Chapter Ninety-Seven: Choosing to Forgive
Is it when you watch Qiao Xiduo cooking in the canteen, "calculating" for a bowl of preserved egg and lean porridge, and giving her opinions to Aunt Canteen's justice and awe, or when she can't help but show the way when she can't help but show the way when she can't find her direction in a daze at the opening ceremony?
Was it on that rainy day, when he was busy and anxious, but she was surprised to show up to take a hand, or when they met for the first time, he saw a white little face through the window, curious and harmless looking into the art classroom?
Although Qiao Xiduo has always said that it is appropriate for friends to help each other, he just can't forget her surprised look when she saw her for the first time, and he can't forget her sometimes embarrassed, sometimes resolute, sometimes embarrassed, sometimes lively, sometimes eccentric.
This time Zhao Yiliang came back unexpectedly, and when he saw her again, he didn't have any emotions, he was very light, so faint that he didn't want to investigate the reason, because these were no longer important to him.
Some things are important because they care, and how can this capital be important without care.
Wang Xiuyan didn't like Zhao Yiliang's sudden intimacy just now, and even rejected it, he understood that he had let go of the past, no matter what happened to Zhao Yiliang now, he wouldn't care.
"I ...... I. Zhao Yiliang wants to redeem it, any quibbles now seem superfluous, it is better to be honest, "I'm sorry Ayan, it's me who is not good, because I don't want you to suffer so much right and wrong, I just accidentally dizzy, it will be like this, in fact, I am not happy to leave you, my original choice is also very wrong, I have figured it out, I came back to ask for your forgiveness, I ......"
"I, forgive you."
Wang Xiuyan's answer came too quickly, intercepting Zhao Yiliang's words, making Qiao Xiduo also stunned, he was still holding grievances just now, and now the party directly announced that there was nothing wrong, and all the past disappeared, could it be that Wang Xiuyan was too emotional to blame?
But Wang Xiuyan's answer was a bolt from the blue for Zhao Yiliang, she would rather he blame her, hate her, and question her, rather than Wang Xiuyan would be as indifferent as he is now, and take the feelings between them lightly, leaving no traces.
"Ayan, are you blaming me, right, you are reluctant to blame me, but you blame me in your heart, I know." Zhao Yiliang said in a panic.
Wang Xiuyan smiled with relief, "No, I really don't blame you, and I choose to forgive you." There was nothing disobedient in that smile.
And what Zhao Yiliang saw from the direction of Wang Xiuyan's eyes was no longer herself, it was her, Qiao Xiduo.
What she heard was true.
"In that case, we can start over, right?" Zhao Yiliang asked aggressively, she wanted to seize the last possibility.
"Yiliang, there are some things that you can't go back to, no matter why you have made your choice, and I am no longer the same person I used to be."
People change, and no one will stop where they are waiting for you.
Zhao Yiliang sat there with a pale face, as if she had lost all her blood and energy in an instant, and she didn't say a word.
It took a long time for her to slowly take out her phone, and she didn't know who she had texted to, but her eyes were more resolute than when she came in.
I don't know why, Qiao Xiduo's previous resentment towards Zhao Yiliang has changed from sympathy, there is nothing wrong with what people pursue, and there is nothing wrong with feelings, what is wrong is that fate has not arrived, but in vain.
"It's rare to meet together, don't talk about unhappy things." Wang Xiuyan eased the atmosphere and poured juice for the two girls intimately, "Whether it's a new friend or an old friend, when you get to know each other, you can drink with a drink." ”
This time there was no one to refute.