The more Chu Yiying knew his father, the more he felt that this man was disgusting, extremely disgusting.

Does this old brute, whether it is for his wife, his mother, or for his children?

It was Mrs. Chu who told him that it was hard to say whether the old beast had love for others, but for the three of them, mother and son, there must be love.

The old brute showed mercy everywhere, at home and abroad, he had countless homes, but the old brute only gave his mother a nominal identity, at least in California, his mother was an upright and legal wife.

Even if it is a lie, among the many mistresses, the old beast is only willing to give his mother a name, and the old beast only has children with his mother.

At that time, he felt that Mrs. Chu was stunned, and she was also a model of domestication by old beasts.

Deception is deception, bigamy is bigamy, where did so many thoughts of the remnants of the previous dynasty come from.

The old brute is romantic, unfaithful to his marriage, and cheats on his mother, that's the truth, the only fact.

As a victim, how could Mrs. Chu still help the old brute find reasons and excuses? It's incredible.

But Mrs. Chu is quite clear about one thing, she knows that his mother is also a victim of the old beast's lies, and he and Xiaomei are disgraceful illegitimate children, but it is not his and Xiaomei's fault.

Therefore, Mrs. Chu only hated their brother and sister, and never abused or bullied their brother and sister.

In fact, he and his little sister had a pretty good time in the Chu family.

Mrs. Chu didn't want to see their brother and sister, so it didn't take long for her to move out of the Chu family's manor, and the eldest brother loved their brother and sister very much.

The eldest brother is like a father, these four words are enough to explain what the eldest brother has done to their brother and sister.

The eldest brother is much more like a father than the old brute.

It's because he has a knot in his own heart, and he has never been able to integrate into the Chu family, the Chu family, no, it's the eldest brother who has a clear conscience about him.

The little sister sat on the ground, holding the tombstone of the eldest brother, and grabbed the corner of his clothes with one hand, and said to him: "Didn't I play too crazy in the afternoon, I fell asleep in the arms of the eldest brother, and I didn't even eat dinner." In the middle of the night, I woke up hungry and wanted to find something to eat. Brother, you slept very soundly, no matter how much I pushed you, I couldn't wake up, so I went downstairs by myself. ”

He lay on the bed, holding his little sister, he couldn't sleep, and his eyes stared until the second half of the night, probably because he just fell asleep, and his little sister woke up hungry.

The more the little sister spoke, the more relaxed her tone became, and there was a smile on her face, she said: "The house is too big, I can't find the kitchen, and I can't find my way back to the bedroom to find you." Brother, our family is really big, and we can get lost at home. Later, it was my eldest brother who rescued me from the basement, and he guessed that I would be hungry in the middle of the night, so he asked my aunt to prepare something delicious for me. ”

"As a result, when the eldest brother arrived in the bedroom, he only saw you, brother, and I was gone. He searched around the house and finally found me in the basement. I wasn't scared at all, and I wanted to continue exploring the labyrinth, so my eldest brother took me to the underground cellar for a spin. When I was eating, my eldest brother praised me for being bold and not squeamish. It was a completely unfamiliar environment, and I wasn't scared at all. ”

"At that time, I was so proud, I told my eldest brother that I was not afraid of anything. In fact, when I was a child, I didn't understand, but when I grew up, I realized that I wasn't afraid because I had you. Dad hasn't appeared much, and it makes no difference whether he has him or not. As for my mother, because of breast cancer and chemotherapy, she is always sick. The person who accompanies me is you. So as long as I have you, I won't be afraid. ”

"It doesn't matter if it's an unfamiliar environment, my brother is by my side anyway. With my brother, it's not a complete stranger to me. I'll just hold on to you. ”

"It's been too long, I was very young at that time, and I can't remember what my eldest brother said. But I vaguely knew that the eldest brother was very sad and sighed, Yiying is not easy to say this kind of thing. ”

"Yes, I have a brother to rely on, so I'm not afraid. But as for my brother, he has no one to rely on, and it is a completely unfamiliar environment for him. Will my brother be afraid, will he be terrified? ”

As the little sister spoke, she hugged the eldest brother's tombstone and cried.

All he could do was silently the little sister's head, looking at the eldest brother's tombstone and being silent.

The eldest brother tried hard to be his support, but he always rejected the eldest brother again and again because of low self-esteem and various reasons, not that he couldn't integrate into the Chu family, but that he didn't want to integrate into the Chu family.

The Chu family, who opened their hands to him all the time, would immediately embrace him in his arms as long as he wanted to.

It's just that he's resisting.

People, they always wake up too late.

That's why there are so many regrets.

Why can't he let go of his knot earlier, he has too many things to do with his eldest brother, he wants to race horses with his eldest brother, race cars, go fishing together, drink together, get drunk...... But he didn't have a chance.

In the last two years, the eldest brother lingered on the sickbed, and only when he was in good spirits could he get out of bed and go for a walk in the courtyard with his support.

The untimely death of the eldest brother was caused by the old beast.

If it weren't for donating a kidney to the old animal, the eldest brother would not have become a sick seedling who couldn't do any heavy work, holding the little sister and walking two steps out of breath, and he needed to be careful everywhere in daily life, and he didn't dare to sit in all sports, and the eldest brother wouldn't die early.

With the medical resources that the Chu family's economic conditions can give, the eldest brother's illness is not a problem at all if he is placed on an able-bodied person, and he will live to the age of sixty or seventy.

But the eldest brother is missing a kidney, the compensation is too serious, a small cold can make the eldest brother half-dead and uncomfortable for a long time, and the cold can develop into pneumonia, and pneumonia can kill the eldest brother.

The problem is that the old beast does not cherish the contribution of the eldest brother. He didn't even think that his old life was given to him by his son who sacrificed the rest of his life.

It's still the same kind of drinking, so if you die on a woman's body, it's all cheap old beasts.

The old brute stole a few years of chic time from his eldest brother, and his eldest brother, in his early twenties, was not in the prime of life, but the best time in his life, and he became a half-crippled person.

Soon after the eldest brother's death, he also moved out of the Chu family manor, because he really couldn't see the pictures hanging on the wall.

His eldest brother, horseback riding, fencing, skiing, surfing, racing...... Everything is the best, just because I donated a kidney to the old animal, these can no longer be done, and it has become a sick seedling whose exercise is limited to walking, and walking cannot be too long.

Who is it all because of?

For the sake of Dad, but this Dad, he is not worthy, let alone worthy!

Ah Yao felt that his father might as well be dead, the debt was gone, Huo Kaixun was dead, no matter how much Ah Yao hated him, he couldn't find an object to hate, and this hatred gradually faded.

He is the opposite of Ah Yao, he wants his father to live and live well, because only in this way can the sacrifice of the eldest brother be considered worthwhile.

His eldest brother's sacrifice is not so tragic.

Because of the family relationship, he and Ah Yao have a more understanding empathy for each other, so they are closer.

Children in a happy family like Dr. Jiang can understand them, but they can never empathize.

Ah Duo has a home, and his and Ah Yao's home has long been full of holes, so Ah Duo will never understand how much he and Ah Yao yearn for a real home in their hearts.

I can't understand how complicated it is for Ah Yao to marry his sister-in-law and have a small family between the two of them.