Lin Xi felt outrageous no matter how he thought about it......

"I was only in junior high school at the time." She thought that Zhou Jingheng had misremembered.

"It should be." However, Zhou Jingheng didn't say anything to death, "But this is just what I deduced." The approximate time should have been during his college years. ”

She stumbled back: "I thought it was when I came to Linshi." ”

Qin Yu said that he returned to China in a hurry after graduation and did not stay abroad to develop, partly because of her.

But she thought that he had a good impression of herself at best. If you want to say that you like it, you have to wait until later.

Lin Xi thought about it carefully, Qinyu University has been four years, and the number of times he returns to China every year does not seem to be particularly large.

Most of them are coming back for important holidays. So they didn't see each other a lot during that time.

Most of the usual contact is also in group chats. Not much in private.

If you really like someone, you should keep in touch with them very often.

"Actually, if you think about it, it's not without a trace." Zhou Jingheng naturally knew what she was puzzled about, he slowed down, and his voice was very soft, as if he was recalling something.

"When he was studying in college abroad, Grandpa Qin asked him not to come back every holiday. Just wait for the Spring Festival. But he still insisted on returning to China frequently. ”

"I still understand Qin Yu's temperament. If he didn't have anyone he wanted to see, he wouldn't have insisted so much back then. ”

After the words fell, Zhou Jingheng looked sideways at Lin Xi.

A certain "person Qin Yu wants to see" choked up.

"No, not really." Lin Xi looked away weakly.

Although she said that she couldn't do it, she knew how fast her heart was beating.

"At the time, I naturally thought it was nothing, but now that I look at it, it is definitely not ordinary."

"I don't know if you remember, every time he waited for the Mid-Autumn Festival, he would return to China a long time in advance. And every time it's just right to catch your birthday. ”

"Isn't that a coincidence?"

When Zhou Jingheng said this, Lin Xi suddenly remembered the gift that Qin Yu brought to him every year.

In addition to birthdays, there are other holiday gifts. The point is that everything he gave was something she particularly liked at that stage.

At first, he would ask her if she had anything she wanted.

Over time, there will be no more to come.

He seems to have known her very well since then.

"I didn't have much contact with him at the time. If you don't want to ask him in person, I suggest you can ask Cheng Si or Bai Xu. They should have the answers you want there. ”

These two must know a lot.

Especially the white order.

Because at that time, Bai Xu and Lin Xi were in the same school and studied together. is the person who knows Lin Xi's daily life is the best. If Qin Yu wanted to find someone to understand Lin Xi, then this person would definitely be Bai Xu.

Lin Xi naturally understood.

"Then, does the third brother say anything else?"

Lin Xi asked tentatively.

Hearing this, Zhou Jingheng couldn't help but laugh and rubbed her head, "Xixi won't ask about this before." Looks like I guessed right. ”

Lin Xi couldn't help but blush, "I'll just ask casually." ”

Zhou Jingheng still smiled.

How to say it, Lin Xi didn't care about anything before, and he wouldn't ask. Others couldn't help but take the initiative to talk to her.

She was very concerned about their conversation that day, so her relationship with Qin Yu was not fake.

Even if it's not yet, it's only a matter of time.

"He explained to me about your current relationship, said that he liked you for a long time, and said that you are not together yet. I asked him what you think, and he said he didn't know for the time being. ”

"Now it looks like you like each other, right?"

Lin Xi opened his mouth, "I'm ......"

"It's okay, if you don't want to answer, you can skip this topic."

"It's not." Lin Xi shook his head vigorously.

There is no need for her to hide it in front of her second brother.

In fact, the second brother understands it, and he can see it completely. The reason why he insisted on asking this question was because he wanted to know when it began.

No way, she hid it too well back then.

"When I came to Linshi, he was always by my side. I don't know if that's right, and I've had people say it's wrong. But, at that time, I really liked him. Or what should not be denied is that it is the same now. ”

"Why not?" Zhou Jingheng frowned.

He stopped, grabbed Lin Xi, who was leaving, and discussed this issue with her face to face.

"No one is qualified to judge your feelings."

"If you like someone, there is no right or wrong."

"We Xixi are so smart, why should you let other people's ideas influence your decisions? Why let yourself get caught up in such emotions? ”

This is not Lin Xi.

In Zhou Jingheng's memory, he remembered that Lin Xi should be a very thoughtful and independent girl.

"Because ......," Lin Xi suddenly laughed, "because I felt that I was really not worthy of Qin Yu back then." ”

“！”

"How can you think like that?" Zhou Jingheng felt ridiculous, and after a pause, he probably understood. When you like someone, when you look at each other, you will wear a layer of filters.

So no matter how perfect you are, you feel inferior at this time.

"Our Xixi is also very good."

Lin Xi shook his head, "Whether it was then or now, I can't reach him." ”

"At that time, I struggled with very strange and conflicting emotions every day. I feel that I have known him since childhood, the elders in the family are familiar with each other, and the family background is clean, and I am fully qualified to stand by his side. ”

"But it soon occurred to me that I was withdrawn, that my speech was incomplete, that my hearing had deteriorated, that I had basically lost one ear. So it's like fighting left and right hands, and my own flaws keep suppressing the advantages that my family brings me. ”

"At that stage, I was definitely not the best option for him."

"As for ...... now"

"I'm still an advantage. And the biggest advantage at the moment is that he likes me. ”

"But I guess, stand a little higher. I don't want to be an appendage to him. ”

At the age of seventeen, she didn't have the confidence to stand with Qin Yu, she couldn't stop Aunt Rong's mouth, and she couldn't refute Song Ning's words.

All she had was everything that her home had brought her. So this time, she wanted to catch up with Qin Yu's pace first.

Qin Yu, who has just graduated from college, can stand in Beijing on her own, why can't she?

"I'm going to take my strengths to the fullest, and I'm going to be the only option for him."

"It's not for him, it's for the betterment of himself."

She is confident in herself, "I am more than capable of standing by his side. ”

Looking at each other, Zhou Jingheng saw "ambition" in Lin Xi's eyes.

"That's right." He suddenly felt relieved and opened his arms to hug the person, "I believe that this day will come soon." ”