"It's not!" Gu Ci shook his head categorically, "I've never thought of it like that. ”

"He doesn't like you, so you find solace in me? Pretend that we are alone, you have his protection, and I also have my company and like, Gu Ci, you are so greedy. ”

Gu Ci was sad and confused, they shared memories with each other, they were obviously one person, why should they deny themselves and let her deny them?

"I'm so ridiculous, I'm already dead, but I still feel sorry for your mental instability, I can't stand the stimulation, and I don't want to force you to make a choice." Lu Zhiyuan knew that he was defeated, the third master could do everything, what he could do, but he couldn't do what the third master could do, he really had no need to exist.

His pride does not allow Gu Ci to love him and the third master!

"I liked you, for many years." Lu Zhiyuan confessed in the autumn wind, but his voice was so sad, Gu Ci was caught off guard, and got a confession, but tears burst out of his eyes.

After two lifetimes, she finally heard a word of like, but it was like saying goodbye!

He wanted to give up on her, because she made him desperate and miserable.

"When I was three years old, I had a split personality, and my body lived with the third master, and when he first appeared, I was very resistant, so he could appear for a very short time, and it didn't appear in the night. Later, it lasted until I was eight years old, and finally it was clearly differentiated into that I was Lu Zhiyuan during the day, and he was Lu Zhiyuan at night. I was in pain, repulsed, but helpless, I could only accept the arrangement of fate, my father thought I was sick, and arranged countless psychiatrists to torture me, one day, I don't know what the third master said, the doctors suddenly disappeared, and we lived in peace until I realized that I liked you. But I don't even have the ability to control my body, what right do I have to like someone, if I am with you and you find out, I am a psychopath, what should I do? I don't want to see mercy in your eyes, so I distance myself from you, avoid you, and just want to keep you from afar. ”

"It just so happens that you hate me too, and you are fine, but you brought Gu Ziyu to me and forcibly entered my life, I am happy and anxious, I am afraid that you will know the secret, and after you contradictory want you to know the secret, you still choose me firmly." There was a sore spot in Lu Zhiyuan's eyes, "Lu Ze chose him, at least ...... Someone will choose me. Unexpectedly, you all chose him, and I humiliated myself, it turned out that I was the superfluous person. I just knew that when you liked the third master, I was angry, jealous, and hated, billions of people in the world, why was it me, I had this disease, I couldn't escape, and I couldn't change anything, I wanted the third master to die, but apart from death, I couldn't think of any way, he was like my shadow, following him all his life, I thought you couldn't tell who Lu Zhiyuan was, so you fell in love with two people, it turned out that you could tell clearly. ”

Lu Zhiyuan is proud and powerful, since he was a child, he only hesitated in Gu Ci's emotions.

"I'm tired of this three-person entanglement, and I don't want to know whether the third master likes you or hates you, Gu Ci, I just need you an attitude, who do you choose?" A fallen leaf, with the autumn wind, fell on Lu Zhiyuan's shoulder, and then rose with the wind and fell to the ground, "If you choose me, don't see the third master in the future, accept me for only half the time, if you choose the third master, please ...... Don't appear in front of me again. ”

Gu Ci looked at him distressedly, this knife finally came.

Since Lu Zhiyuan took her to Bodhi Mountain, she had a hunch that Lu Zhiyuan had a decision in her heart, but she just wanted to slowly ask her to make a decision, Pei Qiuying kidnapped her, and the third master appeared again, and after he witnessed her madness, he finally stepped on his bottom line.

Lu Zhiyuan said, "I will never accept my sweetheart, I love two people, no matter how you insist on thinking that we are one person, I will not accept it, I am me, Lu Zhiyuan, not the third master!" ”

Gu Ci looked at his distant back, and a line of tears fell, this threesome was finally torn apart and calm, there must be a decision, Gu Ci remembered that day in the garden, Lu Zhiyuan ruthlessly declared war with the third master, and asked him to stay away from her.

He has always suppressed his emotions, suppressed jealousy, madness, tried his best to be calm in front of her, afraid that she would be stimulated, even if he had broken his heart, he still left the last trace of tenderness to her.

Gu Ci held the milk tea, squatted under the ginkgo tree, buried her head, her knees wet with tears, she felt sorry for Lu Zhiyuan, who had peeled off herself, and she was painful about this untidy and messy relationship.

After being reborn, it was the first time she felt hopeless.

Pedestrians stop and go, looking back frequently, the girl's shoulders under the ginkgo tree move slightly, but she is so stubborn that she doesn't want others to see her a little sad, and people only think about which lovelorn girl is licking her wounds.

The phone vibrate, and Lu Zhiyuan sent a text message.

Lu Zhiyuan: I'm going to country F tomorrow for pre-game training, and I hope you can give me an answer after this game.

Gu Ci: Okay!

Gu Ci skipped class in the afternoon and came to the hospital in despair, Dr. North was startled when he saw her look, and helped her sit down, "Little porcelain, what's wrong?" Who bullied you? ”

On her eyelashes, there are teardrops, like a fragile ice flower, which will fall apart at a slight touch, Dr. North gently wiped away her tears, Gu Ci is the most medically talented girl she has ever seen, she can understand it at one point, her heart is firm, strong, although she is a girl, there is a story in her eyes, it is a pair of eyes that have been destroyed countless times and are still strong to survive.

Strong, but also fragile, contradictory, but not abrupt.

Who made her so heartbroken?

"Master, I'm so sad......" Gu Ci thought about Lu Zhiyuan's words over and over again in her mind, she felt sorry for Lu Zhiyuan, and she also felt sorry for the broken family in the previous life. After she was reborn, she sent Lu Shijie away, Gu Chuyun was no longer a threat, she changed her fate, but at this moment she realized that her fate had never changed, and she had not gotten rid of the nightmare of the previous life.

She drew the ground as a prison and sealed herself in a cage from which she could not be freed.

Dr. North gently held her in his arms, patted her shoulder, and remembered the love story Gu Ci said, she sighed, didn't say anything, just gently comforted her.

She is not Gu Ci, she can't empathize, she sees the pain from the bottom of the girl's eyes.

"It'll pass, little porcelain!" Dr. North said, "All suffering will pass." ”

Gu Ci shook her head painfully, unless she lost her memory, her suffering would never pass, she was like a broken person, her body moved forward, but her soul stayed in place.

"Would you like to talk to Master?"

Gu Ci has a lot of things on his mind, and he is used to pressing them in his heart.

(End of chapter)

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