Since Cheng Lang decided to let Di Lilan'er's illness go naturally last time, she is naturally not as taboo as before, maybe with a different personality, she will live a much easier life than now, and she will not be so self-restrained morally.

He sometimes even thinks about whether to directly stimulate her to change to another character, as Xu Yicheng said, she always flows his blood, and she will always be his daughter, so that everyone can live a easier life.

"Daddy, I think it's one thing, it's another thing to get it by immoral means, and I won't be happy if I get it."

Cheng Lang looked at her deeply, her daughter had a pair of eyes as clear as water, which were full of too many beautiful and ideal things, and she couldn't see the squalor of this world.

"Lan'er, men sometimes like a woman, no matter what she looks like, they will like it, in the same way, if you don't like a woman, no matter how you don't like it, you want to get his person, but also want to get his heart, have you thought about it, maybe he doesn't have you in his heart at all, you don't need some means, you may not get it in your life, so when are you going to waste? How much youth do you have to spend with a man who may never have you in his heart? ”

When Di Lilan'er heard this, her face was completely bloodless, she couldn't believe that this was what his father said, she bit her lower lip, and only raised her head for a long time to look at Cheng Lang steadily, "Daddy, after Mommy, how many women have you been with?" Which one do you like? Or which one do you love? You keep saying that you love Mommy, but I know that you don't care when Mommy is still there, or after she is gone, the women around you have never been broken. ”

"I yearn for love, he's loyal, he's single-minded, he won't treat his wife the way you treat mommy, and that's one of the reasons why I have to do it. Even if his current loyalty is applied to another woman, I only look at it from afar, and I think it is beautiful. ”

"I really have to him, I really hope that the person he loves is not Jing Wushuang, but loves me, but I hope it is based on his willingness, as you said, maybe never, even if one day I see them happy I will still collapse, I am even the bridesmaid of their wedding, I can't do it, because I know that if I destroy, it won't belong to me, he won't want me willingly, I just want him willingly."

Di Lilan'er's thoughts are actually very confused, there are always two people fighting in her mind, one reminds her to be the best girl, so she deserves the best man to love, and the other keeps laughing, women in this world are not bad, men don't love, if you want to get what you want, it is necessary to rely on means, otherwise it is very likely that you will never get it, you take the initiative to be lonely for the rest of your life.

The two voices kept arguing in her head, and sometimes she couldn't sleep all night, including when she said the above words, there would still be another voice that jumped out and kept vetoing.

Because of this, she likes filming very much, and when filming, she will quickly enter the role, and then forget her true self, at that moment, she is just the person in the role, and she doesn't have to suffer such pain.

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