Chapter 83: Follow-up (Asking for a monthly pass at the beginning of the month)

"How do you know I'm here too?" Justice" Lady's voice rang out with a smile.

Lumian looked at the opposite seat from the person who didn't know if there was a seat, and replied with a smile: "Hello won't lose anything."

Susie took over the topic: "Congratulations on completing the first step of revenge, how about we talk about this matter briefly?"

"No problem." Lumian did not experience significant mood swings over the word "revenge."

Of course, this is also the reason why he did not carry the "torture" gloves with him, after all, this is a follow-up visit based on psychological evaluation, and external influences cannot be added, so as not to mislead the doctor's judgment.

He started by looking for helpers and making plans, and talked about what happened in the past two days, except for hiding the secret of the "Curly Baboon Research Society", everything else was generally mentioned.

After a brief silence, Susie's gentle voice rang out again:

"Your mental state is maintained well, although in a specific scenario, there will still be an overreaction, but this is normal, psychotherapy is not to make a person lose emotions and lose feelings, but to help you let go of your baggage, learn to reconcile, find your inner strength, and no longer be crushed by nightmares, otherwise, according to some unreliable psychiatrists, directly removing your frontal lobe will make you calm forever."

"Removal of the frontal lobe?" It was the first time Lumien had heard of this treatment.

Susie's tone was tinged with disgust:

"It's a scenario that has only emerged in the last two or three years, and it's not going to achieve the intended purpose at all, it's only going to cause serious harm to the patient, and I can feel the obvious malice in this treatment plan, like some inhuman guy deliberately spreading a joke about wanting to see doctors and patients."

A prank that doesn't care about the life and death of others? Lumian then said, "Ms. Susie, you haven't even asked me how I feel and analyzed my thoughts, and you think that I am initially cured and do not need a follow-up visit?"

Susie's mood quickly improved, and she said with a smile:

"Sometimes, a person's behavior is more reflective of his psychological state than his thoughts, you need to know that human beings are very good at deceiving themselves, and will always find a bunch of reasons for some of their behaviors, which are far from the truth of his behavior, in order to evaluate the accurate psychological state from these complex and contradictory thoughts, you must do in-depth analysis, and this is easy to touch the problem, so I choose to start with your behavior.

Obviously, whether you want to admit it or not, you have rebuilt your social relationships, have a certain amount of trust in others, and are willing to let others trust you.

"In the round-up of Guillaume. Before Bene, you can think calmly and prepare carefully, although there are impulses in the action, there is a little pathological distortion of the manifestations, but this is inevitable, there is no need to consider whether there is a more serious psychological problem, and when the matter is over, you quickly return to a more normal state, re-engage in life, and continue to investigate.

"Combining the above behaviors, congratulations on you, you no longer have strong self-destructive tendencies, and you have truly walked out of the abyss of pain.

"Of course, the pain will not go away, it will only ease and fade, and at some point in the future, it may suddenly be touched again and reoccupy your mind, but there is no need to panic, with this experience, I believe that you can cope well, and psychologically speaking, this is a sign of healing.

"In the same way, the past will inevitably leave traces on us, and your self-destructive tendencies, extremes, and pathological manifestations are certainly a little stronger than most people's, but they are all within reasonable and normal limits."

After hearing this, Lumian exhaled slowly and said, "Actually, I can feel it myself, and I am completely different from the state I was when I first arrived in Trier.

"Thank you, Ms. Susie, thank you, Ms. Justice."

He can clearly find that thanks to the treatment of two psychiatrists and various experiences in the market area, he slowly walked out of the crazy state of not caring about anything, not caring about anything, and even if he died, he slowly walked out of the crazy state, from a vengeful ghost to a person who wants revenge, has enough action, and is more extreme.

"It's actually a self-redemption." Susie's tone was obviously happier than just now, "What you need to thank most is yourself and your sister Oroel, if it weren't for the fact that you still have a little hope and some ideas to survive, if it weren't for Miss Aurel for giving you nearly six years of good time, allowing you to reminisce and shape your thoughts, we wouldn't have been able to pull you back." ”

Hearing this, Lumian suddenly recalled one picture after another in his mind:

Auroel uses deep breaths to relieve the irritability of teaching knowledge; the storm in the fighting class, the usual sudden "attack"; The two sat in the study, each looking at a different book, enjoying the silence and enjoying the night; As the number one test subject, he was forced to eat his sister or the food of his hometown that succeeded or failed.

Lumian's expression gradually softened, and he remembered a sentence that his sister had written in a certain book: The happiness and pain of the past are equal to the present me.

