On the second day, there was a person who came to visit Jun Juan, but the person who came made Jun Juan feel a little surprised.

"When I heard that the queen was getting better, I thought of coming and visiting."

At this time, Zana was sitting next to Jun Wan and said embarrassedly. Zanna even brought a plate of small fruits intimately, but only when she came to Fang heard that the queen was not suitable for eating these sweet and greasy temptations now that she was recovering from a serious illness, Zanna rubbed her hair in embarrassment, at a loss.

Fortunately, Jun Juan closed the siege for her in time, and it happened that Zhehe wanted to eat some sweets these days, so he relieved this embarrassment. Zanna gave her a grateful look.

"Actually, I came today to apologize to the queen......" Zaanna rubbed the corners of her clothes embarrassedly and said, "I used to have some misunderstandings about the queen, but today I understand how difficult it is for the queen, I was a little willful before, thanks to the queen's magnanimity, and now I came to make amends to the queen." ”

"I've always had a lot of complaints about you because you married the king. But now I also figured it out, until today I realized that I was not happy with him at all, I was just grateful for his kindness to me, in the final analysis, it was just an obsession in my heart. I thought that you just married from the Central Plains and the princess and he didn't have a deep friendship, so I hate you, I hate that you still want to marry him even though you don't have half feelings for him, although I know that this matter is not within your control, but I still willfully put this fault on you. ”

"You know what? I envy you, so envious that I'm a little jealous. Because I know that the king's attack on the Central Plains is all because of you. I envy you for someone who can give everything to love you for you. And I ......," she laughed to herself.

"I used to think that you were just a little oil bottle that followed behind Cheolhyuk and would only cause him more trouble, so I felt that your presence would only organize his steps. But now it seems, you're not. Junjuan, you know, I really, really envy you. You were born with a family that I couldn't reach in my life. ”

"You don't know how hard it took me to get in front of him and become this general. But you were born to be the one who was favored. So once, I thought about making things difficult for you, and I wanted to warn you that the land of Sijon is not for you. But...... I read it wrong. You love Him, and you love Him more than your life. I really didn't expect you to risk yourself to return his peace. When you rush over with all your might, I know that I have lost, and I have lost completely. Although I thought I was a little pleased with him, I could not put my life on the line for him. ”

"If I were to save him, I would have gone back without hesitation, but when I knew that saving him would have to be exchanged for my life, I admit that I hesitated. I can't give up everything I have now to save him. Perhaps, I really only have a little admiration for him, I don't really like him, but ...... You are. ”

Zaanna admits that she lost, and she lost completely. To be honest, she never fully understood what love should look like. But she never thought that this princess, who seemed to be broken at the slightest touch, was a little braver than her at this critical juncture, and even did not hesitate to exchange her life for the safety of Zhehyuk. She knew that she would never be able to match this feeling. From Jun Juan's body, she seems to understand what love is. She lost willingly.

This is the first time that Zaanna has talked so much with her, Jun Juan looked at Zaanna who was a little sad, and her heart was a little uncomfortable. She still remembered the day she first saw her, she was dressed in red, smiling brightly in the hall, she was wanton and confident, and her body seemed to shine with a light that she had never seen before. She admits that at first she was a little annoyed by her troubles, but she never hated her because of it.

She seems to be just a very good little girl who is protected by her brother, she is a little willful and arrogant, but this does not hurt much, she even envies her character of saying whatever she has in her heart, not like her......

She was born in the palace, and in the palace where she walked on thin ice step by step, even if she had the edges and corners of her body, she could only smooth out. Once upon a time, she lived as wantonly as she did, but when her father had a great temperament, the edges and corners of her body became thorns in her body. She can only try to change, make herself cautious, and only in this way can she survive in this deep palace.

The harem is sometimes even more dangerous than the battlefield, she has seen too much life and death in the palace over the years, and has seen too many ups and downs, and these have gradually polished her character into this, she has become the most dignified and knowledgeable princess in the Central Plains, and the willful and lovely little girl at that time is gone.

"Zana, you're wrong." Jun Juan said lightly.

"You live more freely, wantonly, and chic than any other girl. When you envy me, I don't envy you, although I was born in the royal family, this fate is never mine. An edict, no matter who the other party is, I will marry, if I don't marry Xirong, I can only be trapped in the palace wall in this life, to be a canary with broken wings, I am just a little luckier than ordinary people, which made me meet Zhehe. ”

"I envy you very much, you can make your own decisions about your marriage, you will marry when you meet your beloved, and if you don't meet your beloved, it is okay not to marry. You are not inferior to any man, that is, you can break out of your own unique world without relying on your background, you can obviously swim on this grassland wantonly, why envy a canary that is locked in a cage for a long time? ”

Zaanna was speechless. She thought of what Jehyuk had told her that day, that the queen had said that she was the eagle that should soar in the nine heavens, and that she should belong to the battlefield......

For a while, a hot current under her eyes wanted to gush out, but she forcibly endured it again, and she said in a somewhat sour voice: "Anyway, today I am apologizing with you, whether you admit it or not, anyway, I apologize that I have already reached the Tao, and I will not say it a second time." ”

With that, Zaanna turned around and left without looking back.

Looking at the back of Zana leaving, she seemed to see the same way she had when she first saw her.

Right...... This is what she should be.

Jun Juan only hopes that one day, all the women in this world can live freely and chicly, without caring about those worldly eyes, without changing because of anyone, and the girls can live as they want.

She is, and so is Zana.