Chapter 330: You're Crazy
"You're drunk, I don't want to talk to a drunk person."
Su Xiaomu was resisted by Gu Jingcheng, she wanted to push him away with her hand in disgust, but no matter how thin Gu Jingcheng was, he was also born in a peasant family and had the strength to do it.
Su Xiaomu tried his best and didn't push Gu Jingcheng away, so he could only continue to endure him drinking too much and going crazy with her.
Damn, after Gu Jingcheng wakes up, she must tell him that if the amount of alcohol is not good, don't drink so much next time, so as not to do something unsober at night.
Gu Jingcheng's head was chaotic, and when Su Xiaomu pushed his chest with his hand, he only felt that her hands were weak and boneless, and the strength seemed to be nothing, which was extremely tugging at his heartstrings.
Gu Jingcheng was suddenly happy for some reason, he laughed and said, "I drank two more glasses, but I definitely didn't get drunk, Xiao Mu ......"
"You're drunk, and now you're starting to talk unconscious."
Su Xiaomu repeated again.
"I said I'm not drunk, I just want to know why the two of us are so close now, and I still think we're so far apart? You said before that after I passed the imperial examination, you would be reconciled with me, and I have been thinking about this matter recently, why don't you want to be with me? I know you don't have anyone else in mind, so why can't you accept me? ”
Gu Jingcheng made no secret of his dazed feeling at the moment, and then at the end of his words, he gritted his teeth a little: "Why do you always want to leave me?" I am so pleased with you, if I can, I would like to ...... Cut open your chest, take out your heart and liver and show it to you, I really like you. ”
"But I don't want it, do I want to like you if you like me? Gu Jingcheng, are you really drunk and starting to get confused when you speak? Now for you, what matters is not the love of your children, but your own future, what does the love of others have to do with you? You are you and I am me, the two of us are not one person, although we stand on the same rope for a short time, but one day the rope will break and people will scatter. ”
Su Xiaomu really didn't expect that she wouldn't be able to sleep at night, and talk to Gu Jingcheng here about these children's affections.
She used all her strength to push Gu Jingcheng away, pushed him down the steps, and watched him stagger several steps before standing firm, Su Xiaomu's anger did not subside.
How could Gu Jingcheng think about these things all day long?
How frightened is he? will see others in love, and they want to ask for love from her?
Su Xiaomu did not deny that he also liked Gu Jingcheng a little.
She is not a stubborn rock, and she can't feel the kindness of others.
It's not a nerd, I don't know what Gu Jingcheng put into her.
But what is the use of knowing? There are many things in this life that are more important than love, especially the two of them, they are not people who can't live without love.
Career is what Gu Jingcheng has sought all his life, and making money is also Su Xiaomu's life goal
There are really too many important things compared to love.
"People...... Will it disperse? Gu Jingcheng muttered these words repeatedly in his mouth, and then his face changed suddenly, and he stepped forward to squeeze Su Xiaomu's hand tightly, "What did you say?" Can't you really be with me, be with me? As I said, you said that I will be an official while doing business, and I will always cover you forever when I have the ability in the future. ”
"Gu Jingcheng, you really don't understand what I mean, you like me, and I am also happy with you, this is a point that I will never deny, but for the two of us, liking is really the lightest thing, you ask yourself, now you want to ask me, is it because you have got everything you want, but only the word love?"
Su Xiaomu let him pinch his arm, and said word by word, she tried to make her speak softly, not so hideous.
"If you want to tell me this, then I want to ask you, when did you become attracted to me at home? Is it when I'm in the city selling food, or when I'm at home doing the housework? At that time, in your eyes, was it Boss Su in the bazaar, Mrs. Su, or your wife of the chaff, Su Xiaomu? ”
Su Xiaomu forced Gu Jingcheng to ask, let him show a blank look on his face, and still continued: "Look, even you yourself hesitated, didn't you?" When did you learn my name, at the bazaar, or when you and I were married? Although I never asked you, I also thought that both of us had acquiescence, if I was not me at the beginning, would you one day divorce your wife for Mrs. Su in the bazaar? So you ...... Are you worthy of another me? ”
"But there is no such possibility......"
Gu Jingcheng seemed to be pricked by Su Xiaomu's words, he suddenly let go of his hand, and said in disbelief: "You are sophistry." ”
"It's just a poke in your heart, you see, I never asked you before if you ever had the intention of betraying me, but you know, if things in this world don't meet your expectations, you will always find a way to change, so it was before, and it is like this now."
Su Xiaomu was already physically and mentally exhausted after a tiring day, and now she felt even more tired when she was talking to Gu Jingcheng about this here.
But there is no way to be tired, some words are not clear, and Gu Jingcheng will always be lucky.
She may be able not to leave Gu Jingcheng, but it is difficult to repay him the same love as he said "love" her.
The love between the two of them is not so pure, so why repeat the love over and over again?
Will you really deceive yourself if you talk too much? No, more often than not, it's just a pretext.
Gu Jingcheng may have been stung by Su Xiaomu's words, he raised his head painfully and wanted to find love in Su Xiaomu's eyes, but in the end he only found coldness and helplessness.
Two people slept in different rooms this night, but they lost the same sleep.
Su Xiaomu couldn't sleep, her eyes were wide open and she kept looking at the window.
From the darkness to the dawn, she clearly heard several rooster crows, but her head was still very awake, but there was no sleepiness at all, although her body was very sleepy, and she had no strength at all.
Gu Jingcheng too.
His wine was awakened after Su Xiaomu's words were all said.
Every word Su Xiaomu said pierced his heart, so that he couldn't even tell himself in the end that he was hallucinating after drinking too much.
Gu Jingcheng was lying on the bed, his heart was chaotic, and he kept thinking about what Su Xiaomu said to him.
He had always thought that he was worthy of being entrusted with his life, but he didn't expect that in Su Xiaomu's heart, he would no longer be a "good person".