After more than ten seconds, he sat up straight and asked, "Did all my nightmare last night come from that game of King's Cake?"

This time, it was Ms. "Justice" who was in charge of responding, and she said in a soft voice: "Yes, judging from the current situation, you should have been mentally polluted at that time."

"Mental pollution? Does that really involve supernatural power?" Lumian asked curiously.

The "Justice" lady replied:

"Normally, the simple ritual of sacrificing the king's bread would not have succeeded, or the game would not have been popular in Intis for hundreds of years, until the Republic was established, and it was gradually forgotten by the people, and only a few families remained."

"Yes, I thought so at the time, that Puiver could not have had a successful sacrifice without using the language of the occult and without reciting the full honorific name." Lumien chimed in.

Ms. "Justice" continued:

"But there is one exception to this rule, where the sacrificer and the object of sacrifice are related by blood and there are many similarities.

"If you frequently participate in Puifer's game of King's Cake and suffer from the mental pollution of rituals again and again, it is not something that can be solved by a few nightmares, which will gradually distort your mind and make you crazy before they completely subside."

"Is there any symbolism in those nightmares?" Lumian said "um".

"Justice," said the lady in a slow voice:

"It's probably a combination of some crazy thing that happened in the past, projected into your dreams with the help of pollution."

"There really is such an ancient castle, there are such crazy people......" Lumian nodded thoughtfully.

After chatting with the two psychiatrists "Justice" and "Susie" for a while, he felt that today's follow-up was coming to an end.

At this time, the "justice" lady took the initiative to say: "Didn't I mention before, is there something that I might need your help with?"

"No problem." Lumian readily agreed.

Think of it as the cost of psychotherapy!

Moreover, he believed that the "Justice" lady must have taken into account her own abilities before entrusting it, and it would not be too dangerous.

"If you succeed," said Ms. "Justice," she said with a smile, "I will give you an extra reward that will meet your needs in some way."

"Changed appearance?" Lumi was rejoiced.

"Almost." "Justice," Ms. Justice's soft voice became a little more serious, "I want you to go to some ancient burial chamber on the fourth floor of the Catacombs of Trier and help me get a bottle of 'Samaritan Woman's Spring' for me." ”

The Samaritan Woman's Spring? Lumien was stunned.

Lady Hela had just mentioned that she had come to Trier to look for something in the depths of the catacombs, and she had asked about the legend of the "Samaritan Woman's Spring".

Wouldn't that be too much of a coincidence?

As if sensing what was in his mind, Ms. Justice smiled and said, "Don't you think it's too coincidental?"

"Yes, I just want you to take advantage of that lady Hela's exploration and help me get some water from the Samaritan Woman's Spring, if you are alone, there is little hope.

"Actually, I can 'arrange' you to go in a more covert way, but that would go against my philosophy and principles, this kind of thing still needs to communicate with you in person and obtain your consent, rather than through secret arrangements, let you passively get involved to achieve my goal.

"It's dangerous for me to be obsessed with manipulating other people's minds.

"Of course, honesty is also an effective means of influencing the hearts and minds of others."

Lumi's vigilance and suspicion were dispelled, and he asked suspiciously, "Madam Justice, since you know the approximate location of the 'Samaritan Woman's Spring', why don't you go and get it yourself, and have to find me, an extraordinary person who only has Sequence 7?"

The big Arcana card of the "Tarot Society" must be a demigod, and I don't know how many times stronger than myself!

Ms. Justice smiled, "To put it simply, in some places, the higher the sequence, the more dangerous it is."

And where the higher the sequence, the more dangerous it is? Lumian felt that this was beyond his realization.

Ms. Justice added: "The higher the sequence, the closer it is to the beginning, the more madness accumulates, and the more susceptible it is to certain pollution.

"Hela's is also good in this matter, at least it saves her time and allows her to lock in a range of searches."

Lumian pondered for a moment, then took the commission of the "Righteous Lady" and learned from her the approximate extent of the "Samaritan Woman's Spring":

In an ancient burial chamber on the westernmost part of the fourth level of the catacombs.

After the follow-up visit, Lumian returned to White Coat Street in the market area, intending to remove the "torture" gloves from the tin cabinet.

As soon as he entered the safe house, he suddenly had a wonderful intuition: someone had come in!

Someone has been in his safe house!

Lumi tightened his mind and strode forward to open the tin cabinet.

Seeing that Auror's witchcraft notes and "torture" fist gloves were still there, he breathed a sigh of relief uncontrollably.

Immediately afterward, he carefully identified it, and found that there was indeed one item missing: the piece of earth blood ore was missing!