"Gu Ziyu!" Gu Ci drank vigorously, holding his face with both hands, "Who am I?" ”

Gu Ziyu's eyes were very red, but there were no tears, his emotions were chaotic, and he was crazy, Gu Ci held him in his arms and glanced at Lu Zhiyuan, Lu Zhiyuan was confused, he didn't know what was going on, but Gu Ziyu was in a wrong situation.

Gu Ci's eyes kept urging, and Lu Zhiyuan could only leave, and the sense of surprise in his heart became heavier and heavier.

It turned out to be a little madman, and he had to pretend to be a little sweet bean and act for so many days, but why did he, because he was crazy with a word, he was still alive and well.

Gu Ci held Ziyu's face, there were tears in his eyes, Lu Zhiyuan is dead, Lu Ze is dead, even she is dead, how much has Gu Ziyu stopped, and if he killed the whole family?

When she was still alive, Gu Chuyun kept saying in Gu Ziyu's ear, "You killed your father, so your mother is crazy, you are the nemesis of the whole family, if it weren't for Gu Ci being pregnant with you, I wouldn't have planned to kill Lu Zhiyuan." ”

These words are like a curse, over and over again in Gu Ziyu's ears, in Gu Ziyu's sleep, like a curse.

"Ziyu, my parents are still alive." Gu Ci kissed Gu Ziyu's eyes, "You close your eyes and hold your mother, your mother will protect you and no one will hurt you again." ”

Gu Ziyu closed his eyes, his face turned pale, "It's my life, I killed him, I killed my mother, it's all my fault, it's fine without me." ”

Gu Ci's heart was like a knife, covering his ears in vain, "Ziyu is my parents' baby, not my nemesis, no matter how many times I do it all over again, my mother will not regret giving birth to Ziyu." ”

"You don't love me." Gu Ziyu bit his finger paranoidly and bit out the blood, "You only love Dad." ”

"It's not!" Gu Ci was sad, tears fell, "Mother also loves her son, you give your mother a chance, cough cough cough ......"

Gu Ciben was sick, her mood fluctuated too much, and she kept coughing, Gu Ziyu listened to her coughing sound again and again, as if she had returned to the days of the previous life, when they relied on each other and tortured each other.

He took off his shirt expressionlessly, revealing his scarred back, "Mom, hit me, hit me, and you won't be uncomfortable." ”

Gu Ci covered her head, her heart was so distressed that she couldn't breathe, her psychological suffocation made her breathless, her face was white, Gu Ziyu's fingers were still bleeding, and Gu Ci desperately adjusted her breathing.

After a while, she relieved herself, pulled the quilt, and covered Gu Ziyu, Gu Ziyu looked at her blankly, "Mom, don't you beat me?" ”

Gu Ci wiped away his tears, calmly took out a tube of Valium from the drawer, and pricked it into Ziyu's skin, Gu Ziyu slowly closed his eyes.

She always had it in her drawer, because she always had nightmares, needed this drug, and was about to become dependent. She hugged the drowsy Ziyu, and Gu Ziyu was still muttering, "I didn't kill him, I didn't ......"

"Good boy, just get some sleep."

Gu Ziyu was in her arms and fell asleep, Gu Ci dressed him and coaxed him gently, hoping that Gu Ziyu could sleep peacefully, but it backfired, Gu Ziyu had a nightmare, and he didn't know what he dreamed of.

"Mom, it hurts...... Don't fight, Mom...... I hurt so much. ”

Gu Ci's heart was poked into a thousand holes, so he could only hold him silently, "Ziyu doesn't hurt, be good, mother hug you, don't cry." ”

"It hurts...... Mom...... Mom, where are you going, don't leave Ziyu, Mom...... Why don't you want me? ”

"Mom...... Don't leave the sub-encounter, you come to the sub-encounter. ”

"Mom's ......"

"Mom's ......"

Gu Ci's tears fell on Gu Ziyu's face, she wiped them desperately, but the more she wiped them, Gu Ziyu also shouted pain, but then she became numb, took off her clothes and knelt in front of her, no matter how painful he was, he never cried out of pain.

Gu Ziyu was in a nightmare, slowly falling asleep, Gu Ci also cleaned up his mood, took the medicine box, disinfected his fingers, put a band-aid, Gu Ci called the counselor to ask for leave, she was sick and wanted to be absent from military training, and opened a hospital list.

Gu Ziyu slept until late at night, and then woke up, his mood had calmed down a lot, and he still looked a little gloomy, he said obediently, "Mom, I'm sorry, I scared you." ”

"Baby, are you hungry?"

Gu Ziyu nodded, her stomach rang very cooperatively, Gu Ci was still a little drowsy, her mood fluctuated in the afternoon, the high fever did not go away, Li Jiang ordered a few takeaways, Gu Ci forced herself to heat up, Gu Ziyu helped her lie down, and he went to heat up the meal.

The mother and son dined in silence, Gu Ziyu was silent, Gu Ci gave him his favorite food, and he didn't refuse, this was the most silent meal for Gu Ci and Gu Ziyu after being reborn.

After the meal, Gu Ziyu asked Gu Ci, "Did I scare my father?" ”

"He's got a big heart and won't be scared by you." Gu Ci comforted Gu Ziyu, "Ziyu, as long as you know one thing, your mother loves you, you can confirm it over and over again." ”

Gu Ziyu looked at her with light in his eyes.

Gu Ci said, "No matter how many times you do it all over again, your mother will give birth to a child." Mom's first time in love, but also the first time to lose the person she loves, can't stand the blow, and has been slumped ever since, this is all my mother's fault, and it has nothing to do with Ziyu. Dad also died to protect us, this is Dad's choice, and it has nothing to do with Ziyu. He protects you because he loves you. Mom is also a mother for the first time, she didn't do well and hurt her son, can you give her mother another chance? ”

Under the moonlight, the girl's eyes are clean and loving.

Gu Ziyu nodded, "Okay!" ”

Gu Ci chuckled and rubbed his head, "After you returned to your mother, did your mother do well?" ”

Gu Ziyu nodded, "Okay!" ”

Gu Ci asked again, "Then are you happy?" ”

Gu Ziyu nodded again, "Happy." ”

Gu Ci said, "We are mother and son, so God gave the opportunity, do it again, my mother is still learning how to be a better mother of Ziyu, Ziyu is also very happy, the things of the previous life, we will let it go, let it pass, when you are really uncomfortable, just talk to your mother, don't hold it in your heart alone, okay?" ”

"Good!" Gu Ziyu was very well-behaved, and the moonlight reflected his face, "Do you really love Ziyu?" ”

"Of course!" Gu Ci smiled, "You can, for a lifetime, keep confirming." ”

"Then me and Dad, who do you love the most?" Gu Ziyu asked a little paranoidly.

Gu Ci thought for a long time, she told Gu Ziyu, "My father and I are the love of men and women, and I am a mother-son relationship, I can't lose my father, and I can't lose my son." It is my mother's instinct to love you and protect you, and my mother hurt you in my last life because of ...... Only by constantly hurting you, only if your mother is crazy, can your life be saved. After your father died, Gu Chuyun wanted to torture me, but she could only start with you, and I could only protect you as she wished. ”

(End of chapter)

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