Later, for a few days, my grandmother always slept in a daze, looking lifeless, but she kept talking mushy words, saying how to live her life? The pigs have not yet been fed. also said that Guanghui has not come back from herding sheep, what should I do if it rains so heavily this day? I'm going to send her an umbrella. As he spoke, he sat up from his bed. Yuanyuan suffers every night, she always grits her teeth and bears it alone, her father's work in the brigade is not over yet, Ye Yu understands that she can ride over to help take care of her tomorrow, so that she can squint and sleep for a while.

Aunt Xinlan and Uncle Yang Huaishan, as well as Aunt Wang Meizhen, they will come to greet when they have time, and after the neighbor Aunt Xiao came to see it, she would tell the truth and say directly: "Yuanyuan, you have to be prepared, what ......are you afraid of" Whenever she said such a thing, Yuanyuan's ears didn't want to listen, she was unwilling, she believed that grandma could survive this winter, and in spring, everything recovered, and grandma would be refreshed.

On the evening of the fifteenth day of the lunar month, my grandmother said to Yuanyuan: "My teeth don't hurt anymore, I'll go to herd cattle, don't call me." After speaking, he lay down quietly, and Yuan Yuan thought: Grandma must be tired and tired, so she should have a good rest. She covered her grandmother with a quilt and added a little dry wood to the stove to save smoke, and she wanted to lie down on her grandmother's bed to sleep for a while, but she really had no choice but to make dinner.

So she went to the kitchen to steam rice, fried two dishes, warmed them in the pot, and made a bowl of egg drop soup for grandma, she came to grandma's bed, only to hear grandma's throat squeak, there were fine beads of sweat on her forehead, Yuanyuan immediately grabbed a towel to help grandma dry the sweat beads on her face, and asked vigilantly: "Grandma, what's wrong with you?" What's uncomfortable? Yes? Grandmother? ”

Grandma's eyelids didn't move, she opened her mouth and gasped twice, and she didn't breathe anymore. "No, it can't be like this...... Grandma, whoa, woo woo woo ......" Yuan Yuan collapsed limply in front of Grandma's bed, crying like a child, outside the window, the winter twilight was dark and heavy.

The third day after the grandmother left, the group sent the grandmother to her eternal life, the land called forty acres of land for burial, Yuanyuan cried with tears along the way, she remembered that her grandmother was under the scorching sun, when there was no one around, she was still hoeing in the forty acres of land alone, and grandma alone, there was no rice to eat at home, and the situation of swallowing vegetables, I said many times, to repay my grandmother's vow, and it has not come to achieve it in a hurry! Are you too selfish for your dreams? …… Thinking of this, Yuan Yuan couldn't stop crying, and he just wanted to beat himself.

Ye Yuming held Yuanyuan, wiped Yuanyuan's tears with tears in his eyes, Yu Xiumei held Yuanyuan's arm on the other side, and comforted him softly: "Yuanyuan, don't cry, it's almost to the cemetery, don't cry anymore, it's not good for the elderly." There were tears falling from the corners of her eyes, she knew that the old man Zhang Guiying had lived a lot of hardships in his life, and that hardship was repeated.

Grandma was wearing a black ragged shirt, and at noon when the scorching sun was shining, the scene of grandma hoeing alone in this field was engraved in Yuanyuan's heart, and grandma was going to sleep here at this moment...... Why don't you call round tears ripples? Looking at the lively crowd, a childish voice said: "It's not lively at all, no one beats gongs and drums for Grandma Zhang, and ...... is choking."

An adult's voice stopped, "Don't talk nonsense. ”

The immature words pierced the round and self-ashamed, and the situation of their family was not good, and relatives and friends all persuaded and explained: "The people are gone, the funeral is simple, and besides, the spoon has always been well taken care of by the old man's side." Fang Guangzhuo listened to the suggestions of relatives and friends, so he did not invite the suona team to play. At this moment, Yuanyuan regretted it, and tears rolled down.

Fang Guanghui stopped her tears, came over to comfort Yuanyuan, and said, "Yuanyuan, don't cry, don't cry to the graveyard." Your grandmother is going to enjoy the blessings. ”

The word "enjoyment" made Yuanyuan even more sad when she heard it, tears overflowed her eyes, I remember when I was a child, I yawned, and she was reluctant to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, to keep them, I was afraid that my grandmother would leave, and I couldn't shed tears at once, but today the tears couldn't stop flowing, grandma, the most intimate person was gone, her heart was empty, Fang Guanghui wiped the tears on her face with a rough palm, and roared: "Say don't cry, cry alive?" Only then did Yuan Yuan restrain himself.

She opened her red and swollen eyes, saw her father holding the portrait of her grandmother, crying a lot of snot and tears, she secretly swore in her heart: Dad, I want to honor you well. Grandma, I want to repay my gratitude to you to my father. Thinking about it this way, Yuanyuan's heart felt a little better.

Da Mao Xiaomao came back from the cemetery, opened the small mirror in the handbag, and looked up to his makeup, for fear that it was not delicate enough, it seemed that there had never been a grandmother in their world.

Liu Jinfeng unceremoniously rummaged through the cabinets to find the gold earrings of the old man Zhang Guiying, and muttered uncleanly. Yuanyuan's face sank, and Ye Yuming hurriedly whispered, "Yuanyuan, where are the earrings?" Find it out and give it to Auntie, and in the future, I'll buy it for you. ”

Yuan Yuan said: "I just want to give her a good picture, I want to make my world flat, what is the use of those things outside the body?" Inner abundance is the most precious treasure. ”

Ye Yuming nodded approvingly.

Yuan Yuan took out the pair of gold earrings and handed them to Liu Jinfeng's hand, the old handkerchief that wrapped the gold earrings, she left, there was still the breath of grandma, and a shirt worn by grandma, she took it under her nose and smelled it, collected it, and also collected her infinite thoughts about grandma, and tears dripped down uncontrollably.

Outside, snowflakes were flying, and the people who helped, relatives and friends were gone.

Ye Yuming said to Yuanyuan very reluctantly: "I'm going back, there are still a lot of things to do at home, Yuanyuan, you and I will come to our house to stay for a few days." ”

Yuan Yuan smiled reluctantly and said: "Brother Yuming, you go back and get busy, Yuliang went to the army as a soldier again, you are busy enough, what about me, accompany my father at home, it's almost the New Year, and we have a lot to do." ”

Ye Yuming said distressedly: "You must be obedient and take care of yourself." ”

Yuanyuan said solemnly: "Don't worry, I will." ”

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, Ye Yuming helped to carry a few more waters, and then rushed home, he really wanted to chop off an arm and stay, help Yuanyuan do all the work, hold her, and get through this difficult time.

That night, according to custom, a lamp or a candle was lit on the grave of the grandmother, which meant to illuminate the way to heaven. The surrounding of the lamp is made of white paper to form a cylinder, and four small bamboo sticks are inserted in the grave land, and the lamp is placed inside, for fear that the wind will blow out the lamp.

Yuanyuan reverently pasted the paper cover, the snow has fallen very thick, look around, a piece of white, Yuanyuan deep one foot shallow foot to grandma's grave, tears silently sliding, the snow has buried the grave, she used her hands to pick up the snow layer, inserted four small bamboo sticks, put the paper tube on it, lit the white candle, she whispered: Grandma, may you have light all the way! Heaven is a pure land, with you to sleep peacefully! Grandma, please rest in peace, I will definitely ...... Will definitely take care of Daddy.

Walking back to the path, Yuan Yuan glanced back at the light in the snow, the dim halo was the infinite longing of the earthly people!