Chapter 447: Memories
As soon as Wei Yan came back from Tai Academy, Wei Yingchen sent someone to invite her.
When he arrived at the study, Wei Yingchen said directly: "Something happened to Zhou Jinchao, it won't be very peaceful in Beijing recently, so don't go out casually recently." ”
Wei Yan already knew that Zhou Jinchao was acting, so she still cooperated and asked, "Is the matter serious?" When will it be resolved? How can I help? ”
Wei Yingchen didn't hide it, looked at Wei Yan for a while and said, "This matter depends on his creation, you can help by staying at home with peace of mind." ”
"Okay."
Coming out of the study, Wei Yan went to the courtyard of the old man and the old lady again.
As soon as she arrived in Hanjing, she wrote a letter back to Yizhou to report her safety, and her parents' reply arrived today.
Both of them are very concerned about Wei Yan, hoping that she can take care of herself, and also told her to be obedient and not to cause trouble to her family.
Wei Yan's nose was a little sour.
The old lady was a little surprised when she saw this: "They have been out for so many years, and they don't come home to take a look, and now they are writing to make Ah Yan cry, which makes us seem to be wicked." ”
Mrs. Wei's health is not good, and the family is slightly lower than the Wei family, this marriage is not favored at the beginning, and the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are somewhat knotted, but Mrs. Wei has never said in front of Wei Yan that the old lady is not good at all for so many years.
Wei Yan hurriedly restrained her emotions, held the old lady and said: "Grandmother, don't blame, although Yan'er misses her father and mother very much, she wants to spend more time with her grandfather and grandmother on behalf of her father. ”
Wei Yan's voice was soft, and her tone was sincere and sincere, and the old lady was quickly coaxed.
Back in her room, Wei Yan wrote a reply letter, telling her parents that the Wei family treated her well and told them not to worry.
She wanted to send someone to deliver the letter when the ink was dry, but suddenly there was a sharp pain in her head, as if she had been split by life.
"Hmm!"
Wei Yan snorted, and her eyes turned black for a while, and she couldn't even call for help.
It hurts!
How can it hurt like this?
Tears rolled uncontrollably, and at the same time, a large number of memories flooded into the brain, and countless voices rang in the ears.
"Third young master, although the slave and maid signed the death contract, they will not sell themselves."
"So he took a liking to your eyes."
"Everyone knows that he is angry at the crown, and the rumors about him and that slut are spreading, and he is so high-profile to you, he wants to cover up his and that slut's pickled affairs, otherwise he knows that I want to take revenge on him, why don't you arrange more people to protect you on Zhuangzi?"
"Young master, the slave is gone."
"The eldest young master is very busy in the army on weekdays, you must pay more attention to your body, in case of injury, no matter whether it is serious or not, you must take medicine in time, don't hold on, the slave believes that the eldest young master will definitely become a big hero admired by everyone in the future."
“……”
These voices were like invisible blades, about to tear Wei Yan's body to pieces, Wei Yan slipped and fell to the ground, and the whole person curled up in pain, but those voices still kept coming from all directions.
She saw the bleak life of a girl.
That girl came from a humble background, just a slave and maid who could be bullied by everyone in the Zhongyong Uncle's Mansion, but she didn't want to be taken away by the high-ranking third young master, she wanted to hide from the third young master as if nothing had happened, but she was still forced to become the third young master's maid.
At first, the third young master gave her a lot of rewards, supported her, and gave her a warmth that she had never had, she thought that the third young master treated her somewhat sincerely, but she didn't expect that the third young master still had someone on the tip of his heart, and keeping her by his side was just a cover to cover up the third young master's love for that person.
Later, she witnessed how much the third young master liked her sweetheart, she died and wanted to fake her death to escape from the dispute, but she didn't want to fall into a bigger whirlpool.
It turns out that she is not a helpless orphan girl, it turns out that she has a prominent background, and it turns out that no one in this world loves her.
No, there are still people who love her.
The man was upright and cold by nature, but he gave her all his tenderness.
In her eyes, he is the bright moon in the sky, unreachable, but the man said that he is not the moon in the sky, he is interested in her, and his love is deep-rooted, and he wants to risk the world's disapproval and protect her.
Even, for more than ten years after her death, she stubbornly guarded the widow and widow and never changed a bit.
He said that even if she crossed the Nai He Bridge and was reincarnated and forgot the past, she would definitely find her...
I don't know how long it took, but the noise finally dissipated, and the pain in my body was relieved, but my heart was still a little sluggish.
"Miss, what's wrong with you?"
The hour was not early, Qiulan and Dongmei came into the house to serve Wei Yan to wash, but they didn't expect to see Wei Yan slumped to the ground as soon as they pushed the door.
The two hurriedly helped Wei Yan to the bed, and when they saw that her face was pale and tearful, they were frightened.
"But there are thieves in the house, and Miss is being bullied?"
Qiulan was very anxious, it was about her young lady's reputation, and she didn't dare to say it casually.
"I'm fine, I just received a letter from my parents, and I miss them so much."
Wei Yan shook her head, still digesting the images that suddenly flooded into her mind.
She suddenly had a lifetime of memories, but to the outside world, it was just a retraction.
Qiulan and Dongmei were not at ease, and said nervously: "But the young lady's face is very bad, and she fell to the ground just now, so let's find a doctor to take a look." ”
"No," Wei Yan refused, and suddenly received the memories of a lifetime of physical exhaustion, "I'm a little tired, if you have something to say, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”
Wei Yan said and closed her eyes.
Her voice was hoarse, and there was an indescribable sadness, which was very different from normal days.
Qiulan glanced at Dongmei and quietly retreated.
The room was quiet, Wei Yan closed her eyes, but what she had in mind was the scene of Jiang Yunfei with white hair, coming to help her wipe the tombstone day after day.
After many years of fighting, he didn't know how many injuries he had fallen, and in addition to the affection between his eyebrows and eyes, there was also a grief that could not be dissolved like thick ink.
Everyone in the world knows that he has made great achievements in war and achieved fame, but they don't know that his love died early, and he was estranged from his loved ones, and he only got endless loneliness.
Wei Yan finally remembered why she had a soul attack every night when she was young.
She hadn't forgotten the events of her previous life at that time, and even dreamed of her grave and Jiang Yunfei every night.
She tried to persuade him to forget about himself and live well, but no matter what she said, he couldn't hear him.
He thought of her day and night, and even on the battlefield, he would not forget to burn her paper, wishing her peace, joy, and worry-free.
He was so affectionate to her, but she still forgot about him completely.
After the battle of Zhengxi, he didn't ask for anything, and resolutely bid farewell to his relatives, just to keep his promise to come to Yizhou to accompany her.
For three years, she hadn't even seen him once.
If she hadn't remembered it herself, would he have to hide it from her for the rest of his life?