Chapter 195: Kobayashi Xing
"Sick?"
"Am I sick?"
Lin Xing recalled his various memories, especially those who had just recovered and had been killing and being killed since he was five years old, and a trace of realization gradually flashed in his heart.
He felt that his originally dark sea of consciousness seemed to be illuminated by a lightning bolt.
The answer from his father in his memory woke him up at once, allowing Lin Xing to break free from the confusion just now.
"The ability to go back in time is still too much for me to be five years old."
"I was young and naΓ―ve, and I couldn't grasp this superpower at all."
"It was because of the burden of superpowers that I was only five years old and was driven crazy and mentally ill."
"That's why I started killing people indiscriminately."
"It's not me that's wrong, it's superpowers."
"I'm just a victim of this superpower."
He finally understood that it wasn't him who was wrong, but the damn superpower.
That superpower turned his ignorance as a young man into a complete lunatic.
Originally, he finally forgot these cruel memories, put aside those dark pasts, and gradually cured the madness in his heart.
But today, the trauma in his heart was uncovered by life, which stimulated him again, and also made the disease find him again, making him sick again.
"I have to overcome the disease, cure the mental illness caused by superpowers, and not let myself be like when I was a child."
"I can't let those memories affect me, I can't get sick anymore......"
Lin Xing hugged his head violently, recalled his various memories in the present world, and recalled his experience of chivalry and saving lives again and again.
Lin Xing has had a lot of experience in how to reduce the impact of 'partial memory' on his personality.
For example, he used to use his activities in the present world to fade his memories of fighting to the death in the mirror world.
And now he has to fight against the memories of the onset of the disease as a child.
He tried to constantly recall his life in this world, trying to fade the memories of his childhood.
But the more Lin Xing wanted to forget, the more memories from his childhood kept pouring out.
"It's none of my business."
"I'm just a victim."
"I did all those things without the ability to discern."
At this moment, although Lin Xing was on the battlefield, he seemed to have only himself left in his mind, as if he didn't care about everything in the outside world.
But no matter how Lin Xing's mental activity and mental state changed, the others on the battlefield did not stop their movements.
The Great Light Buddha recited the Buddha's voice, trying to continue to lower the anger in Lin Xing's heart.
"Lin Xing, suppress the demonic thoughts in your body, and don't let yourself fall back into the Infernal Hell."
Under the infusion of the Great Light Buddha's bursts of Buddha sounds, Lin Xing, who was trying to fight the disease, opened his eyes suddenly.
He stared at the Great Light Buddha, his eyes were sometimes cold and sometimes painful, but he always felt that the other party's Buddha voice was so noisy.
Lin Xing couldn't help but speak, "What kind of demonic thoughts? I was just sick. β
The Great Light Buddha was slightly stunned, and then said with a smile: "You were indeed sick at that time, and you were blinded to your nature before you made a big mistake, that is not the real you, now it is time to be enlightened, I will help you catch the demon thoughts in your body." β
Under the rippling light of the Buddha, a struggling demon shadow seemed to flow out of Lin Xing's body.
Lin Xing, who was watching this scene, said unexpectedly: "You are right, that is not the real me." I shouldn't be thinking about those memories of my childhood, I should forget the past and look to the future. β
At this moment, Lin Xing felt that those memories of recovery seemed to be gradually blurred.
The Great Light Buddha continued: "Since you are my reincarnation, you have deep roots in the Buddha, and you will be able to put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground." β
Lin Xing's face suddenly changed, and he said coldly: "Fart, Lao Tzu is just crazy, but he is not a bullshit Buddha." β
The Great Light Buddha frowned slightly: "Demon thoughts are still affecting you, think about what the real you are, don't be controlled by him." β
I saw that under the surge of Buddha's light, the Great Bright Buddha reached out and grabbed it, and seemed to grab an incomparably distorted figure from Lin Xing's body little by little.
The Great Light Buddha said, "Look, I've caught out your demons. β
A faint smile appeared on Lin Xing's face: "It's been ten years, it's time to let go, I shouldn't get sick again." β
Layers of Buddha light accompanied by the will of the Great Light Buddha shrouded Lin Xing's body: "Yes, let it go......"
On the other side, Yun Hezi erupted with bursts of innate qi, constantly locking Lin Xing's body and binding it in mid-air.
But in his senses, although Lin Xing's face was calm and peaceful, the muscles and muscles of his body were rising and falling, as if there were countless dragons struggling and erupting in it.
It was as if his head and body were controlled by two different wills.
Yun Hezi shouted, "Is it done? How much longer? β
After the Star Sect Leader played out the talisman to suppress Lin Xing's body, he first picked up the Peerless Secret Book that had fallen on the ground.
