Chapter 265: Disturbed
Gu Jingcheng's straightforward gaze fell on her somewhat flustered face, staring at her eyes tightly, and his gaze did not shift in the slightest: "Xiao Mu, in the past, I used to be proud of my identity, and I didn't think about many things for you, but now that I have figured it out, I know that everything in the past was my fault, it was I who didn't take care of your feelings, and I didn't take care of you, so can you give me a chance now and let me make up for you?" ”
"What are you talking about?"
Su Xiaomu only felt that her face was burned by his fiery gaze at the moment, and she turned her face away helplessly, refusing to make eye contact with him.
"We didn't say that before, just friends."
"But I don't want to be friends with you, don't you have a little affection for me? I don't believe it, if you don't like me, why do you follow me all the way to the capital, why do you run for me when you know I'm going to die, what you value most is face, but you are willing to put down your face for me......"
"I just don't want to watch you die in front of my eyes, I don't know, now that I know...... I just did what a person should do, even if it's not you this time, it's someone else, I'll save it, and I'm not a cold-hearted person, you have helped me a lot, this time I'll repay you for this thing, don't say anything else. ”
Su Xiaomu lowered his head and tried to pull his hand out of his hand, but the knuckles were so hard that they were blue, and he was still caught by him.
"Huh, do you have to do that?"
Su Xiaomu's heart suddenly became extremely irritable, and she now had a feeling of being driven to the shelves.
Gu Jingcheng naturally sensed her emotions, but he didn't dare to let go now, if he let go, Su Xiaomu might fly out of his palm forever, and he couldn't catch her anymore.
"But I really like you, I don't want to write and leave books to you, I think no matter what I do in the future, you will be by my side, as long as you are willing to accompany me in the future, I can give you my life, now for me, nothing in the world is more important than you."
"Don't say that, the only thing that matters most to you is yourself, and I can't afford to take such a responsibility."
Su Xiaomu hurriedly waved her hand to stop Gu Jingcheng from continuing to speak, her face was full of resistance and didn't want to listen: "You are a good person, if you are friends, we will all have a bright future, and it is not impossible to live without the love of men and women." ”
"Can't you really give me a chance?" Gu Jingcheng humbly begged Su Xiaomu, he was really pitiful and had no support at the moment.
"I know that I did everything wrong in the past, I didn't figure out what you wanted, but the two of us still have such a long future, and every day in the future, I will take all your things to heart, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay?"
Su Xiaomu is Gu Jingcheng's driftwood struggling in this world, and only by holding her firmly in his hands can Gu Jingcheng have a sense of steadiness.
This kind of feeling is something that can't be given to him by reading, and there is no way to give him an article.
Even if he hears about the princes in the future and can't get Su Xiaomu, there will always be many regrets in this life.
"You make me think again."
Xu is Gu Jingcheng's appearance at the moment is too pitiful, like an abandoned puppy, Su Xiaomu can't bear to say anything that makes him sad and sad.
But if he wanted to go against his heart and say that he wanted to be with him, Su Xiaomu felt that he couldn't do it.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt distraught, and her whole person began to become irritable.
But it was probably because Su Xiaomu's attitude was relaxed, and after Gu Jingcheng noticed it, he struck while the iron was hot, and retreated to the next best thing, no longer being as aggressive as he was just now.
"I can give you time to think about it, if you have to leave, I can also let you go, but can you accompany me in the imperial examination in Beijing? Wait for the exam to come out and then leave, besides, if I can really go to high school, there will always be a lot of hard work from you behind it, since the two of us can't be husband and wife, I am also willing to let you marry as my sister in the Gu family, haven't you always hoped that I could be your backer? ”
The young man opened his lips word by word, his voice was as clear as being immersed in ice water, and the urgency seemed to be poured into Su Xiaomu's ears, and the words were clear, so that she had no way to ignore what he said.
Marrying as Gu Jingcheng's sister is really a bit exciting.
But can't she just hug her thighs and be a "Gu" family member in peace?
Why bother jumping from one fire pit to another, and give yourself countless troubles in this feudal era.
Su Xiaomu complained about Gu Jingcheng in her heart, but she complained about it, and she was still a little hesitant about his proposal.
There are still about three months left before the official imperial examination.
She accompanied him all the way from the small village to Fucheng, and then to the capital, and it took a lot of effort, and it didn't seem impossible to wait.
What's more, Su Xiaomu has been shouting since last year until now, and in the past half a year, either she has dropped the chain on her side, or Gu Jingcheng has gone wrong, and he has not succeeded in relieving.
If you think about it like this, it's not impossible to wait another two months.
Anyway, Gu Jingcheng will definitely be able to be on the list, he will have an identity and status at that time, and there is no need to embarrass her, the wife who insists on leaving.
Su Xiaomu persuaded herself, and she simply nodded neatly and agreed: "Then do what you say first." ”
"Okay, don't worry about the next few days, I will be good to you."
Getting Su Xiaomu's consent, Gu Jingcheng smiled.
He already had an extremely outstanding face, but now his smile is pouring out from the bottom of his heart, and his whole handsome face is as sweet as honey, which makes people can't take their eyes off it at all.
"I believe in you."
Su Xiaomu looked down at Gu Jingcheng's big hand that had just held her palm in the last second with a complicated expression, good guy, this is being pinched again.
The two of them talked about their hearts, and Gu Jingcheng took Su Xiaomu to take a good stroll around the courtyard.
When Su Xiaomu came in just now, he thought that this courtyard was not very big, but when he walked around the front room and walked inside, he realized that this courtyard was unique.
"These are all arranged according to your previous yard, if you have any other decorations you like, you can tell me, I will buy them for you, of course you can eat, but I think in this world, there should be no one better than your cooking skills."
Gu Jingcheng rubbed his thumb against Su Xiaomu's palm, and such an intimate gesture made Su Xiaomu not hold back goosebumps all over his body, and everyone shuddered.
"Then you, if you have anything to eat next time, you can also tell me, you study hard, I can not share much for you, only in the meal so that you don't have to eat."
Eating is the top priority in Su Xiaomu's eyes, thinking that when she took the college entrance examination, her parents changed the method every day to make food for her body, and now think about her being able to gain more than ten pounds in her third year of high school, except for the pressure, she shouldn't have to keep her mouth shut.
"Well, thank you, lady."
"No thanks, no thanks."
Su Xiaomu looked at Jing Cheng with her big eyes, and the latter touched her hand and called her a lady, her eyes were not red and her heart was not beating during the whole process, as if they were really a loving couple.