Gu Ziyu learned to paint with Lu Zhiyuan after dinner, followed Lu Zhiyuan to learn, went to the world on weekends, did not study for a long time, intermittently, he gradually began to be interested in the human body from Chinese painting, Lu Zhiyuan asked him to copy a few body paintings, and slowly taught him, Gu Ziyu was interested in human body sketching, many times because he wanted to help Guoan solve the case.

Lu Zhiyuan said, "So you learn to paint in order to solve cases, is it a work skill?" You don't enjoy it at all? ”

"Is there something wrong?"

"Guoan also has very good painters, there are also specialized psychoanalysts, the type of work is different, the depth is not the same, you are not a talented painter, no matter how you learn, you may not reach their level, so I suggest that you enjoy the work of painting, don't think about work, you have to love deeply, in order to learn well." Lu Zhiyuan discovered one thing, although the boy is no longer an antisocial personality, and his five senses have returned, his childhood life has indeed made him not as empathetic and overly rational as ordinary people.

All skills are for work.

He didn't enjoy life well.

Twelve or thirteen years old is the most wanton age, but he is already a warrior and has to deal with criminals every day, Lu Zhiyuan feels a little sorry for him, but he doesn't know what to do.

This is the end of the matter, and there is no turning around.

If Ziyu just came, he had a memory, maybe he could give Ziyu a new path, but now Ziyu is determined to take this road, and parents can only support him.

But he still hopes that Gu Ziyu will have a good life and enjoy life.

He can't do it, so he naturally hopes that Ziyu can do it.

Gu Ziyu looked at his painting and felt that he was painting very well, Gu Ci was busy, standing at the railing on the second floor, and also heard the conversation between their father and son.

There is also some sadness in my heart, although Ziyu is a new student, but some people's lives will be affected by childhood, no matter how relieved they are, it will not help.

Gu Ci went back to the room and didn't disturb the interaction between their father and son. Fun Pavilion

"Then I won't draw." Gu Ziyu thought about it, what Lu Zhiyuan said also made sense, he didn't like painting so much, mainly for work, and had one more hobby, he knew a little bit about everything, no matter what others talked about, he had a topic to talk about, "Let's play chess." ”

Lu Zhiyuan looked at his son expressionlessly, "Don't you think...... Are you very scenic? ”

"Why?"

"You're not at home, my mother and I are chatting on the phone, and you're back, either looking for me to paint, or asking me to play chess, do you have a little self-awareness?"

Gu Ziyu, "......"

The boy Yu Gao coldly crossed his chest and said coldly, "I'll give you a chance to apologize." ”

Lu Zhiyuan, "......"

"Mom......" Gu Ziyu ran upstairs with a sneer, "Dad dislikes me superfluously." ”

When Gu Ci heard Gu Ziyu's voice, he knew that their father and son were quarreling again, and the peace could not be maintained for fifteen minutes, and Gu Ziyu always had to jump to his feet, and in terms of certainty, he was still worse than Lu Zhiyuan.

"You've been running for three years, and you haven't been weaned yet, so if you have something, you can find your mother." Lu Zhiyuan had already put Ben San on his lips, and Gu Ziyu was so angry that he wanted to beat him.

Gu Ci came downstairs, boiled sugar water, and brought a bowl downstairs to Lu Zhiyuan, Gu Zi returned to the room when he met the taste, and closed the door angrily, Gu Ci said, "Why do you always mess with him?" ”

"The kid has a big temper, you can't blame me." Lu Zhiyuan spread his hands and lay comfortably on the sofa, beside Gu Ci and Ziyu, he was the most relaxed, if it wasn't for this curse, how good it would be!

Gu Ci didn't hope in his heart, there was no curse in this world, they could stay together, but after all, it was a dream, there was a gap between him and her, and they couldn't cross it!

Gu Ci didn't dare to take another step, five years ago she tried her best, but the result was unsatisfactory, and almost killed her, Gu Ci gradually understood that she was Lu Zhiyuan's bomb, and one day it would explode.

"After eating sugar water, let's rest early." Gu Ci got up to leave.

Lu Zhiyuan took her hand, his eyes were gentle and affectionate, "Xiao porcelain, talk to me." ”

Gu Ci could never refuse his gaze, his heart was like a drum, and he didn't break free from him, he was just about to sit beside him, but was pulled into his arms and kissed by Lu Zhiyuan, Gu Ci put one hand on his shoulder, the last time she kissed her son, she was embarrassed to death, but she didn't want Gu Ziyu to meet again, but Lu Zhiyuan deepened the kiss regardless of it.

His lips were hot and lingering, and Gu Ci went from resisting to being immersed in them, and was tightly held in his arms.

"Lu Zhiyuan, you ......" Gu Ci is soft-hearted and sad, there is no fate between us, what do you have to provoke me to do? Lu Zhiyuan seemed to know what she was going to say, so he just gently stroked her long hair, "I just miss you too much." ”

Gu Ci was even more sad, "What is there to think about, you recuperate at home and see me every day." ”

"It's so close, it's far away, and I finally know what it means." Lu Zhiyuan smiled bitterly, but he was helpless, Gu Ci hugged him obediently.

They love each other, know each other, but can't stay together, although it is a pity, Gu Ci is very satisfied with the status quo, compared to five years ago had to let go, now it is a different kind of consummation.

"Xiao porcelain, I've thought about it, let's treat it as a couple who have been married for many years, get together less and leave more, okay?" Lu Zhiyuan said, "I have a classmate who studied abroad and got married, she and her husband work in two cities, get together every weekend, and occasionally don't see each other once a month, as long as we have a child, at least we can meet and hug, and we are luckier than them, isn't it?" ”

Gu Ci gritted his teeth and shook his head sadly.

Lu Zhiyuan once said to Gu Ci that between him and her, not only can they not love each other, if they resist fate together, he will die young, this is a cross ditch that Gu Ci has never dared to cross.

She wanted to be close to him, she wanted to love him desperately, but she was afraid that fate would really come true.

Lu Zhiyuan's pain would make her afraid.

Lu Zhiyuan's death is the source of her fear, a gap she doesn't dare to cross a step.

"I'm afraid of death!" Gu Ci said, "I can accept it, you love me, live well, I can see you occasionally, but I can't accept your death." ”

This is her bottom line, "Lu Zhiyuan, don't seduce me." ”

She couldn't stand the sweet temptation.

Lu Zhiyuan has had extravagant hopes recently, they are already a family, if they leave in the past five years, no one dares to take a step, she was kidnapped by Tang Mingzhou and almost died, he almost lost her.

"When you were kidnapped by Tang Mingzhou, I kept thinking, what should I do if Tang Mingzhou kills you in a madness? If he kills you, I won't have time to save you, so what is the purpose of my separation from you for the past five years? Knowing that the road ahead is a dead end, in order to live, we endure parting, missing, and not loving, but after all, we still can't resist fate, so what is our sacrifice? Lu Zhiyuan smiled bitterly and said, "Where is the meaning, it's better to hold your hand and live every day well." ”

"You're angry." Gu Ci said, "You are dead, have you seen the fate of me and Ziyu?" ”

"In this life, it will not be repeated."

"No!" Gu Ci shook his head, "I'm going crazy!" ”

Lu Zhiyuan looked at Gu Ci's paranoid expression, and couldn't tell whether she was acting or telling the truth.

Gu Ci said, "Let's find a solution together, before we find it, none of us should take a step beyond the thunder pool, Lu Zhiyuan, you take care of your body, I will take you to extract bone marrow." ”

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