It's just that God seems to be working against him.

Although the search for the original author of "Ask" continues, it is still unfound.

And his body got worse in the second half of his twenty-nine.

He gradually became unable to go to work as usual, and spent a lot of time in the hospital for the most conservative treatment.

His subordinates and his attending physician did not understand why he chose this most general and not very effective conservative treatment, when he could carry out the best treatment and even have a great chance of recovery.

But Mo Yinxing didn't tell them the reason, just let them not worry about it.

As time passed, he had less and less time to get out of bed and move, and he became less and less fit to go out.

But every rainy day, he would try his best to find time to go back to his villa in the suburbs.

There was no longer his mother, who had died two years earlier, leaving only a few servants to clean the house.

Every time he went back, he would sit in the gazebo that he had spent with Ning Xiang once before and had been renovated.

He listened to the sound of falling rain outside the pavilion, leaned against the cold wooden pillar in the whole room, and muttered in his mouth: "Ah Zhi, if you don't come again, I may not be able to hold on, don't you appear every time when I am suffering, this time, I am so serious that I am about to die, why do you refuse to appear again"

No one answered him, only the cold rain wind that made his face and lips paler a little paler whistling at him.

In fact, at this moment, he already had a vague guess in his heart, but he was still not reconciled, and he still wanted to see her as soon as possible.

Even if it was just a day, an hour, a minute, even a second from the soul piercing he had guessed before.

But even this wish has become an extravagant hope.

He never returned to the little pavilion until he could no longer get out of bed, and had to spend his days in the hospital bed every day, and when he felt that there was not much life left in his body.

Instead, she looked at the records and descriptions of her in the book over and over again.

In the past, he felt that Ning Xiang in "Asking" was not the same person as Ning Xiang he knew, so he was not interested in having a desire to explore her in the book.

Now he can only rely on the book to browse her experiences and past, to comfort him in the pain of missing her.

was surprised to find that in fact, even if he hadn't met her in reality a few times before, he might still like her as a paper person.

She in "Asking" is very similar to him in some ways.

Both of them are also bound by family affection, and they are bound to the point that they are about to lose themselves.

But in terms of results, it was completely different.

He fell into the abyss that he couldn't climb out of, and he couldn't get out at all, while she didn't completely give up on herself, she was still as arrogant as a cold plum, insisting on what she wanted.

Even if she ends up paying the price of her own life for it, she has no regrets at all before she dies.

After reading the whole book that has not yet been finished, she is many times more brilliant than Ning Rou, the heroine in the book, so that when he looked through the comment area of the book "Ask", he saw a lot of people who denounced Ning Xiang to the author for Ning Rou to reduce Ning Xiang's role.

and the reader who called on Ning Xiang to be the heroine and said that Ning Rou was unworthy.

He also thinks that his family Ah Zhi should be upgraded from female cannon fodder to female protagonist, but the female protagonist is born to be with the male protagonist, how can Miao Yuxuan be worthy of her?

Time passed day by day, and winter came.

He lives in a very northerly area, and the snow falls much faster than in other cities in China.

It's just November of the solar calendar, and the snow has already started.

There was heating in the house, but he still felt cold and very cold.

He looked out the window at the goose-feathered snow, and his mind was drowsy, and he wondered if he would survive this year.

If he could, he would be a year older.

But even so, he still wanted to live a few more years, until he could help Ning Xiang find the author of "Ask" and rewrite her already decided ending.

But he never seemed to have a time when he wanted to be satisfied. On Chinese New Year's Eve, when thousands of homes were lit up and fireworks were set off in the dark night to celebrate the New Year, he was still alone.

He sat in a wheelchair, went to the outer balcony, and watched the dazzling fireworks in the night sky, at this moment when almost everyone was accompanied by relatives, lovers, or friends, he could only hang his long eyelashes and look at the 3D model pictures belonging to Ning Xiang, and use his hands that had been emaciated because she had been sick for too long to caress her above.

But with this little strength, at such a moment, he also felt so reluctant.

The feeling of life leaving his body was so real that he could no longer even hear the night wind howling and the fireworks exploding, and his mind began to run at a breakneck speed.

He thought that most of the marquee he saw should be related to his mother.

But strangely, only a small part of his mother was involved.

What's more, it's repeating over and over again the few pictures he and Ning Xiang have seen.

The snow outside was even heavier, and when the last cluster of fireworks disappeared, the wick that represented Mo Yinxing's life was also burned out.

He lowered his hand and pressed the 3D photograph that was about to be blown away by the wind.

The bright peach blossom eyes were hollow at such a moment, but his gaze remained on the photo with Ningxiang's 3D model, as if he was just in a daze.

"Whew!!"

Mo Yinxing broke away from these seemingly recent pasts, and breathed rapidly, similar to a fish that was dying but suddenly returned to the water and could breathe again.

He recalled that after 001 found him and made an exchange with him, he was able to enter the world in the book "Ask", and when his emotions calmed down a little, he looked at 001, who was still floating in front of him, but the light of the ball of light was much dimmer, and asked it in a dumb voice:

"So, why did you erase these memories of mine before? Could it be because you don't want me to change Ning Xiang's fate that has been set by the plot, right? ”

001 didn't speak, and a look of weakness appeared on the ball of light.

It didn't expect that it had cleared its memories to this degree, this Mo Yinxing, could still fall in love with Ning Xiang again, and if he knew it, it would have been all cleared.

Mo Yinxing looked at 001's reaction and guessed the answer.

He chuckled lightly and asked it again: "If you can't say this, why did Ning Xiang, a piece of paper person, enter the modern age, you can explain this, right?" ”

001 didn't pretend to be dead this time, it replied sincerely: "This involves top secrets, I can't reveal it to you at the moment, and when the time comes, I can tell you, otherwise I will be forcibly destroyed." ”

Mo Yinxing: Tsk, it seems that I was a little miserable before.

(End of chapter)