Chapter 25: Revealing Your Heart
He wanted to take this opportunity to have a book-like encounter with her. However, the will of heaven does not follow the people's hearts, and in the days when he went to the Central Plains, Xirong has become a mess.
Some of the elders are just relying on their old age and eyeing the throne, eager to be able to drag Zhehe off the throne and sit on it themselves. They relied on Zhehyuk's young age to suppress him by relying on their years of exploits. After all, no one wants to bow down to a young man who hasn't grown up yet.
But they forgot that a person who could endure humiliation and return to the royal city for three years could never be a person who was manipulated by others. He immediately set off from the Central Plains and killed directly in front of the elders who had done it. Because of the urgency, he didn't even have time to say goodbye to him, let alone tell her who he was.
After returning to the Xirong Palace, he directly took the two elders to kill the chickens and monkeys, but those elders were also afraid of encountering hard bones, seeing that Zhehe was so decisive, he directly dismissed the official and returned to his hometown to retire. Zhehe is not polite, and he has no intention of forcing them to stay, if he leaves, he will leave, just to replace this court with his fresh blood. Zhehe summoned a Hongmen banquet, and all those old ministers returned to their hometowns, and after that, Zhehe really sat in the position of the king of Xirong.
"I regret it." There was a faint gloom in Zhehyuk's eyes: "If I hadn't said goodbye at that time, I wondered if our story would have been different." ”
If he hadn't said goodbye at that time, would she have waited for him, would he have been with her for a long time without having to force him to marry?
"Juan, I admit, I'm an extremely selfish person." Zhehe looked at the stars in the sky and said lightly: "I forcibly married you to Xirong without your consent." Maybe you also hate me in your heart, I let you leave your hometown, and let you suffer so much in Xirong, I know that I can't give you the richness of Shangjing...... But do you know Ah Juan, in the past six years, I have been regretting it every day, regretting that I didn't say goodbye that day. I confess every day, and even the ...... I see in my dreams is you.
Before he finished speaking, the softness on his lips made him swallow his words. The temperature on his lips made him can't help but immerse himself in this gentle township. He sucked softly, and if he hadn't been afraid of hurting her, he would have eaten her alive.
After a while, Jun Juan let go of his lips, his face was flushed that could not be dissipated, and his lips seemed to be a little swollen but a little redder, which aroused people's infinite reverie.
"Zhehyuk, I do blame you. I hate you for being selfish, you use me as a bargaining chip in the Central Plains, I hate you, the soldiers are in the city but they have to marry me, do you know how scared I am and how helpless I am in these days when I come to Xirong, I am alone away from my homeland, there is only one Mama Pei by my side, do you know that I have never had a nightmare in these nights......"
"Zhehyuk, I hate your selfishness. But I ......" tears ran down her cheeks, and she couldn't stop crying, "I hate myself even more, and I told me I couldn't be fooled by you." But why, why do you have to be so nice and so good to me, I can't help myself from falling in love with you......"
"Zhehyuk, you bastard!"
Zhehyuk took her into his arms in distress and gently held her back, as if comforting a frightened rabbit: "Good, I'm a bastard, don't cry, good." ”
Zhehyuk had never coaxed anyone, and when he saw his beloved woman crying in front of him, he was obviously a little helpless, so he caressed her like this, and looked at her sobbing aggrievedly in his arms, he was very distressed.
He patted her on the shoulder like this, and after a while, the girl in his arms stopped moving. He looked quietly, Xu was tired of crying, and the girl in his arms was already sleeping peacefully at the moment. Her tears were still hanging on her eyelashes, and he gently brushed the tears from her face with his hand and kissed her forehead.
"Ah Juan, what should I do with you?" He couldn't bear to hurt her, but he made a big mistake. He was too selfish, and it was right for Wanwan to hate him, he didn't know that he had caused her so much harm. Fang Cai saw her tell him word by word how sad and sad she was in the days when she married Xirong, and he felt distressed as if his heart was about to break.
When he saw her crying, he wanted to transfer all her pain to him, but he couldn't, it was his own hands that caused so much damage to his girl.
He picked her up gently, as if he were holding a rare treasure, she was light, as light as a feather, and he was terrified, he was afraid that if he was not careful, she would slip away like a feather. He waited for her for six years, he was afraid, he couldn't afford to wait, he was afraid that if he waited any longer, the girl he loved would marry someone else's wife, and her girl was so brilliant and dazzling...... He didn't dare to think any further.
He gently put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and he guarded her like this by the bed, looking at Jun Juan, who was sleeping soundly, he said to her: "Ah Juan, I am willing to spend the rest of my life to atone for my selfishness." ”
Outside the window, the night was thick, and the gentle light of the moon sprinkled in this small room. In the window, the girl on the bed slept peacefully, and the people around her guarded her like this for a long, long time......
When the first light of the morning woke Jun Juan, she opened her eyes in a daze, and the next thing she saw was Cheolhyuk's enlarged handsome face.
The first rays of the morning sun happened to shine on his hair, and Jun Juan raised his hand to block the light.
Since she opened up with Cheolhyuk yesterday, she couldn't tell for a while how she felt about Zhehyuk. She may have resented him a little, but ...... In these days, she sees every bit of his kindness to her. She understands the difficulty of his situation, but how different is he from taking it by force?
If she doesn't marry Xirong, as the only princess in the Central Plains, those who pursue her will be eager to pursue her. She could have lived there all her life in Shangjing, being a finch in that golden wire cage. This is her responsibility as a princess, and so is marrying Xijon.
She could not guarantee that her father would allow her to marry her beloved, and most of the princesses in history had become a tool for kings to win over their courtiers. Perhaps, in a sense, Zhehyuk also saved her. At least he's willing to protect her, he loves her, and he's willing to give her everything she wants, isn't he?
If she continues to stay in Beijing, she may not be as comfortable as this. It's just that she only complained in her heart when she listened to Zhehyuk's words yesterday, and she didn't think about it so much.
Although Xirong is far away from her homeland, it is precisely because of this that she no longer has to accept the torture of the Rite Sect.
She looked at Zhehyuk, who was still asleep, and the softest part of her heart seemed to ripple.