In this cold winter, it would have been a pleasure to have a lively drink with everyone. After drinking the wedding wine and walking home, Yuanyuan's heart was full of melancholy, and she asked herself: Don't you want Aunt Xinlan to live a good life? Why did you hear that Yang Daming's three siblings changed their words to call her "Mom", and your heart was suddenly lost and unreasonable? Why? Do you think of the loneliness of your father Fang Guangzhuo, or do you think that you haven't called "Mom" in your life? Or is it this lonely winter, grandma is seriously ill in bed? Why do you get more tears the older you get? Is it weakness and incompetence? Or sentimentality? Or do you see the helplessness of the world clearly, and you feel powerless to continue? Or are you lost in your quest for the value of life? Spring, come on! Come and save me, the lost lamb!

Thinking of spring, it is not a distant fantasy, soon, the bright spring will come, Yuanyuan continues to recharge and cheer herself, her mood slowly returns to calm, she seems to have heard the spring bird "chirp" cheerful call.

When I got home, my father was sitting in front of my grandmother's bed, talking to my grandmother, and Yuan Yuan asked, "Dad, have you eaten?" Did Grandma eat it? ”

"Oh, Yuanyuan is back? We've all eaten. Fang Guangzhuo said, stood up, turned back to his mother and said, "Mom, Yuanyuan is back, I'm going to work." ”

"Go, go." As she spoke, Grandma raised her withered arms and waved them like dead branches dangling in the wind.

Yuan Yuan stood in front of his grandmother's bed and asked, "Grandma, do you want to pee?" I'll help you up. ”

Grandma waved her hand and said, "No, it's cold outside, right?" Ahem......"

"It's fine." Yuan Yuan said, reaching out to help grandma wipe it

chest, let her be a little smoother. The light above the stove in front of the bed has added some of the carbon dust that is usually burned in the pot, and it is burning vigorously at the moment, very warm.

Yuanyuan sat on the edge of the bed and massaged her grandmother's legs and feet, and her grandmother asked with concern: "Do you think Zhang Xinlan and that Yang Huaishan get along well?" ”

Yuan Yuan said: "It's good, grandma, why don't you tell Aunt Xinlan to be your daughter-in-law?" She also wanted to ask: You can't bear to watch your father be alone for the rest of your life? Except for some crutches on his feet, his personality and moral character are not inferior to anyone. She didn't say this, for fear of breaking her grandmother's heart.

"I thought about it, your father is like that, it's already very good to be able to give you out of college, as long as your daughter is good to him in the future, it will be considered a success, and I will die blindly."

"Grandma, don't worry! I will definitely be good to you and Dad. Yuanyuan can only use this sentence to express her heart, she uses her fingers to massage the soles of her grandmother's feet, some people say that the soles of the feet are the second heart of people, more massage, can promote blood circulation.

"To say, the good marriage that your father missed was the teacher who taught you when you were in elementary school, they were classmates, she loved our family's Zhuo'er very much, and Zhuo'er considered that others had a future, and she was afraid that she would not be worthy of others, so she gave up. Alas, decades have passed. Grandma's tone is so flat that it seems to tell someone else's story, it is indifferent after experiencing how many winds, frosts, rain and snow, like a fallen leaf falling calmly in the wind, that calmness, there is enough confidence and sincerity, as if to say: I tried my best to be a good enough self, did not waste half a second of my years, the years of struggle, the crushing of fate, I tried my best to live hard!

Yuan Yuan asked curiously, "Is that Teacher Huang?" "Because in primary school, only Ms. Huang was the female teacher who taught them, and she followed the class until she graduated from primary school.

"Yes, the past is gone forever, don't say it again." Grandma solemnly instructed Yuanyuan.

Yuan Yuan nodded and said, "I don't know, how can I talk nonsense?" Yuanyuan believed that his father must really love Mr. Huang, so he resolutely gave up the true love of this life, and how heartbreaking this should be! You only have one life! In the twists and turns of life, some people can only cherish their feelings in each other's souls.

Yuanyuan's beauty and knowledge made her favored by several male classmates in college, but there was only Ye Yuming in her heart, after she graduated, she would definitely choose to come back to work, the outside world is very exciting, there is no person who resonates with her soul at the same frequency, such a wonderful is just a phantom-like existence.

Suddenly, as if she remembered something, Grandma pointed to a box on the top of the wardrobe and said, "Yuanyuan, cough...... Ahem, alas, you put up a chair, touch the box against the wall, there is a small cloth bag in the corner, you take it out, I have something for you, cough cough ......" because of the uneven breath, grandma said word by word, Yuan Yuan understood, moved a chair, leaned in front of the wardrobe door, stood up, reached out from the box above and pulled out the cloth bag that grandma said, the cloth bag was grasped in his hand, there was an old smell.

Yuanyuan handed the cloth bag to Grandma's hand, Grandma took it, and took out a handkerchief wrapped in something from it, ah, it was a pair of small gold earrings, Grandma said: "Come, Yuanyuan, the most valuable thing in my hand is this pair of gold earrings, when I am short of money to build a house, I want to sell it to pay off the debt, I am reluctant, I want to leave it to you, uh, you take it and put it away, don't lose it." After saying that, Grandma wrapped the earrings in a handkerchief and handed them to Yuanyuan.

Yuanyuan took the handkerchief handed by her grandmother a little uncomfortably, her heart was heavy, and after a while, she said: "Grandma, you should keep it, I can't wear this thing when I go out to study." ”

Grandma said, "My old man has a bad memory, you can take it and put it away." Yuanyuan saw that her grandmother insisted on giving her the earrings, so she had to hide them.

At dinner, Yuanyuan fed her grandmother noodles, and her grandmother coughed badly, and the noodles she coughed up sprayed everywhere, Yuanyuan always patiently wiped them, and fed them to her little by little, and her grandmother only sucked a little noodle soup and lay down with heavy breathing.

Yuanyuan boiled the Chinese medicine and brought it up, grandma waved her hand weakly, signaling her to take it away, she thought that this medicine was a panacea, a life-saving straw, insisted on feeding grandma to drink, and said: "Grandma, you drink a little, didn't my aunt say that this medicine is effective?" Come, I'll feed you a little drink. She tried her best to persuade her grandmother to drink the medicine, which would cure her illness.

Grandma just waved her hand and said, "At first, it seemed to have some effect, cough, cough, and later, it didn't work...... and she closed her eyes tiredly, and her neck was twisted and spasmed because of coughing and wheezing.

Yuanyuan's hand holding the medicine bowl began to tremble, God, where is the cure for grandma's illness! What should I do? The appearance of grandma being tortured by illness made Yuanyuan feel very sad.