The moment Qin Yu withdrew his hand, Lin Xi's eyebrows moved slightly.

She didn't speak, leaned back and adjusted her position comfortably, and at the same time, distanced herself from him.

On the way here, Qin Yu didn't actually think about how to open his mouth and talk to her about the events of the year.

During that time, they were all disturbed by Lin Chen's affairs, and other things that happened at the moment were naturally ignored, resulting in the accumulation of problems and the escalation of contradictions, and until now, they have not been able to talk about it properly.

These are long stories, and we have to seriously explain them one by one from the beginning.

In the past, when he encountered similar incidents, he would definitely sort them out and then have an effective communication with the other party. But today, without any preparation, he rushed over.

In his memory, he was not so impulsive many times. Counting them carefully, everything is related to Lin Xi.

"There was a problem with the company's capital chain back then, so I spent that time solving this matter. Regarding the blind date with Song Ning during that time, there was indeed such a thing. ”

"......" Hearing his latter words, Lin Xi's heartbeat was still empty.

At this moment, she seemed to be seventeen years old again.

The same reaction I had when I first heard about it.

No matter how calm she pretended to be, the mental trance and trembling of her heart at that moment couldn't deceive herself.

She looked at Qin Yu, her eyes mixed with a touch of sadness and hatred, which were emotions that she hadn't even noticed.

"There was a reason, I didn't know about the blind date banquet that day, I just thought it was an ordinary family banquet, and I didn't know that there were outsiders present when I arrived. Strictly speaking, less than five minutes between the time I entered and the time I left, Song Ning and I only met once, and that was it. ”

It was a blind date banquet, yes, but he didn't stay.

After knowing what the nature was, I left as soon as possible.

“……”

Lin Xi pursed her lower lip.

She really didn't know about it. The version she heard was that Qin Yu went to the banquet, and his parents and Song Ning's parents were present at that time.

As for when he went and when he left. She doesn't know.

Originally, at that time, she wanted to ask, but he was really busy during that time, and he could hear his tiredness every time he was on the phone.

At first she didn't understand why.

Later, I learned that at that time, he was busy with work while taking care of Lin Chen.

During that time, everything seemed to be smashed into him alone.

Don't look at the things that happened after that, at least here, she should really thank Qin Yu.

His lips squirmed, and before Lin Xi could speak, he heard Qin Yu mention Lin Chen......

"I didn't know it was reaching your ears at first, and I didn't explain it to you. As soon as the company's affairs came to an end, something happened to the eldest brother. I was the first person to know in addition to my eldest brother's work unit and uncle. ”

"Believe it or not, at that time, I thought about contacting you...... "After a pause, he said, "In the end, I did hide all this. It was my idea. ”

"So I was in the hospital for the past few days, and I didn't go to Linshi to see you, and I couldn't know and prevent my mother from finding you during this time."

"I'm sorry."

Those three words again.

Qin Yu couldn't see any emotion in his eyes at all. When he stared at her, his deep eyes were like an abyss, knowing that there was an abyss inside, and he could still make people fall.

Sober falls.

Lin Xi's movement of rubbing the bracelet stopped, and returned to normal after two seconds.

"Third brother doesn't have to apologize to me."

"If I have to talk about these past events, I should say sorry to the third brother."

"When I was young and ignorant, I did listen to some things that I shouldn't have heard, whether it was true or not, I shouldn't have been rash. That slap...... It's me who is wrong. ”

"I was really impulsive back then, and I did a lot of bad things when I said it. Whether the third brother cares or not, it is also a fact that I am sorry for the third brother in the past. ”

Yu Guang caught a glimpse of his thin lips lightly, and Lin Xi hurriedly said: "I didn't say anything back, I wanted to say this to the third brother from the bottom of my heart." ”

"For so many years, from the very beginning to the present, I haven't had time to say thank you to the third brother."

"I always remember how good the third brother was to me back then. I am also very grateful to the third brother for being by my brother's side in the last period of his life and seeing him off on his last journey. ”

"After going abroad, my health got better, in fact, I also figured out all these things."

"Whether it's the third brother or the other brothers, no one is wrong."

"On the contrary, I am now thankful for a few brothers."

"My brother has a special profession, to be honest, since he coaxed me to sleep that night, and left Beijing the next morning without saying hello, I thought that there would be such a day."

"If he leaves somewhere else, I won't actually see him for the last time. In the same way, he will not have an acquaintance around him, or even just himself, he may have a lot of things to say, and in the end he can only leave with regrets.

"So when I think about it, my brother will last until he returns to his homeland and can see you, I think...... It's already a good ending. At least it was much better than I expected. ”

"At least, a few of his good brothers took him home." Speaking of this, Lin Xi's eyes turned red, and his last voice was a little choked.

"As for my little regrets, they are nothing compared to these."

"I don't necessarily have to let go completely, but at least I can try to see him now."

"In the future, I will definitely reconcile with myself that day."

Thinking back to that day, she never hated Qin Yu, or the second brother and Bai Xu and others.

What she can't let go of has always been herself.

Because not long before her brother's accident, the eldest aunt came to see her once.

The aunt said that her current situation seemed to be much better than before, and asked her if she would like to return to Beijing.

Because whether it is the learning environment or the living environment, she is more familiar with the Beijing city.

At that time, my uncle was also busy, and after all, she also lived with her grandparents. It's no different from staying in Kyoto.

If at that time, she followed her aunt back to Beijing and returned to the compound.

She had the opportunity to know about her brother at the first time.

It's her ghost, it's her selfishness, it's she who thinks that if she returns to Beijing, it will prove that she is completely better in the eyes of everyone. In the future, with or without Aunt Rong's involvement, Qin Yu may not care about her as much as she does now.

So she rejected her aunt and planned to return to Beijing after the college entrance examination.

Where is Qin Yu to blame, from beginning to end, the real problem has always been herself.

It was that one thought that caused these things to happen to herself.

The only thing she could blame Qin Yu was that Aunt Rong said at that time that Qin Yu would not like people like her.

(End of chapter)