Then he had been observing every trace of change in Lin Xing's body.
At this moment, Wen Yan said: "Hold on a little longer, it should be almost over......"
Rumble!
At this moment, with a soft sound, a dazzling firelight suddenly lit up from Lin Xing's body.
β¦β¦
Not so long ago.
Bai Yiyi looked at the scene on the screen, and her mouth opened from time to time to let out an exclamation.
"Lin Xing is so powerful now? Can one person deal with the Sect Master of the Evil Slaying Sect and the Cloud Fairy? β
"I'm really a good follower."
"The power of the combination of the weapons of the present world and the sword art is really great, and Lin Xing is just a swordsman, and he will suppress the whole audience."
"Thanks to my overall planning, I was clever."
"The Great Light Buddha has made a move?"
"Hmph, but that's it."
"Huh? What happened to Lin Xing? β
Looking at Lin Xing, who had sent many corpses to fight on the screen, Bai Yiyi's eyes widened and he sighed, "This is ...... Edgeworthiness? β
Bai Yiyi felt a strangeness in her heart, because Lin Xing in her impression should not do such a thing.
And then the situation took a turn for the worse.
Lin Xing, who had just gained the upper hand, was restrained by various means in the blink of an eye, and the whole person was suspended in mid-air, looking like he couldn't move.
Seeing Lin Xing holding his head as if he was in pain, Bai Yiyi sighed: "Fortunately, I will press you with the ancestor, otherwise what will you do." β
As Bai Yiyi gently pressed the button, the dazzling firelight exploded from Lin Xing's body, turning into a huge fireball that rose from the battlefield.
β¦β¦
At the last moment, Lin Xing was still trying to fight the mental illness caused by those recovered memories, and felt that his actions were very successful, and it seemed that he had gradually gotten rid of the effects of those resuscitated memories.
But the next moment, a flash of fire had enveloped his body, and the blazing flames and explosions engulfed everything.
"Did Master Bai set off the explosives?"
"Turning back the clock?"
"But my memories will come with me."
"I'm going to continue to fight the disease, and I can't lose myself again this time......"
After thinking for a long time, Lin Xing felt that this time the death seemed to be a bit long.
And when Lin Xing came back to his senses, he found himself back to the moment when he was fighting against three invisible masters.
He remembered that one of them should be the Great Light Buddha, the other should be Yun Hezi, who had just been alone with him, and there was a person who had not shown his body from beginning to end and had always used talismans.
And when he saw the puddles of blood on the ground again in his spiritual vision, Lin Xing pressed his forehead with some pain, and sighed in his heart: "I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself just now. β
"But now that I'm well, I'll never kill people again."
But the next moment, Buddha light, Gang Qi, and talismans rushed to his face, dragging Lin Xing's attention into the siege again.
"I remember......" Lin Xing tried to dodge from the gaps in his memory, these attacks.
But at this moment, a voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "Three three passes, you can't win." β
Lin Xing was stunned suddenly, turned his head a little incredulously, and saw a head floating in the air, flying back and forth around him.
"You!"
Looking at the face that was exactly the same as when he was a child, Lin Xing said incredulously: "What are you!" β
The child's head opened his mouth and said, "I am you." β
Then the child's head was a little puzzled and said, "But I don't know why I became the way I am after this backtracking." β
Lin Xing muttered, "You were me ten years ago? Why did you come out? Why is there only one head left? β
Thinking of being besieged by several invisible masters before going back in time, and even being affected by the Buddha of Great Light with the light of Buddha when he was fighting against the disease,
Lin Xing said angrily: "Great Light Buddha! What did you guys do! β
"What have you done to me!!"
The bursting Dao Dao sword intent rose up, bringing hundreds of sand and stone flying swords, strangled in all directions.
Xiao Lin Xing on the side said: "What you said is not right, now that the backtracking has been completed, they haven't done anything to me yet." β
"You should ask them what they want to do to me."
Lin Xing turned his head and glared at Xiao Lin Xing angrily, and suddenly pointed out with a finger, and a flying sword turned into sand had already stabbed over.
But the next moment, the flying sword stopped in front of Xiao Lin Xing's head, and a strong sense of death rose from Lin Xing's heart.
Lin Xing muttered, "Killing him is suicide? I can't kill him? β
Xiao Lin Xing looked at the flying sword and said, "Why did you stop?" Isn't it going to launch a backtrack? β
Lin Xing said coldly: "I won't commit suicide, I will defeat the disease, and I won't go crazy again." β
A hint of thoughtfulness flashed in Xiao Linxing's eyes: "Oh? Can't your backtracking be initiated by suicide? β
(End of chapter)