Chapter 712: A Shocking Past (5)
"Jing Wushuang, you are pitiful, what about me? Shouldn't I hate you? If you don't provoke those people, will they be angry with me? I will be pregnant with someone else's child, I will break up with Tang Dubai, will you meet him? Will there be anything that happens next? It's true that I hate you, I've hated it since I was a child, but apart from those pranks, deliberately snatching away some things that I can afford, what have I done? Later, I really hated you, I wished that you were the one who was violated by those people back then, and I couldn't wait to find someone to violate you once! I wish you were dead! I really hate it! ”
Xia Ziwei reached out again and wiped away a handful of tears, "Later, I was pregnant with Tang Dubai's child again, but you know what Tang Dubai said before the car accident, he asked me to beat it off, he said he didn't want our child, I thought he should be very happy, but he said no." What can I do? During his coma, I did think about using this child to marry into the Tang family, but then I changed my mind, I was sober, and I suddenly didn't want to live with a shell, so I beat the child again. God knows how much I want this child, but Tang Dubai doesn't want it, what can I do? Yes, I wanted to borrow your hand to take him off and let you live with guilt, but alas, I failed again. ”
"Jing Wushuang, your luck is really not ordinarily good, do you know, especially after you met Mu Jinchen, it is getting better and better day by day, and I am getting more and more unlucky day by day. Say, "What am I living for?" Isn't it just a fight with you? Grandpa gave you both the Xia family and Xia Yuan, I don't take some money, what else do I have? If I don't go to Cheng Lang, what should I do to fight you? ”
"But after my dad left, I suddenly found that money is useless, no amount of money can buy back my father, you are still useless if you win, grandpa won't like me, my mother won't be good, and I'm still that Xia Ziwei, I resent God's injustice to me again and again, I want to hiss to the bottom, and even want to beat you, but I found that I have no strength."
"Jing Wushuang, I thought about suicide, and I lived until now by jealousy and hatred."
Wushuang kept shaking his head, and his tears kept falling like beads with broken strings, and he couldn't stop it.
She was heartbroken about what happened to Xia Ziwei, very heartbroken, indeed as she said, she used to hate her but it was just a prank between little girls, so Wushuang didn't hate her, and tolerated it again and again, until she returned to China and intensified her targeted behavior, Wushuang really began to resent her, annoyed her, and even hated her......
Now she still believes that no matter how much a person is hurt, he can't pass on such injuries to others, because this itself can't be passed on, and no one can replace what she has endured, and this catharsis itself is also a pathology, but Wushuang still feels sorry for the injuries she has suffered.
This is typical, I don't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me, if there was anything to Xia Ziwei before, then it is also gone at this moment.
She closed her eyes and sniffed hard, "Xia Ziwei, I'm sorry that you encountered this, I didn't know that you had encountered this, but those hooligans were not provoked by me, they took the initiative to provoke me, I escaped this catastrophe, I didn't expect you to escape." ”
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