Chapter 2 The Living Treasure of Love and Killing
An Yan hugged her daughter warmly for a while before patting her daughter's little ass and urging:
"Twilight, let's get up and make breakfast, or we'll be in a hurry when we get out." :
"I know, I know, we have to go to the kindergarten to go to the kindergarten for admission, and we have made an appointment to meet my godmother!"
The mother and daughter got up as they spoke, and while Ann went into the kitchen to make breakfast, Twilight turned on the TV in the living room and watched.
She wanted to watch a cartoon on a different channel, but a man appeared on the TV and asked her to stare at it.
I only heard a sister's voice on TV say a lot of things, and she didn't actually listen specifically to what the content was, but she heard a name: Ouyang Yongchen!
She kept looking at the handsome uncle on TV, he seemed to be Ouyang Yongchen.
It wasn't until the TV changed the picture and Twilight couldn't see the uncle named Ouyang Yongchen that she left the living room and ran into An Yan's room to open a drawer, which contained a wood-colored box.
Twilight carefully opened the wood-colored box, and she flipped through the bottom of the photo to look at.
The person in the photo made her frown at her cute little brow, and said to herself in confusion:
"It's really the same person...... yes."
"Twilight, it's ready for breakfast!"
Ann's voice is heard, and Twilight quickly puts the photo away before running out of the room.
At this time, the doorbell rang, and An Yan didn't notice her daughter's strange appearance, and she went to open the door and said:
"Your godfather is really good at picking the time, and he came as soon as breakfast was set."
As soon as I opened the door, it was ~ Ji Lanfeng, Twilight's favorite godfather!
Ji Lanfeng only gave An Yan a hearty smile and walked in the door. Seeing Twilight Bud, he stepped forward and picked up Twilight Bud with open arms, and a fragrant kiss landed on Twilight Bud's little face.
"Huh~" Twilight Ya looked disgusted: "Godfather, people have just washed their beautiful faces, don't kiss indiscriminately, there will be saliva." ”
"Hey, you chick, this is your godfather's love saliva, I don't give it to ordinary people, and you still dislike it."
"Godfather, some love usually touches oneself and troubles others."
"What do you mean?"
"It means that godfather, you are enthusiastic and uninteresting."
The corners of Ji Lanfeng's mouth hung up, and he complained very unpleasantly:
"You bear kid is so ignorant......
"I just know how to give you advice, so that you can learn how to please girls quickly, otherwise, I'm really worried that you can't get rid of the label of a single dog!"
"I ...... You....... "Ji Lanfeng almost scorched himself with a mouthful of old stuffy fire!
"Okay, you two don't fall in love with each other early in the morning, let's have breakfast quickly."
An Yan is used to seeing these two living treasures, one big and one small, and she has long been out of sight.
Ji Lanfeng hummed and chirped, but he still sat down with Dui Ya in his arms, served her porridge again, sandwiched side dishes for her, and carefully stirred the hot porridge to dissipate heat.
An Yan couldn't help but smile while looking at him and said, "Mr. Lan Feng, you said that you are angry with Twilight Ya every day, but you still have to offer her like a treasure, what are you trying to do?" ”
"How do I know what I'm trying to do, it's strange that I was too busy to be her godfather, but once I got into the pit, there was an extra oil bottle hanging on me, I was really misguided!" Ji Lanfeng lamented his life in a good way.
"Godfather, if you regret it, you can also get rid of my oil bottle, I am willing to let you go free, I will never go around saying that you are a man with no sense of responsibility."
Ji Lanfeng was blocked again, he couldn't say a word to the blinking and wide-eyed Twilight Ya, he could only look at the child's mother and whisper:
"Miss An, may I ask why you are so understanding, why did you give birth to a daughter with such a poisonous mouth?"
An Yan laughed and said, "I don't know, maybe I ate too many chili peppers when I was pregnant with her......." ”
"Maybe I'm like my dad!"
Twilight interjects suddenly, but her mouth makes Ann smile frozen.
The nightmare of the morning resurfaced in her mind, and a lingering fear pierced her heart, but she secretly forced herself to forget, and she adjusted her mentality before she smiled and said to Twilight Bud:
"An Dummy, didn't Mommy say that you are Mommy's star baby, you only have Mommy, no Daddy."
Ann reached out and touched Twilight's head with pretended to be happy, thinking that Twilight would still believe what she said. But just because Twilight is young, that doesn't mean she really doesn't understand anything.
Not only does Twilight know everything, but she also pretends to be innocent and says "oh", but then she blurts out again:
"Mommy, who is Yongchen?"
Bang~ An Yan's spoon slipped out of her hand and made a strange sound on the bowl, and some of the porridge in the bowl was also spilled.
She took a tissue and wiped it to hide her panic, and said:
"Mommy doesn't know who it is, where did you hear your name?"
"Don't you know Mommy?"
Twilight Ya is a little inquisitive, but she looks so innocent that it is impossible to tell that she is testing Ann.
"How can Mommy know, you know all the people Mommy knows."
An Yan's smile was very stiff, in fact, not only she knew what she was running away from, but Ji Lanfeng, who was silent on the side, also knew. Even Twilight knows she's lying.
