"Don't say it, be, don't say it......"

Xu Yicheng didn't know about these old things at all, let alone that Di Lilan'er had such a thing hidden in her heart, and he found out for the first time that there were probably genetic factors in her mental state to this point.

"Yicheng, when I was very young, my mommy was gone, my dad said he loved my mommy very much, I believe it, after all, my mommy is also a big beauty who captivates the country and the city, no matter if she takes it by force, what a disgraceful trick, he married my mommy should be good to her, but he didn't cherish it, my mommy finally fell in love with him, she said she didn't regret giving birth to me, but it's a pity that I'm not daddy's own daughter."

"Yicheng, do you know what my feelings are for Daddy?"

Di Lilan'er looked at Xu Yicheng with hazy teary eyes, blinked slightly, tears flowed down her cheeks again, Xu Yicheng's heart was already so painful that he even felt painful to breathe.

"Love and hate, he took my mommy but didn't cherish her, how many women he has outside, my mommy knows clearly, he made my mommy desperate and indirectly killed her. He really feels sorry for me, and he is not selfish, Yicheng, can you make my life a little easier, don't give me so much baggage, I'm already very tired, really tired. ”

"The only belief I have to live is to be able to stay by his side, to keep the only heartbeat of my life, in fact, as you all know, if it weren't for him, I would probably not be in this world long ago. There are too many causal cycles in this world, whether you understand or not, accept or not, it is all a personal choice, in fact, who do I love, whether I live or not, and what does it have to do with you? ”

Di Lilan'er had recovered from her exhaustive state, and had returned to the indifference that she didn't care about except for Mu Jinchen.

And, such indifferent words officially gave Xu Yicheng the most fatal blow, and he collapsed in an instant.

…… Who do I love, and what does it matter to you whether I am alive or not?

This is probably the most cruel word he has ever heard in his life, as Di Lilan'er said, love Mu Jinchen and stick to the past for Mu Jinchen, even if he doesn't know, it's her business alone.

Why not?

She said he was greedy.

Yes, he was greedy, guarded, guarded, and as the years went by, inadvertently he wanted more.

However, her words had nothing to do with him, and all his thoughts and hopes were crushed.

In fact, just love, she has always been stingy with him, she once said that there is a kind of punishment in this world called hope torture, if you don't want that person to be disappointed, then don't give her hope from the beginning, otherwise it is a kind of torture.

She is actually kind, he should not and is not qualified to condemn her, she is pure, thorough, and made it clear from the beginning that she never gave him hope, it was he who was greedy......

I don't remember the first time I broke up unhappily like now, but every time, as long as she had something, she made a phone call, and he came thousands of miles away.

He thought, at least, that she shouldn't have said anything to him so cruelly.

His heart hurt, like being cut by a knife, so painful.

"Be, I thought that even if there was no love between us, there were other feelings, at least, I have been guarding you for so many years, my sincerity to you over the years, I don't want to exchange for the same sincerity, I think, at least your affairs are not irrelevant to me."

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