front of her grave.
She is not worth it, at least Bai Xiaoxiao feels that she is not worthy of Bai Gu paying so much for her.
She was just an orphan girl who was discarded at will, cowering in the middle of the road in a daze, Bai Lonely, a stranger who met in the water, and it was already great kindness to spit on her who didn't get in the way.
But Bai Gu did not dislike her face full of snot and tears, but took her home, boiled hot water for her, wiped her face and body, and gave her the only nest left in the house to eat, Bai Gu himself was hungry. Since then, Bai Gu has done everything he can, caring for Bai Xiaoxiao, and he can count it on himself.
Sometimes Bai Xiaoxiao is very confused, is she too selfish.
In order to survive for himself, he took care of himself and enjoyed Bai Gu's care, ignoring Bai Gu's life and death.
She clearly knew that if she left Bai Gu, the latter could live well, not to mention how nourishing life could be, at least she would have more food and clothing, and her life would not be worried.
But she was reluctant.
I can't bear to be alone, or rather, I can't bear to eat that Bai Gu can bring life to me.
Therefore, Bai Xiaoxiao can only try her best to play the role of her sister, so that Bai Gu can feel relaxed and warm after returning home, even if it is a little bit. In this way, Bai Xiaoxiao's guilt and reluctance towards Bai Gu can be reduced a little, so that she can accept the emotional care and livelihood gifts from Bai Gu more calmly.
She is only eleven years old now, and it has only been ten years since she opened her eyes to see the world, and it has only been a few months since she left Lingding Alley to come here.
She still has a lot of scenery to see, food to eat, and a long road ahead of her life.
She just wants to live, what's wrong with her?
A sense of uneasiness and panic swelled in Bai Xiaoxiao's heart, and she immediately rubbed into Bai Gu's arms.
Bai Gu looked down at Bai Xiaoxiao, and the movements in his hands were lighter, but the movements changed smoothly, like a mother coaxing a baby to sleep, comforting Bai Xiaoxiao.
Bai Gu knew that Bai Xiaoxiao's heart was very complicated at this time, but he didn't know what it was, so he could only use this method.
Even if he is now a cultivator, he can be regarded as an ordinary person. can't see through people's hearts, can't read emotions, and knows that Bai Xiaoxiao is uncomfortable and sad at this time, but Bai Gu can only watch and can't do anything.
What's the use of coaxing a child's back?
If you don't know where the other party's depression is, you can't prescribe the right medicine. These trivial superficial efforts are close to nothing.
It is better to talk than nothing to say that it is good, and to say that it is bad to say is to wipe your eyes with chili sauce, do bad things with good intentions, but you can't end up with good intentions, and sometimes you have to complain.
It doesn't make sense.
But is there a better way to do it now?
Bai Gu's interactions with other people and his sophistication may not be good, he can only say that he can do it, but compared with dealing with the relationship between people close to him, Bai Gu's sophistication can be regarded as a good job.
Bai Gu himself doesn't know why, he is naturally indifferent, when the road is uneven and when he sees tragic events, Bai Gu will not have a ripple in his heart, and sometimes he even wants to laugh, and it is common to watch from the sidelines.
In the past, when the old beggar pulled him to join in the fun, Bai Gu just glanced at him. Even if the mother watched her child cross the road and was run over by the unstoppable carriage, Bai Gu would not take a few more looks.
In Bai Gu's eyes, looking at something like this twice, it won't change anything. In this world, people die every day, and people can't be resurrected after death, and it's not like a few more glances at the excitement and two more cool words can resurrect people. Besides, it's not yourself or the people around you who are dying, so it's better to hurry up and find some food to fill yourself and Bai Xiaoxiao's belly. Otherwise, if they die tomorrow, it may be their brother and sister.
In the past, it may be said that it was because I had no money in my pocket and was in dire straits, so I didn't care about anything other than my livelihood. But now that Bai Gu has money, it is still difficult to spend it, and his state of mind is still the same.
Maybe compared with before, Bai Gu will look at the excitement more now, but there will definitely be no ripples and empathy.
Cause?
It's not necessary, it's not that I'm unlucky enough to encounter this kind of thing, I can use so many expressions and movements, who will I show the acting?
If such a calamity is brought upon you...... No, it's not like Bai Gu hasn't experienced it.
More than ten years of bitter and miserable, hollowing out the life of planing, Mrs. Bai and Ah Yue passed away one after another, Bai Xiaoxiao suddenly had a secret illness, his own practice was fed by his own master and beaten half to death, he went mad several times when he walked the spirit, he was seriously injured and dying twice on Jiaoyue Mountain, and the Sumeru beads in Hongshui Town were stolen and almost framed as a hooligan.
Which of these things is not a tragedy?
In Bai Gu's eyes, the thousands of trivial things in life are like countless slaps, either on others or on oneself.
The former Bai Gu was too lazy to pay attention to it, because it was none of his business, and he hung high.
As for the latter? If you dare to slap me, then I will have to pay you back at least three times.
You can die, but I can't suffer.
That's why when Bai Gu was arguing with the freckles girl in Hongshui Town, he would spare no effort to target and refute her words, and even slapped her.
However, this was still Bai Gu's convergence, because Wang Xizhou was present at the time. Otherwise, according to Bai Gu's previous temperament, when the freckled girl opened her mouth to frame her, he would have already slashed her with a sword.
Even if the other party is an eighth-order spirit caster.
Is it good to cultivate higher than me?
Lao Tzu can't beat it, and I have to leave you with an arm!