"But Mommy, why do you keep shouting the name "Yongchen" when you are dreaming? ”
Twilight Ya looked at Ann Yan with her big flawless eyes, in fact, she knew that Mommy was trying to lie to her again.
She didn't understand it before, so she believed everything Mommy said. But now she understands that a child can't be a star child.
Children will have fathers and mothers, and other children in kindergarten have fathers and mothers, but she is the only one who has no father, only mother!
An Yan didn't expect that the name she called in the dream had been heard by her daughter, and she didn't know how to respond to her daughter's question for a while.
Ji Lanfeng, who was on the side, probably guessed what was going on from the conversation between their mother and daughter, and he looked at Dui Ya and said loudly for An Yan:
"Twilight, your mommy said she didn't know, then she must just don't know, maybe you heard it wrong...... Come on, let's have breakfast first, and after eating, the godfather will take you to see your Jingxi godmother, don't you want to see her early? ”
Twilight Ya took turns looking at Ji Lanfeng and An Yan, and finally she stopped her gaze on An Yan's face. She saw that Mommy was unhappy, so she obediently changed the subject and said:
"Mommy, what time are we going to see Jingxi's godmother?"
An Yan appropriately relaxed the tense look on her face before pretending to be relaxed and responded:
"After breakfast, we will go to the new kindergarten with our godfather to help you go through the enrollment procedures, and then we can go to see your godmother."
"Then I want to dress up nicely today, Mommy, you have to help me dress up."
An Yan smiled: "I know, is it okay for you to wear the Hanfu princess dress that your godmother sent you last time?" ”
"Okay, then I'll take it out now!"
Twilight jumped out of the dining chair and ran into the room to find her beautiful dress, but she couldn't stop her.
Ji Lanfeng also smiled helplessly, and when he looked at An Yan, he hesitated for a moment and asked:
"Anyan, when are you going to use the excuse "Star Child"? You also know that Twilight will grow up, and sooner or later she will know that she has a father's ....... ”
"Lan Feng, I'...... I don't want to talk about this topic right now, can I? ”
"No, you've been running away long enough, if you keep running, aren't you afraid that Twilight will be hurt too?"
They realized from high school that it had been just ten years now, and Ji Lanfeng had never forced An Yan like this, and this was the first time.
One day six years ago, An Yan, who was supposed to be a freshman in City B, suddenly came to City A to find Ji Lanfeng.
At that time, An Yan was already pregnant with a child, so she dropped out of school and came to City A.
Because she has no relatives, the only person she can find is her good friend Ji Lanfeng, who is in college in City A.
So far, An Yan has never told Ji Lanfeng who his biological father is, and he has never asked.
However, Ji Lanfeng knew that An Yan was seriously injured! But even then, she gave birth to Twilight Bud. It can be seen that Twilight Bud's biological father is actually hidden deep in An Yan's heart!
An Yan's porridge that had only been drunk for two sips lost her appetite because of Ji Lanfeng's questioning, she put down the bowl and was silent without answering anything.
Ji Lanfeng didn't want to push her too hard, but as a friend, he didn't want to watch An Yan hide her pain and deceive herself. He had endured six years without asking, and now he was determined to ask:
"Who is Twilight Bud's father? Just now Twilight Bud said that you shouted "Yongchen" in your dream~ This person is Twilight Ya's father, right? ”
"Lan Feng, I'm ......."
"You still love him, that's why he appears in your dreams!" Ji Lanfeng is sure, not asking.
"No, I don't love anymore, I don't love it for a long time! He appears in my dreams because he is my nightmare! ...... year He said, I don't deserve to be his woman, I'm just someone he just toys with. When he got tired of playing, he told me to get out, he didn't want me, and he didn't want Twilight Bud. So, I got out of his world with Twilight Bud, and I let him get out of mine. All I have now is Twilight Bud, she's my whole world, it's as simple as that! ”
Ann vetoed the man's influence on her. In fact, she was so numb that she didn't want to love that man. Anyway, everything between her and him was completely broken off six years ago, and in the future, they will not intersect again, so she has no need to think about it.
But every time she told herself that her world would never allow that man to enter again, she found that he would appear more often in her dreams!
Sometimes she dreams of his tenderness to her, his domineering to her, and his affection for her...... But in the end, all this good thing will turn into a nightmare!
However, after so many years, she never knew if she had completely come out of that nightmare?
Sometimes, she knew that the good things that the man had brought her were fake, but she still couldn't erase those illusions from her mind, and she still stupidly hid those illusions deep in the bottom of her heart.
She can only be tough with one mouth, and she uses her mouth to deceive others and deceive herself.
Over time, many times she will successfully deceive herself, she really thinks that she can't still love the man who hurt her to the bone!
However, Ji Lanfeng, who knew her best, saw her innermost emotions clearly, he sighed distressed and helplessly, and he ruthlessly woke her up and said:
"Anyan, you said you don't love him anymore. But...... Did you know that you never stopped loving him? ”
An Yan was stunned, she wanted to deny it again, but looking at Ji Lanfeng's determined expression, she was suddenly confused~ How could she still love that person?